Title : Boy crushes & man love.
Author : Moi
Rating : PG13 still, dont worry it won't always be. ;)
Notes: Thank you to anyone who commeneted on my 1st chapter. You are the reason why I continued it. :*
Ch. 2
Patrick’s POV
I shut my door and went over to my bed crawling into the sheets. It wasn’t until then that I looked over at the clock to see that it was only 8:23. It was way to early for sleep and Peter would probably catch on that something was wrong with me. It was a bit chilly in my room so I pulled the covers all the way over my head. I brought my legs up a little and curled up as I layed there thinking about what had just gone on between me and Peter. I really had no idea what went through my mind and made me kiss him. It’s not like I kissed him on the lips but still it was really awkward. I sighed softly and closed my eyes. I didn’t even know if Peter swung that way, I mean he had acted like he could be at least bi before with his other friends. But with me it was different. We never did stuff like that or got that close. I pushed it all to the back of my head and figured some sleep might help clear my head.
Peter had gotten up and made his way down the hall and slowly into my room. He opened the door so slowly I didn’t even hear him. Only until he spoke I knew he was there.
“Patrick..” He said softly. “Are you okay?” I was silent not saying anything, maybe if he thought I was asleep he would just go away. He didn’t though, he spoke again.
“Patrick, please don’t let this get awkward between us.” I heard him sigh and then shuffle over to my bed sitting at the edge of it. I could feel his eyes watching me even though I was under the covers. He reached over a minute later and placed his hand on what happened to be my shoulder. I still didn’t do anything, just layed there.
“Talk to me please.” He spoke so softly. I could tell that he was either upset or bothered by what had gone on. I was scared to get up though and face him. I didn’t want to hear him tell me how weird I was and that he wouldn’t look at me the same way again. I spoke up though.
“What do you want to talk about?” I heard a sigh from him, which seemed like one of relief as he kept his hand placed firmly on my shoulder.
“I need to tell you some things..” He said more quietly now and I could tell that he was serious. So I finally pushed myself up and out from the blankets. I looked over at him placing my hands in my lap and giving him a short nod. He to nodded and I could tell he was having problems with what he was going to say.
“I uhmm..well what happened in there. I don’t know why you did it..but uhm…” He was pausing and fidgeting so much that it was almost hard to understand what he was trying to say.
“I can’t explain it..” He looked down and I frowned some.
“Please try.” I said softly as he looked up at me, I guess the tone of my voice made him a little more at ease.
“I don’t know where to start or how to word it.” He kept his eyes on me, they were filled with emotion and I was hoping that whatever it was I could get rid of. I hated seeing him upset.
“Well the reason I did that in there was because I have these feelings for yo..” I was cut off quickly by Peter who leaned over putting his hands on my cheeks and pressing his lips to mine. I was shocked at first but once it kicked in I kissed him back softly. After a moment he pulled back and looked down at his lap once more. I sat there still in shock for a moment before I spoke.
“Wow..” was all I could manage to get out as he sat there.
“Sorry..” He spoke softly and I shook my head some.
“No, Peter don’t be sorry at all” I reached over and placed my hand on his shoulder. The other hand moved under his chin to lift it before I leaned over this time and pressed a soft kiss to his lips. I couldn’t help but smile because he did. I pulled back slowly and he placed his hands back on my cheeks as he just stared at me. He didn’t have that upset look on his face anymore. He seemed happy. I was happy too. After all this time of hiding my feelings we ended up with the same ones. I rubbed his shoulder softly as he spoke.
“I had no idea..” He said quietly as I nodded.
“It’s been a while really..I didn’t think you felt the same way though.”
“You’ve always amazed me Patrick, anyone would be crazy not to fall for you. You are perfect.” I grinned and blushed a little at the words that he said. How could I get so lucky to have such an amazing guy in my life?
“I wouldn’t say perfect..” I said quietly and looked down. He reached over to move my head back up.
“Well I would.” I smiled again and leaned over to kiss him, this time longer. We shut our eyes slowly and just enjoyed the moment, the feelings of our lips pressing against each other. It was an amazing feeling, one I thought I would never feel.
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I layed on the couch with Peter. We had both decided that we would go back into the living room and finish the movie. Peter had paused it when he got up earlier and we were both now back watching it. Of course it was a little different now. He had his arms wrapped firmly around my body as I layed back into him. My body was resting in between his legs and my fingers laced with his. The back of my head was resting against his shoulder as I looked over at the TV, seeming to be enjoying the movie way more now then before.
We heard someone messing with the lock at the front door and jumped some. I looked up at Peter and quickly moved to the side to sit next to him now. He gave me a small nod as he then continued to watch the movie like nothing happened. Joe and Andy walked into the house, shutting the door behind them they both came into the living room and sat down on the couch. I looked over at Andy.
“How was dinner?” Andy looked over at me.
“It was good, we just went to that pizza place down the street.” I nodded some.
“That’s cool.” Peter cut in.
“Meet any hot chicks?” I laughed some and glanced at Peter then back over at Joe and Andy on the other side of me. Joe shook his head.
“No way, but we did meet some 13 year olds.” Andy laughed, it must have been a joke between them because I didn’t find it that funny.
“Niiice” Peter said as he leaned over me to give Joe a high five. Joe gave him one then moved back.
“I’m going to go take a shower.” Joe said as he got up. We all pretty much nodded.
“Alright.” Peter said. “Have fun.” He winked and Joe laughed and walked off down the hall.
“You’re watching ice age?” Andy asked giving up both an odd look. I nodded.
“Duh.” I said sarcastically. Peter laughed.
“It’s the best movie ever, shut up Andy.” Andy just shook his head some as he got up.
“I’ll be in my room.” I nodded some and Peter waved before we were once again alone. I looked over at Peter and gave him a soft smile and he gave me one of those cheesy smiles back. He leaned over and kissed me softly and I did the same. I loved his random kisses, he had been doing it all night.
“Patrick..” He spoke softly and I looked at him with question.
“Yes?” I asked wondering what was going to come up now.
“What is this? Like..we both admitted we like each other so what’s going to happen now?” I froze up some, not to sure what he was getting at. I didn’t want to say the wrong thing though.
“I don’t know..what do you think?” I gave a question back.
“Well, I think that I should be able to call you mine because it’s only fair right?” He smirked softly and I smiled.
“Well then consider me yours” He grinned and I laughed some.
“I can deal with that, only if I’m all yours and yours only.” I nodded.
“Of course, if anyone touches you I’m going to have to kick some ass.” He shook his head as he stuck his tongue out at me.
“Don’t stick that out unless you’re going to use it right.”
“Oh yeah, what’s that suppose to mean?” He questioned me and I just laughed.
“Nothing, nothing, let’s go lay down.” He nodded and got up, grabbing my hand and pulling me back to his room with him.
Previous chapter;
Ch. 1
Author : Moi
Rating : PG13 still, dont worry it won't always be. ;)
Notes: Thank you to anyone who commeneted on my 1st chapter. You are the reason why I continued it. :*
Ch. 2
Patrick’s POV
I shut my door and went over to my bed crawling into the sheets. It wasn’t until then that I looked over at the clock to see that it was only 8:23. It was way to early for sleep and Peter would probably catch on that something was wrong with me. It was a bit chilly in my room so I pulled the covers all the way over my head. I brought my legs up a little and curled up as I layed there thinking about what had just gone on between me and Peter. I really had no idea what went through my mind and made me kiss him. It’s not like I kissed him on the lips but still it was really awkward. I sighed softly and closed my eyes. I didn’t even know if Peter swung that way, I mean he had acted like he could be at least bi before with his other friends. But with me it was different. We never did stuff like that or got that close. I pushed it all to the back of my head and figured some sleep might help clear my head.
Peter had gotten up and made his way down the hall and slowly into my room. He opened the door so slowly I didn’t even hear him. Only until he spoke I knew he was there.
“Patrick..” He said softly. “Are you okay?” I was silent not saying anything, maybe if he thought I was asleep he would just go away. He didn’t though, he spoke again.
“Patrick, please don’t let this get awkward between us.” I heard him sigh and then shuffle over to my bed sitting at the edge of it. I could feel his eyes watching me even though I was under the covers. He reached over a minute later and placed his hand on what happened to be my shoulder. I still didn’t do anything, just layed there.
“Talk to me please.” He spoke so softly. I could tell that he was either upset or bothered by what had gone on. I was scared to get up though and face him. I didn’t want to hear him tell me how weird I was and that he wouldn’t look at me the same way again. I spoke up though.
“What do you want to talk about?” I heard a sigh from him, which seemed like one of relief as he kept his hand placed firmly on my shoulder.
“I need to tell you some things..” He said more quietly now and I could tell that he was serious. So I finally pushed myself up and out from the blankets. I looked over at him placing my hands in my lap and giving him a short nod. He to nodded and I could tell he was having problems with what he was going to say.
“I uhmm..well what happened in there. I don’t know why you did it..but uhm…” He was pausing and fidgeting so much that it was almost hard to understand what he was trying to say.
“I can’t explain it..” He looked down and I frowned some.
“Please try.” I said softly as he looked up at me, I guess the tone of my voice made him a little more at ease.
“I don’t know where to start or how to word it.” He kept his eyes on me, they were filled with emotion and I was hoping that whatever it was I could get rid of. I hated seeing him upset.
“Well the reason I did that in there was because I have these feelings for yo..” I was cut off quickly by Peter who leaned over putting his hands on my cheeks and pressing his lips to mine. I was shocked at first but once it kicked in I kissed him back softly. After a moment he pulled back and looked down at his lap once more. I sat there still in shock for a moment before I spoke.
“Wow..” was all I could manage to get out as he sat there.
“Sorry..” He spoke softly and I shook my head some.
“No, Peter don’t be sorry at all” I reached over and placed my hand on his shoulder. The other hand moved under his chin to lift it before I leaned over this time and pressed a soft kiss to his lips. I couldn’t help but smile because he did. I pulled back slowly and he placed his hands back on my cheeks as he just stared at me. He didn’t have that upset look on his face anymore. He seemed happy. I was happy too. After all this time of hiding my feelings we ended up with the same ones. I rubbed his shoulder softly as he spoke.
“I had no idea..” He said quietly as I nodded.
“It’s been a while really..I didn’t think you felt the same way though.”
“You’ve always amazed me Patrick, anyone would be crazy not to fall for you. You are perfect.” I grinned and blushed a little at the words that he said. How could I get so lucky to have such an amazing guy in my life?
“I wouldn’t say perfect..” I said quietly and looked down. He reached over to move my head back up.
“Well I would.” I smiled again and leaned over to kiss him, this time longer. We shut our eyes slowly and just enjoyed the moment, the feelings of our lips pressing against each other. It was an amazing feeling, one I thought I would never feel.
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I layed on the couch with Peter. We had both decided that we would go back into the living room and finish the movie. Peter had paused it when he got up earlier and we were both now back watching it. Of course it was a little different now. He had his arms wrapped firmly around my body as I layed back into him. My body was resting in between his legs and my fingers laced with his. The back of my head was resting against his shoulder as I looked over at the TV, seeming to be enjoying the movie way more now then before.
We heard someone messing with the lock at the front door and jumped some. I looked up at Peter and quickly moved to the side to sit next to him now. He gave me a small nod as he then continued to watch the movie like nothing happened. Joe and Andy walked into the house, shutting the door behind them they both came into the living room and sat down on the couch. I looked over at Andy.
“How was dinner?” Andy looked over at me.
“It was good, we just went to that pizza place down the street.” I nodded some.
“That’s cool.” Peter cut in.
“Meet any hot chicks?” I laughed some and glanced at Peter then back over at Joe and Andy on the other side of me. Joe shook his head.
“No way, but we did meet some 13 year olds.” Andy laughed, it must have been a joke between them because I didn’t find it that funny.
“Niiice” Peter said as he leaned over me to give Joe a high five. Joe gave him one then moved back.
“I’m going to go take a shower.” Joe said as he got up. We all pretty much nodded.
“Alright.” Peter said. “Have fun.” He winked and Joe laughed and walked off down the hall.
“You’re watching ice age?” Andy asked giving up both an odd look. I nodded.
“Duh.” I said sarcastically. Peter laughed.
“It’s the best movie ever, shut up Andy.” Andy just shook his head some as he got up.
“I’ll be in my room.” I nodded some and Peter waved before we were once again alone. I looked over at Peter and gave him a soft smile and he gave me one of those cheesy smiles back. He leaned over and kissed me softly and I did the same. I loved his random kisses, he had been doing it all night.
“Patrick..” He spoke softly and I looked at him with question.
“Yes?” I asked wondering what was going to come up now.
“What is this? Like..we both admitted we like each other so what’s going to happen now?” I froze up some, not to sure what he was getting at. I didn’t want to say the wrong thing though.
“I don’t know..what do you think?” I gave a question back.
“Well, I think that I should be able to call you mine because it’s only fair right?” He smirked softly and I smiled.
“Well then consider me yours” He grinned and I laughed some.
“I can deal with that, only if I’m all yours and yours only.” I nodded.
“Of course, if anyone touches you I’m going to have to kick some ass.” He shook his head as he stuck his tongue out at me.
“Don’t stick that out unless you’re going to use it right.”
“Oh yeah, what’s that suppose to mean?” He questioned me and I just laughed.
“Nothing, nothing, let’s go lay down.” He nodded and got up, grabbing my hand and pulling me back to his room with him.
Previous chapter;
Ch. 1