I admit it's not my weekend..

Dirty Looks, And Library Books

redusts — Fri, 05 Jun 2009 03:40:00 GMT

Okay, So last week the guy I like(let's just call him M.Y.)'s brother was helping out my favourite teacher(and let's call her Mme or Madame). By my favourite teacher I mean, I can tell her anything, she always gives me advice on EVERYTHING, she lets me skip class and stay in her classroom, she gets me starbucks and vice versa, and I can just talk to her like a friend instead of a teacher. Anyways moving on.... so one day last week i went to visit her in her classroom, and i peeked my head in --not knowing that M.Y.'s brother(let's just call him D.Y.) was going to be there-- and asked one of the students if she was around. Then D.Y. turned around and saw me. He gave me the most horrifyingly scary/dirty looks on the planet!!! It was so bad I almost felt like crying after the fact of the matter. Okay, back on topic, then he asked in the rudest tone ever, "WHAT DO YOU WANT?" So he told me she wasn't there in an extremely impolite way, and told one of the students to make sure to close the door once i left. I am pretty sure, no exaggeration, that he asked the student to make sure it was locked. Then the next day, me myself just thinking 'Oh, it was probably him only visiting or something.' went to see Madame during her gym class to ask her when i could come visit her so as to not disturb her class. It was me and my friend Dina(the previous owner to this account). So i went in and she stayed right outside the gym doors, I saw D.Y. out of the corner of my eye but decided it was best to ignore him. So i was talking to her and stuff and then i walked out. When the we were out of hearing distance to the gym Dina --already knowing about the first encounter with him-- yelled, "HOLY SHIT!! D.Y. was like RAWR!!! He was giving you the dirtiest look ever, and i can't even begin to think why the hell i wanted to go say hi!" Anyways, so me and my friend Polly were sitting in math class and passing notes, and i told her the exact story right above pretty much, and the thought never occured to me but she asked me what if M.Y. told D.Y., cause they are brothers and they are really close too. So I went and told Madame just yesterday, I told her the complete story, first of all she was shocked(considering she has known D.Y. for about 7 years now even though he graduated last year) and second of all she was like.... "WHAT THE HELL!?!?! .... jerk-off." It<s nice to know someone is on your side, but i just wish i could read M.Y. and D.Y.s' minds. It would really help... cause what if i am just misunderstanding. I have very little faith that it is a misunderstanding, but a smidgen will do for now.

Next part is all M.Y.
So me and M.Y. have officially settled on to talking terms. I think the awkwardness died down when I stopped talking to him, and gave him some space. Anyways, so the weirdest thing happened. We were in the library and i was sitting one table away from him, i smiled and waved at him when i had taken my seat but that was it. But you know when you feel eyes on you. It's like this tingly sensation I get down my back or wherever they are staring. I looked around and then i saw his eyes retreat back to his page. It happened a few more times before the bell went,but it was weird. Also usually on messenger he NEVER talks to me it usually feels like a one woman conversation. But this time it was him, not completely because i was the one who started talking to him, but it was to ask a question about our band trip(<--- sorry irrelevant), and then he just carried the conversation. I was amazed. Even now, in band or when I see him I have started to make decent conversation. We have so much common ground, and it's nice to have someone like that. We aren't really close. But close enough for me. Talking terms is a new level that i can handle.

Do you think I am:
[ ] INFATUATED
[ ] IN LIKE
[ } IN LOVE
???
Please comment if you read. Thanks =)

Having fun on UNBLOCKED sites at school... a.k.a LIVEJOURNAL!!!

redusts — Fri, 05 Jun 2009 03:05:53 GMT

Lyrics I LOVE----

Hide the Key,
Cause I'm coming over,
To settle the score whoa-o,
Don't forget how well I know you,
Stop Asking,

Keep Dancing.

-The Cab

One thing is clear,
I wear a HALO
-Bethany Joy Galeotti

this heart,
it beats,
beats for only you,
MY ♥ IS YOURS

Paramore-

Games that never amount,
To more than they're meant,
Will play themselves out...

-Glen Hansard

You still speak of
DAY OLD HATE
-Dallas Green

A Jiana Daco Original Song(Demo)

redusts — Tue, 05 May 2009 23:29:49 GMT

All Alone with nowhere to go,

I look for a way to get back home,

With no one in sight and nowhere to run,

I try to keep my head up and wait for the sun.

But there is

NO LIIIGHT

To guide me through this,

Hooour

Hooour,

This hour of darkness.

Judgemental

redusts — Sat, 02 May 2009 23:24:45 GMT

So the other day I was at a rehearsal for my school's High School Talent Show. When I was on my way out of school, this girl that I WASN'T too fond of stopped me and asked me about the talent show and all. Then we started to get into deep conversation about random stuff and I brought up the topic of guys. Its was so weird but I actually wanted to tell her about my guy problems, and I don't tell just anyone about my guy problems. So the words kinda just started spilling out of my mouth. I told her about how I coincidentally got paired up with the guy I like for my summitive(a.k.a. CPT). I told her about how the guy I like found out I liked him, and how it was because I kinda blurted it out while I was standing right next to him(but I didnt know I was), and to my surprise she was really understanding and she started telling me about the guy she likes and the boy drama she's going through. It was really eye-opening. I was so judgemental, I pretty much hated her before, and then just after about five or ten minutes of talking to her, I really bonded with her. So really the lesson to this true story is don't judge people from what you hear or past pretenses.

Sincerely Me.
=) <3

New User.

redusts — Sat, 02 May 2009 22:45:09 GMT

hey everyone! My name is Jiana and uhhmm well my friend gave me her old account to use.
So just wanted to say HEY.
Anyways, to tell you a little bit about myself...
I love music, i listen to everything from the beatles to coldplay, the rat pack, to kanye west, etc.
I live in canada. I love the beach.
I cannot WAIT for SUMMER!!!
I <3 Chuck Taylors!
I LOVE SHOES.
My favourite shows are Gossip Girl, The O.C., One Tree Hill and Gilmore Girls.
My favourite bands are Paramore, All Time Low and Mayday Parade.
My favourite singers are Jason Mraz, Dallas Green and Taylor Swift.

redusts — Sat, 02 May 2009 14:41:49 GMT

HEY EVERYONE!
If you are wondering why I havn't been posting on this accounts, its because I have a new account.
dolcas
I am giving this one to my friend, so please add me there and delete this one from your friends list :)

Predict Your Future

redusts — Tue, 10 Jun 2008 00:38:18 GMT



		I will marry patrick dempsey.
		After a wild honeymoon, We will settle down in california in our fabulous Apartment.
		We will have 8 kid(s) together.
		Our family will zoom around in a blue toyota.
		I will spend my days as a singer, and live happily ever after.

friends only

redusts — Mon, 02 Jun 2008 21:51:20 GMT

RE-OWNED
and
moved to dolcas

friends only
I am currently: adding/~~not adding~~