Toasty Feelings
I just had one of the biggest shocks of my life. I was on MSN, and Nathan, yes, Nathan, the jocky rugby player, one of the most popular guys in grade ten, told me he liked me. I asked if it was just a cruel joke, and he told me it wasn't, I know he's telling the truth. It went a little something like this...
Well, I was talking to him about having him over and emofying him one day, just joking around, and then he said “Tomorrow?” and I was like “Haha, very funny.” and he was serious. So then I said I would if it wouldn’t be so awkward without a third party, and he said we could make it not awkward, so I was like how so. Then there was stalling blah blah crap and he told me he’d been lusting after me.
So I told him that was no surprise, boys lust after everything. And he told me it was me specifically. So I asked him if it was just lust, and he said if he wasn't afraid of my friends and his friends teasing him about it (which is understandable, his friends can be total assholes) he would have asked me a 'certain question' a long time ago.
By this time I was shaking, because I'm cool.
He made a typo and was like "I'm sorry, it's hard to type when my heart is racing" and it was SO CUTE.
We talked about what it would be like if we went out, with our different cliques and such, and decided we should get to know each other better first. So he called me and we talked for about twenty minutes. ^^
The initial shock is still going on. I mean, it was so... wow. I was totally blindsided. I mean, he only really talks to me when he has nobody else to talk to, and he treats me just like everyone else. I always thought he liked Olivia. The only thing that could have possibly lead me to this was like a month ago when he came up behind me and hugged me. Like, hardcore hug, out of nowhere. But then we didn't talk for awhile, so I didn't think much of it.
Anyway, the phone conversation was surprisingly not that awkward, we talked about a bunch of stuff. So, yeah. And he was like “So, I’m guessing by your initial reaction to... uh...” and I was like “... The confession” and he was like “Yeah, that, that you... uh...” and I was like “... Maaaaaybe...” and he was like happy and it was cute.
And we were talking today (before all this happened) and he started singing Panic! at the Disco, and it was pretty much the best thing ever. It's ironic, because I had to tell him to stop, because it was making me like him. I thought to myself "Don't like Nathan, nothing would ever happen, BAD SABRINA!" even though I have liked him for like a month.
So freaking ironic.
Still surprised, I wish he was at school tomorrow. Oh well, I guess I'll just have to wait. I need to hug something, damn it.
<3 Sabrina
Well, I was talking to him about having him over and emofying him one day, just joking around, and then he said “Tomorrow?” and I was like “Haha, very funny.” and he was serious. So then I said I would if it wouldn’t be so awkward without a third party, and he said we could make it not awkward, so I was like how so. Then there was stalling blah blah crap and he told me he’d been lusting after me.
So I told him that was no surprise, boys lust after everything. And he told me it was me specifically. So I asked him if it was just lust, and he said if he wasn't afraid of my friends and his friends teasing him about it (which is understandable, his friends can be total assholes) he would have asked me a 'certain question' a long time ago.
By this time I was shaking, because I'm cool.
He made a typo and was like "I'm sorry, it's hard to type when my heart is racing" and it was SO CUTE.
We talked about what it would be like if we went out, with our different cliques and such, and decided we should get to know each other better first. So he called me and we talked for about twenty minutes. ^^
The initial shock is still going on. I mean, it was so... wow. I was totally blindsided. I mean, he only really talks to me when he has nobody else to talk to, and he treats me just like everyone else. I always thought he liked Olivia. The only thing that could have possibly lead me to this was like a month ago when he came up behind me and hugged me. Like, hardcore hug, out of nowhere. But then we didn't talk for awhile, so I didn't think much of it.
Anyway, the phone conversation was surprisingly not that awkward, we talked about a bunch of stuff. So, yeah. And he was like “So, I’m guessing by your initial reaction to... uh...” and I was like “... The confession” and he was like “Yeah, that, that you... uh...” and I was like “... Maaaaaybe...” and he was like happy and it was cute.
And we were talking today (before all this happened) and he started singing Panic! at the Disco, and it was pretty much the best thing ever. It's ironic, because I had to tell him to stop, because it was making me like him. I thought to myself "Don't like Nathan, nothing would ever happen, BAD SABRINA!" even though I have liked him for like a month.
So freaking ironic.
Still surprised, I wish he was at school tomorrow. Oh well, I guess I'll just have to wait. I need to hug something, damn it.
<3 Sabrina