a final draft

I started another entry, thought I could make light of the situation that happened yesterday, because in a way, it was funny. But it is also depressing. So I made the entry private, because it just got super depressing. My family is in a seriously depressing state right now and I feel as if there is nothing I can do right now to help.

My personal life is wonderful. I am very happy, something I had issues with in the past. Everything I do, such as go to college, get into a graduate school, pay for college, everything is on my own. James helps a lot. I am not sure I could do a lot of things I do without his support. He is wonderful. I highly doubt I would be going to graduate school to pursue my dream if he hasn't supported me. I would have still done ok, gone to college and whatnot, but probably would have accepted a job in any old field when I graduated, even though my dream is to get a Masters degree and work in real estate development.

I have to get my poster finished today before going to my family's for Easter dinner. James called and said he may be back from working at his dad's around 3 pm and we may run to his mom's too. I felt bad skipping her family's Easter, but James had to get some work in. So I may be out late, and my poster is to be printed tomorrow, and I need my advisor to help me with it and make some changes because I do not want to look like an idiot at the undergraduate research conference.

You have no clue how many tmes I restarted this entry. I have so much I want to add, but also not sure if I want to lol