{"id":2840,"date":"2013-12-17T11:13:24","date_gmt":"2013-12-17T16:13:24","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/raymmar.wpengine.com\/?p=2840"},"modified":"2018-04-26T20:03:29","modified_gmt":"2018-04-27T00:03:29","slug":"evil-inside","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/raymmar.com\/evil-inside\/","title":{"rendered":"The Evil Inside Me"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I am a parasite, I live deep\u00a0within\u00a0you. I make it impossible for you to stay true.<\/p>\n<p>A cancer in your\u00a0soul, no cure, no treatment! I feed on your peace and your moments of weakness.<\/p>\n<p>You call out for change but I know you don&#8217;t mean it; you beg me to stop but but I can&#8217;t hear you scream it.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>We know each other and we coexist but deep down you know you cannot resist.<\/p>\n<p>The\u00a0pull of my power, the\u00a0draw of my name, your deepest desires to relish in pain.<\/p>\n<p>The\u00a0pain of others, a pain you can spread, a pain that sparks, the dark thoughts in your head.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Where do I come from? You haven&#8217;t a clue, but still, here I sit, deep within you.<\/p>\n<p>Waiting, hoping, stalking my prey, counting and pacing as you run away.<\/p>\n<p>Knowing that no matter how hard you run, you will never escape\u00a0me\u00a0because you and I, are one.<\/p>\n<address><div  style='height:50px' class='hr hr-invisible   avia-builder-el-0  el_before_av_heading  avia-builder-el-first '><span class='hr-inner ' ><span class='hr-inner-style'><\/span><\/span><\/div><\/address>\n<div  style='padding-bottom:10px; ' class='av-special-heading av-special-heading-h3    avia-builder-el-1  el_after_av_hr  el_before_av_one_half  '><h3 class='av-special-heading-tag '  itemprop=\"headline\"  >More Poetry<\/h3><div class='special-heading-border'><div class='special-heading-inner-border' ><\/div><\/div><\/div>\n<div class=\"flex_column av_one_half  flex_column_div first  avia-builder-el-2  el_after_av_heading  el_before_av_one_half  \" ><div  id=\"1\"  class='av-magazine   avia-builder-el-3  avia-builder-el-no-sibling   ' ><\/div><\/div>\n<div class=\"flex_column av_one_half  flex_column_div   avia-builder-el-4  el_after_av_one_half  el_before_av_hr  \" ><div  id=\"2\"  class='av-magazine   avia-builder-el-5  avia-builder-el-no-sibling   ' ><\/div><\/div>\n<div   class='hr hr-default   avia-builder-el-6  el_after_av_one_half  avia-builder-el-last '><span class='hr-inner ' ><span class='hr-inner-style'><\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<p><a title=\"Subscribe to Raymmar.com \" href=\"https:\/\/raymmar.com\/subscribe\/\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-full wp-image-9969\" src=\"https:\/\/raymmar.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/14\/2014\/07\/Subscribe-COI_full-width.jpg\" alt=\"Subscribe-COI_full-width\" width=\"800\" height=\"100\" srcset=\"https:\/\/raymmar.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/14\/2014\/07\/Subscribe-COI_full-width.jpg 800w, https:\/\/raymmar.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/14\/2014\/07\/Subscribe-COI_full-width-705x88.jpg 705w, https:\/\/raymmar.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/14\/2014\/07\/Subscribe-COI_full-width-450x56.jpg 450w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 800px) 100vw, 800px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I am a parasite, I live deep\u00a0within\u00a0you. I make it impossible for you to stay true. A cancer in your\u00a0soul, no cure, no treatment! I feed on your peace and your moments of weakness. You call out for change but I know you don&#8217;t mean it; you beg me to stop but but I can&#8217;t [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":8,"featured_media":2856,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"image","meta":{"om_disable_all_campaigns":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[287,7,8],"tags":[145,165,295],"class_list":["post-2840","post","type-post","status-publish","format-image","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-life","category-poetry","category-thoughts","tag-personal-development","tag-philosophy","tag-poetry","post_format-post-format-image"],"yoast_head":"<!-- This site is optimized with the Yoast SEO plugin v25.7 - https:\/\/yoast.com\/wordpress\/plugins\/seo\/ -->\n<title>The Evil Inside Me - Raymmar.com<\/title>\n<meta name=\"description\" content=\"A short poem I wrote about evil inclinations and the struggles to control them. 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