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According to my husband I shouldn't be sad that my kids were taken away and I couldn't get them back. According to him I should forgive myself and stop hating myself for it. I should get their perfect, beautiful faces out of my mind and not think about the fact they think I abandoned them or didn't want them and how badly they were hurt by this. Guess I should have no regrets. That would make me a unicorn then, wouldn't it.

Apparently I need to talk to someone about all my past mistakes and failures and being sexually molested, my stepfather putting a pillow over my face to kill me, drug addiction, being a prostitute, being a thief, being abused and pimped by my ex, etc... to feel better (but not to him he says) because me being sad is making him miserable. Hmmmmm, anyone want to talk about all of my "issues" so that my husband can feel better?