• Nostalgia hits the hardest •

raepface @ 2015-03-20T22:55:00

2014-08-21T02:55:59Z

It's so stupid I get angry over stupid things. Even if it is about things that are vital to a stupid friendship like INCLUDING SOMEONE?!

Yeah. When two people you consider close do it to you, it's the worst.

feel free to ignore

2011-03-23T04:33:33Z

These past few days have been so stressful and kind of upsetting. Maybe not just the past few days but maybe this month has been feeling pretty off. I guess maybe there were just streams of disappointing events or just finding out about some news that is hard to bare for me. But I really haven't been feeling myself. I can only put on a smile for so long before I start to snap at almost everything and end up going on 'lock-down' mode. ( I'm really scared that the 'snapping' period is about to begin). I hate when I do this since when I snap at people I really care about, I feel horrible. Sadly, I only realize it after I do it and they are upset with me. haha.

It is already really weird that when someone talks about how much they hate it at NEU, it just reminds me of how much I really don't like it here and I tear up. I've never felt something like that. I've always generally liked where I lived, or made it somewhere where I like to live, but no matter how much I try. I just seem to hate it here. There are amazing people I've met here and I can say I really love them, but this place just doesn't feel like home.

I really wish this feeling will go away, but I know it is up to me to figure it out and get over.

2/17/10

2010-02-24T23:17:07Z

This past weekend, me & nerdraeg decided to have a 10051 date for valentines day. 10051 goes way back for us, it was our first cosplay since we first met each other. So~ 10051 will always have a special place in my heart.

On that note, after two years, we FINALLY have pictures we like! So I hope you guys like it!

FOLLOW THIS LINK TO GET TO THE PICTURE!

But here are a few things I have to say about this weekend:
-FFFFFT I DON'T BELIEVE I LOST AT POOL;;; I HAVE TO LEVEL UP AND BEAT nerdraeg
-Hilarious Quotes
-Percy Jackson: Lightning Theif
-CIV :l WIN MY FREAKING WAR!
-♡
-Using the bathroom 7 times;; From so much delicious tea. I don't believe we didn't finish.
-A cuutie falling asleep on me :3 (the not being able to comprehend how to sleep together on a couch :l)
-CHOCOLATE /EATSALLOFIT. SO DELICIOUS @__@
-Karaoke?!
-Inside rollercoaster. PRETTY AWESOME :l

For You Addy 8D

2009-12-31T06:50:40Z

Hey guys!

2009-10-15T23:28:04Z

SO JESSICA NEEDS HELP WITH SOMETHING FOR COLLEGE ~

I'm working on a business plan for college and I need to poll people, so I was wondering if you guys could answer a poll for me :D

View Poll: QUESTION:

Stolen from machoprinter

2009-08-29T18:20:59Z

→ Comment and I will comment back with a picture of the fictional character that most reminds me of you. Then post the same in your journal.

DO IT

STOLEN FROM thwap

2009-06-28T16:04:32Z

Post your name and I will do each of the following:

1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you which song or movie you remind me of.
3. I'll pick a color that associates with you.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I'll tell you my first memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something I've always wondered about you.
8. I'll tell you my favorite thing about you.
9. I'll make up a nick name for you.
10. If you play, you ~~MUST post this on yours~~ can do whatever you want~.

Weekend with 3 LOVELY fgts♥

2009-03-29T17:17:16Z

Since carnivorous, victims, obtains are sleeping, I'm just going to post about our weekend since I have nothing to do...and I feel asleep first yesterday... T____T; GOSH WHY DO I ALWAYS FALL ASLEEP FIRST. WHAT IS WITH ALL OF YOU COLLEGE STUDENTS?!
Friday:
+The gang arrives, and I'm cooking dinner. Mom makes small porkbun stuff since Jessica would've burned her self. 8]!
+Went downstairs to the basement to sleep!
+Watched Silent Hill! I'm freaking out and hugging Alex's arm. I think all I saw from the movie was...Alex's arm. Gosh, I HATE THAT ACID SPITTER. Dude the way it walked freaked the crap out of me! AND IT WAS ON SURROUND SOUND...though I couldn't keep it that loud since it was late and I was scared 8D
+Hahaha Cathy drunk is the most funniest thing in the world! Like she gets serious and then after a second she bursts out laughing so much. This was the first time that Jieyi was getting drunk so she couldn't take much. Alex is such a beast though. Hahaha. All I could remember from that night was...a lot and a lot of touching.
Saturday:
+waking up
+Seeing them get ready forever. BUT GUESS WHAT?! I DIDN'T COSPLAY! Yay! It was so nice just staying in regular clothing and just watching them get ready. It made me realize...WOW cosplay is a time consuming hobby. So I kept sitting there, taking to __kaze__ on msn since I was bored. At times I'd help Cathy or the others get ready!...GOD ALEX IS THE BEST XANXUS EVER. ALEX YOU NEED TO BEEF IT UP! hahah...i just made a pun. beef...it up as in you know like getting more muscle and xanxus likes beef. HAHA I'M SO CLEVER!!!
+Driving to princeton. On my car. Blasting I'm On A Boat. Blasting Like A Boss. Blasting Dick in a Box. Blasting...Sad Asian Music? +SOOO MANY STARES IN PRINCETON. EEK! I was guilty by association. We took so many cool pictures. SORRY GUYS I'M SUCH A BAD PHOTOGRAPHER!!!
+Ichiban for Sushi....god so much food, we couldn't finish it
+Mukuro and another Dino Shoot at the bridge in the dark. All I have to say it...Creepy and Judgement day
+Back home for a D18 shoot.
+TOOOORTILLA!!!! + Ice Cream + talking to nerdraeg and alex talking to piogge . OH MY GOD I AM SORRY IF I MADE YOU SAD. I AM SORRY! YOU CAN PUNCH ME IN THE FACE WHEN I SEE YOU AT SAKURA MATSURI... you better com
+Me falling asleep first. Baww why do I always fall asleep first.
+waking up again to play the horror game. god i bad at not being scared.
+sleep
Sunday:
+It is right now 11:34 AM. They are still sleeping. I've been up for 2 hours. 8D.

I'M GOING TO BE A CREEPER AND STARE AT THEM. 8D!...*STARE* THEIR PICTURES ARE COMING SOON! I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE THEM. HAHAHA! ...AWW GUYS I'M GOING TO MISS YOU SINCE ONCE YOU LEAVE I'M GOING TO BE DOING HOMEWORK. BAWWWWWWWWW.

Thanks guys for making this such a-...god alex just turned her head and freaked the hell out of me... but thanks for making this such an awesome weekend! NOW WAKE UP SINCE I'M HUNGRY AND BREAKFAST IS ALREADY READY.

OH AND THE FRIENDSHIP/FANART MEME! I'VE GOT IT DOWN

carnivorous & raepface

MY MUKURO! God you're always kinda like a mommy for me. And damn do I love cuddling with you. Why do you live so far?! I never get hugs when I want them! Boo. Live closer man. Q__Q

victims &raepface We're so going cosplay this. I would add a description but the picture is self-explanatory.

nerdraeg & faith_xhymns Our relationship isn't rape~. It is of course consensual! [yes you are such a bossfag~] And I'll find places to hide, it if of course my job to ~~watch you and see what you're doing~~ protect you!

youngavenger &raepface LOL THIS WILL HAPPEN

obtains &raepface This is the closest to boob punching that I can.
breakup &raepface I CANNOT UNSEE IT!

victims & kiku

__kaze__ & raepface

SOUTH PARK!

2009-03-09T22:26:17Z

DON'T FORGET THAT SOUTH PARK SEASON 13 PREMIERS ON WEDNESDAY THE 11TH @ 10! WATCH IT! KENNY GETS A GIRLFRIEND!

raepface @ 2009-02-01T22:10:00

2009-02-02T03:11:27Z

FUCK YES! STEELERS WIN!!!

WHOOO!!!!

EDIT: I LOVE YOU SANTONIO HOLMES ♥

raepface @ 2009-01-26T13:03:00

2009-01-26T18:05:40Z

Happy Chinese New Year to All!

GUESS WHAT?! I'M GOING TO BE STUDYING ALL DAY. HAHAHAHA *shoots self*

[MIDTERMS TOMORROW+MARCHING BAND?! WTF IT IS SUPPOSE TO BE OVER]

PS: CATHY YOUR PICTURES ARE COMING SOON!

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[alot of hearts this time since addy complained that i didn't have enough hearts in the last one]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO WHO?!

2009-01-24T05:05:30Z

♥
HAPPY BIRTHDAY victims

BEST SONG IN THE WORLD

2009-01-19T20:09:48Z

Pump it, rock it, groove it, move it.
Make it, take it, never lose it.
Fix it, fake it, never break it.
Pump it, pipe it, never state it.
Drum it, snare it, blast it, kick it.
Want some pussy, never lick it.
Push it, screw it, Suck it, squeeze it.
Do it direct, wanna lick it!

Voice Post

2009-01-09T05:53:33Z

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2009-01-09T05:26:49Z

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2009-01-09T05:09:43Z

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2009-01-09T04:51:23Z

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2009-01-09T04:12:45Z

i CAN has margie!

2009-01-05T06:44:33Z

meimei says:
do my homework and you can have me :')
Jessichuu ♀ says:
give it to me...
Jessichuu ♀ says:
i'll do it

margie you better give me your fucking homework...i'll fucking do it!

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

2008-12-25T14:17:17Z

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL!

I wish you all have a safe and wonderful christmas since you all deserve it! ♥ I hope you see all of you soon!

Time to go spend a little time with Jenjen on Christmas now. YAY!

PS: A LOT OF YOUR CARDS ARE COMING SOON. If I see you then, i'll probably give it to you in person but if i'm not, you'll get it in the mail soon (aka sometime before feburary}

raepface @ 2008-11-04T23:08:00

2008-11-05T04:10:38Z

YAY OBAMA WON!!!

kinda sucks that he is taxing businesses + richer people....baahhh!! (parents own a restaurant+upper middle class)....boo taxes :[

Happy Birthday Kim~

2008-10-01T17:03:53Z

Happy Birthday 09019!

HAVE A FUN TIME~

SHOUT OUTS!

2008-09-30T04:13:23Z

09019: my gosh, you were such a cuutie. I'm glad I got to meet you since now I want to get to know you better! baah!! i'm sorry we really didn't get to talk much. So much running around!
59tuna:...wtf?! i saw you for a total of like five minutes?! *rage*
__kaze__: please be lal mirch. you'd be the hottest lal mirch ever! Man I really miss seeing you...actually I really miss your 360. I want to finish portal!
acidacidacid: baww sorry for dragging you out. If i knew you really didn't need the ticket, I would've just dragged you out and that was it. I'll go make curry and I'll bring it to you! ;3; I'm sorry we couldn't go. and sorry I really didn't see you that much. baww ;[!
advil: WOMAN FEEL BETTER NOW! BAWWW. I MISS YOU!! BAWWWWWWW *cries forever*
bianchi_chan: Right now, sitting in my room. I really want those gummy worms. damn. I should've just stole it from you. bah...BAH!!! T__T. It was really nice seeing you again. We should do a private shoot mmkay ;D? Since we don't really have pictures together from this one. ;3;
blackjackie999: hey thanks for the posters. Though we never really talked much before, I think this was the most we have! yay improvement. Next time if you're going to do a shoot with someone. Tell me since I'll definitely go on Cure and look for poses for you guys to do! You're such a cuute Yoko, Hibari and Spanner. Hope you're okay from the fall. Those metal tonfas looked pretty painful!
catharanthus: CUUUUUTEST I-PIN EVER! Geez, you're such a cuutie. hahaha god why so cute?! I'm so sad we didn't get to talk much ;3; THIS HAS TO CHANGE NOW!
obtains: Yay! I'm so happy for meeting you. Just wish I got to know you better. If you're still into KH, lets do a cosplay together :D! I could try to be Namine!...YOU FUCKING ROCK!
youngavenger: I dunno how many time through out the con I was just saying to myself. "i really want to steal her helmet." You better watch out. I will steal it next time. I swear it....watch out...
fish_chan: Soo much. Haha you know what i'd say! I had a lot of fun with you. YOU BETTER COME TO MY MARCHING BAND GAME OR ELSE I'LL BE VERY VERY MAD.
nerdraeg: Oh .... you're way to special. So many lols. You're such a hot bianchi...and you know why I say hot. please cosplay her again so we can have another hot photoshoot. I'M SO PISSED I MISSED YOU ON THE LAST DAY...baww
googuru_girl: Remember when molly called you and someone took her phone? YEAH...THAT WAS ME
kiku: i love you. i love harassing you. I love raeping you. I love your wardrobe malfunctions. I miss you. I want you. Come live with me. I'm bawwing with out you here. baww. My light is gone...again
infectiousmike: hey..hey~ I think i'm open tonight~ haha I love your hair cut ♥ I lol at how many times i bumped into you~
ironicsomnia: Haha i still have your vest woman! You're such a funny girl. Sucks that I really didn't get to talk to you much this time.
jubeichan: baww i'm so pissed you didn't get a good ranking on the masquerade. It is really stupid how they judged it. >;[ i'm mad now!
lazydummy315: I can't seem to put a face on you. BAWW GIVE ME A PICTURE. I can't remember anything...bawwwwwww. i'm pretty sure I thought you were awesome since everyone there was awesome~ GIVE ME A PICTURE OF YOU NOW OR ELSE!!!
carnivorous: OH MY GOD ILU SOO~ I FINALLY MET YOU AFTER LIKE... missing you like... HOW MANY TIMES?! God...I've never been topped....and......*baww* ahah. You're soo huggable~ baww I miss your hug already ;3;~ cooome back!!!!
me_want_chu: haha I wish I had talked to you more ;[! you're such a cuutie. Sorry I didn't talk to you much on Sunday. At that point i'm just like derp.
misotok: Damn, you made that uni costume by yourself?! haha wow! I would NEVER have the patience to do something that like. baww, i just seem to talk to you and jesse less. ;[ that needs to stop!
morninglow: WHAT THE FUCK!? I ONLY SAW YOU FOR THREE FUCKING MINUTES. I'm mad....BAWWJAKLFDSF
myoukin: STOP BEING SO ANTISOCIAL! I SAW YOU ON SUNDAY & LIKE HUNG OUT WITH YOU...barely. AHH if you're this antisocial...i'll cut your throat.
scones: Molly...oh molly. ilu so...I'm so glad I got to know this con. You're such an awesome person. I can't wait to get to know you better. You're such a funny girl and I love you so much for it! I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE YOU AGAIN ♥
penguins_queen: you officially completed my life. I can die happy now. You're so cute in a maid's dress. When I open a maid cafe. you're definitely dressing like that. (~~so i can secretly spy and take pictures of you~~)
shinigami_mimi: sorry about forcing you on the wall. ~~not really♥~~ haha, but I couldn't help myself. You're soo cute. I NEED MORE OF YOU... MORE! cosplay reborn with me okay? pwease ;3;~ BAWW I HATE HOW I ONLY SAW YOU FOR SUCH A SHORT TIME T___T
splash_attack: you're such a funny kid. It was so funny how you were singing "i'm yours" with me late at night. Lets do that again~ 'well you done done me bet i felt it...~"
treat: haha you're such a cute tsuna. I can't get over it. I wish we talked more during the con. Seems like we talk less and less :,[. I'll make an effort to talk next time ;D.
uhoh_hotdog: okay I always get my LJ names confused, but i'm pretty sure you're patricia. Haha you're such a cuute tyl!lambo. You're so moe~ If i cosplay reborn again... you're going to be raped by me~
versiondefected: you're such a cute lal mirch. We should...totally..runawayandditchcollonelo. Whowantsaguywhosays'kora'allthetime?whenyoucanhavesuchahotguy?! Lol I'm glad we got time to just sit down after the con and when everyone left to talk and Lol!. GREAT JOB ON ALMOST KILLING THE HAMSTER
z_officinale: haha with your voice gone, it is so fitting for your cosplay. You're such a funny girl + such a cuuute mukuro. You're making me like mukuro...and I don't even like mukuro ;[
[Bad username: zettashucks"]: you're officially my repairwoman. I love you. Haha you're such a funny kid. Lets meet up in NY sometime again and have some fun! YOU SHOULD COSPLAY...BAWWW

If i didn't put you on here. I'm sorry. I either don't have your LJ or... I got confused with the LJ names. Comment here if I didn't put you on and I definitely will!