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  2020.12.30  12.34
Master fic post

Masterlist of fic/essays/photosets

Everything I’ve considered worth preserving is listed below.

I’m a writer and editor IRL so I try to polish everything to a high level. I also like concrit and intelligent discussion of all sorts.

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  2014.07.06  00.35
Tips for using LJ

All right, my 40-something tumblr-escaping LJ n00b friends, I've seen people confused by all these things so here's a quick starter list for LJ acclimatisation:

Friends lock
If you friend someone, they will be able to see anything you post publicly or under friends lock. You will also see their public posts on your friends page. Only if they friend you back will their f-locked material appear on your friends page.

Custom lock
You can create posts for a small, tailored group of people only. This also means your friends might be posting some things you can't see.

How to avoid talking into the void
It's not very likely people will stumble across your journal. To meet people, join communities and talk there. Sometimes if you friend someone they'll click over to your journal and investigate, but they probably won't friend you back until you've got a bit of content.

Tagging
Tumblr narrative-style tagging isn't really a thing on LJ, where tagging is more a way of people your own journal in order. Do it if you like but at time of writing it'll mostly advertise that you come from tumblr.

Read More cuts
Use lj-cut to create Read Mores. Type [lj-cut text="Read more under the cut"] - but use pointy instead of square brackets. [/lj-cut] gets you back to typing in the fully visible post. To do the same thing in a comment instead of a post, use lj-spoiler instead of lj-cut.

Anyone got any questions or things I should add? I am frankly shit at all things remotely internet-techy but have managed to din a few LJ procedures into my head by dint of having been a permanent account-holder for 10 years(!) now.

 
 


 
  2014.07.05  15.51


I feel I should post something here.

 
 


 
  2014.06.29  16.29
Sunday Six: Croatia Between

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  2014.06.20  09.17
Tumblr Refuge community

A quick plug for Tumblr Refuge which I just joined. Started by emmagrant01, and does what it says on the tin!

 
 


 
  2014.06.19  08.45


I need to do some curating over here. I'm going to unfollow some journals that appear to be dead (if I unfollow you and you care, yell), and investigate who's who. My LJ friending policy has always been that I prefer to know someone a bit before actually friending them... which can of course be tricky if that person does most things under f-lock. Perils of LJ.

This will probably take a couple of days.

 
 


 
  2014.06.18  22.28


*waves* at new arrivals from tumblr. It's kind of quiet here. Or if it isn't you can f-lock everything and keep the wank out, o joy of peace.

To everyone else: guess what, the Sherlock fandom on tumblr has exploded into such wank that people are actually starting to come back to LJ. Possibly including me, though I am a total social media sheep and will only post here if other people do.

 
 


 
  2014.04.14  10.18


Happy birthday _cherryvanilla_! No more cards, due to 21st century.

 
 


 
  2014.04.08  03.27


Akhmatova monument 3
Monument to Anna Akhmatova, looking across the river to Kresty prison. This is part of a monument pair, the statue of Akhmatova set back from the river and then the Monument to Victims of Political Repression on the embankment. These are in considerably better nick than the prison exterior. Akhmatova and environs seem to be properly cared for, complete with newly-dug flowerbeds in front of her. (Possibly this is because her environs are a car park, and cars are very important here; the monument pair is bisected by yet another massive embankment highway. But a high standard of maintenance is not the norm.) The complete lack of monumentage outside the prison itself makes a bit more sense once you cross the river and see what's there. It is after all a working jail, operating theoretical modern justice, as well as a site of historical injustice.

Monument to the victims of political repression 2
Monument to the victims of political repression.

Kresty2
Grubby Kresty prison environs and small hard-to-read plaque.

Kresty4
Prison. Not getting any more cheerful. Note meteor-like Russian attack preciptation.

Kresty and modern advert
Cultural montage. Over-grand yellow Stalin-era apartment building, unreconstructed prison, shiny western cars, and extremely au courant billboard. It's advertising self-contained suburban apartments with 'good neighbours guaranteed'. If I'm reading the cultural cues right, the viewer is supposed to identify with the ordinary little girl on the right, who can't do her ironing because the board is being hogged by an all-new, all-false and probably economically illegitimate New Russian sex goddess. Choosing who lives next door is a bit of an urban Russian obsession, after decades of living in state-allocated communal flats.

 
 


 
  2013.12.08  15.59
Always London Chapter 3 and Epilogue

Title: Always London (fourth and final part of Four Corners of the Western World) Chapter 3 and epilogue
Author: pennypaperbrain
Fandom Sherlock BBC
Betas: Chloe, eldritchhorrors
Rating: NC-17 for chapter 3 and the fic
Warnings for this chapter: explicit romantic BDSM, discussion of bipolar disorder
Pairing: Sherlock/John
Wordcount: 4,120 for chapter 3, 1,254 for the epilogue
Spoilers: All six episodes
Disclaimer: I don’t own any of these characters. I couldn’t be trusted with them. There’d be kinky slash everywhere.
Summary: They’ve killed and survived and come back from the darkness. Now John and Sherlock will find a way to make things work.

Also on AO3

Four Corners of the Western World is NOW COMPLETE!
1: Vegas High
2: Malta Bright
3: Piter Raw
4: Always London

Each fic in this series is self-contained, and they can be read separately with the help of the intro summaries, but for the best experience they should be read in order.


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  2013.11.24  18.32
Always London Chapter 2

Title: Always London (fourth and final part of Four Corners of the Western World) Chapter 2 of 3
Author: pennypaperbrain
Fandom Sherlock BBC
Betas: Chloe, eldritchhorrors
Rating: R for Chapter 2, NC-17 for the fic
Warnings for this chapter: discussion of bipolar disorder, references to kinky sex
Pairing: Sherlock/John
Wordcount: 5,844
Spoilers: All six episodes
Disclaimer: I don’t own any of these characters. I couldn’t be trusted with them. There’d be kinky slash everywhere.
Summary: After their sensational return to London, John and Sherlock have to ride out press hysteria, not to mention encounters with old friends and enemies. And once the dust has settled, how does it leave things between the two of them?

Also on AO3

Each fic in this series is self-contained, and they can be read separately with the help of the intro summaries, but for the best experience they should be read in order.

Four Corners of the Western World
1: Vegas High (complete): LJ, AO3
2: Malta Bright (complete): LJ, AO3
3: Piter Raw (complete): LJ, AO3
4: Always London (in progress)


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  2013.11.17  16.54
Always London Chapter 1

Title: Always London (fourth and final part of Four Corners of the Western World) Chapter 1 of 3
Author: pennypaperbrain
Fandom Sherlock BBC
Betas: Chloe, eldritchhorrors
Rating: Teen for Chapter 1, NC-17 for the fic
Warnings for this chapter: discussion of bipolar disorder
Pairing: Sherlock/John
Wordcount: 4,997
Spoilers: All six episodes
Disclaimer: I don’t own any of these characters. I couldn’t be trusted with them. There’d be kinky slash everywhere.
Summary: After killing the final sniper, John and Sherlock arrive back in London. But how is Sherlock going to manage his sensational return from the dead, and how will it affect their relationship? Contains Mycroft, Mrs Hudson, Lestrade and shouting.

Also on AO3

Each fic in this series is self-contained, and they can be read separately with the help of the intro summaries, but for the best experience they should be read in order.

Four Corners of the Western World
1: Vegas High (complete): LJ, AO3
2: Malta Bright (complete): LJ, AO3
3: Piter Raw (complete): LJ, AO3
4: Always London (in progress)


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  2013.08.18  18.11
Piter Raw Chapter 8 (final chapter)

Title: Piter Raw (part three of Four Corners of the Western World) Chapter 8 of 8
Author: pennypaperbrain
Fandom Sherlock BBC
Betas: Chloe, eldritchhorrors, russpick by madoshi
Rating: NC-17 for this chapter and the fic
Warnings for this chapter: romantic BDSM
Pairing: Sherlock/John
Wordcount: Chapter 8: 4,603. Whole fic: 36,099
Spoilers: All six episodes
Disclaimer: I don’t own any of these characters. I couldn’t be trusted with them. There’d be kinky slash everywhere.
Summary: John and Sherlock have survived the snipers, and Sherlock’s bipolar is under control. But has that come at the cost of their relationship?

Also on AO3

Each fic in this series is self-contained, and they can be read separately with the help of the intro summaries, but for the best experience they should be read in order.

Four Corners of the Western World
1: Vegas High (complete): LJ, AO3
2: Malta Bright (complete): LJ, AO3
3: Piter Raw (complete): LJ, AO3
4: Always London


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  2013.08.04  15.46
Piter Raw Chapter 7

Title: Piter Raw (part three of Four Corners of the Western World) Chapter 7 of 8
Author: pennypaperbrain
Fandom Sherlock BBC
Betas: Chloe, eldritchhorrors, russpick by madoshi
Rating: PG-13 for Chapter 7, NC-17 for the fic
Warnings for this chapter: depictions of bipolar disorder, suicidal ideation and behaviour,
Pairing: Sherlock/John
Wordcount: Chapter 7: 3,235. Fic so far: 31,501
Spoilers: All six episodes
Disclaimer: I don’t own any of these characters. I couldn’t be trusted with them. There’d be kinky slash everywhere.
Summary: John and Sherlock have won their battle. All three snipers are dead. But Sherlock has overshot his strength. Suicidal and despairing, he disappears into the frozen city, leaving John with little hope of finding him alive.

Also on AO3

Each fic in this series is self-contained, and they can be read separately with the help of the intro summaries, but for the best experience they should be read in order.

Four Corners of the Western World
1: Vegas High (complete): LJ, AO3
2: Malta Bright (complete): LJ, AO3
3: Piter Raw (in progress): LJ, AO3
4: Always London

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  2013.07.28  15.45
Piter Raw Chapter 6

Title: Piter Raw (part three of Four Corners of the Western World) Chapter 6 of 8
Author: pennypaperbrain
Fandom Sherlock BBC
Betas: Chloe, eldritchhorrors, russpick by madoshi
Rating: PG-13 for Chapter 6, NC-17 for the fic
Warnings for this chapter: depictions of bipolar disorder, suicidal ideation and behaviour, canon-typical violence
Pairing: Sherlock/John
Wordcount: Chapter 6: 6,027. Fic so far: 28,266
Spoilers: All six episodes
Disclaimer: I don’t own any of these characters. I couldn’t be trusted with them. There’d be kinky slash everywhere.
Summary: Zoya has traced John and Sherlock to their refuge on Vasilevsky Island, and she has a proposition to make. Can they trust her? There’s not much choice…

Also on AO3

Four Corners of the Western World
1: Vegas High (complete): LJ, AO3
2: Malta Bright (complete): LJ, AO3
3: Piter Raw (in progress): AO3
4: Always London

Each fic in this series is self-contained, and they can be read separately with the help of the intro summaries, but for the best experience they should be read in order.

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  2013.05.27  10.21
Piter Raw Chapter 5

Title: Piter Raw (part three of Four Corners of the Western World) Chapter 5 of 8
Author: pennypaperbrain
Fandom Sherlock BBC
Betas: Chloe, eldritchhorrors, russpick by madoshi
Rating: R for Chapter 5, NC-17 for the fic
Warnings for this chapter: depictions of bipolar disorder, suicidal ideation and behaviour, BDSM references
Pairing: Sherlock/John
Wordcount: Chapter 5: 5,589. Fic so far: 22,268
Spoilers: All six episodes
Disclaimer: I don’t own any of these characters. I couldn’t be trusted with them. There’d be kinky slash everywhere.
Summary: Having failed to take down Kolyvanov, Sherlock and John are trapped and desperate. The lithium Sherlock is taking to combat his bipolar is having no effect, and his endurance is running out.
Please note that the mental health trigger warnings should be taken very seriously for this chapter in particular.

Also on AO3

Each fic in this series is self-contained, and they can be read separately with the help of the intro summaries, but for the best experience they should be read in order.

Four Corners of the Western World
1: Vegas High (complete): LJ, AO3
2: Malta Bright (complete): LJ, AO3
3: Piter Raw (in progress): LJ, AO3
4: Always London


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  2013.05.20  08.37
Piter Raw Chapter 4

Title: Piter Raw (part three of Four Corners of the Western World) Chapter 4 of 8
Author: pennypaperbrain
Fandom Sherlock BBC
Betas: Chloe, eldritchhorrors, russpick by madoshi
Rating: Teen for Chapter 4, NC-17 for the fic
Warnings for this chapter: depictions of bipolar disorder, canon-typical violence
Pairing: Sherlock/John
Wordcount: Chapter 4: 5,004. Fic so far: 16,679
Spoilers: All six episodes
Disclaimer: I don’t own any of these characters. I couldn’t be trusted with them. There’d be kinky slash everywhere.
Summary: John and Sherlock have a plan to take out Kolyvanov. It does not go particularly well.

Also on AO3

Each fic in this series is self-contained, and they can be read separately with the help of the intro summaries, but for the best experience they should be read in order.

Four Corners of the Western World
1: Vegas High (complete): LJ, AO3
2: Malta Bright (complete): LJ, AO3
3: Piter Raw (in progress): LJ, AO3
4: Always London


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  2013.05.13  08.43
Piter Raw Chapter 3

Title: Piter Raw (part three of Four Corners of the Western World) Chapter 3 of 8
Author: pennypaperbrain
Fandom Sherlock BBC
Betas: Chloe, eldritchhorrors, russpick by madoshi
Rating: Teen for Chapter 3, NC-17 for the fic
Warnings for this chapter: depictions of bipolar disorder, suicidal imagery
Pairing: Sherlock/John
Wordcount: Chapter 3: 4,807. Fic so far: 11,664
Spoilers: All six episodes
Disclaimer: I don’t own any of these characters. I couldn’t be trusted with them. There’d be kinky slash everywhere.
Summary: Sherlock and John are planning their hit on the last of Moriarty’s snipers. Except that it is becoming increasingly unclear whether Sherlock wants to kill Kolyvanov or himself.

Also on AO3

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  2013.05.06  10.03
Piter Raw Chapter 2

Title: Piter Raw (part three of Four Corners of the Western World) Chapter 2 of 8
Author: pennypaperbrain
Fandom Sherlock BBC
Betas: Chloe, eldritchhorrors, russpick by madoshi
Rating: Teen for Chapter 2, NC-17 for the fic
Warnings for this chapter: depictions of bipolar disorder, mild kinky play
Pairing: Sherlock/John
Wordcount: Chapter 2: 3,127. Fic so far: 6,857
Spoilers: All six episodes
Disclaimer: I don’t own any of these characters. I couldn’t be trusted with them. There’d be kinky slash everywhere.
Summary: Sherlock and John are lying low in St Petersburg while they prepare to take on Moriarty’s final sniper, Oleg Kolyvanov. But between language problems and Sherlock’s depression, progress is frustratingly slow, and on top of that it’s starting to look like their Russian host is not what she seems…

Also on AO3

Each fic in this series is self-contained, and they can be read separately with the help of the intro summaries, but for the best experience they should be read in order.

Four Corners of the Western World
1: Vegas High (complete): LJ, AO3
2: Malta Bright (complete): LJ, AO3
3: Piter Raw (in progress): LJ, AO3
4: Always London

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  2013.04.29  19.35
Piter Raw Prologue and Chapter 1

Title: Piter Raw (part three of Four Corners of the Western World) Chapter 1 of 8
Author: pennypaperbrain
Fandom Sherlock BBC
Betas: Chloe, eldritchhorrors, russpick by madoshi
Rating: Teen for Chapter 1, NC-17 for the fic
Warnings for this chapter: depictions of bipolar disorder
Pairing: Sherlock/John
Wordcount: Prologue: 376, Chapter 1: 3,354
Spoilers: All six episodes
Disclaimer: I don’t own any of these characters. I couldn’t be trusted with them. There’d be kinky slash everywhere.
Summary: Two of Moriarty's snipers are now dead, and Sherlock and John must travel to St Petersburg, Russia, to take on the last and toughest: mafioso Oleg Kolyvanov. Hardly a simple task, and the fact that Sherlock is increasingly ill makes their chances even slimmer...

Also on AO3

Each fic in this series is self-contained, and they can be read separately with the help of the intro summaries, but for the best experience they should be read in order.

Four Corners of the Western World
1: Vegas High (complete): LJ, AO3
2: Malta Bright (complete): LJ, AO3
3: Piter Raw (in progress): AO3
4: Always London

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  2013.02.19  19.41
Sherlock, Sally and Otherness meta

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  2013.02.04  21.29
Bipolar UK appeal

Along with a lot of charities in the economic downturn, Bipolar UK is having a funding crisis. According to the Guardian, the charity itself is facing closure if it can’t raise £100,000 in the next few weeks. The charity’s own website is less stark and say ‘its services’ face closure , rather than that it is going to implode completely. However, the service affected are the outreach ones: self-help groups and information and advice provision such as helplines.

http://www.bipolaruk.org.uk/appeal-why-we-need-your-help.html

I’ve just donated £100, which I can do because I’m lucky enough to be mildly enough affected by my Bipolar II that I can still work full-time. The people who need the charity most aren’t in that position. They are also poorly served by the NHS; even before the current cuts, mental health was disproportionately underfunded.

Suzanne Hudson of Bipolar UK says ‘The sad irony is that this funding crisis comes at a time when bipolar is beginning to be understood. As a result more individuals and families are finding the courage to seek our support. 2012 was unprecedented in terms of the number of individuals contacting us for help and accessing our services. It is increasingly the case that individuals’ first contact with us is at a time of crisis involving intervention with emergency services.’

My own experience of the charity is based around occasional attendance of a monthly group. You’re not supposed to talk about what happened outside the group itself, but I don’t think it will be a very terrible breach if I quote one new attendee saying ‘This is so valuable – just being here and talking to people who know the experience, so you’re not alone.’

So if you’ve enjoyed Four Corners of the Western World, and/or winced at some of Penny’s more alarming pratfalls over the past 18 months, please consider making a small donation.

 
 


 
  2013.01.06  23.35
Fic: Malta Bright Chapter 7 and epilogue

Title: Malta Bright (part two of Four Corners of the Western World) Chapter 7 of 7 (plus epilogue).
Author: pennypaperbrain
Fandom: Sherlock BBC
Betas: Chloe, eldritchhorrors
Rating: NC-17 for chapter 7 and the fic
Warnings for this chapter: mentions of bipolar disorder, BDSM
Pairing: Sherlock/John
Wordcount: 4,136 for Chapter 7, 657 for the epilogue, 30,608 for the finished fic
Spoilers: All six episodes
Disclaimer: I don’t own any of these characters. I couldn’t be trusted with them. There’d be kinky slash everywhere.
Fic Summary: Post-Reichenbach, Sherlock and John are hunting down the remains of Moriarty’s network. It’s a dangerous project, but they have each other to rely on… except that Sherlock is losing his mind.
Chapter Summary:
‘Do you want to safeword?’ John asks, making his voice level but loud.
‘No,’ whimpers Sherlock. ‘Not – yet. Oh God.’ He lurches back again, clenching his fists, rolling his head.
‘Then fall,’ says John. ‘I’ll catch you.’


Each fic in this series is self-contained, and they can be read separately with the help of the intro summaries, but for the best experience they should be read in order.

Four Corners of the Western World
1: Vegas High (complete): LJ, AO3
2: Malta Bright (complete): LJ, AO3
3: Piter Raw (in progress)
4: Always London

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  2012.12.18  08.29
Malta Bright (Four Corners of the Western World Part 2) Chapter 6

Title: Malta Bright (part two of Four Corners of the Western World) Chapter 6 of 7
Author: pennypaperbrain
Fandom Sherlock BBC
Betas: Chloe, eldritchhorrors
Rating: Teen for this chapter, NC-17 for the fic
Warnings for this chapter: discussions of bipolar disorder
Pairing: Sherlock/John
Wordcount: 3,546 for this chapter, 25,815 for the fic so far
Spoilers: All six episodes
Disclaimer: I don’t own any of these characters. I couldn’t be trusted with them. There’d be kinky slash everywhere.
Fic Summary: Post-Reichenbach, Sherlock and John are hunting down the remains of Moriarty’s network. It’s a dangerous project, but they have each other to rely on… except that Sherlock is losing his mind.
Chapter Summary: John has figured out what’s wrong with Sherlock’s head. So what are they going to do about it?

Also on AO3

Each fic in this series is self-contained, and they can be read separately with the help of the intro summaries, but for the best experience they should be read in order.

Four Corners of the Western World
1: Vegas High (complete): LJ, AO3
2: Malta Bright (in progress): LJ, AO3
3: Piter Raw
4: Always London

The final chapter of Malta Bright will be posted on Monday 7 January.

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  2012.11.19  18.54


Happy birthday to call_me_ishmael!

 
 


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