Dark demons of my soul

Battlestar Galactica - Laura Roslin - Where Do I Belong

2010-11-07T04:48:09Z

Medium: TV
Fandom: Battlestar Galactica
Title: Where Do I Belong
Subject: Laura Roslin, some Adama/Roslin included too.

Front/Back covers

01. Kama Sutra

Hold your horses before you say or think what you shouldn't. This just works as intro, it's an instrumental song with some vocalise around the middle to the end.

02. Where Do I Belong

Or the song about how Laura feels about her cancer and her fight.

03. They

This one is about the cylons, how they're now 12 models and looking human and the possible chaos and suspicion because you can't be sure if anyone really is who they claim to be.

04. For The Heart I Once Had

This one may be a bit random but somehow, but after watching certain scenes from Daybreak, like the one above, it kind of explains how Laura felt after the news were delivered to her.

05. Born To Try

Laura and her choices throught her life, the good and the bad ones.

06. The Howling

This one probably wins the 'most random song' in this mix. Probably suits more Starbuck, but if used for Laura then leading the resistance in New Caprica should be the right choice to explain why this song is here.

07. Sleeping Sun

or

Two versions with the same song. And well, Bill and Laura in the groundbreaking ceremony. I don't need to explain anything else, do I?

08. I'm So High

Bill and Laura. Groundbreaking ceremony. Again! But now, drunk and stoned.

09. The Story Of Us

I honestly cannot give an explanation for this one. Since I heard it for the first time I thought of them.

10. Over The Hills And Far Away

In short: A/R all the way. First when the fleet leaves them all in New Caprica and wait for them to return. Then, Laura in the rebel basestar.

11. It's A Beautiful Day

This one works for both times the cancer is killing her.

12. She's A Rebel

Frist crack song of the mix, even if it's about her being dangerous like, let's say, near an airlock or leading the resistance.

13. Your Disco Needs You

More crack. This time, for both Colonial Day - the celebration - and Unfinished Business - groundbreaking ceremony.

14. All I Need

Back to A/R, and well if anything, set in The Hub as Laura finally admits/deals with her feelings/opens her eyes/insert here whatever else you find fitting here about Bill.

15. I Believe In You

Because people just believed in her, for whatever reason, they just did. If she was the president? They did. The dying leader-prophet? They belived in her too. The teacher? Hell, why not. Resistance leader? Well, now that you're at it believing in her everything else, you might as well agree on this, too.

16. Together We Are One

Truce with the cylons and trying to find Earth together.

17. I Will Be With You

Post Daybreak

18. Utopia

Another one I can't really explain. I just thought of them.

19. Shall Be Done

First of all, try to ignore the free brainwashing propaganda brought to you by Panasonic.
Having said that, this one works for Laura as the President and trying to find a new home for her people.

20. Running

I don't really have to explain why this song is here... RIGHT? At least, I hope not. Oh there's something I have to explain: there's an instrumental hidden track in this one.

And now... The bonus tracks! Oh, yeah, I included three!

21. Starship Trooper

Pure crack song right here, and also the one to blame for this whole mix. Yep. It started with this song, hit in UK back in 1978 by the way, then with a fic inspired by this song which you can read HERE and it ends with this fanmix. Get your own conclusions as to why I included it here - besides the obvious one.

22. I Will Be With You - Instrumental

Same as number 17 but the instrumental version just because I like it.

23. Roslin & Adama

This one's a must. And yes, it is from BSG's S2 OST.

DOWNLOAD / MIRROR
Songs + artwork = 118.3 MB / ~~I'll upload it to another server if anyone has trouble with MU.~~ Uploaded to both MU and SP.

House S7 promos

2010-09-08T21:25:37Z

And here we go with, so far, all the promos for the new season. I also uploaded a zip file with them all in full size.

ZIP FILE

Nothing Sweet About Me [1/2]

2010-09-03T04:07:09Z

Title: Nothing Sweet About Me
Show/Characters: The Closer / Brenda Leigh Johnson & Sharon Raydor.
Rating: T
Spoiler alert: Set after 6x04
Summary: Brenda decides to turn in her application for Chief of Police and even make Captain Raydor an offer she can't refuse, and all for revenge.
Author Notes: Originally, this was going to be a oneshot but it went on and on so I decided to make it a two parter, leaving it at a lovely cliffhanger.
Chapters 1

Bones, Fringe, Human Target & House promos

2010-08-30T23:09:51Z

Well so far FOX's released promos for ~~these~~ four three shows, as well as Glee's which can be found HERE. If before I go to bed more promos from other FOX shows are released tonight then they'll be posted here.

Tomorrow I'll upload zip files with the full versions of them all as it seems the photos shrinked as I uploaded them. The only ones in full size are House's.

BONES

FRINGE

HUMAN TARGET

HOUSE M.D.

Emmys 2010 - The Live Picspam!

2010-08-29T21:32:40Z

Dear users, welcomed for the at least 3rd year in a row, because I forgot if I did it earlier or not, to the annual Emmy Awards Picspam, live from yours truly.

You know the drill: hit the comments if you feel like it, snag, repost and have fun! Even celebs I don't like will grace this post, so there'll be something for everyone. I'll update this as websites add photos, so be patient because I'll also be working on fansites tonight.

Ready?

Set..

Glee Season 2 promos

2010-08-26T21:34:44Z

Because I have nothing better to do today, it seems, now new batch of photos from a different show... GLEE! And for change, I'm gonna keep this unlocked for at least a week, so feel free to pimp this or whatever. ALL IN HQ.

Oh, That Woman!

2010-08-14T22:02:37Z

I'm back to writing, and it seems it's all about The Closer lately. And with the most hated character lately on the show: Captain Sharon Raydor. But you see, I love her. Anyway, let's go to business.

Title: Oh, That Woman!
Characters/Pairings: Brenda Leigh Johnson/Sharon Raydor
Word Count: 1,585
Rating: T
Spoiler alert: Set in Season 6, so beware for spoilers.
Summary: A year after they met, Raydor thinks about how her relationship with Brenda's evolved and how a weekend off will go.
Author's Notes: Pretty much AU, as Brenda's not married in the story. Also, if it gets confusing, at first is Sharon's POV.

Since they met almost a year ago, she had always wondered how they got where they currently were: her bed. To start with, she never liked women, never felt attraction for them, and with the few she got along she knew she could trust them. She was hardly liked because of her personality but she had always been that way and was not going change just because someone didn't like it; after all, she worked in a world mostly dominated by men so she had to be tough as nails to get what she wanted which was what always happened until she met that woman.

Laying awake, she remembered what she felt for the sleeping beauty next to her. Those eyes, always scheming something, her voice a bit annoying sometimes yet funny when she used certain tone just to irritate people unless it was done to irritate her, or even humiliate her in front of their superiors just to get her own way. Gosh, that always made her so mad, how could that woman dare to do that? She was only doing her job! So, it was made to buttheads with almost everyone but that didn't mean anyone had the right to try and stomp their feet all over her, her case and all her doings just because she seemed like a cold hearted bitch. Sadly, almost everyone thought the same about her just because none of them got to know her outside, like another human being she had a heart, feelings and even ego.

Always getting worked up, too angry to be kind to those close to her and all because that woman had stepped over her boundaries and even tried to burry them with all her might, until one night, the night that changed it all. The woman showed up with a cake as apology, mysteriously it was her favourite. How had the other woman found out about it was beyond her, but she decided to let her in and share the cake. After all they did have something in common: sweet tooth.

Ever since that night, the relationship between Sharon and Brenda changed, even if it hardly showed up at work, scratch that: they were at each other's throat at work, always. However, it was always gone when the case was over, it didn't matter if it was in Brenda's house or Sharon's condo, they'd spend hours making love and eating candy.

And the previous night in her condo had been just one of those, in fact candy wraps were still around the floor, which Sharon would clean later. After all, cleaning wasn't one of Brenda's skills, that was something Sharon learned the first time they had dinner together. Sharon's thoughts were interrumpted when the blonde next to her, in her arms, slowly woke up, a sleepy smile on her face and her eyes still closed were enough to make Sharon smile down at Brenda and kiss her temple.

"Good morning, Captain." Brenda said, trying not to giggle.

"Oh don't start with that again." Said Sharon rolling her eyes.

"A little grumpy this morning, aren't we?" Her southern accent came though now, as she looked at the brunette.

"I thought we agreed on leaving our ranks in the doormat, and so just be us and not... Deputy Chief Johnson and Captain Raydor." Sharon said.

"Awh honey, don't get upset." Brenda's lips were traveling up Sharon's neck, now her jaw as Brenda spoke again. "We both got the weekend off, just to ourselves." And now her lips were brushing over the brunette's.

They kept the kiss soft and gentle, they were still too sleepy to let it go into something deep or passionate, they have two full days to let that happen and make the most of it.

"Speaking of, did you turn in your application?" Green met brown as Sharon made that question.

Gasping, Brenda's eyes widened. "I... I forgot it at home, yesterday! And today's the last day and..."

Sighing, Sharon spoke again. "You're lucky you have your head glued to your body or else, you'll leave it somewhere anytime."

"You're such a bitch sometimes." Brenda said trying to sound upset.

"Admit it, you love me for that." Both giggled at that statement, yet soon Sharon reached out for her robe and got up.

She put it on and then walked over to her office, and searched in her drawer in her desk for the copy she had of Brenda's application. Sharon's been wise enough to make a duplicate because she knew Brenda too well: either she'd lose or forget it. Carrying it in her hands, she walked back to her bedroom and sat on the edge of the bed, in Brenda's side.

"Sign it and I'll hand it in for you. I have to drop by the office to sign a report anyway." Sharon said.

"Bu... I thought you had the day off..." Brenda said, trying to play the innocent card.

"I do, all I have to do is sign that report, hand it in and also your application. I'll be back in an hour."

"Promise?"

"As much as I'll bring breakfast. I don't want to come back and find my kitchen in ashes... No offense." Sharon then handed Brenda the application and a pen to sign it.

Brenda glared at her and hit Sharon's arm, stronger than she had planned, leaving a red print in her skin.

"Hey!" Exclaimed a shocked Sharon. "You were the one who told me the first day the disaster you're in the kitchen."

"I-I know but I'm... Improving. I want to make dinner tonight."

"Shall I have the fire department on hold just in case?"

By the time Brenda was ready to throw Sharon a pillow, the brunette was running to get into the bathroom, giggling at their childish behaviour. If anyone from the LAPD had seen them like this, they'd think it was all just a nightmare. After all, everyone was afraid about what would happen if both teamed up against someone.

"Don't you dare shower first, Raydor." Said Brenda, in a serious tone, as she knocked on the bathroom's door.

"I must come first!" Sharon yelled from the inside, trying her best not to laugh.

"Don't make me inform someone about your behaviour, or else." Warned Brenda again.

"Or what, are you going to report me to, let's say, Internal Affairs?" Teased Sharon, knowing where this was going.

"Exactly, and I'll make sure the FID Captain takes over it." Now was Brenda's turn not to laugh.

"And what makes you think she'll do it?"

"I know how to make her do what I want, when I want and how I want." Brenda said.

"Really?" Sharon asked as she opened the door, fast, making Brenda fall as she was leaning against it, yet Sharon caught her. "You were saying, my dear?"

"You're terrible." Brenda said as she laughed.

Helping her to stand on her feet again, Sharon kissed her lightly. She wanted to stay with her, to enjoy their weekend as much as she could but she had to go to work for a bit. After a long talk, taking place in the shower as it seemed an impossible task to shower alone, Brenda finally agreed to let Sharon go to the office with yet another promise to call her when she reached the office, whenever she was leaving, and when she was finally on her way back with their breakfast.

Luckily for Sharon, there was almost no traffic when she left home as she almost arrived late to hand in the paperwork for her investigation. Those damn deadlines sometimes drove her crazy, but it had to be done and after all, she always played by the rules and book, at least at work anyway. Turning in Brenda's application wasn't so easy, she didn't expect anyone to be there in a Saturday morning, but she had been wrong. She had no choice by lying to explain why she was handing it in, saying Brenda was sick and so why she had asked for the weekend off. By the time she made the last call to tell Brenda she was finally going back, she noticed the blonde was tired but she couldn't tell why... Until she arrived: the condo was spotless. Brenda spent the whole hour doing her best clean and she even had time to make a decent coffee without causing any kind of damage. Sharon was not only impressed but also proud as Brenda was trying hard to proof some of her old habits were changing, for her, for the woman she thought she hated more than anything in dear life and yet the woman she had been sharing part of her life with for several months.

Breakfast had been calm, the coffee was better than what Sharon had really expected so maybe, letting Brenda make dinner wasn't such a idea after all, even if she'd stick around the kitchen to make sure nothing bursted into fire. And with that thought, as she was cleaning the kitchen after breakfast, Sharon finally started to enjoy her weekend with the woman she adored but only while they weren't working and for whom she felt no attraction until the day they finally released all the hate and unresolved tension between her and... Oh, that woman!

Aftermath

2010-03-30T20:53:41Z

So today I'm posting a new fic after a long time!

Title: Aftermath
Characters/Pairings: Castle/Agent Shaw
Word Count: 4210
Rating: PG
Spoiler alert: Set after 2x17 Tick, Tick, Tick... So if you haven't seen it well consider yourself spoiled at some point.
Summary: Castle tries to rescue Beckett yet he ends up rescuing someone else, Agent Shaw. Secrets are revealed and new bounds develop
Author's Notes: Although we learn in 2x18 that Agent Shaw is married and also a mom, though that is revealed in 2x17, we do not know her husband's name nor if she has a son or a daughter neither the age. So I named her husband Richard, and I decided to give her a daughter around Alexis' age.
Also, this is a oneshot that will continue in a full chaptered fic in the future.

Only a few minutes have passed since Beckett’s appartment exploded and started to be eaten by flames. Castle had witnessed it all, from the street. He was shocked, he wanted to run and take the door down, that is if it was still up, and find her but the fear was stopping him until he heard the distant sirens of ambulances, firetrucks and the police.

That’s when Castle reacted and rushed into the building, looking for Beckett. As soon as he was inside, he started to yell her name and started to walk untill run into each other.

“Kate! Are you alright?” He asked after hugging her.

“Ye... Yeah but Jordan... Jordan’s trapped in the appartment.”

“Jordan? Our Jordan Shaw?”

“Yes, she somehow managed to get in and dragged me out.. I don’t know how she did it.”

“Where is she?”

“I told you, she’s trapped! She yelled at me to get out... And pushed me to the door when... It exploded, but before she threw her coat for me.” Said Beckett pointing at it.

“We have to get her out now.”

And as soon as those words left Castle’s mouth, they heard another explotion above them, coming from Beckett’s appartment again.

“I’m going in, right now. You go outside, the ambulace is here already so get checked.”

“Castle, you can’t...”

“Get out!” He yelled at her as he started to run upstairs, leaving a puzzled Beckett behind.

Castle approached the scene as fast as he could, trying to find Agent Shaw around the floor, with no luck. He got closer to what was left of Beckett’s appartment and walked in, being careful with the flames and trying not to inhale the smoke. He looked around, calling her name with no luck. After a few more minutes passed, he found one of her black shoes and hoped to find her near which happened as he spotted the other shoe yet this time still on her foot... All still being part of her, trapped under part of the roof and a bookshelf.

Castle tried to wake her up but Jordan seemed unconcious as she did not react to anything he was doing. Hearing something was about to crack near them, Castle rushed to remove all that was over her, having a harder time removing the bookshelf, and picked her up from the floor just in time before another part of the ceiling fell down. Carrying her, he walked leaving what was left of the appartment and downstairs to the street where everyone was there already.

Beckett was in one of the ambulances, almost ready to go to the hospital yet she asked to wait for Castle’s return and everyone was shocked at the writer’s sight with the Special Agent on his arms, unconcious still, and messy. She also had burns and cuts in her clothes and skin, also darkened due to the smoke and dust. Carefully, Castle placed her on a stretcher and asked to go with her in the ambulance to the hospital, which is something nobody had expected as if anything, they’d imagine he’d go with Beckett.

As they arrived to the hospital, Jordan was rushed into an emergency OR as during the ride, one of the paramedics noticed how a piece of the bookshelf had stabbed in her chest and probably, reached her lung. As well as a broken leg and wrist. But everyone agreed she had been lucky enough to survive both explotions, and all to save the life of a woman that thought of her as a threat in her life stealing her thunder not only at work but also from Castle.

“Dad!” Exclaimed Alexis as she run to him to hug him.

“Hey... What are you doing here?”

“What do you think?” Asked Martha as she was already standing next to her son and granddaughter.

“Yeah, right. Didn’t I tell you to stay home?”

“We were worried for you and Kate” Said Martha.

“Beckett! How is she?” Asked Castle, as until then he had forgotten about her.

“Isn’t she in the OR?” Asked Alexis

“No, it’s Jordan.”

“Jordan who?”

“Shaw. Special Agent Jordan Shaw, she’s been with us since the second murder and riskedher life to save Beckett.”

“And you risked yorus for hers?” Asked Alexis again.

“I didn’t....”

“Dad! Ryan told us!” There was another explotion and you told Beckett to leave the building and then got into her appartment to find Agent Shaw.”

“Before it collapsed and burnt down.” Added Marthan. “Richard... are you sure you don’t like her?”

And when Castle was about to answer, he spotted Beckett, Ryan and Esposito by the end of the corridor.

“The man of hour.” Said Ryan.

“From making pancakes to rescuing ladies in danger. Something’s really going on here.” Said Esposito.

“Enough.” Said Beckett looking at them. “Agent Shaw risked her life for me and Castle kind of risked his to get her out of my appartment. Any news about her?”

“Still undergoing surgery. And that she’s lucky to get out of this one.” Said Castle.

“So she’s out of risk?”

“Unless something unexpected happens... Yes, out of risk.”

“That’s good. I’ve talked with the family so her daughter and husband will be here soon.”

“Husband?” Asked a shocked Castle.

“Like having a daughter wasn’t shocking enough.” Said Beckett.

“Maybe I could spend time with her until she can see her mom?” Suggested Alexis.

“That’s a good idea.” Said Martha.

“And you’re around the same age... And she can’t wait to meet you.” Said Beckett looking at Castle.

“Me?”

“Turns out, she’s read ll your books and I bet she’ll adore you more after finding out you saved her mother.” Said Beckett. “Good luck with the fangirl, we’re off to the scene. Call me when you’ve got news.”

Hours passed by with hardly any news. Victoria, Jordan’s daughter, arrived and sometime later her father, Richard. Victoria spent most of the time with Alexis, as they quickly hit it off and decided that although they didn’t meet in the best moment that wouldn’t stop them from being friends, so they exchanged numbers and emails. As they were talking, Alexis told her who was her dad and what he did for Victoria’s mom, and proved Beckett’s theory was right as the girl now thought of Castle as a little hero and couldn’t wait to meet him. As thay talked, Castle told her about the Federal Heat joke and Victoria explained him that if he really meant it and explained it to Jordan in a logical way, and so, seriously, she’d give him the permission to go ahead with it. At the same time, Alexis was talking with Martha and told her something quite juicy about Jordan that both knew Castle would be delighted about as soon as that information reached his ears.

It wasn’t until amost 5 in the morning when they were told that Jordan was in a room and out of risk yet they were monitoring her to be sure; also they could visit her yet she was still a little sedated and so she wouldn’t be coherent at first. As agreed, Castle called Beckett to inform her and she said they’d go back to the hospital to see her. At the same time, Victoria texted her dad telling him the good news though she wasn’t sure if he’d go to visit her after all.

However, Jordan was asleep and in the end, the effects wouldn’t start to wash off until a few hours more, yet that didn’t stop Castle from getting in her room and sitting on a chair next to her bed, holding her right hand as that was the one which didn’t break. Victoria followed him, and sat on the other side, soon falling asleep like Castle and everyone else in the waiting room.

Around 8 in the morning, Jordan woke up. She felt she was laying on a bed and that someone wash olding her hand. She would’ve opened her eyes but she had a pounding headache and so, knew more light would only make it worse. As she tried to cover her eyes with her free hand, she noticed the cast she now had and even before she could reached her eyes, she noticed how the light changed, they had been switched off.

“Someone must’ve turned them off” She thought.

“Better now?” Asked a male voice she recognized as Ric hard’s.

“Yes, thank you.” She said almost in a whisper. “I didn’t expect you to be here.”

“Why wouldn’t I?”

“After what happened... I thought you...”

“What? That I’d be somewhere else? I’ve been with you since I got you out of the appartment.”

“You rescued me? Or whatever you had to do to get me out?”

“Yeah, not an easy task but I did it.”

“Well... Thank you for... Saving my life. How’s detective Beckett?”

“She’s doing well, still a little shocked.”

“I’d like to talk with her later.”

“She’s been here since you left the OR, so I think she wants to talk to you, too.”

“And Victoria?”

“I’m here mom.” Said the girl and reached for her mother’s hand.

“How long have you been here?”

“All night. We were so worried for you.”

“Sweetie, you shouldn’t...”

“Mom, I couldn’t stay at home! I had to be here.” She said and then sit on the bed. “I’m glad you’re fine, even if with some broken bones, but you’re alive. “ She then leaned down to hug Jordan and kissed her cheek. “I’m going to eat something and talk with Alexis.”

“Who is Alexis?”

“Castle’s daughter.”

“He’s a dad?”

“Yes, and a good one. He was with me for a while when you had surgery.”

“Well I guess I’ll really have to get him something for looking aftery ou and being useful, too.”

Victoria laughed. “I’ll be back soon. Alexis and Martha, her grandma, are already awake. Behave.”

As she left, Jordan returned her attention to the man next to her.

“Lay here with me” She said and didn’t take him much to lay there next to her.

“Better?”

“Not yet...” Said Jordan, before she laid on her side with her head over his shoulder and placed one of his arms around her waist, then her hand over his chest and smiled, still keeping her eyes closed. “Now it is.”
Castle didn’t know what to do now. Clearly, Jordan thought he was Richard... Well that was his name, but she was thinking of her Richard, the one she was married to. He had to tell her before it lead into something else waiting to happen...

“Rick?” She said whispering.

“Yes?”

“I still love you, after everything that’s happened. I really do.”

And before he could say a word, she had leaned over him and kissed him tenderly, something he hadn’t seen coming but enjoyed as he was the one that deppened the kiss and held her closer. Everyone had been seeing and hearing it all, and their faces were all the same: wide eyes and mouths dropped.

“Does she know it’s Castle?” Asked Ryan.

“No, so I’d say he’s going to be in toruble soon...” Said Esposito.

“When isn’t he in trouble?” Asked Beckett.”

“We’re talking about my son, always doing what he shouldn’t with women.” Said Martha.

“They’re startingto pull away...” Said Ryan.

“10 bucks mom freaks out on him.” Said Victoria.

“I’m in, and he’ll say she came onto him.” Said Alexis.

“Count me in too. She’s gonna smakc him with the cast.” Said Lanie.

“I go for the husband trying to smack him.” Said Esposito.

“Anyone else?”

“Me... The husband’s getting in right now to smack the guy.” Said none but one of them knew...

“Dad! No!” Exclaimed Victoria.

“Oh, crap!” Said Castle as the door opened.

“What the...” Said Jordan as she opened her eyes and found herself face to face with Castle. “YOU!!”

“Yeah, me, surprise?”

“And a bad one! I thought you were...”

“Me?” Asked Richard.

“Yes.” Said Jordan as she turned her head to look at him. “What are you doing here?”

“Look after you but I see you in the arms of another man.”

“I’m not in...” She was saying until she noticed how she had positioned herself earlier and moved away from Castle. “Even if I was, it’s none of your business.”

“You’re my wife!”

“Have you been drinking again?”

“Stinking drunk.” Said Castle.

“Why don’t you tell your boyfriend to shut up, eh?”

“I’m not with... Him.” She said and looked at Castle. “You’re right but let me handle this.”

“Yeah... And that’s why you were kissing?” Asked Richard.

“I thought it was you. He was talking like how you used to talk whenever I got sick and had to stay home...”

“She came onto me!” Said Castle and Jordan nuged him to shut up.

“I had my eyes closed all the time, I thought it was you all along. Everything I said was about you, not Castle.” She said and sighed. “Too good to be true, eh? I don’t know why I was thinking you’d been here with me all night... Or rescued me from Beckett’s appartment...”

“But you still cheated on me, Jordan.”

“Technically? I didn’t. It hasn’t been formalized yet but we’re not longer married.”

“What?”

“You don’t remember?” She asked concerned. “We signed the divorce papers last month, Rick.”

And those were the news Victoria had shared with Alexis and Alexis with Martha, the ones they knew Castle would love to hear. Things have been going downhill for the past two years, and with Rick’s current alcoholism all turned dark. Jordan still loved him but there’s been too much damage done and there was no turning back, especially after Rick refused any kind of treatment to recover, making him lose the custody battle over Victoria.

So after Castle heard it all, he tried hard not to smile as that meant he had a chance to fight for Jordan. She may had thought she was kissing her former husband, but he felt something so he had to ask her later if she felt the same thing. After all, Martha was right when she asked him if he liked Jordan. He did like her, a lot, plus she had all those toys he loved.

But the wishful thinking didn’t last for long as Richard pulled out a gun and pointed at Castle with it.

“He can’t have you.”

“He doesn’t have me.”

“No one else can.”

“Rick, put the gun down. Now.”

“You’re stuck in bed, you can’t do anything.”

“Put. The. Gun. DOWN!”

“Jordan, don’t...”

“Don’t what? Dare to shoot any of us and you’ll end up setenced to life in prisonment for attemping to murder a federal Agent.”

“Don’t make this more difficult.”

“You’re the one making it more difficult. Dropt the gun and it’s over, nobody get’s hurt and we won’t press charges against you, I promise.”

As Jordan spoke, she saw Ryan and Esposito lowly getting into the room to pull Rick away but when they approached him, he accidentally pulled the trigger and so shoot in Jordan and Castle’s direction, hitting one of them with the bullet.

Everyone had worried expressions as they couldn’t tell who got shot, they were so close to each other again and neither made a movement. So after Ryan and Esposito managed to arrest Rick and take him out of the room, Alexis, Victoria, Martha and Beckett rushed into the room to check on them.

“Mom? Dad?” Asked Victoria and Alexis at the same time.

As they looked at them, it seemed like the bullet had reached Castle’s chest as around that aread, the sheet that was over them had started to get bloody, yet as soon as Beckett pulled it down, they all saw the blood was coming from Jordan’s arm, the one she had broken and so had a cast around it.

“You get shot and still have time to hold hands.” Said Martha, as she noticed Castle’s hand holding Jordan’s.

“Part of my charm.” He finally said.

“Can we leave the chit chat for later? I have a bullet in my arm.” Said Jordan.

“Mom, can’t you be softer for once?”

“I’m sorry. I’m in enough pain already but well, better a bit more than one of us dead, right?”

Soon, a group of doctors and nurses walked in and asked everyone to leave so that they could check Jordan’s arm. She needed to get the cast removed and then surgery. At least, this time the yused novacaine for her arm so she was awake during the procedure and when she was brought back to her room, the Rodgers – Castle familywas waiting as well as her daughter.

“Shouldn’t you and Alexis be at school?” Asked Jordan looking at Victoria.

“Yes but...”

“Richard called their schools and explained what happened so they have permission to skip school this week.” Said Martha.

Jordan then looked at him with a puzzle expression and Castle smiled.

“Mother, Alexis, Victoria? Would you mind leaving us alone for a few minutes please?”

“Of course not. Let’s go, we still haven’t had breakfast and I’m starving.” Said Martha before leaving with the girls.

There was an awkward silence for a few minutes, none of them knew what to say now. As they looked around the room, they glanced at each other at times and when their eyes met, both blused and quickly looked away.

“Let’s get done with this” Said Jordan, finally.

Nodding, Castle say on the edge of her bed and helped her to sit up properly.

“So...” He said.

“Why did you get in the appartment? You could’ve ended up like me or worse.”

“I couldn’t leave you there. A bit after I found you and picked you up to carry you outside, the ceiling collapsed over where you were trapped.”

“Oh so I literally owe you one for saving me...”

“You saved Beckett... And you took a bullet for me. Are you sure you don’t like me?” He winked.

“Then I guess we’re even?” She asked, ignoring his question.

“We are.”

“I’d still want to thank you some other way.”

“You still didn’t get me that ice cream.”

“Okay, I’ll get you that.” She said smiling a little.

“It’s a date.”

“What?”

“You’re divorced and so am I, we kissed... It’s a date.”

“I... I...” Sighing, Jordan nodded in agreement. “Why didn’t you stop me earlier?”

“What do you mean?”

“When I cuddled with you... And then kissed you...”

“Ah, that... I thought you needed someone there with you... And the kiss was just a surprise.”

“If had been a surprise, you wouldn’t have kissed me the way you did.”

“Okay, I just pushed it there, you know, trying to play my cards.”

“Always up for a risk?”

“Yes, so did it work?”

“Do you like me, Castle?”

“NO!” He exclaimed though he knew he’d had to be honest with her as she’d catch him lying. “I mean... Yes... But...”
“But what?”

“I don’t know how to... Erm... Interact with you.”

“Do you find me intimidating?”

“A little... And geeky, you know with all your high tech system... And attractive.”

“And cold hearted too, remember?” She asked raising a brow.

“Right. But you haven’t seemed like it for the pass 24 hours.”

“So what are you going to do about it?”

“Well at least we’re going on a date so that’s something.”

“What else?”

“Give you the support you need in a hard time like this...” He said as he got closer to her, laying down again and held her like before. “Be there for you when you need me... Do anything you ask of me...” He said and took her hand, the one that was still fine, and kissed it.

“Are you always like this with the woman you want?”

“Only with the one who has a soft side, is a little geek like me, saved me life and...”

“Just kiss me.” Said Jordan looking into his blue eyes.

Slowly, they closed the gap between them as their lips in a soft kiss turning bit by bit into something more passionate, though Castle was being gentle with her as he didn’t want her to be in more pain. A couple of minutes later, they pulled apart but remained still close. Both had a little smile on their faces as Jordan leaned her head over his chest to rest.

“It seems we have public.” Said Castle joking but being serious at the same time.

“Oops... We got caught.” Said Jordan smiling still as she looked back at the window and saw Martha, Victoria and Alexis kind of cheering on them as they were eating.

“They find us more entertaining than tv.”

“Why watch a soap opera when you have an action movie before your eyes?”

“Very true.”

“And as I’m the geek girl... I’ll let you play with my toys.” She said looking back at him.

“Seriously?”

“Yes, and I’ll get you that app for your phone, too. But no playing with my guns nor the tazer.”

“Guns? How many guns you have?”

“Ah, ah, ah. We already kissed before the first date, so no gun number.”

“C’mon... Just a little number...”

“No. And I mean it, don’t play with the tazer. You were good with it but no games.”

“You’re so sexy when you get bossy...” He said and kissed her.

Caught by surprise, Jordan couldn’t help it and let out a soft moan, making Castle smirk as he pulled back.

“Don’t make fun of me, and I’m very bossy so get used to it and more when I’m so useless like now.”

“You’re not useless.”

“I am. I can’t go running around now. I’ll be stuck at the office with paper work or at home.”

“Then you’d have a normal schedule for a while and we could spend time together, and with Victoria as well.”

“You think of everything, don’t you?”

“I’m a writer, comes along with me.”

“Uhm... Maybe I borrow all your books, Victoria has them all so I guess I should read them now... Except Heat Wave, I read it in a couple of days.”

“You did?”

“Yeah, and I liked it. And that sex scene was.... Hot and it made me think of something.”

“Yeah?”

“Mhm... Did you mean what you said about Federal Heat or it was just one of your jokes?”

“I’ve got the idea in my head since then.”

“Well and if I tell you... That the cold hearted federal agent is willing to let you write that book?”

“Is she letting me write someone based on her?”

“Yes, and she wouldn’t mind having you around either. She likes you, even if she doesn’t really get your sense of humor yet or why do you need to touch things so much.”

“Aren’t I lucky? New muse and possible... Girfriend?”

“Maybe we get there if we can deal with each other. I’m willing to try.”

“And so am I.”

“Also, I had a little sugestion for the character.”

“I’m listening.”

“She may be that cold hearted at first but...” She said and then leaned in to whisper in his ear. “Then she could only start to warm up to our writer, making their chemistry too visible even at work, making Nikki jealous as she tries to uncover the truth about them until she finds out they’re together, and maybe, the federal agent and the writer end up tangled in a bed together... And not only in fiction.” Said Jordan and then bit his earlobe gently, before placing a soft kiss on the same spot and as she moved down, brushed her lips briefly against Castle’s before laying back in his arms.

“Is it hot in here or it’s just me?”

“I guess you liked that little idea, don’t you?”

“You just read my mind. And there’s really going to be some heat.”

“Well now you have two good reasons to call the book Federal Heat.”

To be continued in Federal Heat

SAGs 2010

2010-01-23T23:13:50Z

And here's the picspam post of the SAG Awards 2010! I'll be updating this as soon as I can, which should be easy tonight, hopefully. All will go behind a cut.

Golden Globes 2010

2010-01-17T23:13:47Z

Well here's the post I talked about! Photos from anyone I like or whatever tickles my fancy, so enjoy!

100 movies '10

2010-01-02T22:32:33Z

I did this last year, and I ended up only watching 65. I hope I can beat that this year!! So time to start my list already.

1. Shall We Dance? - 1st January
2. Life Of Brian - 1st January
3. The Lord Of The Rings: The Two Towers - 2nd January
4. Pirates Of The Caribbean 3 - 3rd January
5. Aladdin - 5th January
6. The Lord Of The Rings: The Return Of The King - 9th January
7. National Treasure - 10th January
8. Nine - 22nd January
9. Sherlock Holmes - 24th January
10. Wanted - 24th January
11. Taxi - 31st Januray
12. Atún & Chocolate - 11th February
13. Armored - 14th February
14. Avatar - 14th February
15. Mr & Mrs Smith - 20th February
16. The Lady & The Reaper - 21st February
17. The Boat That Rocked - 21st February
18. The Devil Wears Prada - 28th February
19. The Men Who Stare At Goats - 5th March
20. Edge of Darkness - 6th March
21. Alice In Wonderland - 16th April
22. The Ilusionist - 17h April
23. Spiderman 3 - 18th April
24. Date Night - 7th May
25. Robin Hood - 13th May
26. Star Wars: A New Hope - 22nd May
27. Star Wars: The Empire Strikes Back - 22nd May
28. Star Wars: The Return Of The Jedi - 22nd May
29. Talladega Nights: The Ballad of Ricky Bobby - 30th May
30. Sex & The City 2 - 2nd June
31. Finding Nemo - 3rd July
32. Shrek - 4th July
33. Shrek 4 - 9th July
34. Toy Story - 10th July
35. Pocahontas II - 10th July
36. Scary Movie 4 - 10th July
37. Toy Story 2 - 17th July
38. The Ghost Writer - 20th July
39. Stardust - 25th July
40. The A Team - 4th August
41. Inception - 13th August
42. Salt - 20th August
43. Life Or Something Like It - 21st August
44. Domino - 23nd August
45. From Paris With Love - 8th September
46. The Expendables - 11th September
47. Music & Lyrics - 12th September
48. The September Issue - 15h September
49. Planet Terror - 25th September
50. Death Proof - 25th September
51. Despicable Me - 8th October
52. Cursed - 9th October
53. The Incredibles - 9th October
54. RED - 18th October
55. V For Vendetta - 7th November
56. The Corpse Bride - 12th November
57. Sleepy Hollow - 13th November
58. The Other Guys - 13th November
59. 27 Dresses - 14th November
60. Harry Potter And The Deathly Hallows - 19th November
61. Pirates of the Caribbean: Death Man's Chest - 21st November
62. Sex & The City - 29th November
63. Skyline - 5th December
63. Toy Story 3 - 5th December
64. The Town - 5th December
65. The League of Extraordinary Gentlemen - 8th December
66. The Losers - 12th December
67. X-Men - 14th December
68. X-Men II - 14th December
69. X-Men III: The Last Stand - 14th December
70. The Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship Of The Ring - 26th December
71. Love Actually - 26th December
72. Mamma Mia! - 26th December
73. Inglorious Basterds - 26th December
74. Tron:Legacy - 29th December

61st Primetime Emmy Awards

2009-09-20T22:18:08Z

Here comes the photo madness people! No cuts, no tags, open for everyone. ENJOY!
So yeah cut in the end because this is long.

More to come soon!

HOUSE MD SEASON 6 PROMOS

2009-08-22T03:56:05Z

~~The thumbs here are smaller versions as the pics are big.~~

To hell! I'm tired and way too hyper to use photoshop properly right now (and even type because I don't even know how many times I've edited this) so in a zip file you will find the ORIGINAL SIZED photos.

Important: THIS POST WILL ONLY BE PUBLIC FOR A WEEK. Afterwards it will be locked. And please, credit if you repost them somewhere else and comment if you take!

DONWLOAD HERE

Dana Delany photoshoots picspam

2009-07-17T18:46:20Z

I recently joined the_friday_spam and the prompt for this week was past prompts from the previous 27 weeks, so I picked the photoshoots one! After some thought, I decided I'd go for Dana still ALL the DH ladies are at some point here too.

Note:All photos were edited by me. Do not take them to make anything with them neither repost them somewhere else.

Dana Delany mega picspam

2009-03-15T20:37:18Z

So I had some kind of crazy idea for this weekend due to Dana's bday last Friday, and one of them was doing a picspam. Originally it was gonna be 53 years, 53 photos but it kept growing and growing until it reached the final mark of 215 photos. I diveded into 17 categories.

Also: I didn't include pics from tv shows/movies and! DO NOT USE ANY OF THE PHOTOS BELOW AS I EDITED THEM. And it's obviously not dial-up friendly.

Causes/Stands up for

You may agree with what Dana defends/stands up for but at least she has the guts to stand to her opinion and talk about it; and if there's something she thinks it's worthy to be a party of? She'll do it.

Darg

Why you ask? Well Dana & Marg are just adorable together since China Beach, and they deserve their own category.

Emmys

Another that desesrves another spot. She got 2 Emmys for China Beach and has if I'm not wrong 6 nods in total and although her 80s outfits were to die for - but to die literally and not what people understand nowadays - later it improved until last year.

Friends/Castmembers

If there's an event by any of her friends or castmates and she hasn't anything else to do? Bet she'll be there to support them. Or if she's at an event and any of them is around, bet you'll get pics of them together or if Dana's part of an event like any of the SFR ones, you may see any of her friends or castmates there.

Glasses

Because she's blind as a bat without them. And looks adorable with them, and with the most known aka the black thick ones, she's our little nerd.

Green

Dana's fav colour and let's face: she's stunning when she wears something green.

Hand in hair

Something that she does a lot, and it's cute. Yet if we go for a psychoanalysis it would say it's a proof of nervousness.

Legs

Enough said she was nominated for best legs on tv and more than once...

Just like us

Well goes to show she's down to Earth; I mean having pics taken and while that happens she fixes her dress.

Montecarlo

Or the week that killed us all together.

Naughty school girl

How many can look like this on Halloween being 50 already?

Photoshoots

Quite different so I'll make comments for each.

Just adorable

Same session, and the first I love it because of her smile. The secong because well she looks gorgeous.

Stunning

AFI Fest and I just like it for no reason lol

Loving the curls

Pin up, enough said.

Adorable <3

Probably one of my fav, done for Parade mag, and looking gorgeous.

I know I said no tv shows and it's not, the thing is that it's from a photoshoot for Rolling Stone and Dana was obviously posing as Colleen McMurphy.

Random Delicious

If you don't know the story of the Dana Delicious nickname given by Diane Keaton, what the hell are you waint for find out?? And so we took that nickname and use it a lot, and so that goes for the name of this category.

Red Lipstick

If we join it with the glasses, it's like her trademark.

Smile/Laugh

Because she's just adorable.

^ Susan's words years ago about Dana: "Oh here she is, little miss 'I'm dripping'"

Wacky Outfits

If any of you thought I wasn't gonna do a special for this, you were wrong. The 80s killed everyone and even the 90s, and sadly that even happened to Dana. But even in '00s it still happened, but we love her.

Wine

Because she's a wino.

I Will Be With You (Where The Lost Ones Go) - A Bree/Katherine Video

2009-03-13T23:11:13Z

I haven't made a video in over a year so it was time to do it!! So here I am with a new one... And I'm not really happy with it anyway.

^Click on it to watch // I know it's not the best I've ever done but I'm not inspired and also the video has lost LOADS of quality which is crap.

Download for iPod

And now time for the commentary...

So this one has been a little inspired by recent events going on with me yet it turned out different. This video, as the song will point out, it's Kathree breaking up yet being there for each other at the same time.

0:04 - Where the break up reason starts.
0:49 - I LOVE that shot. That was the first time we saw Katherine in S4 and it had to be her foot.
0:56 - I really like that shot of Bree at home with her mug, and it sort of represents they're alone but looking for each other.
1:01 - I really like that shot of the street and well it works as the 'playground' where all started.
1:06 - Blackmailing each other haha
1:19 - Although you don't want it, you will ALWAYS be in the gossip.
1:25 - I will think of you I know THE TEDDY! I made it look like Bree gave her that teddy and now when Katherine is holding it, she thinks of her.
1:33 - Fake smiles (and it's not a DH video without them)
1:43 - Someone else will keep you warm from now on. As Bree's alone she tries to find the comfort and warmness she doesn't have anymore in wine.
1:50 - Someone else will keep you safe from the storm. Yes, Adam's there but not for a real cause, and at the end Katherine's smile fades away.
1:55 - I really like it. But I'll be with you wherever you go HOLDING HANDS.
2:14 - I'm losing the love I found, crying without a sound, where have you gone? Katherine crying for not having Bree, the way she wants her, anymore.
2: 28 - You were my fool for love, sent me from high above, you were the one And Bree going insane pulling her hair.
2:40 - Cause I'm worth it moment brought you by Katherine Mayfair.
2:53 - Bree leaving and Katherine seeing her go from the window.
3:10 - Outside Katherine's house, and then inside as if inside it's the only place she's safe. I LOVE how that part was filmed really.
3:20 - The scrapbook of all scrapbooks.
3:27 - I had to throw in something hilarious and it really fits with the lyrics so it was easy.
3:35 - And although they're not together anymore, Katherine is willing to help Bree overcome her alcoholism for once and for all.
3:55 - Not one but both crying! It's hard to see on Bree, but she does as well.
4:05 - Bree to shocked to do anything as she now knows how much she misses Katherine with her.
4:12 - Such a beautiful shot. And srsly :MARCIA ANNE CROSS! STOP LOOKING THAT GORGOUS!
4:16 - And here's Katherine broken inside.
4:22 - Phonecall fight.
4:44 - And now face to face fight, until Katherine leaves and that makes Bree wonder what will go on now. And she's shocked Katherine walked out on her just like that.
5:04 - Until it's time to bond and help each other again...

Comments/critics - constructive please - are more than welcome.

Thanks for your time

♥ ♥ ♥

100 movies '09

2009-01-03T21:51:51Z

So I'm gonna do this meme/list because I liked it. I'll put the movie and the date I watched it.

1. Australia - 3rd January
2. The Women - 4th January
3. Death At A Funeral - 5th January
4. The Meaning Of Life - 10th January
5. Repo! The Genetic Opera - 10th January
6. Watchmen - 7th March
7. Stardust - 21st March
8. X-Men Origins: Wolverine - 2nd April
9. Mamma Mia! - 3rd April
10. Love Actually - 8th April
11. Monters vs Aliens - 13th April
12. Flying Lessons - 15th April
13. State Of Play - 17th April
14. Hannah Montana The Movie - 22nd April
15. Coraline - 12th June
16. Transformers - 27th June
17. Transformers: Revenge Of The Fallen - 27th June
18. Harry Potter 5 - 14th July
19. Harry Potter 6 - 15th July
20. My Life In Ruins - 10th August
21. Miss Congeanility 2 - 12th August
22. The Community - 18th August
23. Medea - 24th August
24. Michael Clayton - 11th September
25. Sleepy Hollow - 12th September
26. Transporter - 13th September
27. Breakfast At Tiffany's - 13th September
28. Muriel's Wedding - 13th September
29. WTC - 13th September
30. Scoop - 17th September
31. District 9 - 17th September
32. Inglorious Bastards - 18th September
33. Harry Potter 3 - 18th September
34. Lonely Hearts - 23rd September
35. The September Issue - 25th September
36. Agora - 9th October
37. Millenium 1 - 9th October
38. The Cleaner - 10th October
39. Up - 24th October
40. Whatever Works - 25th October
41. Righteous Kill - 6th November
42. The Informant! - 7th November
43. The Sentinel - 7th November
44. Zohan - 8th November
45. Route 30 - 10th November
46. Julie & Julia - 13th November
47. RocknRolla - 13th November
48. Relative Values - 14th November
49. Elektra - 14th November
50. Twilight - 15th November
51. Planet 51 - 4th December
52. A Day At elBulli - 4th December
53. The Golden Compass - 6th December
54. M*A*S*H - 8th December
55. Lions For Lambs - 11th December
56. Public Enemies - 12th December
57. Love Actually - 20th December
58. Master & Commander - 20th December
59. Domino - 21st December
60. Avatar - 23rd December
61. Monsters Inc - 25th December
62. It's Complicated - 26th December
63. Ella Enchanted - 27th December
64. Pirates Of The Caribbean 2 - 27th December
65. Mars Attacks - 27th December

The Truth Beneath The Rose - A Katherine Mayfair Fanmix

2008-07-08T22:17:46Z

So after weeks talking about it, it's done!! It has taken me a lot to do, mostly because of the artwork for each song, but it was fun to do ~~with Dana on my screen all day long.~~

Medium: Television
Fandom: Desperate Housewives
Subject: Katherine Mayfair
Title: The Truth Beneath The Rose
Warnings: Includes promo stills and screencaps from season 4 and also, it's an evolution of the character. So it has spoilers, including the season finale, if you haven't watched it.
Notes: All songs are in M4A.

Also, as I made artwork for each song I don't write what part of the song/lyrics fit - I just explain how it fits with Katherine and/or what happened so it makes sense to be on the mix.

1. Love Is All We Need - Céline Dion

This song is mostly how Katherine returns to Wisteria Lane.

2. Bitch - Meredith Brooks

Everyone thinks she's just plain bitch, even Adam, as it seems its impossible for Katherine to be nice and friends with her neighbours.

3. Secrets - Anastacia

For all the secrets she keeps inside and that sooner or later will hit her in the face...

4. Everybody's Fool - Evanescence

... And it did. All she tried to hide, is coming out slowly, painfuly and making Dylan wonder about it too.

5. What You Never Know - Sarah Brightman

Katherine tries to hide everything from her daughter, especially all she knows about her father.

6. Frozen - Within Temptation

Katherine did everything just to protect Dylan, even if she thought her mother was then the monster and not her father as she has been told all her life.

7. Behind These Hazel Eyes - Kelly Clarkson

All her mistakes, all her secrets are coming back to her mind to haunt her again, but she won't let the rest see her weakness.

8. The Truth Beneath The Rose - Within Temptation

Bit by bit her secrets come out, and someone from her past is coming back, reminding her all that happened years ago and that she's trying to hide from everyone. Also, knowing he returned for revenger eventhough he denies it all.

9. Back To Black - Amy Winehouse

Katherine & Adam's marrige is over, and all for his affair with Sylvia.

10. Because Of You - Kelly Clarkson

Katherine has changed since everything happened back 12 years ago, she's not the same woman anymore and now even Dylan wants to be different from her.

11. Further Away - Evanescence

Katherine's been lying to everyone about everything, even when she has friends. Also, when Wayne is back.

12. Apologize - OneRepublic

As Wayne returned, everything's chaotic. Katherine doesn't want to see him but she does, and even when he wants to forgive her after all, it's too late. Even after he claimed he has changed, though did he really change?

13. Restless - Within Temptation

No, he didn't. He's the same man he used to be all those years ago. And he's haunting her again, bringin all her worries and insecurities back.

14. Fleurs Du Mal - Sarah Brightman

Katherine's world is falling apart, slowly and it's destroying her up inside. She doesn't tell anyone, all she wants is freedom and be happy again.

15. How Do You Leave The One You Love - Katherine Jenkins

Wayne is doing what he knows best: smack people. He went after Adam, and Katherine knows he'll go after her later, and Dylan doesn't believe her. Now she even hates her mother and leaves.

16. Independence Day - Martina McBride

After Wayne keeps both Bree & Katherine hostage, the lastest tells what happened, including she run away from Wayne for all those times he smacked her and also the police didn't help so she didn't have any other choice.

17. Hurt - Christina Aguilera

Katherine is so sorry and after 12 years she told what happened to Dylan, but Wayne isn't. He just wants revenge even knowing it was an accident.

18. Boy And The Ghost - Tarja Turunen

The doll is the toy to blame for Katherine's tragedy.

19. Brave - Idina Menzel

Killing Wayne in somehow self defense was the only way of starting a new life.

20. Free - Sarah Brightman

After all, Katherine's finally free: no more nightmares, no more dark secrets haunting her, a creppy and evil ex husband and also, without the current she had.

Songs + artwork -> DOWNLOAD

Comments are appreciated, especially after all the time this took me. And I hope everyone enjoys this mix.

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

Stay - A Elizabeth I/Earl of Leicester video

2007-12-02T15:13:20Z

Another video, same fandom and even same shipping.

Download for iPod here
Click on the image to watch it

This time, the video is like a flashback after Robert's died and why Elizabeth still wants him to stay.

0:26 I didn't do it in porpuse, but if you look carefully her steps go with the music if you know what I mean
0:44 No need to speak None of them talk as with their looks say it all
0:54 Whisper now it's kinda obvious, isn't it?
1:00 Hai, my OTP has matching windows
1:12 Stay...darkness take over now... She needs him, and she covers her face when the full B&W effect is on, like when the darkness is really there.
1:26 Back to colour again... He stays... She's safe
1:41 Whisper soft obvious again
1:50 Pulling you closer hug! *melts of cuteness*
2:04 Head rush, careful don't drop me moves fast to catch him and don't let him fall.
2:17 Probably one of my fave scenes, both happy together: smiling, hugging and eye sex. What else do you need?
2:32 The sound of your heart racing faster for me When that part is sung, she walks to meet him and if you have seen it, you know she's excieted because he's back.
2:44 Okay, now again to B&W:
Memorize every moment... breath The moment he retuns
Letting this love take you over... breath Kiss... we know they can't stop their love.
Just breath and stay Dance... Well this was a random scene, I must say it.
3:02 Back to colour again! Stay hand kiss
3:09 Darkness take over now This part was difficult until I find the fragment I used because they go a bit into the darkness but then normal light again. And just hjksadfghajkdshafjdsgh how they look at each other!
3:18 Another random scene but it kinda fits
3:30 Feeling you save me Runs to save him...
3:36 Stay Hug! = don't leave me
3:42 The end... It's like the meaning of the vid itself: "You musn't be alone tonight" = Stay

I'd like to know what you all think and thanks for your time

♥ ♥ ♥

L'Amore Sei Tu - A Elizabeth I/Earl of Leicester video

2007-10-28T22:10:47Z

Okay so this is my first video ever! I never thought I'd do it so fast but I did. I wanted to do my first video with another fandom/ship but this one was easier as I had all the clips I needed and my head spent a week viding everytime I was bored.

Click on the image to watch it... It has lost a lot of quality!! *headdesk*

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Well, everytime I watch Elizabeth I I ship them and they're a great couple... Too bad nothing happened. Anyway, my comments about the video:

00:3 I wanted this part in a sepia/old style tone but everytime I tried it, didn't work so I went for the old movie effect.
00:7 I did all these in B&W as a intro to the main part of the video
0:22 The dance scene. I love it and just look at them: Eyesex!
0:38 B&W fades to color when the harp starts and "por mai"; it's like the main story coming alive.
0:48 "[L'amore] sei tu" kissing the neck
0:55 Hugging -> cute -> dies of cuteness
1:04 "E sempre tu" Walks and stops in front of him like if he were the only one in the room when it's crowded
1:20 Mixing both scenes. That part was the longest to make because I didn't know how to do it! But it finally worked as I wanted and this is one of my fave parts of the video.
1:43 Her hand in his horse and then her hand in his face, like whenever she touches something that belongs to him like the horse is like touching him.
1:47 Kissing her dress and the she makes him stand up. Then he kisses her hands and she...well, you see it. another of my fave scenes. Oh and in this one I also added the soft light because it was like living a dream.
1:59 I'll say it: I screw up with the flash, I shouldn't have used it but it was the only way I could mix it.
2:00 Color to B&W to color and B&W again. The B&W parts simbolize how is their lives when they are apart: dark, boring, lonely. And the color is the opposite: when they're together, life is beautiful.
2:46 The queen is a stalker!!
3:05 The kiss. Again the soft light which will be from now on execept the last scene.
3:25 Leicester lying in his bed and Bess by his side. Eyesex again
3:32 One of the saddest scenes turned into a love moment
3:36 B&W again but this time the meaning is different because Bess doesn't want to be hugged but kissed so that's why the color comes with a flash. I used the kiss scene again but I originally wanted to inverse it because it looked great that way but it didn't work.
3:49 Look at him...look at her...and you get eyesex once again
3:56 Walking together, holding hands.
4:20 Going to B&W again bit by bit to fit with the end
4:26 White blending to the final scene and B&W again. The end and the beggining are like the circle of life: they have each other always.

Finally, I'd like to know your opinion because as it's the first I made I'd love your thoughts guys... Specially, from other vidders!!

Thanks for your time

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Friends Only - Comment to be added

2007-09-04T22:42:15Z

So I've decided that this is going to be a "friends only" LJ.I never thought I'd do this but as I'm taking this more seriously and talking a lot about my life, random stuff and all that I think I should know who I am friends with. Just my fanmixes, fanfics and eventual megapicspams including file downloads or videos from youtube that have been deleted will be public. For graphics go to mysterious_arts

Just leave me a comment saying any fandoms we share or why you think we should be friends. Also: no empty journals and/or graphic journals requests. I will not add you back unless we know each other from another place.

This won't affect my flist as I'm not going to cut anyone.