Sorry for not updating or commenting the last few days, I was in St. Louis with James from Sunday until today. I should have come back sooner, but it is hard leaving him up there and coming home to an empty house. I already miss him like crazy. On top of it all, I am so depressed about my work situation. I had something crappy happen to me the last day I worked, which I will talk about later, and I just don't know what to do.

I feel blah and depressed, a feeling I am not all that used to anymore. It just seems like this summer is not going to be so great with James working out of town and being gone all the freaking time, and me in a job that makes me want to cry when I consider going in. A part of me cannot wait for the summer to be over already, but then that brings me leaving James and my family behind to move across the country. No one ever said life would be easy. I just feel like I am entering the most challenging part of my life up until this point, and it is stressful. So many changes at once, it is hard to adjust.

I will have a long update on stuff later, I just don't feel like it right now. I just hope something good works out in the next few days. I am tired of being sad. I figure I may go work out to make up for all the horrilble food I ate at James' dad's house. All they ever eat is junk food, I swear. Junk food and pork (which some of you already know, I cannot stand, but had it for 3 meals while I was there.)

So to blow off some steam, I may work out for awhile. It usually makes me feel better, endorphins or something, and boy, could I use some of those. I just need to get motivated to go now...