.:i.am.the.rain:.

lookit, this works!

readywreadywit — Mon, 03 Dec 2018 19:13:14 GMT

well

readywreadywit — Sun, 26 Apr 2015 14:55:17 GMT

i can't breathe half the time. i am drowning in my own life. i have nightmares. i wake up crying. i fall asleep crying.

i have to go to work today. and i like work. the seven hours a week they give me. i need them. desperately. i have no money coming in otherwise. so these meager hours are all i have to keep the cats fed and with litter and all those little stupid things like gas and toilet paper and shampoo.
but i'm so tired. soul tired. i just want to go back to sleep all day instead of deal with anything.

since this all happened at the start of december i've been making due. i still had decent hours then because of it being the holidays. so for the first month or two i paid my own bills. then since then my dad has been helping me. except now my dad can't afford it any more because they took away his disability benefits now that he's 66 and gets social security. so come all the bills that are due at the end of may/start of june i am dead broke.

and i have been busting my ASS trying to find a job. applying for over a dozen places every day. places that i can't even drive to because my car keeps breaking down. because all i ever have is shitty cars that break down. and i'm getting dick in response. i've been looking for months.

people keep trying to give me suggestions. as if i'm not already doing everything i possibly can. everything that is in my power.
and i can't do a fucking retail or food service job. even part time. cause part time still means six to eight hour shifts. and something is seriously wrong with my legs and my health. cause i can't stand on my feet for more than six hours, even with compression socks on. & even if i manage to make it through one eight hour shift i can't do it again for another three or four days after that my feet swell up so bad.

so i don't have my health. friends. family. money. and i'm likely going to be homeless soon with no place for my cats to go.

what's left?

Lost

readywreadywit — Thu, 22 Sep 2011 21:11:16 GMT

2004. Wow.

So first thing I wonder is what is ack_attack going to do to celebrate?

TUMBLR NOOOOOOO

readywreadywit — Sat, 07 May 2011 07:14:17 GMT

I CANT RAVE ABOUT JOSH HOLLOWAY AND ANNIE BEING BADASS AND EVERY SINGLE THING THAT MADE THIS EPISODE EPIC IF YOU DONT WORK TUMBLR NOOOOOO

durdenesquetendencies on tumblr

readywreadywit — Wed, 04 May 2011 23:22:22 GMT

i'm officially on tumblr.
clickity click above image.
add me/leave me your name so i can add you/stuff

Lady GaGa Just Got Schooled By the T Birds!

readywreadywit — Mon, 18 Apr 2011 19:54:38 GMT

omfg best remix ever

i never thought i could like GaGa ever ever ever ever

Devious Journal Entry

readywreadywit — Wed, 16 Mar 2011 20:04:41 GMT

chrryblssmninja !!!! SUH-WEET!

Psylocke + video tutorial by `diablo2003 on deviantART

CROSSOVER LOVE!

readywreadywit — Thu, 03 Mar 2011 15:35:17 GMT

JOSH HOLLOWAY IS GOING TO BE ON COMMUNITY!
if he makes out with britta?
a very weird circle of fangirl awesome within me will be complete and cause me to splode

just sayin.

Manhattan

readywreadywit — Thu, 09 Dec 2010 16:47:37 GMT

i feel like jack from Lost all the time.
i keep thinking about Manhattan & going
"I HAVE TO GO BACK TO THE ISLAND."
goddamn i miss it.

how fucked up is this then?

readywreadywit — Wed, 08 Dec 2010 21:19:36 GMT

it would appear that someone hacked my account. got my password somehow. then it appears that they started to make a post, but then realized that they were posting something for -their- journal in -my- space so they left mid post. leaving the draft open on my account.

a draft that very clearly showed me exactly who it was doing so. so. she's busted. good thing i already just defriended her sorry ass anyways.

seriously. someone who considers themselves an adult but they hack other people's livejournals? that is seriously beyond fucked up. immature and sad. & not quite sure what you think you accomplished??? considering i hardly even use this thing lately you dumb twat. beyond that i'm honest as shit. i'll say to your fucking face what i think of you. TO YOUR FACE.

so. now it looks like i have to change my password. awesome. that's not an utter pain in the ass or anything. if your point was to offer me up a minor inconvenience and, in the process, make yourself look like a pathetic sap? CONGRATS YOU HAVE ACCOMPLISHED YOUR GOAL. now fuck off & die, please.

OMFG OMFG OMFG THIS IS AWESOME OMFG OMFG OMFG

readywreadywit — Wed, 03 Nov 2010 17:13:58 GMT

DONALD GLOVER JUST ANNOUNCED HE IS OPENING FOR JOEL MCHALE AT CARNEGIE HALL ON FRIDAY!!! AND I AM GOING TO BE THERE!! OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG I AM SO STOKED!!!!!!!

PS
prettybutt don't hate me! <3

that's right, bitch...i make it work!

readywreadywit — Thu, 28 Oct 2010 20:35:28 GMT

Which Project Runway Judge Are You?

More on Project Runway. Created by BuddyTV

Seriously, tho, am I the only one who will die of shock if Mondo doesn't win?

THE STREETS

readywreadywit — Tue, 19 Oct 2010 00:31:21 GMT

HE'S BACK HE'S BACK HE'S BACK HE'S BACK!!!
http://the-streets.co.uk/category/mayhem/

Ipod touch post

readywreadywit — Wed, 06 Oct 2010 01:33:43 GMT

Not sure how worth it this is but i just got the ipod app for livejournal

Posted via LiveJournal app for iPhone.

RIP Greg Giraldo

readywreadywit — Thu, 30 Sep 2010 02:21:39 GMT

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one of the greatest comedians you never heard of. fuck i love this guy more than pam anderson loves disease infected cock.
((that one was for you, mr.giraldo))

this city = not sleeping

readywreadywit — Fri, 24 Sep 2010 20:21:39 GMT

I'M GOING TO NYC!!
For the NY Comedy Festival!

I'm so excited! I got my school check back & have a little bit of expendable income. I found a really cheap flight, cheap hotel right in Manhattan, & already have my seats picked out to go see Joel McHale (The Soup, Community), Aziz Ansari (Parks & Rec)!! I might go see Louis CK (Louie, Parks and Rec) & Adam Carolla (The Man Show, Loveline) as well--but probably not. Also, while I'm there I'm hitting up The Met, The Guggenheim, & MoMA - probably Friday, Saturday, & Sunday. So my days will be art museums & my nights will be epic comedy!! I'M SO FRIGGIN EXCITED!!!

Anyone in the NY area that wants to meet up for a drink or something let me know! I'm planning on flying out Thursday November 4th and coming back to Milwaukee early Monday November 8th so I can have the full weekend (plus it's cheaper to leave on Thursday somehow!)

Have I mentioned that I've never been -anywhere-? OMFG NYC!!!

Expect LOADS of pictures when I get back!

I JUST BOOKED EVERYTHING OMFG SOOOO NERVOUS!!!

damn i hope i don't get murdered in Queens.

SAMCRO

readywreadywit — Wed, 22 Sep 2010 02:58:01 GMT

yay new episode!

• that i cheered on gemma as she killed that bitch that hurt tara? \o/

• OMFOOKINGAWD I almost forgot about stephen king being on this week!! I LOVE HIM SO HARD!! like he was my favourite author in middle school & whatnot!

• oh damn it's the prospect's girl! i had forgotten all about her! :O

• awwwwwwwwwww clay & jax getting along again! LOVE IT! omfg that makes me so happy!!!

• dear dead girl, stop visibly breathing. signed, the home viewers

• i'd bet money those are real porn stars. they look juuuuuust busted enough to not be actual actresses

• OMFG OPIE YOU MORON!!!! hahahahha clay's reaction was epic!!

• dear harley ads, stop trying to make yuppie bikers feel like real bikers. they will get stomped. signed, the daughter of a real biker.

• i know it's supposed to be part of their lifestyle or whatever? but i hate that jax is cheating on tara!

readywreadywit — Mon, 20 Sep 2010 00:47:06 GMT

Totally behind, but finally about to watch the True Blood finale. It has been -impossible- to avoid spoilers. Well, near impossible--but I have resisted!

• i am 100% failing to understand why eric dying has to happen for russell to die? i mean, russell is weakened. just have a human step in and save eric DUH!

• OMFG what am i gonna do without new episodes!! ;__;

• damn hoyt i feel ya. fucking interventions!! LOVE LOVE LOVE the redheaded vampire girl comment. for obvious reasons tee hee hee

• i'm over the bill/sookie/eric situation. i really hope they kill this triangle before it goes into jate/skate territory and just makes me throw up in my mouth every time i see these characters

• cheers to the special effects on burnt up russell!!

• sookie laughing was weird. like....super uber weird

• hahahaha UNCLEDADDY

• i kinda love the idea of Sookie & Al more and more all the time. one good end of a couple can make the annoying part much better

• "you're a witch who's a nurse who's a dude." hahahahaha

• wow. it's the finale & we're having a tara haircut scene? really? really.

• i love that he buried him. even if godric disagrees.

• okay at this point stephen seems like he's forgetting his lines in the middle of the scene. as they're burying russell? he's like....stumbling over his words. it's strange.

• OMFG BILL YOU CUNT!!!!!!!

• awwwwwwwww hoyt & jessica <3

• bill is such a crock. always has been. russell was right (was it russell?). he's worse then any of them because he's a liar. to himself & everyone.

• YAY ERIC MADE IT! i knew he would, but not that soon!

• looks like tara is gonna try to start over. i hope it works out for her but i'm thinking she'll be back next season

• not that i don't care about sam? but how are we ending the season with him & his brother that just showed up like a few episodes ago? dude, that's ridiculous. there are way bigger issues to attach to these last few minutes. & seriously sam how the fuck are you gonna kill a fucking kid? not cool. not cool. it was NICE to have a GOOD guy walking around on this show. now sam just isn't anymore? lame.

• holy crap i love sophie anne's dress! make that entire outfit

• hahahahahhahahahahahaha their fight looks SO STUPID

• damn elf guys have killer abs

readywreadywit — Sat, 18 Sep 2010 05:09:43 GMT

Vampire Diaries--will it be good this season??

• i hate to sound like a total shipper cause so far i'm not really? but it was SO awesome that stefan could tell it was katherine

• even with how successful the werewolves were in true blood? i am still desperately hated the clear werewolf shit that is gonna go down this season

• stefan looks like he's getting anorexic. maybe it's the having to match up to how sexy ian is? big abs to fill

• the music in their episode is either awful or i'm too old

• katherine has an even worse switchover look than superman. big hari = skanky evil vampire?

• i think one of my fav things about this show is how they can make me go from hating damon to feeling sorry for him. i don't think i've ever flip flopped over a character so much!

• so katherine came back to be jealous of elena? how....mature? ha

• of course he's gonna hit that! he's damon! she's katherine! he's clearly just a lil bit of a lovesick fool

• even if she was telling the truth that she always loved stefan? the only reason she said it like that was to tear him & stefan apart. and in turn either destroying stefan or elena or the two of them together. cause what would hurt stefan more then something happening to elena? or him losing her? in katherine's sick way she'll figure if stefan is wrecked enough from losing elena he'll come right back to her.

• OH MY FUKING GOD HE JUST KILLED JEREMY!!!!!! OMFG!!! DID THAT REALLY JUST HAPPEN? WOW! HOLY CRAP WOW!! OMFG!!! DAMN I DID NOT SEE THAT COMING!!!

• "the curse of being a lockwood" OH GEE I WONDER WHAT THAT COULD MEAN *vomit*

• okay, wait? is jeremy alive then? i'm soooo confused! LOL

• okay i read a spoiler about caroline being a vampire. can't much say i care one way or another. except i hope it makes her a bit more of a Cordy vibe. she's not mean enough to be the bitchy rich girl. so that could be fun!

okay. that -was- good!

Rev Your Engines!

readywreadywit — Wed, 15 Sep 2010 03:13:22 GMT

SOA BITCHES!!!!

• me during the 'previously on' "oh no prospect! oh no able!! OH NO HALE!!" :(

• does her 'ira-bitches' dance!!

• i'm tellin ya gemma & tig. idk dude. idk

• i want more mourning over hale!!! even if he was a douche!

• LMFAO!!!!! gemma's dad SHOT TIG!! LOOOOOOLLLLLLLL & tig barely cared and also was like "it's cool. i get it"

• wtf did i miss? why is this Irish guy getting murdered by his own again? damn! this is what i get for multitasking!!!

Kurt Sutter Rocks SO F-ING HARD

readywreadywit — Sun, 12 Sep 2010 02:14:21 GMT

For those who don't know, Kurt Sutter is the creator/head writer/producer/etc of Sons of Anarchy and Katey's husband. He got some lame ass critiques recently and part of his blog response was as follows. Thought I HAD TO share!!

Sons of Anarchy is not The Shield, it's not the Sopranos, it certainly is not Madmen. If I had to compare it to any other contemporary drama, I'd say it's most like Battlestar Galactica (again, not saying it is as good as Ron Moore's show, just using it as a comparison). SOA, like BSG, is bigger than life. It's steeped in a rich, thematic, costumed mythology, that can barley be contained in its naturalistic setting. It is pulp, it is melodrama. Forgive the pretentious Shakespearean nod, but it is a family tragedy in the spirit of Hamlet and King Lear. It's Leone, not Renoir. Although the characters and relationships are all very real, the circumstances are epic. And I do my best to nail down those players into a very detailed, organic world so the drama can play out in a relatable way.

AWESOME.

Definitely None of You Care

readywreadywit — Sat, 11 Sep 2010 08:12:39 GMT

and that's totally cool. this is my uber geeky side rearing it's head.

but i made a new community tonight. spent quite a good deal of time on it. hoping it's gonna work great! i don't expect any of you to read it or join it or anything.

just want to show off the layout really!! i think it turned out pretty smexy!

ourcolastories
ourcolastories

time? what is time?

readywreadywit — Thu, 09 Sep 2010 05:12:47 GMT

miiiiiiiiiiiiight just start watching haven now.....

:P

THE SONS ARE BACK!!!!!!!

readywreadywit — Wed, 08 Sep 2010 03:26:47 GMT

SOA BITCHES!

• omfg sad jax :( :( :( and sad tara :( :( :( IDONOTAPPROVEMAKETHEMHAPPYBRINGTHEBABYBACK!!!!

• is the tig and gemma thing going to go further? hmmm

• duuuude nekked jax? ohhh yeah this season is starting out great!

• tara talking about herself right away when she should be talking about the baby was sorta odd. & jax's behavior towards her is disappointing but predictable. how many times can he push her away?

• i'm super glad the common enemy seems to be bringing clay and jax together more FINALLY

• OMFG why has no one killed this FBI cunt yet?

• OMFG SHE STABBED THAT GUY IN THE DICK!

• i'm so glad tara is having this talk with him. i didn't like her at first but i like her more & more all the time!!

• omfg i know i'm emotional this week but this scene with gemma & her dad has me close to tears. i can't imagine seeing my dad like that :(

• OMFG OMG FOMG OMGADKLFJNLADS;FJ;ALDFJ ;ALDJF S I JUST CRIED AND FREAKED OUT ADN OMFG I CAN'T BELIEVE OMFG OMFKDLFJADKFJAL;FJ AS :( :( :( :( WHAT THE FUCK ARE THE SONS GOING TO DO ABOUT THIS? OMFG FOMDKLFJA;DFJAL;FJLA;DKFJ;FJLAS;FJL;DJ FAL;FAJ F

*hyperventilates* SRSLY????

readywreadywit — Fri, 03 Sep 2010 15:00:30 GMT

snagged off ashspark

MY ICONS.

default	oldest	newest


saddest	happiest	angriest


cutest	sexiest	funniest


fave ship	fave fandom	fave animated


best quote	best textless	best stolen idea


use the most	favorite

HOW MANY ICONS DO YOU HAVE: 102
OUT OF HOW MANY AVAILABLE ICONS SPACES: 112
IF YOU COULD BUY SPACE FOR MORE, WOULD YOU: nah
DO YOUR ICONS MAKE A STATEMENT: not as much as they used to
WHAT FANDOM DO YOU HAVE THE MOST ICONS OF: lost
AND THE SECOND MOST: bsg i suppose?
WHAT SHIP DO YOU HAVE THE MOST ICONS OF: don't really have shipper icons, but it would normally be skate <3
ARE YOUR ICONS MADE MOSTLY BY OTHER PEOPLE: nope
DO YOU MAKE ICONS: well i don't know about still but damnit i did for a long time
ARE THEY ANY GOOD: damn skippy. i hold my own
ANIMATED ICONS ARE: rarely worth it

DO THE MEME.
Coding can be found here