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I am not in a good mood. I am cold, hungry, and overall, very irritable.

My plan was to take a year off and travel around. A few years ago my mother even suggested it to me (or at least the 'take a year off' part).

But a few days ago my parents and I had this meeting and they said I should go to college and travel or whatever during the summer.

So now I am applying to schools I am not in any way excited about. I was going to try to get into BYU-Idaho, because my mom thinks it would be nice and small and everything. But the only thing I would be interested it there is Psychology, and even that isn't incredibly exciting for me. So now I'm thinking maybe I should try for BYU-Provo, which is bigger and has a Media Arts program which I would be more interested it.

The snag is that I was only considering BYU-I and researching it, so I know very little about BYU-P. I am looking at all the dorms and programs and requirements and feeling very stressed and overwhelmed.

...And the application deadline is February 15th for both of the schools.

I hate school so much. It's making me depressed just thinking about going to college at this point. I feel like I'm not experienced enough or something. I don't know exactly.