FUCK.

I feel alone and useless.
It's nothing big, just all the stupid little things piling up.
My stuff going missing, Josh, my headphones, my stupid scanner, my shitty poetry and my even shittier art. Nothing's working out right now and I'm breaking down.
I can't do anything right. God, I even just spelled that as "write". I'm so stupid, I hate myself right now.

And I know it could be a lot worse, but still, I'm just overstressed. I'm also completely broke and my house is a mess. God, I just wrote "my house is a mouse". I'm so STUPID.

I don't want to go out this weekend. Just Sunday, I want to go to a show. I want to stay home in my room and not have to deal with anyone. I'm really sick of everyone, and the loneliness is hitting again.

I just hate everything right now.

Whatever. Fuck it all. Fuck the world, fuck humanity, and most of all, fuck me.
No, not as in sexually.
Get your mind out of the gutter.

I FUCKING HATE THE WORLD!

God, I'm bitter.