I'm kind of nervous because it's really my first one.
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PS; I'm Julie, nice to meet you all.
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Author : Moi
Rating : PG13 for now, hah
Summary : Peter has a little boy crush and can’t seem to tell Patrick. Patrick on the other hand feels the same way but to, is shy and wont’ say. That is all. Read it and find out. ;)
Peter’s POV
It was the way he moved while he was playing, the energy he put into it all. His voice is amazing, but it always is. He always seems to amaze me. He doesn’t even have to do much. The way he looks at me when he comes into my room to tell me goodnight or the way he will try his hardest to make breakfast for me in the morning. The way his glasses fit his face perfect make him the most adorable thing I’ve ever seen. Though my thinking was cut short by a voice.
“Peter?” Joe asks as I quickly turn my head to face him.
“Oh sorry..I guess I got distracted..” Joe had walked in my room and stood there for a minute or two before I even noticed. He had found me sitting on my bed thinking. I was into it so much I didn’t noticed the tape had ended and was now playing a blank black screen. I did this a lot but never got caught until now. I quickly grabbed the remote and turned off the tape and then the TV.
“I was just watching the VMA performance. I wanted to check something.” I lied, I was watching it for Patrick. I always love to watch our performances and watch the way Patrick played, it was a habit of mine I had.
“That’s cool.” Joe nodded some as I kept my attention on him.
“Me and Andy were going to go out and eat some where, do you want to go with us?” I thought for a moment before saying something.
“Patrick’s not going with you guys?” Joe shook his head. I probably made it obvious that something was up, I never wanted to go anywhere if Patrick wasn’t going and then any time that Patrick did go I went.
“No, he said he was tired and just wanted to stay in.” I nodded some.
“Oh..well I think I’ll just stay in as well, I want to go to bed early anyways.” I lied again, having alone time with Patrick was always a plus, even though nothing went on because I have yet to tell Patrick how I feel about him.
“Alright, I guess we will be back later then.” I gave him a smile and a wave as he left my room.
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I squirted the gel in my hand, examining the mirror image of myself in my bathroom. I reached up and smeared the gel through my hair before pushing it around some to the way I wanted it. After I was done I grabbed my tooth brush and brushed my teeth quickly before running my hand flat over my shirt to smooth it out. I don’t know why I always made myself look nice when all I was going to be doing was hanging out at the house with Patrick. He had seen me many times before looking no where close to my best, but this was different. I wanted to look decent, and if you knew me you know that I have to at least fix my hair for that to happen. I made my way out of my room now and down the hall, I stopped at Patrick’s closed door knocking on it softly before pushing it open. He was laying on his bed, a magazine in hand. I smiled some, I couldn’t help it. He looked so cute, his legs crossed over each other his glasses resting at the end of his nose. He looked up at me when I entered.
“Hey Pete” He said softly to me, he was always so calm and sweet with his words.
“Hey..what are you reading?” I asked, the only thing that came to my mind to say at the moment.
“Just an old issue of AP” He gave a small shrug. “I got bored and didn’t have anything else to do. I nodded a little and gave him a smile.
“Would you be up for joining me in the living room and watching a movie?” I rocked back and forth some on my heals as I waited for an answer from him.
“Yeah, sure better then what I’m doing now.” He replied and I nodded some again.
“Alright, I’ll go see what’s on or what movie we have to watch.” I disappeared from his door and made my way into the living room sitting down on the couch I grabbed the remote and turned on the TV starting to see what movies were on at the moment.
Patrick showed up a few minutes later and took a seat on the couch next to me. He grabbed a blanket and threw it over him loosely before settling back into the couch and watching as I still looked for a movie to watch on the hundreds of channels we got.
“I can’t really find anything that looks to great to me, you want to look?” I asked him, looking over towards him. He nodded some and I gave him the remote as he started to look through the channels now. I watched the TV carefully every now and then glancing over at him. He stopped on channel 245 and the words across the screen said Ice Age. I looked over at him a small smile on my face as he looked at me.
“What do you say?” He asked. I laughed some but nodded.
`”Yeah, sure. If you want that’s fine.” He gave me a nod and I just looked back at the TV. Sometimes he could be such a kid, but I loved that about him. It made him silly and when I started a tickle fight with him he would always fight back. Unlike Joe who would probably punch me and tell me to go away. He pressed enter and the movie started and I saw him get more comfy out of the corner of my eye. I to leaned back into the couch to get more situated. I knew just what I was going to pull a little later though.
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It was about half way through the movie now. Patrick was still snug in his spot as was I except for when I would adjust every now and then. I looked over at him then back at the TV about ready to make my move that I prayed in my head would work. I wrapped my arms around my body and made myself shiver some in attempt to have Patrick think I was cold. I glanced over at him and saw that he was still focused on the TV. I looked back myself before I sunk down, making the cushions on the couch move as well, which made Patrick look over at me.
“Are you cold?” He asked me. Score for Pete. I just nodded a little wrapping my arms are myself more.
“Do you want to share the blanket with me?” I tried not to smile to much as I spoke softly.
“Yeah, sure.” I nodded again and then moved myself over to him, the blanket wasn’t very big, there for I had to sit pretty much so close I was touching him. He put the blanket over me giving me a smile before he turned back to the movie. I smiled and thought about how it had worked out perfect then turned my attention back to the movie. A few minutes after we had gotten settled and back into the movie I felt Patrick moving around some, I didn’t look over though but a moment later I felt an arm wrap around my shoulder and pull my body a little closer. I couldn’t help but be surprised. I looked over at him, he was still watching the TV like nothing had gone on. So I just looked back to the TV as well. Maybe he just needed some where to rest his arm. I licked my lips and tried to not think much of it until a few moments after that I felt his head leaning against mine. This was a tad bit awkward, not in the bad way just in the way that you don’t know what is going on. I still tried to push it aside and watch the movie. Through out this whole time he didn’t look at me once, just made his moves silently until now when he moved his head to the side some and pressed a very soft kiss to the side of my head. That was about the point where my brain felt like exploding. I looked over at him and his cheeks turned a slight pink shade. The look on my face was probably one of shock and Patrick looked pretty nervous.
“I uh…sorry..” He mumbled out as I continued to look at him. He moved his arm from around me moving over some.
“No no..it’s okay Patrick.” I said softly as I watched him. “Just..well what was that for?” I asked him as he tried to put some words together.
“I don’t really know..I just felt like it.” He spoke very softly, not like him at all. Usually he was very forward with anything he had to say and I could tell that something was on his mind.
“Is something bothering you?” He shook his head some not even speaking.
“You sure?” I asked as he nodded. I nodded as well not wanting to pressure him into anything.
“I think I’m just going to go to bed.” He said as he stood up and left the living room. I didn’t have time to even say anything and seconds later I heard his door shut. I sighed some and brought my hands up to slowly rub over my face. What should I do?
I just decided to go ahead and post it. If I get enough positive feed back I will continue on with it. I hope everyone enjoys it. :*