9 In d Afternoon

2014

rae_el — Wed, 01 Jan 2014 04:19:04 GMT

Its here, 2014 is here.
I dont know if I should rise my hopes high or just letting the wind lead the way. 2013 had been fucked up in an on and off way, Im glad its over for the most part. I've achived one of my goals unexpectedly in the last minutes last year. But its not like mind blowing or wow or holy shit ! moment it just it is.

I finally got to see Fall Out Boy after becoming a fan for almost 9 years not including the fucking hiatus that drove me insane. So I went to Jakarta on October 17th ditching my job for 3 days and got to see them live in front of me for real for the first fucking time.
Maybe I expected too much ? Because you see, it was just an okay gig not great or wow just okay. Not to mention the numbers of kids coming there. I mean kids for real 14, 15 I guess. Wow I feel so old. And they dressed up in flowers dress and high heels for a rock concert ? Fucking dumbass. I wonder where were all the fans from Take This to Your Grave era went. Anyway Ive seen them live, big deal. One point for me.

But months away before that happened there was this stupid announcement from this stupid band that change my life for the last 9 years straight. Oh what an irony ! You got to see your number two favorite band and lost the chance to see your number one forbloodyhellever. They broke up man, My Chemical Romance broke up. Kids in the future will only remember One Direction or Bieber. You're missing the point of your life here. March 22nd 2013 will forever be marked as a satan day on my calender. FUCK YOU MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE !

But I guess 2013 was a good year again for our lovely Toma. Yay ! Tons of movies, dramas and a song ! Way to go sunshine !

To be honest I kind of afraid of what the future will hold me but also excited really. I dont know, I feel like this year is going to be huge for me but hey I said that too last year you know so..

Anyway this year lets have a less over analyze shits too much yeah ? Its getting hard to live in your mind when it starts to eat you alive with shits you dont even know exist. My mind is like playing tricks on me, its like it lives on its own and made up its own story. Its fucking scary believe me. I begin to question my sanity few times a day for the last couple months. I think about therapy though. Lets not went back to that.
I still have to working on my self esteem, self hatred, depression, anxiety and other serious shits because its getting old and I yet not get over it. I dont know if I want to get over it actually because sometimes I feel like they've become permanent part of me ? I dont know what Ive become without them and I never imagined my self that way. Im weird.

So looks like 2014 will be another long way to go with surprising up and down hills, confusing left or rights turn and thick times to stop at the gas station to fill the gas.
Its the same game that seek for sense of belonging that have been longing for the past few years. Who am I ? What Im gonna do ? What do I want ? How to make myself useful ? Its about survive loneliness, be more wise at decisions, work harder, more money, set the priority. Family comes first.

This year tho I wish to get band members tweet me back. Just please acknowledge my existence.
A Ryden wont hurt because wow it's been 4 years since I ship them and I stil do. I thought it was a phase it's hurt much. And RYAN ROSS GO RELEASE SOME FUCKING REAL ALBUM OKAY. Oh I wish to go see some shows again this year. I dont know who maybe new bands with new stuffs or old band with new rad songs.
A little more Tomapi please.
But the top list of course about going home this year to see the family and hope for a change.

My Chemical Romance Best Hits on January 21st. The last album the band will ever be released. Prepare some tissue.

2014 will be rad.

Bokura Ga Ita Gifs Icon

rae_el — Sat, 10 Mar 2012 10:36:58 GMT

Not many. Only eight tho.

Credit is optional. I hope this useful somehow.

rae_el — Thu, 24 Nov 2011 06:43:04 GMT

Days going suck lately. Guhh I hate my suck internet, I cant download a damn thing for last few days
And I NEED a new job ! Seriously this one is the worst -___-''

Alright. Imma rant. Look at this guy who's having too much spare time in his life (someone please go play soccer with him).
He'll be guesting that show it seems. What show ? when ?

He's getting uglier ! What the.. Is it his hair ? ~~I hate that hair~~. He looks so old.

And it just so sad among countless pages new scans, he all appeared with straight face.
Even if im such millionaire imma not buying those magz. What's the point ? They all look the same T__T
Brb blaming the tasteless photographer.

Geez..
I miss this kind of beauty *___*

Or this goofy stupid pose with sunshine aura whatsoever.

This makes me miss his old times more. I gotta mention i hate his lame wardrobe too.
Hate me for this now lol. I just care too much that's why.. ghkfgjkfsgdgk whatever.

Well i need a distraction. Imma go and drown my self into One Ok Rock or Eito stuff, Toru and Kura faces will make me better.
But again my internet is beyond suck, so i'll just sit here in the corner wasting my life.

rae_el — Sun, 21 Aug 2011 12:34:00 GMT

These two days 24htv distracted me..
I know how famous this show is, I just never knew what the whole event was about Dx ~~except this show is kind of charity event held for 24 hours, Im such a fail~~.
Wish I understand Japanese even just a bit, people's stories that get exposed seemed all touching and moved T___T and of course inspiring.

This time 24htv I think just too awesome, beside the fact that Eito become the main host, there're some vtr thingy from Ohno, Sho including Arashi, even KATTUN.. Woahh so many :DD

And Yasu..!! Ahahahaaa this guy just too adorable *___*
Eighter said he was made of sugar, spice, everything nice that makes him so effin sweet ;)
I must agree with that anyway.. Hes just SOOOOO cute, look at the sunshine smile :DD

Man, I LOVE the front teeth xDD

He's teary when the kids thank him.. Lemme hug ;______;

lakdaskdlaskdlasdkaslkdaslkdsadkaslkal *w*

And THIS CLIP T________T

Im too shy to post this on tumblr.. I mean Im not an Eighter, I still so very barely new D:
Id like to be one for sure, but definitely learn bout this 7 guys are not as easy as I learn bout Toma ONLY lol
I WANT TO WATCH THE WHOLE SHOW, there're too many precious moments.. Dx
But holy crap for the HUGE files.. I think it NEED ages for me to complete em ? How frustating ;_______;
The show almost done by the time this posted. Ah ~ The boys did a great jopb :DDb

Btw, talk bout how much I HATE HoriMaki, not just for her lame acting, this fax even make me hate her more.. This girl NEED to learn what does it mean to be in a charity show xP

What bout Toma ? Mm.. Still busy with Yamapi I guess, it just funny how Im not that excited anymore when this show up lol
I can feel the NEED to tell the world they're still alive, right Pi ? ;) *pat. At least I know Toma so enjoyed himself recently.

Wa-wa-wait... Does this mean they both have much free time now ? xDD

rae_el — Fri, 24 Jun 2011 14:01:42 GMT

I think I suppose to change this journal to Tomapi journal (?) lol.. Seems like I post nothing worth but Tomapi here xDD
I just so fond of this pairing that I can't stop spreading the love love of their friendship that is so REAL, when Tomapi shippers I used to see now seems out of sight *sigh

And I so LOVE it when I dying from Tomapi-ness I sense kinda much lately like this one from suketeru

Do you remember the harshest job you had to do when you were a Jr.?

The traditional "sennen medley" Johnny's song was decided to be done by Takizawa-kun. I guess it was the time I was his support. In one day there were 6 shows, and the day before that a person from the Jimusho showed us the video and asked us to do it. If that happened to me now, I'd probably say, "Sorry, that's impossible" (laugh). It was Toma and I, and Toma gave his all to teach me the choreography.

You mastered it in one night.

Yeah. In the end, I'm blessed with the people around me. If it had been someone else beside Toma back then and felt it a drag to teach me, I'm sure I wouldn't have been able to dance. Then I probably wouldn't be where I am today. But of course Toma and I had our share of fights too.

For what reasons?

For trivial matters (laugh). And it was fundamentally always my fault (laugh). Toma said nothing but fair things. For example, when we were both in junior high, there was a time I was late going on location.

Well, that would be your fault, Yamashita-kun (laugh).

Exactly. But I had a reason for that. I waited at the place from which I was told a Jimusho person would come pick me up, but missing the meet up time, no matter how long I waited that person didn't come. So then Toma called me saying, "Where are you!" In the end, the location bus that picked everyone up came to fetch me. I apologized, but Toma was like, "Don't be late!" I was immature so it became like, "What, it's my fault?" That was the first time I had a huge fight with Toma. Until that day, I always called him "Ikuta-kun," but from that day on I've been calling him "Toma" (laugh).

You debuted with NEWS when you were in 3rd year of high school, right?

Yes. We were formed for the World Cup Volleyball. At first I thought it was a temporary group. Even Toma said to me, "ittekoi [go and come back]. We'll be waiting for you to come back." Since then, somehow that's still open until today (laugh). [Meaning, he still hasn't gone back, so Toma is still waiting]

How can I didnt cry when I read this ? Toma such a PERFECT FRIEND !! ~~Y God no send me such a friend too ? ;___;~~
So so envy of Pi.. Please treat him well Pi.

Not yet mention this one I got from tomassuko

From Shounen Club 2011.05.13 Episode

Yamashita-kun, Do you have a best friend?

Yes, yes..just as I had said then, I haven’t had any chances to see him lately. It’s Ikuta Toma who I would dance and sing with often from the time when I was a Jr. We have the kind of relationship where we can go straight back into our old friendship, even though we don’t get to see each other so often.

Lately I’ve thought how that what a real friend is.

Screencap by tomassuko

GOD !! See ?!! I never knew such a friendship is EXIST in this whole WORLD ?!!
I don't even.. *sigh

Ow almost forget.. It's so happy to know someone else out there love Tomapi too xDD
Like on Just JE things did there

Gahhh so LOVE !! I'm over happy today !! :DD

Isn't it weird how Ur OTP rabu can change ur mood instantly ? Well for me it's not cos it's Tomapi
Tomapi is happiness *__________*

Music Random

rae_el — Fri, 03 Jun 2011 12:51:02 GMT

At some early seconds, I thought this will be a typical song will drive me bored or sleepy instantly. Cos I've heard lotta quite bored intro of some new bands I try to listen before, so I kinda picky. But there's something unique about his vocal, hipnotized me not to close the tab. And I don't know why but his voice is beautiful for me (I couldn't find anyother better word to describe it) It's smooth and.. Girly (?) but interesting (What I'm talking about ?) At some point I love the PV, nope the main vocalist I mean lol.
He's.. I couldn't say gorgeous or what but attractive yes. It just funny how I suddenly think about BL or yaoi movie (I think b'cos I watch Takumi series before) and this guy accross my mind as such perfect uke *shoted. I mean look at his face, expression, or body language. Gah ~ I love his eyes and hair lol.

Gif credit : http://13th-reboot.tumblr.com/

Will definitely put this band on my list xDD.

Nice intro !! That was my first thought. Again another unique way of sing (?) or voice. I'll keep tracking this one too :)

Ryu..Ryu.. Ryuseeeiiii xDDD

rae_el — Tue, 24 May 2011 11:41:14 GMT

I talk bout Ryuusei's voice w/ kate_firefly Senpai xDDD
I absolutely freakin love Toma kinda husky deep voice.. But when I heard Ryuusei speaking..
Lol y so mature Ryuusei.. ~~D fact's I dont even know what he said xDD~~
But ah ~ They have the same killing smile !! But Ryuusei's voice.. idk y i found it so hilarious xDD *bricked
They have d same so proudable cheek 2 xDD

PS : The girl b'side him.. Momosu ex member.. Sorry I forget her name.. They look so cute 2gether xDD *shot
And when I crop d gif.. They look like announcing their wedding or sumthin to public..lol WTF me xDD

I shud make Ikuta double icon xDD

The Youtube vid if any1 care xD

#SingitforJapan

rae_el — Thu, 14 Apr 2011 08:36:00 GMT

MCR is FUCKIN AWSUM fr doing ds !! *____* even if w/o they're STILL
Cant stop goosebumping d whole show.. Friggin AMAZING !! Proud of being MCRmy :DD

TomaPi xDD

rae_el — Fri, 08 Apr 2011 04:48:05 GMT

Yamapi's Diary 2520 (07-04-11)

They're dating xDD

(c) A-chan @fb

I'm d HAPPIEST PERSON ALIVE NOW xDDD
Maybe they'll do 'sumthin' else on Pi's bday xDDD

Toma joins Marching J !!

rae_el — Thu, 31 Mar 2011 12:25:09 GMT

Is he gonna sing ? Gonna sing ? Gonna dance ? Or maybe read poem, or..or maybe play guitar.. ~~or just stand there and speech his condolance ?~~ Whatever i just need to see him.. Please cut off the hair Toma sama ~~the bang now look like shit..~~
ECITED EXCITED yo !

Eeehhh... I hate ds kind of me..

rae_el — Wed, 23 Mar 2011 03:45:59 GMT

So.. I stalk, I spy n i found ds..
I hate ma self for being such a pity person over ma so INVISIBLE OTP.
Ive done ds times, n i cant stop ma self n i hate it..
But sumhow i dun wanna stop n it even drive me more crazy =,='

Nikki Pi 20/03/2011

Today I received this from a friend
Even though this is a serious disaster, let's start to do whatever we can that is within our ability. Such an optimistic mail.
It seems that this friend has already started doing something like that.
I will also try my best to bring calmness and hope to everyone.
After sometime the aftershocks will cease, unsettled feelings will turn to the better
Everyone will surely be surrounded by the positive spirit of reconstruction.

Ganbatte!

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I dont it any command to relate that to ds :

Toma message 15/03/2011

For now the only thing I can do is to put my best into my performances.
.......
I will put everything I have into my performance!
This is the most important thing I can do right now!
With this thought I will stand on the stage every day.
Everyone, if only to cheer you up a little bit, I want to continue to do my best until the final performance.

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Is it connected ? I dont even know..
Sumhow it is for me..lol
Is it 'him' ? I HOPE SO..
But if 'he is' why Pi didnt mention him ? if 'he's' not.. Than its ok xDDD
I think Tomapi n Akame shippers r now who suffer d most over their OTP lol
But Akame still better ne ~ to see million fics out there..
Ehhh.. What im talking bout ?

Niwei.. Happy 5th Anniversary KATTUN o^____^o

TOMAPI's BACK or only my DELUSION ?

rae_el — Wed, 09 Feb 2011 08:45:39 GMT

I miss TomaPi so dead like maybe anyone else do.. So i ~~stalk~~ check some Pi stuff i used to read to see if i can find something.. ~~Yeah im so desperate =___=~~
I know all the stuff about their unbreakable bond or whatever but i just want to see an ON SCREEN PROOF.
And walaaaaaaa ~~ It happen to be something guys xDDDD ~~I even got all to EXCITED so making double post on tumblr too xDD~~
But am i the only one think so ?

Interview : Tomohisa Yamashita 360 Degree All Around Q&A
(Jan 24 2011)

Q9. Book you read recently?
A. “ONEPIECE”

Toma No Heya VOL 420

I’ve got the day off!
Okay, I’m going to bed after reading ONE PIECE.

(c) toma_room@Lj, Mizza

I know JE boys love One Piece and i know this might get old.. But still xDDDD

Q30. What kind of woman do you like?
A. Someone who is nice and has an amazing smile. Oh, and doesn’t get angry too often !

He said someone ~~not a woman~~ w/ AMAZING SMILE xDDDDD

Yes yes yes ??????

Q38. What’s the wallpaper on your mobile phone?
A. I…can’t tell you (laughs).

xDDDDDDD ~~Don't hit me for having ma brain dirty~~

(c) japan_now@Lj

WINK UP December 2010

If you were to have a villa, what is your ideal villa?

As expected, the place's gotta to be waii-ha right? (laugh) Ahhh, I wanna go to Hawaii. It doesn't have to be grand or anything. It's okay even if I can't see the sea from my room. Just the thought of, "I have a villa in Hawaii" is good enough. (laugh) The moment I reach, I'll be able to go grab my swimming trucks and beach slippers, just being able to do that is fine. (laugh) Speaking of which, since we were young, whether something happens, Yamashita (Tomohisa) would said, "Let's buy a villa in Hawaii someday!" It's like a keyword for him when he needs some motivation, I guess?

-translation by tomatoloves

YAMASHITA TOMOHISA NIKKI #1277

#1277 February 8, 2007
PM8: 58

Konbachiwa

Today I dreamt a lot!

In one of them, I saw Toma and he seemed really energetic.

As usual, we chatted!

Another thing is, we were actually in Hawaii enjoying the warmth of the sun!

we were thinking once the weather became warmer, we could go to the beach...

At this point, I woke up, feeling really wonderful.

Yesterday and today were very warm, spring is approaching.

-translation by smshan123 via watchful 21

Even dream from past connected to future.. What can i say but true love ? *____*
Hearts all around xDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

Random MEME : My Chemical Romance

rae_el — Wed, 09 Feb 2011 04:25:46 GMT

(credit: http://angc106.livejournal.com/77049.html)

Pick a band/artist, and answer the questions using titles from their songs:

1. Choose a band/artist :
My Chemical Romance

2. Are you male or female :
Helena

3. Describe yourself :
I'm Not Okay

4. How do some people feel about you :
I Don't Love You

5. How do you feel about yourself :
Disenchanted

6. Describe your ~~ex boyfriend / girlfriend~~ previous crush:
The Kids From Yesterday

7. Describe current boyfriend / girlfriend:
Dead

8. Describe where you want to be:
Welcome To The Black Parade

9. Describe how you live:
I Never Told You What I Do For A Living

10. Describe how you love:
Save Yourself, I'll Hold Them Back

11. What would you ask for if you had just one wish:
Bulletproof Heart

12. Share a few words of Wisdom:
It's Not A Fashion Statement, It's A Death wish

13. Now say goodbye:
The End

Copy frm Kate Senpai xDDDDD

2nd Award Ds Yr !! :DDDDDDDDD

rae_el — Wed, 26 Jan 2011 03:10:30 GMT

MORE HAPPINESS COME ^___^

Like what happen here Toma already announced he got NOMINATED fr BLUE RIBBON AWARD !! When i had a look @ d nominee i have a feelin HE HAD A BIG CHANCE 2 WIN !! N it seemed im not mistaken ds time xDDDD
I'd only read d article but XQ already got d pic !! XQ saiko !!
N btw.. He look HAWT n FLAMBOYAN here xD

(c) Xq

But i kinda hate his hair btw.. ~~Why look like a guy come out frm bath room in a hurry when d news announced or doing jogging n suddenly back fr interview xP~~

Proudly he stated, “I have always felt like a leftover not fit for any group within the agency. I love to act and the ratio of successful applicants for a position as an actor isn’t that high within the agency, thus I decided that this is what I want to do. However, I have still continuously been trying to find out where I am actually standing right now and it really means a lot to me to be the first of my agency to win one of the awards.”

Fr all ds time ur d one who hurt d most, no mader how sad n angry fans r, u urself d only one hold d pain =____=
Amazingly u still stand straight n shine d most !!
ONE OF A KIND is ONE OF A KIND

CONGRATS NII-CHAN

PS : Xory i spammed =____=

Random Toma Update

rae_el — Thu, 20 Jan 2011 13:09:32 GMT

I want ds 2 b a drama.. But it seemed not..
A tv show i guess xP

(c) Johnnys-net

I WANT A DRAMA I WANT A DRAMA I WANT A DRAMA I WANT A DRAMA I WANT A DRAMA I WANT A DRAMA I WANT A DRAMA

MCR Perform Sing

rae_el — Thu, 20 Jan 2011 04:29:35 GMT

Ive been leaving MCR fandom fr so long. There's a feeling like 'im not so excited anymore' when d new album released, added their shocking new look lol. But i know how hard i try to avoid d band there's always impression of 'hole 'space' in me, which i know MCR as ma 1st LOVE [No joke they r realle my 1st !!]

How cud I possibly know rock band if its not began w/ em !! Remembering how i used to dead if not listening Black Parade juz a single day. I listen to it when went 2 sleep, do ma homework, cleaning ma room, getting bath or whatsoever. How im freak out when i saw em in ma local MTV or how im totally depressed when ma money yet enough to c their live WHICH ONCE IN LIFETIME IN INDONESIA !! Maybe d long waiting is 2 long so i get over em. But d more i listen 2 em, d more i find back ma way 2 em, THE MORE I LOVE EM :D
So.. All i need 2 do is 'get used 2 G's hair' lol

But it juz like what ppl alwes said : 1st LOVE hard 2 forget rite xD

Dammit !! Frankie so DAMN HAWT here xD - His bald hair is ASGVDHFJKL
Ma.. Idk i miss G's voice ds MUCh >___>

Duh ~ Juz realize i have no MCR icon n ma userpic is off to its limit lol *deleting n make new one*

Feel Like Shit as Alwes x(

rae_el — Wed, 19 Jan 2011 04:40:51 GMT

IM PROUD - IM SAD -IM PROUD

rae_el — Thu, 13 Jan 2011 11:52:09 GMT

I have no any plan to type ds actually.. but.. i juz cant hold ma self to do ds *sob*
Im so.. Damn !! I dunno how to start..

FIRST IM SO FUCKIN HAPPY fr TOMA 1st AWARD !!

IVE BEEN WAITING fr ds like Im d one who'll get ds xD
FINALLY !! I CAN FEEL IT HE'S SOOOO HAPPY that He update his jweb fast to tell us d news lol

But.. dats.. dats d jweb make me kinda sad.. I wanna.. I wanna cry @ ds part :

I made my way from Johnny's entertainment to here,
people might wonder "Where is Ikuta's place?"
This vague feeling,
maybe it's still this way.

My..~~ He feel it ! he felt dat he's not part of JE or might think ppl assume He has no place in JE.. [Or Im d only 1 thout so]
Why so TRAGIC ??!! I hate ds kinda entry even its LONG !! Its 2 sad 2 read.. And.. and.. Whats w/ these words ?

To be recognized by the people who rates films,
getting this thing that I can actually keep,
it feels like…. It's okay even it is a small one,
at least we can stand up straight right?
This kind of feeling.

Why seemed so.. God !! U so DO ANYTHIN 2 MAKE PPL SHUT d FUCK UP of THEIR MIND THINK UR NO ONE !!
U NOW BECOME SUM1 !! PPL OPEN UP WIDELY UR DAMN EYES fr HIM !!

Why i bcome like ds.. Im so mess up x(
But.. Why kinda sound pain =____=

TOMA U DESERVE IT

Oh ~~ What i am ??! GAWD DAMN STUPID FAN ?!

Random Toma MEME xD

rae_el — Wed, 12 Jan 2011 12:15:33 GMT

WTH ??! I juz check out P@td picspam n amaze w/ one of meme they made.. So ill make ma own w/ Toma ~~as d victim~~ !! xD

Credit @ d end of post

1. Choose a picture of the funniest face on your person.

~~UNOBORE SHIT !!~~ How cud ma Ni-Chan beibeh look HORRIBLY CRAP xD

2.Choose a picture of your person eating.

~~Ds one count as eat ?~~

~~TomaPi LOVE is d only reason i put ds pic~~

I know there BUNCH his pic eating but i think u've seen em LOT

3. Choose a picture of your person with an ~~dog~~ animal.

Ooops xory.. D owner's not here xD

Hmm.. Cant find d pic of ds version where he kissed d dog

I know i shud focus 2 d dog, but i CANT STAND seeing HOW d way HE HELL STAND SUCH a ROLEMODEL *Q*

~~N i cant find d pic where Toma n dog LOOK DEPLY each other near a window.. Actually it was ma favorite Toma-dog photo T,T~~ I FIND IT :D

Is dat real dog btw ?

4. Choose a picture of your person with a member of the opposite sex.

I know a lil girl.. But still :D

Gomen.. Put d wrong pic xD *bricked*

5. Choose a picture where you would feel doki-doki seeing this person

Its gettin HAWT here xD

6. Choose a picture with your favorite outfit on this person.

Toma + Converse = ASDFLADLFKJDLFSJKDLL

Im so Serizawa bias xD.. At least i got ds

7.Choose a picture of your person smiling.
R u kidding me ??! There r MILLION ! *___*

Lil CUTE SMILE escape ;)

Only Toma wud smile dat way ^___^

8.Choose a picture of your person half/naked.

GOD !! Dat's ma fav !! Soooooo SWEEETTTT xD

I thout so hard 2 find d pics.. But Tomalicious Forum SO HELP me out xD
I dont even need AnAn here xD

9.Choose a picture of your person doing an outdoor activity.

TomAkame is LOVE.. Need 2 rewatch Japan Walker >___>

Maa ~ Cant stop using TomaPi xD

10. Choose your favorite picture of this person.

At d very moment ?

Ds <3 <3

Pic (c) : Xq, fuckyeahtoma@tumblr, ikuta_toma@Lj, toma_gallery@Lj, Tomalicious Forum
Gif (c) : Xq, strawberry_gem@Lj

Cinema2 Preview ?!

rae_el — Fri, 07 Jan 2011 03:19:07 GMT

Uwaa ~~ LOVE d 1st outfit >,<

Update : Whoa ~~ Its already available on toma_gallery Thx Gem *___*

Toma Got Nominated Again ?!

rae_el — Thu, 06 Jan 2011 03:43:45 GMT

(c) Nami

I still dunno whats ds all bout lol ..
So ill check it later.. GOOD NEWS I hope ;)

Edit : Maybe it has sumthin 2 do w/ ds www.nikkansports.com/entertainment/cinema/news/p-et-tp1-20110106-721323.html
I use Google coz i dont get it..
The point is : Toma nominated for Rookie Award in Blue Ribbon Award [I guess]..
Pliizzz stop breaking ma heart for evry nominated given him but He won any =__________=

I shudnt LAUGH but I Do ~ Gomen x(

rae_el — Tue, 04 Jan 2011 10:35:13 GMT

Mbbb.. I CAN B WRONG 2 when i speak Japanese..
Its funny, but hey ITS NOT UR NATIVE LANGUAGE..!!

PS : STILL LOVE JAPAN N WILL ALWES

Toma @Yahoo ! Japan

rae_el — Tue, 04 Jan 2011 09:51:24 GMT

Not so important i guess..
Not even important xD

BIAAAAAAAAAAASSSSSSSSS xD

rae_el — Fri, 31 Dec 2010 11:30:09 GMT

Im afraid Toma wont show up @ JCD. GODDDDDDDD !! I WANT TOMAPI on JCD T,T
I wished I know the back song used here.. ITS SO LOVELY *___*

Teaser OOR New Single

rae_el — Tue, 28 Dec 2010 06:31:16 GMT

FVCKN AWSUM 15 secs !! Shiiiittttttttt...!! FEBRUARY STILL GAWD DAMN LOOONG !!