holy crap it's been a month in this community without me. HOW DO YOU SURVIVE.

Anyway! Finally allowed to use the computer again, got most of my holiday shopping done with and I -- ... wow, I have literally nothing to do now that everything's all calm around here again.

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... I need a boyfriend. >[

Remember, remember the fifth of November; gunpowder, treason, and a whole bunch of other stuff I can't be arsed to think about at the moment. Party from last week? Didn't really happen, because of all the warnings popping about London and such. Dad was thisclose to relocating us all in the States or something, paranoid old bugger he is, but decided to stick it out. Said something about pride and sticking by your guns till the very end.

Can't say that was really a smart decision, since it looks like fate's just rolled us snake eyes and everything, but you gotta admire the man's spirit. I'm just more worried about Benji more than anything... but he's safe. Thank god.

So, uh. Rest of the world? ♥ Good luck with everything, and don't die. ...and if not that, then at least leave the Chinese restaurants standing. x(

I really wish my friends would tell me more about this party I'm supposed to be at -- I hate being left in the dark! But. HOLY CRAP SIX DAYS. aaaaaahrjklfsfnfdn.

Benji's going to be dressing up as a pirate for Halloween, he says! I hope he gets lots of candy~ but I'll have to make sure I'm the one taking him out that night, because lord knows what my lunkhead older brothers will make him do if they get their hands on him.

I'll just have to TP and egg their bedroom while they sleep ♥.

...this thing with New York... oh man, I don't even want to think about it. I just hope that London doesn't wind up like that someday, I couldn't imagine leaving it to die. ._.

...there are a lot of new people arriving, it seems. (Heh, go me, not being able to check up on these journals for ages on end. Uni preparation and all... well, that and Dreamcast-hogging.)

As much as I should be playing the part of the perky, happy cheerleader type nowadays to try and lift everyone's spirits, I'm... I'm just not feeling that energy anymore, you know? Everything's dying, and it just... ._. I dunno. It makes you more and more apathetic by the day, I suppose.

There's a party in a few weeks that I've been asked to spin for, though; maybe that'll help some. I need to brush up on my skills again!

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I want to say something about all this. I want to leap in there, words of encouragement BLAZING~, telling them that everything'll be all right and that we'll encourage whatever decision they want to take, but... mrrrr. It feels too much like prying for my sake.

It is their decision, after all... and I'm just some girl with a bloody turntable that just happened to show up here. What can I do to make them feel better, huh?

If they're more needed here than there, then that's that, I suppose. But... yeah. It's not my place.

HEY LONDON, GUESS WHAT?

I'M OLD! :D

I'M FREE~! I'm free, I'm free, I'm freeeeeee~ no more washing windows for me, WHOO HOO!

...and the first thing I see when I get back on the internet is an email from my skeevy ex-boyfriend! EW EW NO DELETED KTHXBAI ♥

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Man, I don't even know why I'm thinking of this, but... if this is the end of the world, and everyone has all these awesomely spiffy powers and such... then why am I here? It's not like I can do anything.

Except curbstomp stupid bastard chavs in public, but. :|

Going to the Ministry of Sound the other night was the BEST NIGHT OF MY ENTIRE LIFE.

... Too bad someone snitched about me staying out and I'm stuck cleaning windows FOR THE NEXT THREE WEEKS.

what sane 20-year-old wakes up at 6 in the morning, anyway?! Honestly!

...so now that the world has moved on from here to Tokyo (woahheyholyshit POST FRENZY) and that everyone is all right again, I can safely say that I'm doing fine! :x Just need something to distract myself, is all. The older ones have been suspiciously quiet.

...

You know, it never occurred to me that I've never been to the Ministry of Sound before now. Like. EVER.

Obviously, this must change. If the world has to end, I at least want to say that I partied in a legendary club at least ONCE! It's gonna be a long while before I can say I spun there, though... I'm not that good yet. aside from the fact that the last time I tried it, people started getting really drowsy and fell over or seized up and wait why am I THINKING about this ahahaha RAMBLING OKAY AHEM.

In conclusion, I'm sneaking out tonight and nothing can keep me from going~ ♥

Oh! And to all the newblets in the comm?

HI, WELCOME TO THE INTERNET
we won't be held responsible for mind-scarring via 4chan

HOPE YOU TWO ARE HAPPY. XE

fuck you, fuck you, fuck. you.