Random stuff

So I have a stupid essay to finish writing for tomorrow and some work on a group project for my finance class. We are meetin at 7 PM tonight. It is't much, just plug some forumlas in an Excel sheet. If I could get the other stuff done that we will be working on a as group, that would rock.

I had a dream that is really bothering me and I cannot get my mind off of it. My mom has two dogs Molly and Cutie. Molly was my dog when I lived with her, but since she is a big dog (we were told a boxer/jack russel terrier mix, but she appears to be a pit bull mix, possibly with boxer? who knows). Molly and Cutie are sisters, we got them from the same litter, and they are almost identical. They are my babies, I love them to bits. Anyways, to the dream. I had a dream that my mom and I found them dead in her front yard. Not one, but both. The thought was that the neighbor shot them (he shot and killed my sisters dog months ago and the police are refusing to take action). It hurt so bad, especially to tell my little brother, who loves these dogs. My mom adores these dogs too. I remember that in the dream, it felt like my heart was breaking, and it was painful, I even woke up with chest pains over the ordeal. I tried to cry in the dream, and couldn't and it physically hurt. I know they are just dogs to some people, but they are apart of the family, so it bothers me.

We ent out to dinner to celebrate my sisters birthday last night. Her birthday was earlier in the week, but we went out last night. Apparently, they are keeping the horse I mentioned earlier. The guy that was going to take her got mad at her boyfriends brother for some reason, and now refuses to care for it. He said he would euthanize her and that is it. They are going to continue trying to get her health back. My poor sister loves this horse so much. Apparently, the vet they have been working with says it is just worms and is working on that problem righ now, so hopefully she will be ok for now.

James comes home from working with his dad later this evening. Just to earn money around here has been crazy. I miss having weekends with him, especially because next semester I will be across the country :( I am applying at a few jobs this Monday possibly. Things should be getting more stressful...at least I graduate college in less then a month :)