way to go, way to flip off everyone

o19 ; finally ungrounded again!

played — Tue, 05 Dec 2006 22:09:58 GMT

holy crap it's been a month in this community without me. HOW DO YOU SURVIVE.

Anyway! Finally allowed to use the computer again, got most of my holiday shopping done with and I -- ... wow, I have literally nothing to do now that everything's all calm around here again.

...

... I need a boyfriend. >[

o18 ; thought

played — Sun, 05 Nov 2006 21:17:20 GMT

Remember, remember the fifth of November; gunpowder, treason, and a whole bunch of other stuff I can't be arsed to think about at the moment. Party from last week? Didn't really happen, because of all the warnings popping about London and such. Dad was thisclose to relocating us all in the States or something, paranoid old bugger he is, but decided to stick it out. Said something about pride and sticking by your guns till the very end.

Can't say that was really a smart decision, since it looks like fate's just rolled us snake eyes and everything, but you gotta admire the man's spirit. I'm just more worried about Benji more than anything... but he's safe. Thank god.

So, uh. Rest of the world? ♥ Good luck with everything, and don't die. ...and if not that, then at least leave the Chinese restaurants standing. x(

o17 ; ...?

played — Sun, 22 Oct 2006 17:13:39 GMT

I really wish my friends would tell me more about this party I'm supposed to be at -- I hate being left in the dark! But. HOLY CRAP SIX DAYS. aaaaaahrjklfsfnfdn.

Benji's going to be dressing up as a pirate for Halloween, he says! I hope he gets lots of candy~ but I'll have to make sure I'm the one taking him out that night, because lord knows what my lunkhead older brothers will make him do if they get their hands on him.

I'll just have to TP and egg their bedroom while they sleep ♥.

...this thing with New York... oh man, I don't even want to think about it. I just hope that London doesn't wind up like that someday, I couldn't imagine leaving it to die. ._.

o16 ; look at all the lonely people

played — Tue, 03 Oct 2006 02:53:10 GMT

...there are a lot of new people arriving, it seems. (Heh, go me, not being able to check up on these journals for ages on end. Uni preparation and all... well, that and Dreamcast-hogging.)

As much as I should be playing the part of the perky, happy cheerleader type nowadays to try and lift everyone's spirits, I'm... I'm just not feeling that energy anymore, you know? Everything's dying, and it just... ._. I dunno. It makes you more and more apathetic by the day, I suppose.

There's a party in a few weeks that I've been asked to spin for, though; maybe that'll help some. I need to brush up on my skills again!

[private]

I want to say something about all this. I want to leap in there, words of encouragement BLAZING~, telling them that everything'll be all right and that we'll encourage whatever decision they want to take, but... mrrrr. It feels too much like prying for my sake.

It is their decision, after all... and I'm just some girl with a bloody turntable that just happened to show up here. What can I do to make them feel better, huh?

If they're more needed here than there, then that's that, I suppose. But... yeah. It's not my place.

o15 ; bweeeee

played — Sat, 09 Sep 2006 13:03:45 GMT

HEY LONDON, GUESS WHAT?

I'M OLD! :D

o14 ; what.

played — Fri, 18 Aug 2006 17:10:31 GMT

I'M FREE~! I'm free, I'm free, I'm freeeeeee~ no more washing windows for me, WHOO HOO!

...and the first thing I see when I get back on the internet is an email from my skeevy ex-boyfriend! EW EW NO DELETED KTHXBAI ♥

[Private]

Man, I don't even know why I'm thinking of this, but... if this is the end of the world, and everyone has all these awesomely spiffy powers and such... then why am I here? It's not like I can do anything.

Except curbstomp stupid bastard chavs in public, but. :|

o13 ; not on!

played — Thu, 03 Aug 2006 00:19:01 GMT

Going to the Ministry of Sound the other night was the BEST NIGHT OF MY ENTIRE LIFE.

... Too bad someone snitched about me staying out and I'm stuck cleaning windows FOR THE NEXT THREE WEEKS.

what sane 20-year-old wakes up at 6 in the morning, anyway?! Honestly!

o12 ; holy crap this post is long

played — Thu, 27 Jul 2006 16:12:14 GMT

...so now that the world has moved on from here to Tokyo (woahheyholyshit POST FRENZY) and that everyone is all right again, I can safely say that I'm doing fine! :x Just need something to distract myself, is all. The older ones have been suspiciously quiet.

...

You know, it never occurred to me that I've never been to the Ministry of Sound before now. Like. EVER.

Obviously, this must change. If the world has to end, I at least want to say that I partied in a legendary club at least ONCE! It's gonna be a long while before I can say I spun there, though... I'm not that good yet. aside from the fact that the last time I tried it, people started getting really drowsy and fell over or seized up and wait why am I THINKING about this ahahaha RAMBLING OKAY AHEM.

In conclusion, I'm sneaking out tonight and nothing can keep me from going~ ♥

Oh! And to all the newblets in the comm?

HI, WELCOME TO THE INTERNET
we won't be held responsible for mind-scarring via 4chan

HOPE YOU TWO ARE HAPPY. XE

o11 ; ...

played — Sat, 22 Jul 2006 03:17:15 GMT

fuck you, fuck you, fuck. you.

o1o ; mom

played — Thu, 13 Jul 2006 19:20:59 GMT

[Private]

It's been so many years since that afternoon, hasn't it, Mom? I still remember every single thing that happened: the rainfall pouring outside, the radio playing on an endless loop, Benji crying for milk in the nursery. And then Dad came running through the door with the newspaper over his head and that look on his face...

...I hate to admit it all still gets to me sometimes.

And I especially hate the fact that this is all despite the fact that you're the one that always told me to grow up to be a strong little girl. I don't like it, it's not me.

I want to do you proud, Mom. I'm not going to let the past drag me down now, no matter how much it may have hurt me. I know that you're in a safer place now, wherever that may be, and I'm grateful to have had you as a mother even if it was just for a teensy part of my life.

Have a good sleep, Mom. I love you.

[/Private]

oo9 ; state of affairs

played — Sun, 09 Jul 2006 17:28:28 GMT

So the cops have done absolutely nothing this past week to help me get my beloved discman back. (the bastards) And dad, knowing me and my impatience, decided to buy me a shiny NEW one to make up for it -- complete with oversized headphones like my old one did! 8D

It still doesn't compare to my old one, though... the sound was never this loud on it. And knowing me, that's saying something.

ANYWAY~ FIVE MORE DAYS, I HOPE ALL YOU LONDONERS HAVEN'T FORGOTTEN~

[Private]

...funny thing is, only four more days and I'll have to --

oh god, I really don't want to have to go back to that place... but I'm pretty sure she'll be upset if I didn't.

I just wish it still wasn't this hard. ._.

[/Private]

oo8 ; D:<

played — Tue, 27 Jun 2006 23:24:55 GMT

dhkljhlflkhdljgljghbjk oh my god THAT WASN'T SUPPOSED TO HAPPEN! Stupid, stupid fucking...

Guh.

Maybe this is god's way of telling me I should head out for the pub, myself.

oo7 ; a special day!

played — Thu, 22 Jun 2006 20:46:35 GMT

happy birthday to you~
happy birthday to you~
happy birthday dear Benji~
happy birthday to you~

You're 12 now, kid! I know you'll probably never see this, but you're the best little brother a girl could ask for. ♥ And yeah, I sound mushy, but here's hoping the next year treats you well!

Now GO AND HAVE SOME CAKE before the older ones find out that I actually bought one. D:

Ahh, aside from that... it's been really rather quiet. Even for this house. How've the rest of you been?

oo6 ; omgdinner

played — Wed, 14 Jun 2006 20:10:35 GMT

...

... I SMELL CHICKEN FRIED RICE

oo5 ; just woke up and --

played — Fri, 09 Jun 2006 21:04:29 GMT

...

...at the risk of sounding like a cheap rip-off of Kyle Broflovski -- holy crap, dude.

oo4 ; what else is there to do?

played — Mon, 05 Jun 2006 00:35:44 GMT

From the looks of things, Sundays are basically the pinnacle of boredom over here.

...

...so!

Istanbul was Constantinople
Now it's Istanbul, not Constantinople
Been a long time gone, oh Constantinople
Now it's Turkish delight on a moonlit night

Every gal in Constantinople
Lives in Istanbul, not Constantinople
So if you've a date in Constantinople
She'll be waiting in Istanbul~ ♪♬

oo3 ; unsettled

played — Thu, 01 Jun 2006 14:59:46 GMT

[Filter; Private]

I think I finally realize what the hell this is all about. All this death and panicking and worrying and the fact that it's all riding on us -- it's really kind of worrying. I'm sort of glad that I still haven't chosen a side like everyone else has, actually...

I'm just hoping that my family doesn't get dragged into this mess. I don't want to see dad or my brothers hurt. I don't, I don't, I don't.

-- aaaand this just totally killed any good mood I was hoping to be in, so congrats, self!

[/Private]

...y halo thar, June.

oo2 ; in search of amusement

played — Sat, 27 May 2006 02:32:15 GMT

Is it just me, or are all the television stations tonight running the same infomercial?

...

I'm going to deviate from my normal plan of action and go out on the town~! Dad always did say that fresh air would do me loads of good (but really, I think he just wants me out of the house after I threw that pan at Colin's head yesterday. :| Well... he started it!)

Oh, and if I get back and find out that Benji's been getting noogied while I'm gone, a couple certain people are getting ROUNDHOUSE KICKED IN THE FACE. >( And just for the record? I'm wearing my big boots right now, so it'll hurt~ ♥

If anybody wants to meet me along the way (if anyone's about, though it shouldn't be hard; it's Friday!), they're free to do so; I need someone to be bored with, you know?

'kay, bye!

oo1 ; look what i just stepped in!

played — Mon, 22 May 2006 06:24:50 GMT

...this is such a bad idea for me to be up so late, my head is spinning and I feel like passing out.

But then I got this whole thing in my email, and I followed the way here and NOW I CAN'T POSSIBLY SLEEP. YEEEEEE~ 8D

Oh man, it's too quiet around here! Boring. :P I wonder if I can get away with cranking the music up just a little bit more~ if Chase or Colin complain, they'll just have to deal, won't they?

...just hope they don't mind techno.