Written from my phone because I am a lazy beast.

I've been slacking at life lately. And according to my therapist, I shouldn't feel bad about it this week. Since I've come back from vacation, I've been busy with some errands, but the rest of the time I've just wasted away.

But that's okay. I'll give myself until Monday. Let my face heal, get back into the swing of things and deal with the post-vacation blues that have hot me lately. That'll pass, my therapist agrees it will. I now have permission to be lazy and eat badly this week. Which I thought was bad since I did that last week on vacation, but getting back into RL after a vacation isn't easy, and dealing with other issues and being as physically hurt as I was, I just need to take it easy.

And I am. I wanted to write more about therapy but I think I'll get ready for bed in a bit.

My face still hurts. It's healing, but people at the dog park stopped and asked me what happened so it's still obvious. My lips hurt so badly, I can hardly stand it. My tooth still hurts too. But I'm slowly looking better.

I'll be visiting some of the L.A properties tomorrow. I love getting out of the office. My boss is driving, so no stress there except trying to make conversation (he's more socially awkward than I am. In fact, I'm the most talkative person in my office and that's sad because I tend to hate talking to people).

We are visiting two properties in the Watts neighborhood (BAD part of town. According to my boss, it's like the movie Training Day). The other property is in Hollywood. We won't make in time to tour the Compton property and leaving before we can visit the homeless housing I'm rather fond of for their dedication to the residents (and on the residents' enthusiasm for our programs, especially anything that teaches them to better themselves). I'm really looking forward to this. I like the idea of what I do, but I find the job itself mundane. Seeing the properties we serve and the people I'm helping could shine some light onto things.

Well I think I ought to head to bed. My cat isn't letting me sleep these days and I'm exhausted. I'm using the rest of the week as a vacation from my vacation and I'll be lazy without guilt until Monday. That makes me feel so much better about my bad eating and lack of motivation to do anything :)

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