If you ask me to tell you the code
I can’t do it
I need it in my hands

like your hands, which I tumble
and remember 
with confidence

remember the world
as it was? a root protruding
from the rock

that you perched on
that lead your heart
into touch out of darkness

improbably to me
the mud where
you fell as a bird

I preserved you
curled myself beneath
your weight and

proudly displayed
your feathers
and was adorned by you

now we meet again
there’s a bird
in the roof of my mouth

it's like we died
enough times
holding the right ally

the ally holding
something of ours
in return