It was a very fleeting thought. Well, it would have been if his brain would quit bringing the slagging thing up already.

What if I lived who I really was?

“Shut up in there!” The seeker said, banging one side of his head with his hand as if he could physically fling the thought out of his brain. Why should he even consider such a lifestyle, when lying about his intentions made things so much easier for himself? Even back in his days as an autobot, he had never understood the honor everybody else around him gave the trait of honesty. He had meant to ask Skyfire that but... well... life throws curve balls sometimes.

Besides, even if he wanted to be himself, he wondered if he even knew how to do that anymore.