This will not be the cause of any unhappiness. It's just a con! I mean.. I didn't really need to go! Not that I deserved to go. I didn't work for the money I was gonna use to pay for it.

I really.. need to stop expecting so much. Hahaha, somehow I knew something bad was gonna happen. Silly me has to hope, huh? Hahahaha. I should never expect anything good to happen to me. I have the worse luck!