Of these i keep next to the beat

painted faces fill the places I can't reach

2010-05-25T11:27:07Z

family is coming down and im counting down to the 3 weeks
of free food, help with house chores and all the lovin
that don't ask for anything in return plus my santa clauses
are coming with 2 big bags of bling!!

few days back there was a family with a baby boy so cute
he melted my tiredness in an instant
the baby smiles and waves to me everytime i walk by
i miss him badly!
today i got the recipe for eggplant chips
really awesome beer food, its actually strips of
eggplant dip in the rest's secret batter and deep-fried.
it is really eggplant amazing.
My coffee making skills not improving much and my latte
still looks like erm milo but taste wise its 8/10!

sometimes i realize that myself is changing so much
that its hard to keep up, so how do i expect others
to understand everything that is going on?
learn to think about the good and the good only
resting my feet and giving my brain some grey's lovin.

Countless lovers under cover of the street
You know that I could use somebody
Someone like you

love is all about the nagging

always not the good card.

2010-05-12T12:27:12Z

forced my bro into a cooking invention test

i wouldn't thought that work can bring me so much fun plus the tips
are coming in, don't stop. its so addictive i think i'm getting a
second part-time
holidays are ending fast and in 2 months time i'll resume my student
status, not looking forward to that, i rather hang out at the kitchen
steal food and make random talks with the patrons

Alot in my mind recently, 40% bad and 60% good.
Although not long ago i was no where near 100% happy.
luckily i have a couple of more happy pills to depend on so its not
too bad, point taken lesson learnt, always always look forward.

it came and knocked me down but glee and few more hearts took me up

so after a good night zz, work and munchies, i'm near 100% happy.

3 steps

2009-11-24T06:07:41Z

How much do you love me?

More than my ahkun noodles

That's the most romantic thing to say
for our 3 step babe :)

no no don't go

2009-03-16T12:06:00Z

she is going back and till the next time,
this is how she and me roll.

i'll miss everytime we laugh about the stupid lunatics

drunk penguin

and every little bit of every every thing.

Why is friendship sometimes so hard to juggle?

goodbye aunt agony, hello hk.

2009-02-12T18:19:45Z

Should i get myself 21 tubs of ice cream so i wouldn't be so upset?
The flight back to kangie land is being pushed so many times and in the end,
it's still back to round one back to the month of june.
But i guess the parents are aware of the situation and so they rewarded a trip
which was to me, such an unexpected surprise.

So I've wondered and decided, it's off to hk with him again.
This time the trip means something significantly different,
it'll hold the pieces together and keep my spirits high.
Well, i don't mind the trip at all cos we will be revisiting the places we love.

And unfortunately, i'm not that upset afterall.

Twitter twitter bug

2008-10-20T04:58:26Z

Body of lies wasn't as good as blood diamond.
Leonardo Dicaprio though was damn hot stuff in both.

Three more to go and i can count the days with one hand only till i go back!
I get all nervous when my bro and i practiced my surprise mission. hahah.
The assignments have paced themselves really well and i hope i don't freeze at the exam.
Really happy that my first project was a successful one, i had fun although sometimes
i really don't get what my team mates are saying cos they speak with an accent and they mumble a little.
Another good thing is that fui is all well again and he promised to consider about my trip to hk.
Wells i think i did a good job in reminding him about the beef brisket!
Good news is we are hitting a 2 mark and he is being nice and i hope he continues with being nice.
This remaining october, i have 3 birthday parties to stuff myself.
But i secretly look forward to going home though cos there are bigger plans!
Need to work hard and save hard so i can travel to all my destination hot spots.

We got a new dog and my dad is ecstatic about him.
He is kimchi.
I can't wait to go back and hug him cos my bro showed him to me over skype and he's like a baby!
Actually i can't wait to go back cos my parents promised another dog and i get to choose.
I think i really want to go back, i keep mentioning and thinking about all the good food and company.
Plus Calvin is doing his very best for the country now but we still are able to sms eachother.
I thought it was supposed to be strict! I kinda want him to bump into ghosts so i can finally tell that
i have a frd and he saw a ghost.

To my duck: Tomorrow will always be a better day, i'll remind you everyday about rainbows and butterflies,
before you know it, it will be sleepovers and hangout. All in just 15 days to come! Oh and i'm
honestly shocked by what you said, good things good times.

Melbourne's being sweet so far :)

i cant quit you, know?

2008-10-02T08:55:30Z

"recent" has been such a drama jump for me,
everything around me changes and these changes are unforgiving.
i feel like goin home now and be around my f&f.
why is life sometimes so hard and unfair that it makes the days dull.
Plainly nothing has happened to me(hopeful) and yet my circle seems
to be suffocating my loves. i really hope its over soon.
I'm going to have a talk with melydia,
there are certain spots when i get upset for no reason,
now i think i know why.
September is a season for the broken.
The past several weeks gave me so much to think about and
i must say lishi has been a great help, she understands.
whatever she said today, i'll take it.
it is hard to see a frd break down,
to see her so lost and i could do nothing but cry along.
whatever happened, it's meant to be.

I know at least i have the weekend to look forward.
shiyang wendy dinners, wah cannot tahan. it's always good food.
Pleased with the final reading log and got to work hard for my essay.
And within hours i get to hang out with crys. but.
Meanwhile i'm contented with fui's imaginary xoxo.

all with a foolish grace

2008-09-27T03:20:18Z

My love of almost 8 yrs will always always be missed by the entire family.
It's so hard to get a call when i hear my pap whom i thought is the strongest ,break down.
Its even harder when i know im not with him and i cant possibly do anything to help.
But it makes me slightly happier when my bro told me that they buried baby and his
favourite things and that the past 8 years meant so much to the family.
Even until now after 2 weeks, it still makes me teary-eyed.
I hope i could go back time to the night at fullerton with melydia

This month is such a dramatic september,
I see my friends coping with so many unbearable events that it made me want to
go back home now, hang out with people i know and wake up in the morning knowing
that i dont have to worry about anything. Why is it always so hard to make decisions,
i'm glad though that i made a right choice. It's a birthday she'll never forget.
It's good when fui gives good-enough comfort over skype and trying to amuse with his
silly foot karate skills in between his frighteningly last min studying.
Girls always have so so much problems its just so unfair.
Now i always go to bed hoping everyone's doing well and tmr will be a good day.
People can never stop bitching/gossiping and keep friendships real and truthful.
Its difficult but along the way, i think i managed to cope well.

Melbourne has brought me several surprises,
a couple of new friends whom i really think are the best and i don't deserve their niceness,
heaps of laughter and that many moments when im down, fui comes in with his
uncle remedies and somehow managed to save my world.
I hope he does well today, last exam yo!

I tried calling fizah and sel today but i couldnt and i dont know why.
it's been too long.
Looking forward to next fri, finally! Dinner with crys, so much to tell not enough time.
AND, i'm havin my favourite home cooked beef brisket stew tonight with SIENNA.

wah cannot stand it i'm already droooooooling.

you promised

2008-09-11T06:45:10Z

this is a proof for fui before he pretends again that he didnt hear what i say.

you owe me one huge kick-ass gift for today cos today is a special day.
that said better finish your exams with fantastic grades and find time,
go shoppin before you go back to camp. HAHA!

YAYSSSS!!!
happy girl happy test!

i was stressed by someone cos of something that led me to sleepless nights
and then 2 huge pimples. must be wendy's fault cos she started the pimple trend first.

oh but whatever it is, it is rainbows and butterflies todaaaay! well done!

oh my cranium baby

2008-09-02T13:21:18Z

Potluck Cranium and my company & co.

Cranium fun facts No 1:

Cranium fun facts No 2:

Cranium fun facts No 3:

this game never fails to crack me up and surely, i wouldnt forget those times audjoce went absoutely wasted. HAHA. isn't it amazing when you suck in drawing but ppl still are able to guess it?
shear has genius frds/ no wait chris only maybe
i think after tmr i have more good photos.
cheers to our one week break and fantastic events lined up and my beloved essay

******

The day brought me a rainbow
Of colours so similar to us
Let's tiptoe to the days ahead
Of many much sweetness
Pack them in bits and pieces
Slowly drawn and tucked in our heads

lishi's sweets are soooo cute but she keeps all in her car.
my wedding i would want to buy up all the sweets and
have our names in it. wah its sweet its sickening.

one night only?

2008-08-29T13:51:52Z

I got to know a frd whom with her bf, are sooo nice to me.

even my bf isnt that nice.

okay the purpose of the entry is because i have smth really interesting.
it's a story and here it goes.

its so exciting im grinning to myself

my good frd used to stay with her bf's cousin in a house with 3 rooms, 3 bathrooms.
thing is, there are NINE people with SIX dogs in that house.
the original rent of the place is 1600
but, her bf's cousin whom's the landlord charges each person like per head, 900.
So imagine, 9 x 900= 8100
how much did she freakin earn man!
okay bills included, food also but she doesnt buy back enough food for 9 mouths
and if let's say the groceries are like what 200? half of it actually goes to the 6 dogs.
my frd even mentioned that her dogs eat better quality stuff then the 9 ppl.
did i mention she buy the cheapest brands of rice and all and not much meat?
all you get is like poor quality vegs and beans.
whatthefuckinghellright

so that's the very interesting story i heard tonight. can't believe ppl like THAT.
it was more interesting when my canto frds told me with their accent and hands
waving wildly in the air and expressions that infer her as such-a-bitch.

that day crystal exclaimed to me about this damn hot guy
lucky me got to work with a hot guy and everyone in my group was happy too!
but he is so tall and thanks ah fizah for the visual reminder
next week michelle and i are planning to go on a roadtrip
i hope all goes well cos im dying to just drive out and enjoy a good day
shiyang's frd's bday on sun, good day too cos they always bring me to good food.
potluck on monday then tues im going shopping,
thanks to my damn nice frd i dont have to take tram all the way there.
wah, not bad several good days i can look forward to.

fui's very stressed about exams.
im sure you can do it, don't worry although im here i still pray hard for you to pass
if not i prob have to listen to you nag which is not enjoyable for me
you are going to get your distinctions and enjoy a stress free education in melbourne.
and no im not lying, you will you will.

oooh calvin's sick. please get well soon so i can call you and tell you how i feel this week.

with times like this it flies

2008-08-21T10:19:05Z

melb has been raining and i really dont like it when it does
very unforgiving can the cold, not funny.

This lady came up to my apartment and said water is leaking from my house
it's kinda scary cos she reminds me of a korean housewife
so i sent my bro aka gs to go down and save her world.

that aside i'm soooo happy cos i got to know this guy whom with my new found frds
are coming over for a game of the coolest game that you can ever game MJ!
the thought of it makes me all jumpy already
its good to have something off my mind
well so i have a steamboat mj date for the weekend
the best thing is that tmr im goin over to dad's frd's place which will be fun
she's making ice kachang!! oh god i hope she makes prata too.

A month into melb and i must say i haven't made many frds but its all good
my circle is getting bigger but at the same time the world is getting smaller,
somebody always knows this or that he/she. plus im going go kart.
the date is being pushed back for so many times, its annoying but im sure
it's gonna be so much fun i think and i hope

im going to call calvin now, it is nice to talk to someone back at home.
and he has helped me with so much really.
sometimes he gives advice like my mum but without the nagging. nice.

well 2 more months and i'll be back can't wait cos my special one has promised
a shopping spree i'll never forget.
CORRECTION: i think its one he will never forget haha

Love love.

2008-06-17T11:06:34Z

This is by far the sweetest new new new! start for me.
I nearly cried when i was made to choose between biz class or economy.
now choose luxury or 40kg luggage

BKK was awesome but i'm still bummed about the taiwan trip,
thank goodness the tiger show in bkk helped to curb my dissatisfaction - a little.
Well the tiger show had only one perfect word to describe it
INTERESTING
It was like some maniac sutra for us to witness what wonders little cbs can do.
From lighted bulbs to beer bottles and then the final live telecast of extreme open air porno
no wonder people said they probably could serve coffee with their pussys.
and baby plus me cracked up stupid names when one of the tiger girls demanded for our names.
for what?
they used the same little cbs to write our name out IN THAI
AND THEN they passed the paper to me.
i seriously thought at that very point of my life, i'll be back with god knows what diseases.

That tiger show aside, on our way back the steward in tiger airlines happened to be my pri sch teacher,
mr khoo and he still remembered my name.
it was a whole lot of awkwardness.

But baby had so much food in bkk it wasn't even funny,
we had jap food almost every meal, and 2 jap set to per head.
and yes the bulk of our pocket money was spent on food.
too much jap food for me now.

I just want to thank you for letting me spend your last 3000baht.
the walk with the gogo girls and sleezy sia wannabes is just one of the best walks i have with you so far.