...recurring visions and dreams and tarot readings, etc, even more so. ^^; The cynic in me still doubts how much of this is true, but the priestess in me knows that none of it will ever happen if I don't believe, so I'm trying to crush that bitter little voice that insists nothing good has ever happened in my life, therefore it never will, and all of this is insane to boot.

I know how crazy it all sounds, okay? I know. By modern society's standards, everything I am about to say is stupid and is a series of red flags and alarms all screaming "COMMIT ME". I'm hoping the fact that I know and acknowledge this will be enough to...you know what? fuck it. it's not like anyone besides me reads this shit, anyway. XD Now, on to the main event!

( rehashing an old concept/updating an old entry, however you wanna look at itCollapse )

Damn, updating that thing took DAYS. And basically no one is going to read it except me lmao but whatever. I'm all the audience I need XDD As far as the more "outlandish" parts of this... if you don't believe in fairies, I pity you, and more importantly, am NOT interested in hearing about it, or how "crazy" I am. You know what I am, besides a witch? PART FAIRY. so bite me, and have a nice day. ^-^ The multiple spouses thing came from recurring dreams and visions and lots and lots of divination, just like the details of the castle and the live-in staff.

Just the opening of a new story I'm working on with Yuri-chan. nothing of any importance to anyone but us, really, but I wanted to share anyway...

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I firmly believe in Avalon. and Camelot. and King Arthur. And, most of all, Morgana/Morgaine/whatever and Merlin. obviously, I do not believe every retelling that I obsessively track down is true. I'm not some Catholic moron taking every contradictory word of the Bible as scientific fact XD Just like with religion and pretty much everything else in my life, I pick and choose what makes sense to me. What fits with what I know of human history.

Well, not just human.

I already know that there are many Gods, and billions of spirits. I'm not talking about ghosts, though those are real, too. I'm talking about the sentient life in that tree in your front yard, or the grass you just stomped all over, or the air around you. Everything in the natural world is alive and aware and, for the most part, doesn't like us. Why should they? Humans destroy everything we touch, even - or rather, ESPECIALLY - the ones with the best intentions.

I also know that there used to be other beings who lived here. The original people of Ireland, for example, weren't what most of you would call "people". They were bipedal, but not human. They were strong and wise and powerful, and they were a peaceful, intelligent race. Humans - Celts - drove them out to the Otherworld.

Yeah, this rant is a little random. Sorry. Nothing really sparked it other than my aforementioned Arthurian legend obsession and the fact that I'm sick and fucking tired of tip-toeing around the head-blind masses who try to slap a label on me just so they can have a word to mock. If you need a word, call me a witch. Call me Pagan. Call me a fucking three-headed wonder cat. I don't give a damn.

I am special. I am someone. I am loved completely and unconditionally by my Goddess. And while you monotheists are praying for forgiveness for some imagined hereditary slight and you atheists are ridiculing everyone around you, I will be growing stronger and wiser and more beautiful. My sisters and I will hold our heads high and know that we have a firm place in this world, and that while we certainly don't know everything, we do know something you don't:

You're all right. And you're all wrong. Monotheists: your God is just as real as all the rest. Atheists: yeah, our bodies are meaningless lumps of flesh. Aliens and Fae and Angels are all out there. And no, they're not all alternate names for each other.

You're free to think I'm wrong, of course. Disagree. I expect it. Just don't fucking argue with me, because I would NEVER argue with you over your beliefs.

I'm done hiding, and I refuse to be put on the defensive. I am a daughter of the Moon, and one day I will be a priestess, and I am VERY proud of who I am.

H'OKAI! New peoples who friended me, listen up!

If you added me because of a fanfic I'm writing, you're in the wrong place. The journal you need to be adding is a_d_d_crackbaby. You'll get nothing out of this one. XD this is my personal lj. All updates to fiction are posted *points to the aforementioned name* THERE.

If that's NOT why you added me... Some sort of COMMENT would have been nice. If I don't recognize the username, I don't add the person back. It's that simple.

K?

Thanks. Have a nice day. ^-^

Step 1: Post this into your LJ publicly.
Step 2: Others will reply anonymously (if they'd like) about what they really think of you.
Step 3: Cry, because this meme is so brutal, and it hurts.

Don't hold back, guys.

...and I'm sure Sora is sick of hearing this shit by now. ^^; lol

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Phew! that took me hours to write. x.X I can only imagine how long it'll take to read. If you actually bother, you are insane, and I love you. XD But if you don't, I certainly don't blame you.

Now. On to watch Mrs. Doubtfire. Later! ^-^

Because I've realized my previously mentioned army is not complete... ( click here for the updated list of fuzzies you will find at my castle in Ireland XDCollapse )

Well, there you have it, folks! The new and improved list of the furry friends I will have when I get my beautiful dream castle/farm on the west coast of the Emerald Isle, just south of Galway. <333 I think they'll like it. ^-^

[EDIT] rearranged it and added some more. XD what can I say? I love animals.