I'm still dizzy. Last month, I thought I had an ear infection. I'm pretty sure I do and that's likely the cause of it. My ear feels clogged and it hurts.

I feel like I bore people these days and it's understandable. I'm holding myself back from posting like I used to because I'm paranoid after recent events and I'm finding I'm not trusting of people like I used to. I tend to back away after stuff like that happens because I feel like people are judging me or something. It's messed up, and I likely should cut some people out of my life rather than avoid LJ completely, but some of these people are well connected and people I admired and really liked (and wanted to like me) so it's hard.

It's another reason I've sucked as far as responding to comments. Not that I'm ignoring people because I'm mad at them, I'm just holding myself back a bit. I'm making an effort to not do that now and responded to everyone on my last entry as of last night.

I almost feel like I need a weight loss filter because I'm not sure who really wants to read all that? But I post from my phone and filters aren't easy. Maybe I'll do cuts instead.

Same with when I write about NaNo. I've signed up and want to do it this year. Usually Idol takes up all my time in November, but well.... I'm not going to let that happen. I'm going to try and shift my focus over to finishing a novel in November and I may want to write about all that here. Again, cuts may work better than filters.

What do you guys think? Or are cuts even needed if it's not terribly long? Like what I wrote below?

For my weight loss, still going strong. I maintained my weight over the weekend even with wine and dessert on Friday. I was good the rest of the weekend and I'm down about a pound from last week. I haven't been exercising hardcore thanks to feeling dizzy and weak, but I walked Annabelle last night for about an hour. Better than nothing, I say. I have therapy tonight, so likely no working out, but that'll be fine since I'm also feeling under the weather. I won't be too hard on myself :)

I'm daydreaming about a romantic getaway with java_fiend and might plan something for his birthday. I love doing things like that and think I have a pretty good idea what I'll do for his birthday. I love celebrating people's birthdays!

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