Sunday morning, when you come and find me
crying in a churchyard, by a fence,
you’ll spurn the promise spoken by mistake
and vanish — in a mist of self-defense —
as winter’s tears have covered up our love,
and muddled every memory with pretense.
.
then…
Some day, in a burnt-out vale of Eden,
brushing flower petals from your cloak:
you’ll feel the autumn’s current start to smolder,
wonder how your lover’s breath was perfect,
watch his signal fade into the smoke
and vow to try again, when you are older.
.
yet…
Someday mourning, surely I will find you
crying in a graveyard, by a tree.
I’ll bring a wilted flower to remember:
wondering why you went there without me,
how Thanatos swept by, and each year’s ember
shone like ancient possibility.
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I feel there is a symmetrical or at least a mirroring power to this piece which disempowers time for the benefit of feeling. (Am I tripping? Say so...).
I love the changing of seasons in this, as if they are keeping the score.
Quite ache, a sense of regret and love, and the wilted flower in the final stanza lingers longer than anything dramatic could.
A beautiful piece Rafa.