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ranwae — Fri, 07 Sep 2012 05:06:54 GMT

Who is your favourite leader?

Of Course SJ's Leader Park Jungsoo :D I really like that he has also improved as a leader through the years. The members really respect him and there is no better proof of his leadership than the SJ's staying power! They are still here and for that we must really thank him!

I've also heard one of the SS producers became a fan of his after observing how very really leader-like he is during SS! Our leader is truly daebak! :D

The reason use your username?

Haha my username pre-dates Kpop fandom XD This is actually related to The Lord of The Rings. I think this is supposed to be my elfish name. XD Well what do you know I am still an ELF XD

Recommend a Korean Movie

Oh dear SO MANY good ones, off the top of my head My Sassy Girl, Beast and the Beauty, Hello Ghost, My Little Bride, My Tutor Friend are among my absolute faves :D

SUJU stuff you own/want

HAVE:

1) I think I have all the albums, maybe missing a couple of versions of 2Jib other than A and B
2) Attack of the Pinup boys DVD!
3) SS1, SS4 merchandise (they didn't sell SS2 and SS3 merchandise in my country for some reason -.-)
4) I think I have most official SJ Photobooks
5) I have some 12Plus cologne of some members XD

WANT:
1) SS4 Japan BluRay (And I don't even have a BR player lol)
2) All Japan DVD's tbh XD
3) All Japan version CD's
4) That SJ Sport Jacket they wore in Japan I think

Best solo performance in SS4

It may be my bias heart speaking but I really really enjoyed Yesung's solo XD

It is a ballad but a very powerful one and it just had a very visceral effect on me :3

Special mention to ShinDong since he had some spiffy light show thing going on in the middle of his HyuNa parody perf. He really is such a talented and creative person :D

Oh and EunHyuk's Sorry Sorry Answer was scorching HAWT 8D

Yesung's best hair color; what hair color is the best for Yesung?black,blonde,red,brown,what else?

His black hair suits him a lot! I never thought he would go blonde (I personally thought he was one of the members who refused to have his hair messed with since he didn't really color it for a long time lol) but it really looks good on him too! :3

Best Voice in SJ?; who do you think has the best singing voice in SJ

Well obviously the top 3 spots go to K.R.Y XD I think it just depends on personal taste whose voice you like more, like me I really really like Yesung's voice and he instantly became a bias when I heard him hold that long note in "Wonder Boy" and I haven't been disappointed since XD I used to think RyeoWook's voice was too high and girly but I am glad that he has been able to prove me wrong with his lack of versatility and showed me that his voice is quite lovely and his stint in Immortal Song was really daebak! KyuHyun's voice is just so soothing and relaxing.

After the main vocals is Sungmin, because while he doesn't have the range and power of KRY, his voice is quite lovely and stable and even when I was a new fan I always considered him to be the only member of Super Junior T who can actually sing XD

After him is DongHae who has a pretty stable voice too although i think I only appreciate his voice lately.

Bias aside, i think Kangin's voice is kind of like a warm fuzzy blanket. It has its own charm :3

Fave korean variety show; share your fave variety show and why

TBH aside from SuJu the only other Korean thing I stan with a passion atm is Running Man XD I really really love and enjoy watching that show! It is always a lot of fun to watch and I enjoy all the missions and activities that they have to do XD

I started watching the Hong Kong Special (Episodes 72 and 73) with Jackie Chan and I have not stopped since! Recent enjoyable episode is the one featuring Park JiSung that was really awesome :D

I've also backtracked with thier old episodes. They have changed format of the games but I still really enjoy it :D

Super Junior' siblings; Who do you like the most?

I think my favorite would be Kim JongJin but then arguably I really really like the Kim Family XD

I also like the noona line, its so nice that most of the SJ members actually have noonas XD

I am curious about Lee DongHwa hyung though XD I think he is the only hyung from the main SJ members. Is it true that he is a doctor? He sounds like a good hyung to DongHae though :3

Favorite bias quote

"Actions are more prection than words." - Kangin's tattoo on his back.

Aside from the engrish (which will never get old lol) idk this seems pretty meaningful to Kangin especially with what happened to him and his situation now.

Who is your favaurite maknae?; eternal maknae ryeowook or my kyuhyun..hehe

Lol so hard to pick but lately I've had a fondness for RyeoWoookie :D KyuHyun is just too snarky lately lol.

Favorite SJ MV :)

I think HaengBok just because they all look very cute and happy in that video.

Plus who can resist Super Junior Free Hugs! :3

Because I had to meet the minimum post requirements at a forum...

ranwae — Fri, 27 Jul 2012 00:38:49 GMT

...I answered questions on a bunch of forum threads and found my answers to be so informative (about myself lol), I copied my answers to repost here XD

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How did you find Kpop?

I had a bunch of friends who are DBSK fans (this was back in 2006), and DBSK shot a cf in my country and my friends brought me to the venue! I feel really stupid now because I really wasn't able to savor the experience since I had no idea who they were XD After that my friends just started pimping/ supplying me with assorted Kpop songs and a few months later I was infatuated with SJ via listening to Miracle a couple hundred times XD

Favourite song of SF&S album

I can't pick just one XD I really like From U but I think all ELF love this song b/c it is really dedicated to us :3 I like Daydream too...actually all the ballads in the album are quite good! Props to the vocals for making it sound great!

I also like Rockstar...I made it into my ringtone xD Also because Kangin said he likes it XD I love Gulliver the raps sound cool and Ryeowooks short but memorable vocal

I just really love this album I guess XD

Which couples do you ship?

Right now I ship QMi, HenBer, YeWook. I think I first shipped KangTeuk because I had a Kangin bias and who can really resist umma :3 I think I also shipped SiHan, but when Geng left I shifted to SiMin XD Now I also like EunHae, basically because they ship themselves a lot lmao XD <3

Addendum: non SJ ship: Khuntoria! XD

Things you do now that you didn't do before k-pop.

Go to another country to watch thier concerts XD My first foreign concert was actually DBSK, but the following year I found myself flying to BKK to watch SS1 XD So happy I did as I was able to watch all 13 members. This year since there was no SS4 in Manila, I flew to BKK and Seoul to watch. It's really fun! ~~my bank acct disagrees lol~~

SJ's Subgroups; Which SJ subgroup is your favorite?

Before I think I was Super Junior T, cos they were really fun performers and their stages were always fun! XD Now I like SJM too cos I love ZhouMi and Henry and the members there were really cream of the crop of SJ so they had really nice songs :)

Favorite Super Junior Variety Shows

I think it would be Explorers of the Human Body because that was just super crack XD So funny but informative! I also like Full House cos it was funny but also since it showed how they were when they just debuted XD

Intimate Note! I'm a Kangin bias but just everyone/everything on that show was just too funny but heartwarming too :3

Recently thier SNL appearance is really funny XD IDK if thier interviews count but I also enjoy the recent documentaries about them. I just really like knowing more about them

What the thing you can learn from the friendship of Super Junior?

I think that going thru hardships together can make a friendship stronger. Also honesty is always best. Even if they have fought at least in the end they apologize and become better friends.

Reason Why You Like Your Bias; what made you fall in love with your bias?

Currently my SJ biases are 2Woon: Youngwoon and Jongwoon. It's silly but I started liking Kangin after I was reading a fanfic in soompi and I realized that he has the qualities I like in guys. It wasn't easy to have KI for a bias since a lot of people found him to be a bully then, but I think he really speaks well and he is just an adorable bear/raccon xD

I started admiring Yesung during Attack of the Pinup Boys specifically his part in the song Wonder Boys. I was just in awe that he was able to hold his not that long. And I've just discovered new things to like about him! I really admire his talent and determination. My respect for him went up a notch recently when I watched SS4 in BKK I was able to see that his condition was not good, we was coughing so badly off the mic but was able to still sing so well! I don't think anyone except us who saw could tell he was sick. Just all the more props for him!

<3

super junior or solo; who should have a solo album?

Honestly, KRY is like super long overdue for a sub unit album xD I really hope they get one before Yesung goes to the army. I think the reason why they didnt have one before was because even if they are very talented singers, they were percieved to be among the unpopular members. I think we can all agree that that is no longer true and I really hope we can hear them sing their own songs soon :)

have you gone to korea?

I just went there for SS4 Encore. I stayed in Hongdae area. And I went to all the SJ shops / cafes. I guess you can say I went on an SJ pilgrimage lol XD The weather at the time was just going to summer so there was still a bit of a chill (refreshing after the sweltering summer from my country). I recommend saving a lot of money because the currency KRW is almost equivalent (give or take a few cents) to US dollar, so basically you are spending in dollars. Most things are not super cheap, but like albums are cheaper compared to when you have them shipped so buy a lot of those there.

EverySing is heinously overpriced xD do not buy from there unless you really have money XD Or for things you can't get anywhere else. For example Catch Me If You Can musical merchandise were like 2,000 won more expensive in ES than if you buy at the theatre xD It's ridic!

Also you must get in shape if you are going to Seoul! the terrain there is really hilly so even if you are just walking around, it gets tiring. Also if you are planning on going around by subway, there are like several lines and it just goes deeper and deeper under ground T_T some lines do not have escalators so you have to bear it walking stairs. This is super tiring if you are not used to it. Just be prepared for that!

But gaaah I would go back to Korea in a second! <333

stalking hyukwonhae 1/2/12

ranwae — Mon, 02 Jan 2012 13:43:24 GMT

macapagal
- hyuk going near the fans and some fantard bumping him.
- siwon and hyuk still waving fr bus (sobs how good natured is hyuk)
- siwon taking pic of fans and tweeting abt it

arguably everything can be blamed at siwon tweeting tmi.lol.

intramuros, calle real
- fans freaking crowding the shoot area. shoot is cancelled cos crew refused to let kyu out whilst fans were rowdy.
- kyu playing with bus window curtains
- hyuk waving fr (the safety of) the bus
- somebody filming the crowd with his yellow iPhone

some fangirl apparently hugged kyu? i dnt wanna know :-/ but he tweeted v nicely and in good english. sobs.our magnae's the best.

this adventure started at naia on the 1st day of 2012 but that failed so hard we are embarrassed to speak of it :(

only havent seen kyu now. the moving curtains dont count.

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Super Junior 6th Anniv! :3

ranwae — Mon, 07 Nov 2011 00:55:36 GMT

Spent a really nice afternoon among fellow ELF yesterday...and watching clips of Super Shows past with members who are no longer active with the group...it was not as painful or bitter as i thought it would be.

I still think SM totally 'shopped Kibum's face in the photobook because he looked really scruffy in the vid. And Geng well. It was nice to see him too.

Just so really very proud of what Super Junior has accomplished in this last 6 years. As Eeteuk said, it was the fans who made it possible for the 3 month rotation group (as was Suju's original concept) to last all these 6 years. It may have been the fans Teukie, but only because we couldn't help but love you guys :)

HAPPY 6TH ANNIVERSARY SUPER JUNIOR!!!

NUNA WILL ALWAYS HAVE A SPOT IN HER HEART FOR YOU :3

6am shift

ranwae — Mon, 03 Oct 2011 21:42:26 GMT

Aigoo why so early Australia? T_T

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2010.019

ranwae — Fri, 09 Jul 2010 00:41:38 GMT

Updates on my life:

* STRAMA IS KILLING ME OMFG. The company I got is IDEK. Right now I feel SCREWED >.< I am ever so thankful that I got good groupmates for the weekly cases. Otherwise I would have IDEK. We can joke about our terror Professor during our meetings. But during class we are all gripped with, and I kid you not, fear loathing and trembling and A MONTH TO OUR TERM PAPER AND A MONTH AND A HALF TO THE END OF THE TERM. I just keep on praying I can pass this shit in one shot because I CANNOT TAKE REPEATING THIS COURSE, SAPAKAN NALANG TAYO PWEDE BA YON?!

* This has been a policy for quite some time but I guess I am only writing it down now. Not reading Geng-related anything. Nakakasama lang ng loob, so wag nalang. It'a a personal policy designed to not give me any more stress and grief. And I did start out giving him the benefit of the doubt and of "understanding" his predicament. I wish he also tried to "understand" the implications of his actions on Zhou Mi and Henry, because Super Junior is continuing on without him, but I feel bad for the two people who were actually very much affected by this. Yun lang naman. I have conspiracy theories on all this, maybe I should just fic it. No one knows whats really going down anyway.

* I LOVE "NO OTHER" MV. IT IS THE FREAKING JJANG. I HEREBY PROPOSE THAT ASIDE FROM SJ FUNKY, THERE ALSO BE A SJ FEELGOOD GENRE, BECAUSE SHIT SON, THAT IS THE SHIT THAT GOT ME INTO SUJU ANYWAY. AND "NO OTHER" MV IS A PRIME EXAMPLE OF WHY SJ FEELGOOD IS THE JJANGEST OF THE JJANGJJANG. MY BOYS, I LOVE THEM SO HARD T.T <3

* KKANG LEFT FOR ARMY LAST MONDAY. I blame him for me cramming our powerpoint presentation (for our class THAT NIGHT), and for me getting colds and still not feeling better up to now. LOL ANG TABA NI CHINGCHING XD And Eeteuk did not cry. I guess he had braced himself for this, and whatever crying happened already in the dorms, days prior to this. I AM SO HAPPY ALL 11 MEMBERS WERE THERE. THE LEVEL OF SUPPORT AND FRIENDSHIP. I AM GOING TO START BLUBBERING AND SHIT.

KKANG. DON'T GO TRYING TO BE UNNECESSARILY BRAVE. JUST RUN AWAY FROM BOMBS AND SHIT. DON'T EVER GO TO NOKOR. OR THE BORDER. OR THE NAVY. OR AFGHANISTAN. ~~DO KOREAN SOLDIERS GO TO AFGHANISTAN? AHDJKFAHKD~~ JUST. DON'T GO THERE T.T COME BACK SAFE, COME BACK TO US T.T WE WILL ALL MISS YOU, AND I TRULY HOPE AND PRAY YOU WILL COME BACK A MUCH MUCH BETTER ~~AND SLIMMER~~ MAN. NUNA SARANGS YOU SO MUCH T.T <3 ~~NOW SHE CAN FIND A BOYFRIEND WHILE YOU ARE AWAY LOL~~.

LOL, I want to remember you in your playful "karino brutal" mode, more than anything else. Be safe!!!! See you back in two <3

2010.018 - Election Guidelines, Pilipinas!

ranwae — Wed, 05 May 2010 14:04:04 GMT

Reposting some Election Guidelines from . Please spread the word! Elections are 5 days away!!!

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1. The ballot is very sensitive to marks, ink, water, stains, scratches, folds, sweat, etc. If, say, you have grime on your hands, or your fingers are wet, or your sweat drops onto the ballot, the PCOS (Precinct Count Optical Scan) unit will not read it. Keep your hands very clean before voting. That is why indelible ink will be applied on your finger after you have voted, and not before. This is why you will be given your ballot in a very expensive folder—to lessen the actual handling of the ballot with your hands.

2. Shade FULLY the egg-shaped hole beside your chosen candidate. You will be provided with a marker.
Do NOT check, line, X, dot, or half-shade the oval, because the PCOS unit will not read wrong shading. Try not to write beyond the oval.

3. There will be a barcode on the ballot. If this is marked in any way or scratched, the ballot will be spoiled.
If anyone handles the ballot, watch them well, in case they scratch the barcode to spoil your ballot.

4. You will have four tries to put your ballot through the PCOS unit. You can insert it forward, backward, front side up, back side up, whichever, but only four tries. If after the fourth it doesn’t read properly, say goodbye to the ballot.

5. You have one chance to have your ballot changed if you don’t like it. That’s when they first hand it to you. Inspect it right away. If you see folds, scratches or marks, you can ask for another one.

6. Bring a list (codigo) of your chosen candidates so you won’t spend too much time filling out the ballot. If you start weighing your choices only at the precinct, you'll be wasting time.

7. Mark no more than the exact number of choices. Vote for only one president, one vice president, not more than 12 senators, one party-list, one mayor, one vice mayor, one member of the House of Representatives, etc. The limit will be indicated on your ballot (as in “Vote for not more than __”). If you vote more than the specified number, that portion of the ballot is invalidated.
You may, however, vote for fewer than 12 senators.

8. Watch the readout on the PCOS unit when you insert your ballot. If successful, it will read, “Congratulations! Your ballot has been scanned.” If not, it will say why (i.e. "improper shading,” etc.). Make sure you read “Congratulations” before exiting to make sure your vote is counted.

9. Bring an ID (Voter’s ID is best. But if you don’t have one, present a driver’s license, passport, etc., any valid ID with your address and preferably a photo) to the Board of Election Inspectors.
If you can find out beforehand through your barangay, get your Voter’s ID number, precinct number, and your sequence number (the number beside your name on the list). This should speed up your voting.

10. If you have Internet connection, visit today the Commission on Elections website and click here to find out if you are registered, what your precinct number is, and its location.

11. The ballot given to you will only be readable by one specific PCOS unit. It is pre-registered at your precinct, so when you’re ready, line up at the proper machine. If you line up at the wrong machine; your ballot won’t be read, and that may spoil your vote.

12. Polls open on May 10 at 7 AM and voting ends at 6 PM. Come early to have time to solve any problem.

13. The PCOS units have internal batteries that can last up to 16 hours in case of power outages. Since the voting period lasts 10 hours, there would be a six-hour buffer.

14. The PCOS unit will print out the vote count in what looks like a very long cash register receipt (whose print will last for five years), which will be put into a sealed box and sent to the Comelec.
The unit will count the voters based on the ballots inserted into it.
Watch the screen for important messages.

15. It is stressed that voters should not make mistakes. Do NOT make mistakes, otherwise, you’ll spoil your ballot.

P.S. There are talks going around that cameras will not be allowed in the voting premises, so bloggers beware.
If camera phones are allowed please document any anomalous activities and report it online, to news agencies, or send them to chuvaness@livejournal.com
Protect your vote in these very expensive and crucial elections. God bless us all.

2010.017

ranwae — Wed, 05 May 2010 13:52:24 GMT

This was Kangin's fan cafe post yesterday. So I guess thats that.

Hello, it’s KangIn. How are you?

As you know, I am having a time to look back on myself. I am finally posting after several tries of erasing and writing again.
I really want to say that I’m sorry with my head bowing down to all of you who supported me and loved me all the way.
My days are now about regretting and reflecting on why I just went by so many things that are important to me.
I’ve had a lot to think about every time someone asked me if I was going to be part of 4jib activities.

As a result, I am finally posting this.

4jib album’s work is almost over, now waiting to meet the fans..
And for me, I thought that it was too early for me to take part in 4jib album activities and thought that I’d better have more time to think about myself… So I don’t think I’ll be seeing you guys for the upcoming activities.

The army.. where as a Korean man, you have to go once in your life..
I was wondering of when I should go and now I think it’s time for me to do so.
I don’t have an exact date, but I will be enrolling in the army in a short while.

But I’m always cheering for our members up close, and on the stage with them all the time.

The album was done by our members who tried really hard, so please give lots of love.

As KangIn cannot exist without Super Junior, Please give a lot of support and love.

I want to be back as soon as possible to be with the members so you guys can see it.

Please cheer for Super Junior, as it’s my beginning and end.

All of you fans make sure you stay healthy.

Hope everything works out for you.

I’ll be Back~~^^*

2010.016 or SM Entertainment is the bullshit way

ranwae — Tue, 04 May 2010 02:33:17 GMT

Is this the kpop way? the SM way? or God Forbid, the Korean way?

I know that what Kangin did is a major offense. I know that he almost endangered the lives of people. I know that. Lets not make what he did into a trifling nothing, because otherwise, you don't really understand the gravity of what he did.

I had already accepted that he would not be taking part of the 4th album. It did make sense that the perpetually absent, but not convicted of anything Kibum was the 11th Super Junior member in 4Jib and not Kangin.

Army is said to be the solution for stars with bad records to start anew. BUT OH MY GOD. I HAD NEVER IN A THOUSAND YEARS THOUGHT THAT SME WOULD RESORT TO THIS FOR KANGIN'S SITUATION.

What hurts the most about this press relase (http://sapphirepearls.com/2010/05/04/sj-comeback-date-teaser-pics-kangin-news/), and wow SM has finally officially spoken about it, is that it is as if Kangin (supposedly) entering the army early is nothing but a normal occurrence, like Kibum supposedly taking "acting lessons" instead of not wanting to be part of SuJu anymore. Like Kangin entering the army is not to cover-up his DUI offense. Which evidently is something we all already know, but will never be directly addressed by SM.

Dear SM. We're not stupid. Please do not insult our intelligence.

The absolute worst thing about the article is that it is as if the members are congratulating him for going to the army the earliest. WHAT IS THIS FUCKERY. That is obviously the machinations of the bullshit factory otherwise known as SM Public Relations. If anything, I would think the members would have shat bricks or cried or keened and wailed (I hope Heechul would have lynched Heebum to whoever bastard came up with the idea). Not that they could have done anything otherwise. The Kpop boy band that I loved because of their candidness and honesty is apparently still nothing to the instructions of their Agency. I do not know how they are keeping their emotions and smiles in check, because I personally can only take so much bullshit in a lifetime.

Would it be much worse to have Kangin stand up in front of his fans, if only to say sorry? Are they depriving him of this chance to apologize? Or (God Forbid) is Kangin really not man enough to do so?

I can't fucking believe they will just let it go like this. DON'T IGNORE WHAT THE ACTUAL FACTS AND SITUATION IS.

If this is truly the SM way. Then well. Its full of bullshit.

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ANO BA YAN ANG AWESOME NG SS2PHILIPPINES!!! :D [2010.015] Part 2

ranwae — Mon, 12 Apr 2010 08:37:15 GMT

PART 1

29. Blue Tomorrow – SJM

This is a sad song, but Henry was smiling and I think ZhouMi was a bit too :) Even if we fail at fanchants, well at least there were no Anti Fanchants at them here so PROPS TO US.

Of course SJM sang so well :) These guys are such troopers <3 Jia You!

30. Super Girl – SJM

Lol it had the same feel as if Sorry Sorry was being performed THESE KIDS LOOKED SO FREAKING HOT THEY PERFORMED SO WELL :D A++!

Lol Lotus and I were trying to dance too IDEK XD

31. Shining Star

If Eeteuks tears are the metric of success for this project, then we failed spectacularly XD C’mon lets just lighten up guys, we did our best ok? Hope no one feels bad about this anymore. Well at least Hyuk cried. He was the one in front of us and we waved the Heartquake signs. I really hoped he read them. Mamaya nag-iinternalize na sya and then naiiyak iyak na.

Still one of my new fave songs :) We did our best. That’s good enough kids <3

32. Sorry Sorry Answer MV – Colored

Eight Words: KANGIN YOU BASTARD I MISS YOU SO MUCH! T_T <3

I guess these were the shots that they couldn’t show in the official MV since Kangin couldn’t appear due to his suspension. Also, deadma na naman kay Geng. Does it not mean anything anymore that AT LEAST he was there, Kibum wasn’t even there eh.

Medyo weird nung break nito. As in for a few minutes walang nagplay. Intermission? Lol. Then this :D

FANCAM. PLS.

33. Sorry, Sorry (Remix)

We just basically lost it because its FREAKING SORRY SORRY I AM NOT SICK OF THIS SONG AT ONE YEAR KO NANG MAHAL ITONG SONG NA ITO. HOT SEXY JJANG COOL PANALO WINNER I LOVE THIS SONG FOREVS LOL.

As usual, Shiwon wore nothing underneath his blazer and showed his abs. Donghae, you tease, Also wore nothing under his blazer, but showed nothing as well :c HURRR.

34. INTRO VID - PUFF / AEGI [NS]

Some baby has a dragon friend. IDEK XD

35. PUFF THE MAGIC DRAGON [NS]

IDGI SEGMENT AT ALL XD

So is it, Shindong is the baby, and then there is dragon (Heenim) farting and the other members came as flies (Shiwon), mosquitos (Hyuk), snake (Wookie), idek other insects and Heechul protects the baby from them? Oh and Donghae and Eeteuk came later with a net to capture Heenim, but of course no one can capture Heenim. A bit of parental guidance though, as there is a part where they use a gun and Heenim playfully shoots at baby Shindong, idk that doesn’t seem so appropriate for kids (for a children’s song. U-know?) :c

I DO NOT KNOW WHAT THEY WERE ON WHEN THEY CONCEPTUALIZED THIS BUT IT WAS HELLA TOXIC I CAN TELL YOU THAT XD

Oh well. Kyu sang this English song so well :)

~~Darn I wanted to hear Kyu sing “Ceased his fearless Loar XD”~~

Lol its like one of those Goth versions of Grimm Fairy Tales XD

36. Dancing Heroes – SJ Hyuk, Hae, Teuk, Shindong, Kyu [NS]

Basically its their MBC Dance Battle Perf. Yep, even that crack Finish Line skit in the middle XD Still the lulz XD

37. Intro Vid – Suju FX

English captions for the win, fancam pls.

38. Chu! – SJ Heenim, Hyuk, Shindong, Ryeowook, Donghae

Such a fun perf. LOL MOMENT. When Shindong’s about to do that long jump thing the other 4 boys were arranging themselves vertically, so if SD jumps, he will basically land on us the audience XD so he rearranged the guys horizontally and then went up the elevated platform and ran and did his thing XD the form of his landing here never looks good, I hope his neck and back’s not sore after :c

Too bad they didn’t perform Gee too, never got the chance to “I SAY HEE YOU SAY SICA!”

39. 로꾸거!!! (Rokuko)

Eeteuk and Sungmin came out and SJT minus Kang performed this in front of us. I danced a bit to this SJT parts were always the funnest :D this was no exception. LOVE THIS SONG SO MUCH :)

To bad they don’t perform Shyupamaen anymore, that’s been a fave of mine since Heechul and Jay Kim did it in Band of Brothers. Oh well.

40. 꿀단지(Sunny)

I guess since there is just 10 of them, everybody else just came out so it wasn’t SJH specific anymore.

LOL I think this was the parts fans started throwing “stuff” at the middle stage and LMAO Sungmin was losing it and Eeteuk was basically poring over the “things” i.e. condoms, underwear hahaha LMAO OMG SO FUNNY.

CAN SOMEONE FIC THIS IT IS BEGGING FOR IT THANK YOU.

41. 파자마 파티(Pajama party)

EPIK YEWOOK MOMENT ALERT!

AKJDFHAKJDHFJASHDFASDFHASKAHFJKASJ I WAS SCREAMING YEWOOK! LIKE CRAZY AKFJASDFASJDFKASDJF THEY ARE SO ADORBS AND LOVE LOVE LOVE ♥

Wookie hugs him from the back while he's singing and Yesung just continues singing and when he's done he glances at who is back-hugging him and he ~~pretends~~ to look surprised that it is wookie and wookie just continues to hug him and adhfajsfkdajskfdjasfj

FIC THIS TOO PRZ BEGGING THANKS. XD

42. INTRO VID – SUJU FAIRYTALE

Another epik engrish captioned clip. FANCAM PLS! This tells a Suju Fairytale by Heechul. Its so fanficcy idek XD Sads that well obviously there is a dragon character there but apparently it will remain unnamed, because it is Geng :c

43. 카니발 (Carnival)

OFFICIAL HARUTAN PORTION HAS COMMENCED XD

Noticed that Shiwon’s not here up to the last song. Was not feeling well daw and I guess all that water throwing can’t be good for him.

I watched my pathetic fancam. Seriously so much going on on all sides of the stage I wont even start to account for those hahaha basta they were going around and just goofing off XD

44. Wonder Boy

Sang this instead of Sapphire Blue. Love this song too but also like Sappire Blue and they don’t sing that too often. Oh Well. Basically same as in Carnival XD Water guns are brung out. BRING IT ON LOL XD

Okay so much was going on, and my fancam is really so bad, but what I remember Shindong trying to cream the other members and basically Eeteuk bullying galore hahaha XD At some point they stop using the water guns and use water from the drinking bottles LOL XD

45. Marry U

Not sure if the Marry U project was successful? But I brought out my “I DO KANGIN” sign. Oops dapat pala white hanky XD

46. ENDING: SUJU GOES AROUND THE ENTIRE STAGE TO BOW/THANK AUDIENCES FROM ALL AREAS OF THE COLISEUM :D CRACK ENSUES XD

- Heenim wearing a CK boxer briefs on his head.

- Donghae starts to wear the boxer briefs over his pants but doesn’t

- Henry wears the boxer briefs over his pants. Walks back to the stage wearing it XD

- I don’t even know what was going on in the other parts lol XD

- Zhoumi and Henry looked pretty happy :)

- ShinHyuk were doing this made up rap thing where they just said Piripin a lot XD

- HyukJae does the Magsasaka with Monkey pet look XD

- Shiwon says something in English that I think Teukie asked him to translate and say.

- Shiwon promotes OML XD

- Shisus Blesses us all XD <3

- Yesung starts singing and is dragged away XD

WAKAS \:D/

I remember there was a time Jungsoo asked us to say “4JIB Daebak!” and I hope he noticed all the fansigns for that :3 Also, forgot na about some of the Ment’s (talking portions) and when pumiyok si Kyu on purpose XD I’ll probably still remember random moments, but here is the Playlist and bits of what my experience was.

DESPITE ALL THE DRAMA BEFORE THE CONCERT, I MANAGED TO HAVE A GREAT TIME!

IT WAS SUPER DUPER FUN! :D <3

SIGE NA NGA, MADE ALL THE TROUBLE WORTH IT xD

THANKS TO (naks akala mo album ahahaha XD):

· BEST SUJU CHINGOO – Lotus – Because nuna fans gotta stick together! Salamat sa Baller Band, Sa Boys in the City 1, Sa tickets (OMG THE TICKETS CRIES AND CRIES- DAHIL SA PANGUNGULIT MO KAY HAPPEE ANG GANDA GANDA NG TICKETS NATIN CRIES CRIES CRIES), sa Eurotel accommodation, sa Butterscotch, sa Piaya, SA KANGIN CHIBI DOLL. OMG ANG DAMI MONG BINIGAY SA AKIN MGA HANGGANG BDAY AT PASKO NA ITO. HANGGANG 2012 :D AT LALO SA LAHAT MARAMING SALAMAT SA CHINGOO-SHIP ILU LOLA! SA SUSUNOD KOREA NA TAYO! :’D <3

· ZhouMi Foodcourt Fans Club – DAHIL SUCCESSFUL ANG PROJECT PANALO TAYO WAGIII~ (Iza (ang may pakana), Andrea (Ang Epik Fan), Jastine (quiet lang pero maraming nagupit na fan hehe), Jovi (marami ring nagupit), Katzi (Ang Malaysian ELF; ang nagsulat ng Zhoumi in Mandarin :D), YmaJae (Ang co-paparazzi), Zarrin (stalking pal din hahaha), Arian (mahal ka na ni Teukie sobra :D); hinding hindi ko pinagsisihan ang pagka-ubos ng ink sa printer at mga boards/photopaper chuva ko :D IT WAS SO WORTH IT GAIZ~ :’D

· Koko and the Gift Project Volunteers – DAHIL NABIGAY NYO ANG MGA REGALONG 2 YEARS KO NA BINILI PARA SA SUJU XD; Special mention kay Katzi: IKAW NA ANG MALAYSIAN FAN~ :Db

· Ang Airport Co-Paparazzi – Belle Yambao (Femalenetwork.com), Yung dude na taga-Mapua na nagturo sa akin papaano yung multiple shots omg so useful thanks man, Yma, Chuca: LOL TAYO NA ANG MUKHANG PRESS PEOPLE XD

· SA LAHAT NG SUJU FAN NA PUMUNTA AT UMEFFORT IN ANY WAY: MABUHAY TAYONG LAHAT~ :D <3 sabi nga ni Fishyhae RT @donghae861015: SUPER JUNIOR+ELF= ONE 1

· Pulp Productions – Happee & Apple Sy; Vernon Go; Without their efforts this would not have been possible ^_^

· Dreammaker – The Stages were fantastic. You definitely know how to put on a show :Db

· SME – SIGE NA KAHIT HAYOP NA ANG SME SA SOBRANG STRICT PINAYAGAN NYO PARIN ANG MGA BOYS DITO KAYA KERI. Susunod ayusin nyo naman ang contracts nila diba.

· SUPER JUNIOR – GDI I LOVE YOU GUYS SFM~ T.T <3 ; 4JIB DAEBAK!!!! SUJU YONGWONHI!!! T.T <333

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Might also want to check out:
Super Show 1 BKK - Part 1
Super Show 1 BKK - Part 2
Super Show 1 BKK - Side Stories

ANO BA YAN ANG AWESOME NG SS2PHILIPPINES!!! :D [2010.014] Part 1

ranwae — Mon, 12 Apr 2010 08:32:35 GMT

DISCLAIMER: This is a concert track list with random spazzing moments. I have no decent fancams, because (GASP) I actually just wanted to watch the concert and my cams are all bad, as in HAHAHA JOKE BA YAN quality so wag nalang. I only took cams so I have a chronological guide to the vids.

I was gonna name this “Not the Best, But Ours” since there were many projects that were not executed properly, fanchants that were not memorized etc. But I think we are all past that now and we are just remembering SS2Philippines for all its wonderful moments with the boys. Hey, I think they loved it too guys :)

WARNING: CAPSLOCK/ HAPPY EMOTICONS ABUSE, KEYBOARD SMASHING, TAGLISH, POSSIBLY KOREAN, MAYBE SOME CHINESE AND ALL PINOY CHERMIES, SUPERLATIVE ADJECTIVES IN MAYBE THREE LANGUAGES. THIS IS NOT A PROPER ARTICLE. THIS IS A FANGURL ACCT. YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED!!!

00. Pre-Concert Chermies/ We settle on our seats.

Pre-concert, well since I’ve been to BKK twice, mas iba ang atmosphere doon since there are a lot of people and talagang career ang paghihintay. Tarps in Araneta were confiscated or were not allowed to be displayed because wala raw permit. So none of the fans were going around showing the tarps. Feel bad because sayang yung effort nung may project nun though :c

Big gripe: REALLY SME NO OFFICIAL CONCERT GOODS FOR SALE? :-/ I only ever saved up to buy the official concert goods/ Chibi shirts and there was nothing :c So since there were no shirts to be bought, I wore my Mithra-Is-The-Mascot-Of-Epik-High shirt. Good times :D

We attempted to enter by the Green Gate, but there was trouble brewing as those who were in SVIP Standing Left who have been in line for hours were getting mad kasi some foreign fans cut in the line. We scooted over to the Red Gate where mercifully the lines were much more organized and no one was threatening to go up in arms.

When we finally settled on our seat…OMG. IT WAS AWESOME. 5^TH ROW CENTER. AS IN CENTER. AS IN 5^TH ROW. AS IN PARANG THEY ARE JUST A COUPLE FEET/ METERS AWAY. AS IN THAT CLOSE. I think I took our seats for granted but when I’m reading some the fan accounts now and how they had to make do with their seats, I realize we had one of the BEST FUCKING SEATS IN THE COLISEUM. I shudder in wonder now that I realize. I was so fortunate I really did not realize. Super thankful to Happee Sy for giving us these seats :3

01. INTROVID

A blue ball of something goes around from the galaxy and shoots towards earth. Then SUJU SHOWS UP IN DIFFERENT SPOTS IN THE COLISEUM. EVEN SA TAAS. (mga upper B ata?) Teukie was the one in front of us and he had that charisma glare thing going. ANG GWAPO NYA AKJDHFASHFJSDJF.

02. 갈증 (A man in love)

Basically, everyone goes nuts for the next three songs because AKLDHDASDFSJFDHSJ THEY ARE HERE THEY REALLY ARE ANG GWAPO NILA LOL XD

03. U

Well. The highlight was obviously LIVE HIP THRUSTS OF WIN. DUH XD

04. 너라고 (It’s you)

THEY TAKE OF THEIR BLAZERS. Nice boys, putting away their blazers after slamming them on the stage lol XD

05. 그녀는 위험해 (She wants it)

This had the comic book thingy background that was nice :) I think they go around too and show up in different places? Not so sure.

06. INDIVIDUAL INTRODUCTIONS

Kind of sads since there are only 10 out of the 13, but the epic engrish made up for it:

1. Dangerous Cinderella – Heechul – being awesome

2. Living Work of Art – Siwon – or as I want to call him now, Pastor Choi; I think he prayed over us or something lol HE TOLD US TO SAY JESUS XD I SAID SHISUS BWAHAHA.

3. Hottest Baby – Kyuhyun – INYO NA ANG STRONG BABY NINYO, SA AMIN NA ANG HOTTEST XD He moonwalks and then someone kicks him (Eunhae?), then he goes “Mabuhay” and waves all koreanlike :D

4. Bubble Boy – Yesung – does a bboy move handstand, the dork <3

5. Lovable Blurness – Ryeowook – NO REALLY WHAT IS A LOVABLE BLURNESS I WOULD REALLY LIKE TO KNOW XD does a… hand and hip sway move...he really liked that, how diva-ish lol

6. Ultimate Sweetness – Sungmin – Does roundhouse kicks xD tapos nakiki epal si Yesung lol XD

7. Bejewelled – Eunhyuk – asked the crowd to shout stuff after him and then said Thank You XD

8. Sexy Fishy – Donghae – ran around the stage XD HYPERNESS :3

9. Cutie Pie – Shindong – HIS INTRO WAS EPIC. He counted to ten in tagalog and then went “ANO BA YAN” AND “MARAMING SALAMAT PO!” EVERYONE LOVED IT XD

10. Fallen Angel – Eeteuk – Went “MABUHAY PILIPIN!” and did a dance thing xD went to one side of the standing area, wiped of his sweat on a towel and threw it to the fans. OH YOU FANSERVICE WHORE YOU XD

WHO TAUGHT THEM ANO BA YAN I KIND OF WANT TO SHAKE HIS HAND RN XD

I actually kind of love that Manila is probably the only SS2 stop they had where they had to translate the video captions and Ment subtitles to engrish. ENGRISH PRZ NEVER CHANGE XD

07. 앤젤라 (Angela)

The project blue wave lightstick did not materialize oh well. I bet Jill enjoyed this so much (YIHEE LIVE KA NA KINAKANTAHAN NI DONGHAE YIHEE) :D

08. Miracle

One of my favourite Suju songs ever! Why they snuck into my heart or something. XD ANYWAY, there is a part they go “JUMP JUMP JUMP” and everyone jumped along it was awesome that made them happy XD

09. Disco Drive

There was a huge discoball as the background. Really like this song too from 2Jib ^_^

10. Dancing Out

ANOTHER FAVORITE I WAS JUST SINGING ALONG IT WAS GREAT :D Shiwon was hanging out in front of us a lot XD

11. INTRO VID : FOR SOLOS

Really hope there is a fancam for this. The English captions made everything so prection :3 It basically said that even if to us they are members of Super Junior, inside they have their own self that they continue to nurture. Really appropriate and touching intro vid for the solos :)

Medyo nakakasad lang, Geng’s been totally edited out of the vid, and in the group pic at the last part of the vid (composed of separate pics) he and Kibum are no longer included. Hurrr :c

12. Baby Baby – Sungmin

His keyboard was set up in front of us. I BET THIS MADE LOTUS SO HAPPY LOL :D He sang so well he really had the emotion and the voice down pat :)

13. Beautiful – Donghae (feat. Hyukjae)

Donghae is just wonderfully earnest in anything he does and this is just him being his usual malambing (malandi lol) self XD Danced and sang so well!!!! Good job Fishyhae! Props to Hyukjae for lending support to his best friend and dancing so well too :)

14. 魂(혼) – Yesung

He stood at the elevated platform to our right. HE LOOKS SO FREAKING GOOD OMG WHAT WAS IN HGD THAT MADE THIS KID SO HOT LMAO XD He just wore this black outfit but have I mentioned he looks great? I don’t really have to say anything about his voice because he is my fave voice in Suju so he delivered. HE TOTALLY DELIVERED <3

[using my fancams as guide I LOL AT OUR SIDE COMMENTARIES LMAO BASICALLY “AKJDHFJAHDFJSAHD ANG LAPIT NATIN XD”]

15. Insomnia – RyeoWook

Wookie WERKED THIS AS IN WERKED XD He danced at the center. I’m still kind of “Sige try lang to be sexy Wookie baby XD” I’m not sure if he did this live? I saw him coughing on the side poor bb :c LOL HINDI TALAGA BAGAY PASEXY XD it didn’t seem awkward, but there is really no chemistry either xD oh well you are still the Lovable Blurness :3 <3

16. “Forgive Me” (Jam Hsiao cover) – KyuHyun

Lol sana yung “7 Years of Love (or waiting ba yon)” nalang kinanta nya XD W/e Kyuhyun still has a beautiful beautiful voice <3 He stood naman at the Left elevated platform, wore white blazer.

17. What if – KRY + Sungmin

One of my favourite ballads from the album this is really a touching song <3 Sang so well omg :’) And when they stood and sang on the rotating platform omg <3

18. 이별...넌 쉽니(Heartquake) – KRY + HyukJae [NS] – stands for not sure sa chronology since neither me nor my friends have fancams.

HEARTQUAKE PROJECT WAS A SUCCESS :3 SO PROUD. LOL ang taas nung rising chermie na nakasakay si Hyuk buti hindi sya nalula lol XD Suplado moment si Kyuhyun dito, idk naisip ko baka he was wondering, hello KRY song, bakit si Hyuk lol nagtampo si bunso XD

19. HONEY (JYP cover) – Eeteuk [NS]

LOL mukhang manyak kumanta dito si Teukie XD Funny yung concept na he’s trying to introduce himself doon sa girl hahaha and then may scandal daw when he pretends to kiss the girl at the last part. Huuu. Scandal daw XD Hala humanda ka pagbalik ni Kangin LOL XD

20. 체념 – Heenim [NS]

When Henry showed up with his electric violin I thought it was his solo. Heenim’s pala XD Idk, Heenim’s voice is not great but we already know that (plus he had a cough last week). He’s really not trying so hard tbh, but he werked the crowd by showing of his sleeveless ~~blouse~~ top and shoulders and well, Heenim can just stand there and be awesome and we’ll buy it. Cos. It’s Heenim XD totally werked the White Suit and Pink Satin with Ruffles Top though. He knows he looks fab XD

Not sure if Sungmin or Ryeowook was on the Keyboards? And then he and Eunhyuk sang a bit together (Hyuk rapped ba I don’t remember).

I’m kinda disappointed he didn’t even try to kiss anyone. Oh well. Baka akala matatakot tayo sa kanya. Baka sabihan daw syang bakla ni Mo Twister. Lol kidding.

21. Intro Vid – Chinese Mafia

Video was really good, basically they are in an encounter with Chinese Mafia types. (and since Yesung is in front of Suju, my money’s on the Chinese Mafia types LOL). Each member present in the vid (there were only around 4 or 5) had his own name intro clip. Except Geng :c even if he was on the vid. That kind of made me sad. Its as if he doesn’t exist anymore when clearly he is in the vid.

22. 돈 돈! (Don't Don)

Love their concept here like two gangs or something. First they are at opposite ends of the stage. They converge at the middle. IN FRONT OF US ADJAHFKDASKJDFHAFSDKH. Henry’s part was so awesome (still my fave part in DD). I’m not sure if we shouted something for him, but definitely none of that Only13 crap :D

They did a dance/ fight whatever it was sexy and cool. Somebody sang Kangin’s part, na-miss ko tuloy sya oh well. Loved how they changed up the DD concept for the concert :)

23. Twins (Knock out)

Debut song. I bet Ada loved this, you old-school-Suju fan XD They just seemed to do this so much better now XD glad this song grew with them :)

24. Intro Vid – Super Junior Memories

Another prection intro clip. Showed old pics of suju. SANA MAY NAGFANCAM. Nakaka-touch ulit yung concept and message of the subs/captions. Love the “memories” concept and how Suju and ELF have been together for a long time. Kjahkajhfdjadsdfhj *gushing*

25. 우리들의 사랑 (Our Love)

LOL KAMI NA ANG FAIL ANG FANCHANT XD BAWI NALANG SA LIGHTSTICK XD

Natawa nalang ako kasi clearly Eetuek was leading us na how to do the fanchants and kalat yung shouts hahaha XD oh well. You know we still love you right? ^_^ <3

26. Sick of Love (?) - Henry

KID IS SO AWESOME! Did he write this?! Seriously Henry is so freaking talented :3 Danced so well <3

27. Zhou Mi Solo

LOL I didn’t recognize him at first when he came out. I’m so happy he had a solo! His voice is really really so good :3

AND! ZHOUMI FAN PROJECT WAS A SUCCESS!!!! SO MANY FANS WERE WAVING IT AT THE SVIP STANDING AREAS! And then he looked at both areas and I’m pretty sure he saw them. We just really wanted him to know that we love him and he is welcome here. I’m so glad :’) <3

28. Who am I – Shiwon

SHIWON BDAY PROJECT WAS A SUCCESS! :D He totally saw the fansigns (Thanks to the Chinese ELFs for sponsoring these) and we flashed them up and we sang along his song because its in English lol.

Apparently he said, “Because you sing for me I will sing for you forever.” Or something. Awww :3 Pastor Choi, never change XD <3

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PART 2

2010.013

ranwae — Wed, 17 Mar 2010 06:06:31 GMT

* EPIK LULZ at OMTD at this post: [NEWS]ShinDong,"I was used by my girlfriend." Yeah w/e Dong CRY MOAR. Things will just never be the same with you. IDC.

* On the other hand, any Geng news is starting to depress me. Glad the new management matter is cleared up. But this is really just a matter of when, not if. ~~Though the case should really be resolved first. Oh my heart :c~~

* To sum up last week:

- Thursday: Consulted with Professor about report on Saturday. His input basically screwed up our entire analysis. Was in panic mode. Unhelpful/dense groupmate did not help my mood and I was taking potshots at her before we headed home. The girl was checking her FB, talking to various people on the phone, BEING LOUD AND UNPRODUCTIVE AND ANNOYING, ASKING STUPID QUESTIONS ABOUT THE CASE THAT WAS IN THE 3 PAGE READING. I admit I could have handled that better, but FUCKTHAT IF YOU CAN'T BE HELPFUL THEN JUST SHUT THE FUCK UP OMG.

- Friday: 3/4ths of group is trying to finish report, the damn projections are just so hard. I start editing the paper and powerpoint presentation. We leave Starbucks at 1am with 75% of our report done. The report to be given at 8am that very same day.

- Early Saturday: I cannot sleep because if I sleep I will wake up at 10am and miss our report. It is 2 or 3 am and I am researching finally understanding how Weighted Average Cost of Capital is computed. I better. I'm reporting about it in about 5 hours. Waiting for inputs from other groupmates. When none are forthcoming I lie down. I wake up at 5am because I can't sleep anymore I'm too panic stricken. I kind of throw up bile while taking a bath. :-/

- Saturday: I am at the Makati campus by 7am, and checking groupmates email about her update on the paper and powerpoint. I proceed to edit.

We feed our class pancakes. We report. We make mistakes. Our Prof, who has been known to have bad days, is actually nice to us and not crucifying us for our mistakes. Maybe because we had still managed too incorporate his inputs (barely) from Thursday.

My grpmates (3/4 anyway) all give a sigh of relief. I am still not talking to one. The two need to go back to the office. I go home. I wouldn cry, but I'm too tired and sleepy.

At home for some reason don't really sleep but end up doing a movie marathon:

1) Got to Believe - Claudine Baretto and Rico Yan (+) - idk watching it now makes me see the imperfect quirks, but i still cried at the end, it is still a nice chick flick.

2) One More Chance - John Lloyd Cruz & Bea Alonzo - I HAD A TAGALOG MOVIE DVD OK. Made me cry a bit too the last part was pretty raw but its ok.

3) Lost and Found - Korean Movie - Your first love vs your best friend since forever. It was pretty nice :)

And afterwards I fell into a long deep sleep.

And we didn't have our usual Sunday Group Meeting.

Next report is next week and no more meetings this week! Our next case is hella long, so focus on that.

* Also, rn, backing up redgrenade's Suju data collection. Old school suju is the jjang :D

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ranwae — Wed, 17 Mar 2010 03:41:06 GMT

re-posting comment exchange at post about Han Geng's Sohu interview. while the interview itself unsettled me and made me feel all sorts of bittersweet ~~torn between being happy for geng and being sad for suju~~, lol i made a suju chingu kekeke :3

~~my heart still kind of hurts at what this means for suju, but i know geng needs to do this now, for himself, not in a selfish way, but because he deserves it for himself.idek what that means but~~

also, i cannot get myself to comment on the news abt geng's speculated new management. too early i say to jump the gun (i wouldn't speculate so much bec i'm pretty sure SME is not going to let him go so easy) and IT HURT TO READ ABT HIM BEING A PART OF A NEW GROUP. pls geng. leave sm. leave suju. but like out of respect for your friends, don't join a new group. it's kind of a slap to the face :c and besides. you are what China wants. just debut solo, you can, you should. (and i hope, you will).

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	black_silver 2010-03-16 10:29 am (local) (link)
	lol this dude, always swallowing his words if you wanna be an actor, gege, you're gonna have to learn to ANNUNCIATE~! (Reply to this) (Thread)

	ranwae 2010-03-16 10:40 am (local) (link)
	lol maybe thats why he said he needs to study it more XD and him studying english. i remember in full house he barely said his english lines during teh "you look like" game XD he was all "you...lak dog!" lmao XD which is probably why he is studying english too kekeke <3 gotta give him points for effort ^_^ (Reply to this) (Parent)(Thread)

black_silver 2010-03-16 10:47 am (local) (link)

pfft ikr i'm just pissed cuz like I UNDERSTAND THIS LANGUAGE, YET I DO NOT KNOW WHAT YOU ARE SAYING, LITTLE MAN >:O seriously, he is THE most soft-spoken man i have ever encountered in my life he mumbles his words so much and they come out like tissue-soft ruffles~ (...weird analogy o_0) hehe i think my fave moment of genglish is when he & siwon were re-enacting titanic and he was all "oh, beautiful! a fish~" *points* ^_______^ gah, love this munchkin (speaking of munchkins...)

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ranwae 2010-03-16 01:12 pm (local) (link)

awww that wizard of oz poster is just :3 also. dorothytoto = kangteuk = new OTP y/y :D BAHAHAHA A FISH xD ~~MAYBE HE SAW DONGHAE LMAO XD~~ moar genglish moments: the mission in the english village where geng just let shiwon do the talking lmao ~~at least we will always have suju full house~~ and yeah he is really soft spoken, so maybe he'll be an actor with just idk more emotions? like during their secret cam to patty huo, the other members thought he was really angry. but he must try to enunciate better :) i think he can. he can do anything :3

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black_silver 2010-03-16 01:24 pm (local) (link)

OH MY GOD LOL I'VE BEEN WRITING 'ANNUNCIATE' THIS WHOLE TIME AND NOBODY SAID ANYTHING ;____; it's like letting me walk around all day with a booger on my face DDDDD: WAAAAEEE~~~~ anyway YES SUJU FULL HOUSE ALWAYS & 15EVER~!!! (ok so there weren't 15 at the time BUT YOU GET MY POINT~) bawwww i wanna go back and watch it RIGHT NOW and also finish Adonis Camp XDDDD omg old-school suju ;~; <33333 :) i think he can. he can do anything :3 ~~except outwit Heechul~~ thisssss ♥ y'know, i wonder if there are people who are still ~mad at him~ for quitting the group it upsets me to think that people blame him for wanting to get out of a terrible professional situation but i guess i can't do anything about that i don't know why i'm telling you this

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ranwae 2010-03-16 05:07 pm (local) (link)

lmao i love old school suju ♥ ~~except maybe the early live perfs of twins.cos those were just bad lmao XD~~ i adore FH, Adonis Camp, Super Junior Show :3 i hope that most of the suju fans will understand geng. tbh, i'd actually underestimated him and thought he would be the last person in suju to sue SME, but because he kind of really owed them. but now i'm glad he had enough balls to sue, and i think whatever SME has done for him he has paid back (with interest!) so the slave contract was really unfair and just, yeah, i respect him for wanting to have his own career :) (understanding of course, doesn't mean i don't feel a bit sad for the impending future but its just kind of losing an old friend but u understand why he has to do it. or sth :c ) i don't know why i'm telling you this lol i was just happy to know someone shares the thoughts i have aboout the situation :3 i think i will also friend you now :D

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black_silver 2010-03-16 07:08 pm (local) (link)

gah, i wish i'd been around for ALL of suju's career ;______; hilariously bad concepts and all :P (thank god for youtube eh?) understanding of course, doesn't mean i don't feel a bit sad for the impending future but its just kind of losing an old friend but u understand why he has to do it. this :) thank you for saying what you did and for articulating it so well -- i think if more people could adjust their perspective and come to understand that this is a business matter above all else, then people will realize that yeah, it sucks that a ~family (or sub-family or what have you) is getting broken apart~, but people come and people go, and in the end, change is inevitable and the best thing we can do is accept it and adapt to it so that everybody can move on, hopefully to better things. ok ok preaching to the choir here~ haha adding you back :)

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ranwae — Wed, 10 Mar 2010 02:30:07 GMT

Yay I got a new YeWook icon! YeWook are my 4th OTP in SuJu (After Kangteuk, Qmi, Sihan...yes in that order XD).

I'm not sure how getting a new OTP and planning on quitting the fandom by April reconciles, but who said fandom made any sense?

Having a busy week. It is actually a report week. Well last Monday we sponsored the lecture for Dgtech (kind of fail, but never mind, don't wanna dwell) and this Saturday is 2nd group report for Fin Plan. We are meeting again later (Wednesday is usually our "break" day) because we have to consult with our Prof tomorrow, see if we have the same analysis and so forth.

Stuff that made me happy:

1) Henry getting fed up and finally standing up for him and Zhou Mi :3 I feel all sorts of nuna/jiejie proud I wanna hug him when he comes to Manila :3

2) Siwon getting fed up and telling the Chinese ELFs to STFU at chanting against Mochi and Seasoning. Heechul also went and saved the day but Shisus Christ gets bonus points for finally doing something. And on their last China stop for Super Show 2 too.

3) Buying Kurt Cobain journal :3 Angst and Nirvana were substantial portions of my teen years. I still haven't opened it though I want to wrap it in plastic.

4) House scale weight reading is low! Idk if it's defective but effort is going somewhere :D

5) redgrenade loaned me the rest of her Super Junior and some 2PM data collection :3 Will start back up after this weekend :D

6) Discovered new Korean Restaurant and Grocery behind BMW in Alabang. redgrenade and i had labokki ( it was romanized Lapooki, but I think its Labokki, like DokBokki or something). There was SO MUCH AND IT COST 300 BUCKS. We couldn't finish we were so full XD Also the ahjumma's at the Korean Grocery behind BMW speak tagalog! It was so cute :D Coming back there to buy ready made Dokbokki sauce and the rice cake thingy.

7) Some local Korean community paper had the F.T. Island and Super Show 2 ads on the front page :3

8) Han Geng finally comes out of seclusion for an interview. This is actually bittersweet because we're kind of sensing that what he has planned for the future has nothing to do with SuJu anymore :c Still like what I always say, he has paid his dues, quits na sila ng SME, so I just wish him success and happiness because he deserves it. Of course I'd prefer he has success and happiness still with SuJu but well *shrugs*

9) Oh My Lady previews came out! Omg it looks funny :D Siwon over acting to death and being this arrogant actor type. I was afraid he might not have the acting chops for this but an actor playing a bad actor....how hard can it be XD Looking forward to March 22. I HOPE SOMEONE SUBS THIS QUICK :D

10) SUPER SHOW 2 IN 31 DAYS :D or as I call it now #ss2piripin XD or should it be #ss2pilipin XD /bricked.

11) SiChul Kiss has finally convinced applepieprinces to freaking watch SS2. HAHHAHAHAHAHAHA KIM HEECHUL IS THE JJANG FOREVER YO~

I have this odd dull feeling at the lower left portion of my back though :c could be anything from UTI to constipation (I'm sorry, no one else needed to hear that :c )

Have to get started with the stuff I have to do. Hwaiting!

2010.010

ranwae — Wed, 03 Mar 2010 05:07:31 GMT

Whew been almost a month since last post. Haven't been able to post anything since Financial Planning course is pwning my ass. Have spent the last month and half cramming our cases and having sleepless friday nights for our papers due saturday morning. It sucks, but at least it seems like we are actually learning something. We started on our 6th case yesterday and already finished our excel! Of course this just means we have to double check the case in case we missed something. It would be nice to finish our case when we leave for home on our Friday night meetings though.

I just realized that I see my groupmates 6x a week: 2x for other classes and 4x for meetings T_T We are down to last 3 cases though and then the horror of our final individual cases, to be done in the course of Holy Week break.

I'm just really thankful that my schedule for the individual report is NOT on April 10, and I can choose to cut that class day if ever. IDK. That day is equivalent to two classes :c Nerd in me refuses to miss two classes. Maybe just the one :D Still depends on the sked.

Also! Last month was my first (and hopefully not last lmao) Serious Magazine Assignment, where I covered the PressCon of the K-pop Girl Group 4Minute. My articles done and submitted., but no feedback from the editor yet. *Twiddles Thumbs* Anyway it was such a nice experience and badassbaby helped me out by covering the roundtable interview for the Fashion Magazines for me. I'm really glad she went because she enjoyed interacting with the girls so much. Parang sobrang sulit yung experience for her, plus got the inputs for the article. Later that day (100206) we also went to the Megamall mallshow where we scored VIP passes because the coordinator from Universal Music remembered here from the earlier interview. It was fun :) I actually enjoyed their album more than I enjoyed Soshi Genie mini.

Anyway...so that's all I've been busy with the past month? There was also get together for Mike's birthday (where I gained stans ahahahaha wtf) and Tara's birthday. Lol everythings in my Twitter. Oh and the reservation event for SS2. Went to that with redgrenade and she ended up playing 2PM songs while we were on the bus on our way to Cubao. We got our SS2 tickets! :D So happy. She was also kind enough to loan me her old school Suju collection (aka the ones in the pink CD...as in CD hindi dVD lol old school is old).

Yeah SS2Manila and Suju are top of mind all the time anyways. Maybe will write about that soon. After another month? Lol.

My friend Cherisse is going to Japan this weekend to next week and I asked her to look for Suju's 2nd Premium event DVD. WHAT IS MY LIFE. Her eyes kind of bulged out when she saw how much the dvd cost (I gave her a hundred dollars to buy it with).

Lol wala nang pakielamanan.

I really miss travelling though. I really intend to take that trip to Korea after I finish my MBA.

Now, I really need to get started on my application for this job.

Sigh.

2010.009

ranwae — Thu, 04 Feb 2010 17:09:04 GMT

i think we have tickets na? :3

LATER IS A BIG DAY! WILL WRITE ABOUT IT LATER.

2010.007

ranwae — Tue, 02 Feb 2010 06:04:23 GMT

fuck you i need to get this off my chest >.<

shindong

because one of the reasons i liked suju in the first place was because they were honest and witty. i never considered that in honesty, sometimes you hear things you don't want. :-/

so he was honest about his opinion on fattys. it just really seems hypocritical coming from someone like him, except he's right, as a guy, he has less pressure to keep the weight off compared to girls. of course, if he wants to really become a successful entertainer, and not just be the funny fat guy, he knows what he has to do too.

and bringing up all the old comments of eeteuk and yesung. it bothers me that they really think like this,and i was prepared to rationalize by way of culture, except that in all instances, there were women who called them out on their bullshit. so it can't just be culture.

i guess it would be too much to expect them to entertain me, plus be, you know, mature open minded men. idk why i expected them to be so. or should anyone have expected that in the first place.

in the end, shindong has apologized, and while i still do not agree with him, it still takes a man to admit his mistakes and well. its not like he endangered the lives of people with his irresponsible drunk driving (yes youngwoon, that was a not so subtle jab at you).

seriously, why are all the boys turning into something like this? i was in this fandom for the lulz. when did this become srz bzness :-/

and i have to say, short of actual crimes against humanity, i really think i am incapable of literally hating on anyone in suju. FMFL.

also, whose big idea to trend #ShindongHimnae? what does he need strength for? he knew he was wrong. JFC KIDS HE WAS WRONG. we should all probably stop with the drama but OMG, doing that just sounds ridiculous and seems like saying, "That was ok. We forgive you." I guess I am just more pragmatic and realistic, so fine I forgive you because you said sorry, but hell I still don't think this is ok. WTF.

---

AND FUCK IT WE STILL DONT HAVE TICKETS TO TEH GODDAMN MANILA SUPER SHOW. is this a fucking sign because its sucks that we are willing to pay for this shit right now but WE WERE THE UNFORTUNATE ONES WHO GOT STUCK IN THE UNTRANSPARENT TICKET RESERVING PROCESS.

I FUCKING HATE THIS. *LITERALLY CRIES FRUSTRATING*

---

geng

because you have never given me a reason to doubt you, so i am still hoping taht whatever pushed you to make the legal actions was LEGIT AND NEEDED TO BE DONE NOW.

because i really don't know what the hell zhoumi and henry will do without super junior - m. because they are the only ones who have nothing to fall back on in korea. because evidently some BATSHIT CRAZY ELFS still hate on them.

because its still shocking to see heechul shed tears AND THEY COULD HAVE ONLY BEEN FOR YOU.

---

sometimes i wonder if all this signifies the end of the line...

2010.006

ranwae — Sun, 31 Jan 2010 15:22:47 GMT

I just have to say it.

I am so disappointed in you Donghee :c

2010.005 - writing request meme

ranwae — Sun, 31 Jan 2010 10:42:42 GMT

Because I requested this from badassbaby .

Copy-pasted from Rix: The first TEN people to comment in this post get to request that I write a drabble of of any character or pairing of their choosing (within reason, people, please. :)) In return, they have to post this in their journal (whether here or on DW or LJ), regardless of their ability level.

2010.004

ranwae — Fri, 29 Jan 2010 13:11:22 GMT

See, I finally figured something out. KPOP IS BAD FOR MY GPA. I have some form of Attention Deficit Disorder, that is triggered by Super Junior fanfictions and anything to do with Kpop.

Sigh. Just yesterday I was so proud of myself for not updating on anything Kpop until evening. Instead of immediately logging on to <lj user=miracle______> as I am wont to do, I avoided the computer and managed to have readings read and review our draft. I felt really accomplished. It was hella hard. I felt like I was under detox or something :c

I started off on a good note this morning too. I avoided opening the internet as soon as I woke up. Since I was too lazy to get to the paper right away, I dawdled and arranged my MBA notes and books way back from three terms ago. Then I checked email to see if the groupmate who ditched our online meeting last night emailed her part of the paper. She didn't. Which pissed me off a bit and gave me an excuse to cool down by reading <lj user=coley_merrin>'s latest animal!verse fic. Sigh. I suck. >.<

So from what I see, my problem is that I rationalize how I should deal with being pissed off, by doing something that will, not only, distract me, but keep me entertained for hours on end, and let me keep procrastinating from starting/finishing what I need to do. Which is our first Case Paper due tomorrow. Which took me an hour and half to revise. Which I had been putting off since morning. Fml. :-/

~
Sigh. I really wish we could get our reservations for tickets to Super Show 2 confirmed. I know someone who PM-ed Pulp after we did get her confirmation. JFC. We'd pay for the damn things now, we have the dough. Please Please Please let us get the seats we want for SS2. :c

~
Another early class tomorrow. I'm not yet seeing the benefits of attending this Financial Planning elective, primarily because it reminds me too much of Financial Management class, which I really stank at. Still, the first lecture of our Prof two weeks ago made more sense to me than anything my former Finman prof ever said in our class before. I really need to learn this shit because Prof C who most probably handle our Strategic Management class next term [AND WHO USED TO KNOW MY DAD, FML] will give us 10 inch thick weekly readings, and I want to at least know that I can handle Finance questions ok (or not be too obvious when I'm bluffing). Seriously, Prof C seems like the prof from hell, we have been hearing first hand horror stories about how he humiliates students who aren't prepared for class (which in my experience in this MBA program thus far, is like 85% of the class :-/). I'm scared shitless because I can kiss anonymity good-bye when he asks me if I'm related to my Dad. Dammit. I remember him giving me "A Talk" during Dad's wake 6 years ago, and I can't remember what he told me exactly, but it must have been something that got me to enrol in MBA class. I AM RIDICULOUS IS WHAT I AM.

Rambling post is rambling :c Hope I wake up early so I won't be late for class tomorrow.

~
Also, HAPPY 4TH ANNIVERSARY DBSK RAMODO SHOOT! Four years ago today, Thea and Tara dragged me off to pre-opened MOA to watch some pretty boys shoot a CF. Those pretty boys turned out to be Dong Bang Shin Ki, Rising Sun days. Good times. That was my intro to Kpop. And the rest is history XD

2010.003

ranwae — Tue, 26 Jan 2010 09:08:28 GMT

In Starbucks Southmall. I can't be bothered to do anything remotely having to do with school. FML :-/

In other news, my relatives from Canada sent over 5 Balikbayan Boxes something like Christmas presents to us (instead of sending them to Haiti. IDEK either). We got first dibs and here i am right now wearing my formerly pregnant cousins maternity pants. I have never actually seen maternity pants. They are quite comfy. Too comfy :-/ I feel like they are gonna slide off me if I walk around too much. I'm shallowly happy that "Yay Ate Love's hips got as big as mine when she was preggy!" My life is sad, yes. Why did we inherit Lola's hips, its a family thing IDEK.

I was so freaking excited yesterday, my friend from a magazine gave me this awesome assignment and I was flailing so much I was so happy. I was flailing so much, and I flailed too soon :-/ so as not to jinx it I'll just flail moar about it AFTER the event 2 weeks from now. This is like first time serious magazine assignment and I'm so grateful to her for letting lil ole me do this, after I submitted some reviews to her a month late :-/

KPOP INVADING MANILA. I'm still surprised about it and not really very aware of its extent since I never watch television. I have everyone from my 7 year old nephew dancing to Nobody, my 26 year old cousin becoming a fan of Big Baeng, and my 13 year old niece liking Super Junior! And thats just within my family lol XD

What I'm obviously looking forward to is Super Show 2 in Manila, slated for April 10, 2010. I still can't believe it is happening and at the same time, I am already planning things I'll be doing when they get here. ITS GONNA BE A FUCKING BLAST! Right now though, we are still waiting excruciatingly long for the concert organizers to contact us about initial ticket reservations. My best SuJu chingu and I and a few hundred people are at the edge of our seats waiting to confirm our reservations. My best Kangin chingu started an FB group for those who are waiting, and its nice to get to know other fans :) I did not expect so many SuJu or Kpop fans. This makes me happy :)

2010.002

ranwae — Sun, 24 Jan 2010 01:41:31 GMT

So yesterday I met up with friends from Uni. We went over Dotty & Kelvs and checked out 2 month old Izzy. It was so nice how hands-on those two are with the baby. Or maybe they have gotten over the awkward phase of not knowing what to do. Kelvs would just hold Izzy a lot (and he knows how to support her back/ neck and everything) and Dotty like, just breastfed her while we were talking XD

Its really nice to hang out with those friends, we could really talk about almost anything. First they were talking about baby-stuff, and then later at dinner we were gossiping about another friend who couldn't make it (Lol thats what happens when you don't go to gatherings and leave mysterious status messages in FB), politics, movies and ended up talking about modus operandi of people stealing stuff. IDK how we got there. and UGH, apparently one of them saw me on that TV news bit on like one of the Boys Over Flowers fan gathering thingy (I hate that News Editor so effing much), and apparently Niel told Maris about us watching The Singing Bee. FML :-/

I guess we can talk about anything but I still don't really want to talk about me. In retrospect they didn't really seem judging about my fandomming (although they really are unaware of the extent of this) as much as they were amused by it, and not really in a malicious way. I guess it was me who was judging myself more. Sigh.

~
On way home Maris was driving and this Bus in front if us just MAJORLY swerved left. @_@ Three things:

1. THANK GOD WE WEREN'T FOLLOWING TOO CLOSE BEHIND
2. THANK GOD MARIS' BRAKES WORKED
3. THANK GOD NO ONE WAS FOLLOWING HER CAR TOO CLOSE BEHIND

We resumed chatting after a bit but I could feel the tension building up and I guess it affected me more than I thought. I'm just glad I ended up with the "OMG WHAT IF's" and "OMG MY HEART" and "THANK GOD BASICALLY THINGS WORKED LIKE THEY WERE SUPPOSED TO", than anything else.

~
I need (more than want) to go back to Meditation again, I have so much thoughts I need cleaned out :c why does my schedule suck :cccc

~
Also, me being emo about Super Show 2 in Beijing. I tweeted that I my ipod shuffle played "Blue Tomorrow" while on the bus and I've described that song as being about lovers on the verge of breaking up. The lyrics are beautiful, poetic and painful. Of course I immediately thought of the whole Geng issue. It made me sad.

Fast forward to SS2 fan reports and pics today. HEECHUL CRIED DURING SHINING STAR. HEECHUL FUCKING CRIED. HEECHUL DOESN'T FUCKING CRY. Only for Geng. I think.

And a;lkdjfadjflasjdfdj, The Killers concert was cancelled (postponed?) well the entire Asia leg of their tour was. I am so looking forward to Super Show 2 in Manila but like shit like that can still happen :c And of course no assurance that Gundal will be there. My Kangin (Kangteuk) fan chingu is getting all bratty and "I only want to see Kang and Teuk!" and I want to tell her, hell yeah I want to see Kangin too, and it would be fabulous if he makes his comeback in SS2 Manila, but right now i don't really expect to see him. I'm hoping. A lot. But I'm being realistic. I have to be.

Also, SuJu conquers Beijing without the ChinaMan. 'tis a bittersweet thought, To have done the concert in like Geng's hometown (or something) but him not being there. Bittersweet is really how I'd describe it. There is a feeling of accomplishment but (more than just a ) twinge of sadness that they did well but they are not complete :c

Also, I hope to see better fan pics soon bec WHUT IS UP WITH MI, his hair looks :c

THIS BLOG HAS A NEW LEASE ON LIFE. KIND OF.

ranwae — Mon, 18 Jan 2010 04:07:01 GMT

I don't know what came over me, but I suddenly had the urge to organize my social network and blog accounts and then I suddenly felt like a Whole New Look and then I suddenly wanted New Icons.

And here it is, ranwae is now Ramblingan Bridge, and more appropriately the tagline is "The Secret Life of Nuna Fans~"

I don't know really, I just suddenly get these urges that if I don't act on right away, the urge passes and nothing gets accomplished. So this means I should really act on my urge to clean more often.

So anyway. Been a long time coming. But its here now. And yeah this blog is now out and out about fandom things. And I finally got my Super Junior and Epik High icons because, ajdhfashfashdasfdjhjsd, finally fandom appropriate icons (i.e. my actual fandoms now).

I also like the simple look of this. I said this year I would make my motto "Back to Basics" and "Simple Living". Well, I still haven't written and new years resolutions or plans, but slowly, not surely, but slowly, the mad ideas in my head are trickling down to real life. I often invoke things that I "should" be doing, but sometimes I wonder if I mean anything I say at all, other than to sound how I supposedly should at my age and status and whatnot.

Still, with all the plans in my head, there are some that I would really like to try, but already in my head there is a wistful knowledge that I am just being silly to even think about these things. I'm cockblocking myself (if I had a...well you know what I mean).

And! I haven't even begun discussing things ~~that I have been avoiding~~ that I am really concerned about such as:

1. [Fandom] Hangeng Files Lawsuit Against SM - I've discussed my real feelings on this with certain friends who I know understand me better than most. But I've yet to write anything down. I don't know if I will, until anything more detailed is disclosed or anything major happens.

2. [Fandom] Kangin's Assault and DUI incidents - I've expressed my disappointment at the appropriate people.

3. [Fandom] Super Junior Super Show 2 Live in Manila - Fairly new, might rant about this soon.

4. Naah personal shit that I still don't feel like talking about :c

Anyway, I don't inflict my opinions on people who a) don't care; b) care but have differing opinions and are obstinate and annoying; c) are obstinate and annoying and inflict their opinions on other things to me (that I don't care about).

Two days ago is exactly three months since I resigned from work. I know I should just get my ass up and find work or be generally productive. What bothers me about myself right now, that causes me to seriously consider therapy or counselling of some sort, is that I am totally apathetic about things other than fandom. There are times I just shift on "Autopilot Mode" and I say and act appropriately, but my heart is not there. I don't know where it went, its seems, for instance, with work before, I'd been numb a long time and I can actually see my attention being divided to work/ school/ fandom. Now it is only divided by two, but my head is not any better apportioning it correctly.

Maybe I really was just burned out from school and work. But why don't I feel like doing anything, really? I suspect I've just been forcing myself to do things I'm not happy doing. Maybe I'm just not happy. Thats it. And then there will be people who will scold me for being such a brat, not being grateful for what I have etc. Thats not it. I guess the reason why I don't complain so much is that I know I have it good. I have less to worry about than people who still need to worry about the basics. I'm aware of that. I try to be considerate of other people about that. But thats still not my problem.

I don't know what is, but I hope I can find some sort of distraction soon that isn't fandom related, and help be ease out of the rut I'm in.

Boring new post is boring :c ~~and depressing. happy new year din sa inyo~~

OFFICIALLY ON FANDOM HIATUS 2009 also known as TL;DR as in “Too Long; Don’t Read”

ranwae — Mon, 28 Sep 2009 17:00:07 GMT

Due to many deliverables to the office before resignation effectivity on Oct.16, as well as Refresher Term requirements for MBA, I will be on Fandom Hiatus from Sept. 29 up to term end December 16 (-ish, depending on Refresher paper deadlines), 2009. Maybe throw in a bit of seoul/soul searching and job-hunting (& weight-losing? Meditating? kkk) in between.

I don’t have any plans for 3 decades birthday celeb because I ~~really don’t feel like celebrating~~ will most likely not have any money by then but greetings & good will (and gifts natch,lol) will be appreciated.

Define: Hiatus 2009 (a.k.a. The New Hiatus Guidelines)

1. TWITTER. Since I update a lot on twitter and follow many kpop news in my private account [minjeeegoshipo] I created a public twitter [listenshadow] with no kpop/ fandom updates.STFU WALA TALAGA OK.

I wasn’t gonna login [minjeeegoshipo] account anymore pero I will just post one tweet for Kangin Support Project (kase naman si Kangin yon bias one last time okey?)

2. FANFICTION. No going to Miracle LJ Comm (all kpop fic comms) or directly to fave fanfic author’s LJ’s/blogs. Last update will be coley-merrin’s fic, kasi for closure lang diba.

Delete fanfics in phone. D: (is this really necessary though??) -> under serious chin-stroking consideration.

Fanfiction- Miracle.lj

3. FANDOM NEWS. No updating on fandom news, i.e. shall not go to the following websites I regularly update from:

Sarangsj.wp
Superduperlove.wp
Omonatheydidnt.lj
Twitter-minjeeegoshipo

4. DOWNLOAD MEDIA (VIDEOS & AUDIOS). No downloading/ripping (from YT) of new videos or audios.

Youtube – listenshad0w subscription
Fandom forums- sj-subs, dbsjprod, goe-ss, elsubs, miracle13oys (basta kpop ka, dedz ka muna :c )

Remove Vids from laptops/ USB’s.

Will try to backup all fandom related data [pics+vids+fics+webz+legasp….music T_T] from laptops to CDs to avoid temptation of zonking out over this when I am feeling down/lazy]. Remove vids/audios from phone (hmm. Is this necessary? Or bka matuluyan ako lalo nun idek) -> also under consideration.

5. MODERATED SITES. @TARA: I’m so sorry kaya ako nag-update ng bongga at galore kasi magha-hiatus ako. Sorry.

CrazyforMike.wp

6. PRECTION EXCEPTION/S. PERO TANGINA BALITAAN NYO KO:

6.1 Local release of SJM Mini Album

6.2 Baka pumunta SJ dito, kahit sino sa kanila omg.

6.3 idek, KPOPCONPH?

Expect increase in potty-mouthness, random-ness, and general crankiness (yes I can has moar) due to withdrawal symptoms due to detox-ing from fandom and general stress from (end of !)work & school D:

iTunes fic meme : KANGTEUK + some photo manips

ranwae — Tue, 01 Sep 2009 21:54:28 GMT

The rules:
1. Pick a character, pairing, or fandom you like.
2. Turn on your music player and put it on random/shuffle.
3. Write a drabble related to each song that plays. You only have the time frame of the song to finish the drabble; you start when the song starts, and stop when it’s over. No lingering afterwards!
4. Do ten of these, then post them.

I only did five XD

1. 8 x 8 - Epik High

Kangin looked at Eeteuk sullenly.

"You know violence should only be the last resort Kangin."

"Not when you're the one getting hurt hyung. Not when they are beating you up!"

Eetuek resisted touching his own split and bloodied lip.

"I appreciate your concern, but what the hell are we supposed to tell the police when they come here?"

For the first time in weeks, Kangin bared a smile. A lethal one.

"We don't."

And he grabbed his hyungs hand and they ran.

Teukie vaguely thinks this must be how it is to ride off into the sunset.

2. Policewoman - Eraserheads

eeteuk frowned at the grinning boy in front of him.

"fuck my life," he declared, and only ryeowook gave him a sympathetic glance.

"hyung we lost the bet fair and square. performing 'genie' wearing the soshi costumes is not so bad." sungmin said as he looked at his reflection on the mirror.

"i bet actually wearing soshi's clothes was not part of the deal." eeteuk muttered as he gingerly wore sooyoung's brown military theme outfit.

"must these shorts be so...short?" eeteuk grumbled.

"yah hyung where did you keep my?..." kangins question died in his mouth as he saw the sexy outfit eeteuk wore.

"your what?" eeteuk said.

kangin just gave a wolf-whistle.

3. beat in love (yasukata nakata remix) - the clazziquai project

"i really like this song!' eeteuk smiled at kangin as he tapped his feet to the same beat of the song.

"yah youngwoon take jungsu to dance!" heechul ordered him.

"no!" kangin and eeteuk said at the same time. if they had looked at each other longer, they would have noted that they wore a similar flush on thier cheeks.

"you are both hopeless." kyuhyun informed them. zhoumi just smiled at them brightly beside kyuhyun.

"i'm just going for a smoke," kangin muttered.

eeteuk looked at kangin and tugged at his sleeve. he frowned.

"ok hyung, i'll just go get some fresh air." he murmured.

"i think i'll come with you." eeteuk said and kangin smiled.

heechul looked exasperated.

4. june - up dharma down

"yes," he nodded to whoever he was talking to on the phone. he sighed as soon as he put the phone down.

"what's the matter hyung?" kangin ambled over to the couch in living room of the 12th floor dorm.

"what are you doing here? don't you have a schedule? in..." eeteuk mentally recalled where kangin was supposed to be, organized like a filofax in his brain.

"we finished early. i'm done." he walked over to where eeteuk sat

5. believe - super junior

*ugh i'm fond of this one <3

"hyung." youngwoon's tear stained lashes hurt jungsu in places he didn't know were in his heart.

"i'll help you youngwoonie," he smiled what he hoped looked like a brave smile. "you're going to lose weight and you will debut in my group."

"our group." youngwoon sniffled, unconvinced.

although he was bigger than his hyung, but he needed the faith that this skinny young man so unselfishly showered on him.

*

"hyung." kangin's tears were streaming freely down his face.

eeteuk could not talk for the tears falling from his eyes and the happiness swelling from his chest.

"finally! finally, our first mutizen!" donghae sobbed into a sobbing eunhyuk.

*

"hyung." the only trace that kangin cried was a single tear drop smearing his make-up foundation.

"our first concert went so well!" siwon grinned happily and hankyung could do nothing but just smile back and hug his dongsaeng.

"believe." was all eeteuk managed to say before he enveloped kangin into a tight hug.

[A/N: also known as my otp biases, can you spot them, lmao]

and so you can forgive me for inflicting these drabbles on you, i bring you Kangteuk photo manips(!) based from templates at Photofunia.Com. It is the jjang, btw.

Here's an idea. If anyone wants to use these as inspiration for more drabbles or even a fic! (which was my idea when i started doing these manips lol, and i never got around doing them XD) link up here!

Enjoy!!! :D

x-posted to Miracle & Kangteuk comms.