Screaming
I'm so upset I could scream and cry all at the same time.
I went to my normal three month doctor's appointment checkup, and in addition to the normal bloodwork that he does, he's had me take a urine analysis for syphilis, gonorrhea and chlamydia. When I asked him why, he said that they're testing all HIV patients nationwide. Now, I haven't had sex with anybody, including myself for four bloody months, and thought I'd never have to deal with this again. All this grief is coming up at the moment.
Plus, I've been losing weight (about 20 lbs now), and by his chart, I'm still ''obese'', a word that has always made me feel like I'm some worthless piece of crap. So, on top of being a diseased freak, I'm also fat. Great way to start the day.
Travis
I wanna cuss and scream and cry and hit something, and the whole bloody office seems to want to hang out at my desk to do their bloody work a foot and a half from where I am working. I'm feeling crowded and invaded.
Anyway, I'm sure I'll feel better in a little while.
Travis
I went to my normal three month doctor's appointment checkup, and in addition to the normal bloodwork that he does, he's had me take a urine analysis for syphilis, gonorrhea and chlamydia. When I asked him why, he said that they're testing all HIV patients nationwide. Now, I haven't had sex with anybody, including myself for four bloody months, and thought I'd never have to deal with this again. All this grief is coming up at the moment.
Plus, I've been losing weight (about 20 lbs now), and by his chart, I'm still ''obese'', a word that has always made me feel like I'm some worthless piece of crap. So, on top of being a diseased freak, I'm also fat. Great way to start the day.
Travis
I wanna cuss and scream and cry and hit something, and the whole bloody office seems to want to hang out at my desk to do their bloody work a foot and a half from where I am working. I'm feeling crowded and invaded.
Anyway, I'm sure I'll feel better in a little while.
Travis