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puzzley @ 2011-06-08T19:34:00

2011-06-08T11:35:00Z

WOW LOOK ANOTHER ENTRY. THE WORLD IS ENDING TOMORROW.

1. It's easier to be myself around other people now. I've been struggling with this for years, and suddenly this year it's so easy to say the first thing on my mind. THIS ALSO MEANS SARCASM AND STUPID SOUNDS AND ANGRY WORDS EVERYWHERE but I'm not lying when I call myself a cold and unfeeling bastard!

2. DC WHERE IS MY FLASH NEWS??????? If Bart stops existing for real, I will --!!! Write a very angry . . .entry. And ragespam facebook even though nobody on there reads comics.

3. This account is now on Paid Trial. GIVE ME ICONS TO USE before I fill the whole thing up with Bart, Damian and Brainy.

4. It's a sad fact, but I haven't spoken to most of you in what could be a year. Do add me on plurk if you'd like to stay in contact. I'm on there every day.

5. I've been talking to o_chama and shrocomemos often recently. DAMMIT I MISSED THEM UUUGH I MISS bnf_brawl

6. lifeserved WHERE ARE YOU

7. damian wayne is 10 years old. why is there so much porn of him

EDIT:

Bart exists!!!! DREAMS COMING TRUE. FLYING UNICORNS EVERYWHERE. VOMITING RAINBOWS HERE.

-- Until I finally read the reboot issues to find that his characterisation is terrible, anyway.

UPDATE

2011-06-04T14:40:39Z

not that any of you care lmao

RL:
-Swamped with projects and tests right now. Pretending none of them exist. There's no better taste than that of denial.
-It's almost time to go back to the ward, too. I'm pretending that doesn't exist either. HOSPITALS DO NOT EXIST FOR MY CONVENIENCE.

INTERNET SHIT:
-Stiiiiiiiill at capeandcowl.
-I'm supposed to app Brainy at witchesreign but I'm not feeling it right now. I think it's because I'm drowsy. We'll see.
-Catching up on Batman comics. There's so much I can't even -- ugh damian is so cute.
-Started fuckyeahbartallen without actually knowing how tumblr works. Surprisingly, it's going well.

I HAVE NOTHING TO SAY ON JOURNALS ANYMORE

puzzley @ 2011-05-12T21:04:00

2011-05-12T13:05:03Z

Hi, flist. I'm pretty much not expecting replies to my entries nowadays because ... PLURK EXISTS.

Anyway, NOTHING IS UP WITH LIFE. I go to school, I learn shit, I go home and try desperately to study. I've been so distracted lately. You'll find out why riiiiight --

now RP/COMICS SHIT:
-Surprisingly, I haven't flaked out of capeandcowl.
-Throwing baby!Bart to splendorocity so I can cozy up with their Young Justice cast
-Throwing either Brainiac 5 or KID FLASH!Bart to theposthumans??? I'd love to throw them both but they know each other.
-TORRENTING DEADPOOL AWW YIS

That's all I guess ........ HOW ARE YOUR LIVES??

puzzley @ 2011-04-14T21:58:00

2011-04-14T13:58:42Z

PUT UR HANDS UP IF YOU STILL USE LJ

my hands are down

Here's a stupid life update:

- 'Worked' at the hospital for 3 weeks as part of my curriculum. 8hrs for maybe $5-$10/day is so fun I tell you!!! Crazy shit happens in hospitals and BELIEVE ME I'D LOVE TO TALK ABOUT IT but I am convinced that they can trace my internet shenanigans somehow.
- MRIs do not feel like a lovely space adventure.
- Falling into apathy. But what's new
- Mom and Bro are in Korea. Bro got contact lenses and is suddenly handsome but don't tell him I said that.
- the_devils_see didn't work out. I'm at capeandcowl now.
- Been sitting on my ass all week reading comics and pretending to be fictional characters on the internet. School is starting next week I AM ALLOWED TO NOT CARE ABOUT LIFE RIGHT NOW. I'll start caring ... next week. Yep.
- There is a lovely imprint of my ass on this couch.

goodbye i never loved you

puzzley @ 2011-04-08T00:27:00

2011-04-07T16:27:54Z

hey lj remember me. i've punched every one of you in the face at least once

USERNAME MEME

renew, reuse, recycle.

bye i'm sliding back into the mysterious shadows now

puzzley @ 2011-03-11T01:07:00

2011-03-10T17:07:17Z

hi LJ here's an update to prove I'm alive.

RP:
I'm apping Bart Allen [Impulse] from DC comics at the_devils_see IN LIKE .. . 8 HRS. APPS WILL OPEN THEN.

I also want to play Superboy from ~~Young Justice~~ TEEN TITANS NON-ANIME VERSION.He's cute :c I wish they'd stop using the name 'Young Justice' because it lowers the chances of there ever being a Young Justice cartoon!!! It makes sense I swear.

Also! This is the first time I'm RPing in six months. I guarantee nothing.

LIFE:
BORING BORING BORING BORING BORING YOU GET THE POINT

And that's all I have nothing else to say. (unsure)

I believe in me, so you believe in you.

2010-12-03T16:24:19Z

It's nice feeling like a somewhat sociable person. I have never been on fair terms with everyone in my class before, so it feels good.

However, it is now I realise that I very much prefer being alone lol. I always tell people NOT to wait for me, because I most likely won't wait for them, but they do it anyway out of some social obligation. It's nice of them -that I can't deny- but they better not expect the same out of me because I don't believe in social obligations. I do what I feel like doing; there's no simpler answer than that.

At times I feel like a hypocrite, however now it kind of makes sense. I think I've always been a lonely person, so I've conditioned myself to function happily alone. This isn't a whining post lol - I love life. I'm so happy right now. I always say that my feelings are isolated incidents, and I honestly believe that. With such an awesome family to go home to, nothing the outside world throws at me can truly affect me now. God's on my side too - I don't need outside people.

I've taken the habit of hugging my parents regularly, and telling them I love them. You'll be surprised how much they love it. At first they thought I had motive lmfao, but now they've eased up and taken up the habit of saying it back too. I think that, in this lifetime, you have to love all who are close to you because human life is fragile. I don't care how cliche that sounds. I'm not dying a person with many regrets.

I'm going to regret this post when Monday comes and the blues hit me lmao

puzzley @ 2010-11-14T19:58:00

2010-11-14T11:58:23Z

anyone out there

i feel very detached from my online friends and rather than whine in disabled entries about it, maybe it's time to do something

tell me one thing and i will try to have a conversation. i'm not the best conversationalist but everything starts somewhere.

ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

2010-10-28T15:22:43Z

Here's an update on life, I guess.

A lot of people think I'm silly for wanting to change even though my GPA is 3.44. Honestly, I think I'm silly too, but . . . I'm just not cut out for Nursing, I guess. I can't seem to master the skills and I'm so afraid of ending up hurting someone because of my own incompetence. I don't know what I want to do from here, but what I do know is that I don't want anybody to be adversely affected because of me.

If my transfer is approved, I might be taking Business Management instead. I'm not too crazy about it, but I'm sure it'll all be fine. Everything else . . . I'll leave to God.

I'm not really on hiatus from plurk. Hiatus implies that I intend to come back, and honestly I don't think anyone's waiting for me so there's not much reason to. Oh well, I don't mind. I've been spending some of my time reading Junji Ito's manga series. THEY ARE SO FASCINATINGLY TERRIBLE I CAN'T GET ENOUGH. I'm not a fan of horror movies (I HATE SURPRISES AND SCARY SOUND EFFECTS) but horror manga just hooks me.

Oh yeah, some meme I got from shichirin . The statement choices are kind of strange lol.

My personality:

I’m loud.
I’m obnoxious.
I'm sarcastic.
I’m cocky.
I cry easily.
I have a bad temper.
For the most part, I don’t like people.
I’m easy to get along with. ('get along', yeah. but I probably won't be so easy to get close to)
I have more enemies than friends.
I’ve smoked.
I’ve smoked weed.
I drink coffee.
I clean my room daily.

My appearance:

I wear makeup.
I wear a piece of jewelry at all times.
I wear contacts.
I wear glasses.
I have braces.
I change my hair color often.
I straighten my hair often.
I have a piercing.
I have small feet.

Relationships:

I’m in a relationship now.
I’m single.
I’m crushin’.
I’ve missed an ex before.
I’m always scared of being hurt.
An ex has physically abused me at least once.
I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t.
I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did.
I’ve been in love more than two times.
I believe in love at first sight.
I believe lust is more important than love.

Friendships:

I have a best friend.
I have at least ten friends.
I’ve gotten a phone call in the last 48 hours from a friend.
I’ve beaten up a friend.
I’ve been in a serious fight with a friend.
I can trust at least five people with my life.

Experiences:

I’ve been on a plane.
I’ve been on a train.
Someone close to me has died.
I’ve taken a city bus.
I’ve taken a school bus.
I’ve gone bungee jumping.
I’ve made a speech.
I’ve been in some sort of club.
I’ve won an award.
I’ve been in a physical fight.

Music:

I listen to R&B.
I listen to pop.
I listen to techno.
I listen to rock.
I’m one of those people who play songs repeatedly until I hate it.
I hate the radio.
I download music.
I buy CD’s.

Television:

I spend at least six hours a day watching television.
I watch soap operas daily.
I’m in love with Days Of Our Lives.
I’ve seen and liked the O.C.
I’ve seen and liked One Tree Hill.
I’ve seen and like America's Next Top Model.
I’ve seen and like Popular.
I’ve seen and like 24.
I’ve seen and liked CSI.
I’ve seen and like Everwood.

Family Life:

I get along with both of my parents.
My biological parents are still together.
I have at least one brother.
I have at least one sister.
I’ve been kicked out of the house.
I’ve ran away from my home.
I’ve lied to my parents so I’d be allowed out. (NEVER HAD A NEED TO because my parents let me go wherever I want)
I’ve walked out when I’ve been grounded.

Hair:

I’ve been brown.
I’ve had streaks.
I’ve cut my hair in the past year.
I’ve dyed my hair in the past year.
I’ve been blonde.
I’ve had black.
I’ve been red.
I’ve been light brown.
I’ve been medium brown.
I’ve been blue/green.
I’ve gotten my hair thinned.
I use conditioner.
I’ve used silk therapy.
I’ve used hot oil treatments.
I’ve curled my hair.
I’ve straightened my hair.
I’ve ironed my hair.
I’ve braided my hair.

School:

I’ve yelled at a teacher.
I’ve been suspended.
I’ve had an in-school suspension.
I’ve been sent to the principal's office.
I’ve walked out of class.
I’ve skipped an entire day of school.
I’ve skipped a whole month.
I’ve failed a test.
I’ve cheated on a test.
I’ve helped someone else cheat on a test.
I’ve failed Art.
I’ve failed P.E.
I’ve failed math.
I’ve failed science.
I’ve failed another class.
A teacher has called my parents.

I'm a terrible student lol but I have a GPA of 3.44 so screw you turds

puzzley @ 2010-09-27T01:17:00

2010-09-26T17:17:47Z

IS PLURK WORKING FOR YOU GUYS

puzzley @ 2010-09-05T02:56:00

2010-09-04T18:56:45Z

I won't do all these because my life isn't that interesting. If you want to do it yourself, the rest of the meme is here. I don't know who originally wrote it, sorry.

(day one.) -- Introduce yourself.

Hi ... I'm Candice. I'm that awkward, quiet person who tries to lay low but gets caught up in drama anyway. These few months have been kind to me, though -- I am so blessed. I'm 17, from Singapore, and currently a student nurse. I love ... to sing. I can't say I'm good, because 'good' and 'bad' are subjective anyway -- I can say I'm not good enough, though. You can hear my amateur recording here. I don't expect anything out of this hobby. I don't want to be famous, lmao. I just sing because it's what I like to do, and something I can enjoy with other people.

I roleplay too, but most of you probably know that, lmao.

Personality-wise . . . I guess I'm very practical. I'm a little emotionally-detached, so I do whatever is most objective to me. Actually, it's more 'numb' than detached, lmao. It's like I cried everything out in 2008 and now I have no strong emotions left. OH WELL ALL THE BETTER LMAO THOSE USELESS THINGS. It's very, very hard for me to relate and care for people emotionally, but caring for them physically is something I will try to do automatically. I can imagine myself risking my life to save a stranger, but I cannot imagine myself helping someone through an emotional breakdown, lmao.

I'm extremely paranoid. I'm afraid of everything from the dark to aliens to ghosts to unknown diseases to yetis to SPONTANEOUS HUMAN COMBUSTION. I once shedded eyelashes and was so scared because I thought I had cancer. EXCUSE ME, WOMAN . . . YOU ARE KIND OF RIDICULOUS. Despite all my fears, paranormal activity and murders top my interests list. I feel a need to know almost every possible incident that can cause harm to me and the people I love, so I can think up solutions to avoid them.

You can bother me all you like, Avejandro

2010-08-31T16:15:25Z

This post is dedicated to my hideous dogs.

IT'S JUST A BOTTLE AND HE ACTS LIKE HIS WORLD IS ENDING. Shiro actually 'bit' him to tell him to shut up, lmao. They have this strange thing where Shiro will pretend to bite Bambi and then start licking him IT'S SO STRANGE I SHOULD TAKE A VIDEO ONE DAY.

I took these two days ago, lmao. Bambi was sleeping so strangely that I had to take them. Also, this looks like a couch but it's actually my bed. (tears)

And Shiro just stared, lmao. He does nothing but lie there all day.

AND I FOUND A LOT OF RANDOM PICTURES IN MY PHONE. WHY NOT -- I'M POSTING THEM UP.

Bambi looks like such a cat. And we decided to pin Shiro's bangs up all pretty but Bambi got jealous and ruined them an hour later. What an asshole.

I LIKE THIS ONE A LOT, LMAO. YEAH, THAT'S MY HIDEOUS HEAD. ANYWAY, HE'S RARELY AFFECTIONATE SO HE LOOKS SO PRECIOUS TO ME HERE.

We have a toy that looks like Bambi too. I BOUGHT IT BECAUSE I WAS LONELY AND MISSING MY DOGS DURING MY JAPAN VACATION. We put both toys together on the piano. (Too bad the dogs themselves can't stay together for long lmao)

I have mistaken him for part of the floor too many times. HE KEEPS LYING THERE LIKE A RUG.

Look at that shit-eating troll grin.

ALSO, HAMSTER.

. . . And that's all. Get lost.

puzzley @ 2010-08-29T00:31:00

2010-08-28T16:31:00Z

first impressions

late so late

puzzley @ 2010-07-25T19:14:00

2010-07-25T11:14:20Z

Here's my current desktop:

YEAH, I DOWNLOADED FLELE. UNFORTUNATELY, IT DOESN'T WORK.

DOES ANYBODY KNOW HOW TO TROUBLESHOOT THIS THING???????????

I use Windows 7. At first I thought it simply wasn't compatible, but apparently another 7 user in the durarara comm could get it to work. According to this, I need to add the East Asian Languages package. That can't be done in windows 7, though.

TECHNICAL SHIT ASIDE, I REALLY HAVE NOTHING TO UPDATE ON. MY LIFE HAS BEEN EXACTLY THE SAME. HOW IS ... EVERYONE????

puzzley @ 2010-06-29T22:04:00

2010-06-29T14:04:34Z

i've always wanted to tell you...

lmfao one day i'll use this journal for real entries

puzzley @ 2010-06-28T04:06:00

2010-06-27T20:06:55Z

Friend cut. I want a small flist of close friends, so I'll be removing the ones I haven't talked to in ages. It was nice knowing you! Perhaps next time.

If you find that I've made some mistake, please tell me. I'm keeping the people on plurk, and others that I still feel close to.

boy we had a real good time, i'm wishing you the best on your way

2010-06-20T14:21:14Z

REVERSE FRIENDS-CUT;

I've been camping out on plurk recently. So, unless plurk dies and never comes back or something, I probably won't be updating for a while. This is your chance to REMOVE ME if you don't want that extra username in your friend count.

Also, does anyone have a plurk? I would love to have you on. I'm capsu.

Life's been good. RP-wise: I still play Shizuo, I guess ...? But I've moved him from gargleblasted to anteceded.

School's been kind to me too. I love my life.

puzzley @ 2010-05-08T10:09:00

2010-05-08T02:09:00Z

❝WHAT I THINK ABOUT YOU❞

puzzley @ 2010-04-27T22:33:00

2010-04-27T14:33:20Z

puzzley @ 2010-04-25T20:48:00

2010-04-25T12:48:32Z

STRAIGHTENED MY HAIR!!!!!!!!! I like how it turned out. OH MY GOD, I DON'T HAVE TO HIDE MY HEAD IN SHAME ANYMORE???? WHY THE FUCK WAS MY PREVIOUS HAIRSTYLE SO HIDEOUS???

The hairstylist commented that I had very little hair. SEE, MY FEAR OF BALDING HAS STANDING. FUCK, I WAS LIKE *SAD . . . SMILE*.

also, ANON MEME

tHat's all. goodbye.

puzzley @ 2010-04-25T12:43:00

2010-04-25T04:43:22Z

Who do you ship me with? meme

puzzley @ 2010-04-22T19:35:00

2010-04-22T11:33:59Z

The How's My Driving? Meme

puzzley @ 2010-04-21T16:42:00

2010-04-21T08:41:04Z

tagged by hoozilla

♪ If you've been tagged, you must write your answers in your own LJ and replace any question that you dislike with a new question.
♫ Tag eight people. Don't refuse to do that. Don't tag who tagged you.

#01 What song are you currently addicted to?
BAD ROMANCE

#02 What books are you currently reading?
Do my lecture notes count as books?

#03 What was the last movie you saw?
How To Train Your Dragon

#04 What's something you miss from when you were a kid?
Recess games
Being able to get As without studying
Pretend games where we opened imaginary libraries, nail polish palours and other shops

#05 At least one new thing you noticed about a friend?
Boobs

#06 What's your current fandom/obsession/addiction?
Durarara!! Clothes. The state of my hair.

#07 What present are you expecting?
I never expect presents lmfao.

#08 Are you a cat person or dog person?
I love them both, but have no idea how to take care of a cat.

#09 What was the last thing you bought?
M&Ms

#10 Would you rather date a good singer, or a good cook?
Cook

#11 Something that made you laugh today?
We were doing project work, and we played Open Numbers to decide who got the job of presenting. I think it's a Singapore game, so the girl from China didn't know what it was and was so fascinated she noted down the name and instructions on a piece of paper. I LAUGHED LMFAO SHE'S 20 BUT SO CUTE SCREAMS. I patted her on the head and another girl was like 'You know you're four years younger than her, right?'

LMAO I love this class.

#12 What do you do to change your mood?
I take one glance at either of my dogs and my mood is fixed lmfao

#13 What was the last meal you ate?
A Chicken Potato Spud (WTF IS THAT??) and Clam Chowder

#14 Countries that you want to visit?
Italy, Canada and NZ :c

#15 Any plans for today?
Tag around, then review my lecture recordings and take the dogs out if it isn't raining.

#16 Find the closest book currently sitting near you and flip to page 54. What is the first sentence of the second paragraph?
THERE ARE NO BOOKS AROUND ME.

#17 Favorite alcoholic drink?
Too young. And not planning to ever try.

#18 What kind of music is contained in your hard drive?
Nothing on my hard drive. I do listen to a little bit of everything, though. If the tune is catchy, I'll end up liking it eventually.

#19 How do you watch your anime?
Online streaming.

I tag libraire, skyunlimited, infighter, tracing, protagonist, evocates, necromancy and unsquared.

Also, I need to collect the public's opinion for some project. If there's anyone here from Singapore: Would you mind answering a few questions? It's okay if you have nothing much to say, as long as you answer honestly.

☆1: What is your first impression about nurses?
☆2: In the absense of the doctor, would you heed the nurses' advice?
☆3: Do you think our interaction/communication with our clients is similar to that of other professions?
☆4: Do you think our workload is equal to that of other professions?
☆5: Nurses with ITE certification are already qualified to practice. Doctors or Architects need a far higher level of education to work in the field. Is it fair to consider us a profession?
☆6: The average starting pay of a nurse is $1400-$1800. Do you think it is enough with the service we provide?

YEAH, THAT'S PRETTY MUCH IT.

puzzley @ 2010-04-20T21:36:00

2010-04-20T13:35:04Z

STOP LOOKING AT PORN, JAS

meme time

2010-04-19T08:05:38Z

ask me anything.

       ▌ ask me anything you'd like! i'll answer honestly
       ▌ i'll screen comments if asked to
       ▌ don't always expect nice things

❝i've always wanted to tell you❞