So it begins...

revolutionists — Tue, 12 Jun 2012 13:31:07 GMT

I feel like I'm only writing messages about me getting back, put I never post another message, ever again.
Well. That's kind of true, but this time I hope it will be different. I'm entering a new stage in my life and I hope everything will be going wel. After the cut you can read everything about it!

So, this is the big news! I'm getting married! yes, I am! Here are some pictures, so you can see what life it like recently

Love, Merel

I'm back!

revolutionists — Mon, 05 Dec 2011 09:43:22 GMT

I realised i missed this place. So I'm back. :)

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revolutionists — Wed, 28 Jan 2009 21:15:41 GMT

God, I love the movie serendipty. I want my life to be like that.
It is so bloody romantic. that's so not fair.

locked.

revolutionists — Mon, 03 Nov 2008 20:42:00 GMT

ACCESS DENIED.

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currently: adding/~~not adding~~!

I just like many like to know who is reading my journal...

Hello. come senators, congressmen, please head the call, Don't stand in the doorway, don't block up the hall.

Hi, My name is Merel a Dutch 20 something. I can't seem to function without my coffee and - sadly enough - cigarettes. I get grumpy in the morning, I hate alarmclocks, I do not like dogs. I read a lot, I don't have a working television so I watch series and the news on my 8 year old laptop. My television is only use is for gaming. I like to party, I can't dance even though I pretend thtat I do. I like the sea, but I hate the beach. I'm loud, a bit of a nerd and I have strong opinions. I like to think that I am open minded and a free spirit, as much as the next person I suppose. So yeah, bit a about me.

Shining like a diamond, rolling with the dice.

revolutionists — Sun, 02 Nov 2008 13:09:35 GMT

this message is always on top...

"Maybe all one can do is hope to end up with the right regrets".
Arthur Miller

001. Be Happy with myself and accept who I am.
002. Mean something.
003. Be rememberd.
~~004. Fall deeply, madly in love.~~ Completed November 2009.
005. Live biological.
006. Take a roadtrip across europe.
007. Go backpacking in New-Zealand, and move there.
008. Participate in a development project.
~~009. Graduate SCW~~. Completed May 2011
~~010. Kiss in the rain~~. completed july 4th. 2008

"The basic fact about human existence is not that it is a tragedy, but that it is a bore.
It is not so much a war as an endless standing in line."
H. L. Mencken

~~011. Sleep under the stars.~~ done as of august 16, 2008
012. Write a book, get it publiced.
013. Break the borders around autism.
~~014. Get whisteld at~~ completed january 30, 2009.
015. Reach my ideal weight.
016. Start a movement.
017. Get a Tattoo.
~~018. Thank absoluty everyone when I graduate (even the lunchlady <3).~~ Completed May 2011
~~019. Leave for a couple of days, without any ANY planning.~~ Completed July 2010
~~020. Get therapy to leave the bullying in highschool behind~~. completed February 8, 2008

"I have a simple philosophy: Fill what's empty. Empty what's full. Scratch where it itches. "
Alice Roosevelt Longworth

021. Learn how to play the piano (specially fur elise).
~~022. Hug a stranger.~~ done as of august 15, 16 and 17 2008 (3 days with a free hugssign around my neck <3)
~~023. Learn to trust people.~~ done, may 2012
~~024. Knit a scarf.~~ Completed as of november, 2011
~~025. Take Yoga~~ Completed as of november, 2008..
~~026. Do more creative things (like paint, make necklaces stuff like that).~~ completed as of march, 2012
~~027. Visit a friend of mine I haven't seen in 3 years.~~ Done as of may 6, 2008
~~028. Go to pinkpop~~. as of may 30th, 2009.
~~029. Go to lowlands.~~ done as of august 15, 16 and 17, 2008
~~030. Vote.~~ as of june 4th, 2009

"I still find each day too short for all the thoughts
I want to think, all the walks I want to take,
all the books I want to read, and all the friends I want to see."
John Burroughs

~~031. Make out in a elevator.~~ Completed April 2010
~~032. Sleep untail the afternoon.~~ Completed as of january 1th, 2009.
~~033. Skip school for a day to make a little roadtrip with the train~~. completed as of november 5th, 2009.
034. Master my cooking skills.
~~035. Get kick out of a bar/restaurant.~~ completed jan, 2012
036. Take the first plane away from home.
~~037. Win a political debat.~~ Completed May 2010
038. Learn HTML.
~~039. Have a room full of books.~~ my current livingroom, june, 2012
040. Feel that I am truly loved.

"I think I've discovered the secret of life -
you just hang around until you get used to it."
Charles M. Schulz

041. Kiss under a missletoe.
042. Master my eating dissorder.
~~043. Get a piercing.~~ completed as of july 28th, 2009.
044. Go a week without eating chocolate.
045. Take a vow of silence (for myself, not for any religion.) that lasts longer then 2 days.
~~046. Get my own place.~~ Completed as of august 28th, 2009. (studenthouse, but it's real for me!)
~~047. Fun: Go to a gaybar XD~~. I´m working in a gaybar XD I´ve been there as of february 26th, 2009
~~048. Work for a charity.~~ for J.O.B and....still doing it but, completed on august first 2008.
~~049. found a studentcounsel on my school.~~ completed, january 15, 2009
~~050. Get incredible drunk.~~ as of may 25th and july 4th, 2009.

"Yesterday's just a memory, tommorow is neverw what it's supposed to be."
Bob Dylan

051. Visit my tree in Jeruzalem.
052. Set my priorities straight.
~~053. Make a personal journal about my internship for school.~~ completed april 10, 2008
054. Be someonese inspiration.
~~055. get out of this - current - hellhole.~~ Completed as of january 5th, 2009.
~~056. Go on a scavenger hunt.~~ done! jan, 2012
057. Study french (because damn! I can not speak it!).

1000. At the end of my live, I will not have regrets and I led my life the way I wanted AND I HAD ONE HELL OF A GOOD TIME DOING IT!
1001. Die perfectly, completly happy..

Revolvere.

So it begins...

I'm back!

024.

locked.

Shining like a diamond, rolling with the dice.