30+ she/her eng/ru skk fic writer
Hi there :)
I'm Toad and currently I'm in my BSD era. I write soukoku fanfiction and twitter threads. I also disappear from here from time to time because life happens and my interest in BSD generally fluctuates. Still, I like being here and interact with like-minded people (read it as "fangirl over Chuuya and Dazai" lol). You can find the link to my ao3 and the master list of my fics below, I'll be happy if you check it out and find something you like :)
I do not engage in twitter drama and I don't care what people ship -- we all obsess over fictional dudes here, it's not that serious, life's too short to waste it on online discourse.
I also block very liberally because I like to curate a peaceful online space for myself. No offence :)
toad 🐸
Fic master list
Ongoing
hide our shadows | rated M | 5/10 chapters | skk in hiding | MCD
After Fukuzawa’s death the Armed Detective Agency has fallen apart, the Port Mafia is on the rampage and Yokohama is in ruins. Dazai and Chuuya make a run for it.
https://archiveofourown.org/works/44511937
Completed
holy ghost | rated E | chuucest | 8.8k words | NSFW
22!Chuuya and 45!Chuuya get it on while Dazai watches.
https://archiveofourown.org/works/64480801
bright | rated G | feelings realization fluff | 2.3k words
Dazai discovers something beautiful on a perfect autumn day.
https://archiveofourown.org/works/60614689
interwoven | rated T | f/m skk silliness | 3.1k words
Chuuya tries to braid Dazai's hair.
https://archiveofourown.org/works/53017516
patch me up 'til I bleed no more | rated T | pm!skk angst | 18.9k words
It’s been a year since the King of Assassins incident, and Chuuya still can’t get back to normal. Meanwhile, Dazai’s loneliness is getting unbearable. Can they get each other out of a dark place?
https://archiveofourown.org/works/50301922
it's always about chestnuts | rated G | falling in love in autumn | 3k words
The story of Chuuya and Dazai falling in love in the most colourful season of all.
https://archiveofourown.org/works/51035431
curtain call | rated G | post-chapter 109 fluff | 800 words
Dazai loves to overdramatise - luckily, Chuuya is always there to comfort him.
https://archiveofourown.org/works/49091860
discipline | rated E | possessive Chuuya smut | 6.3k words | NSFW
Chuuya teaches Dazai a lesson.
https://archiveofourown.org/works/42948264
welcome home | rated E | soft smut with a lotta feelings | 3k words | NSFW
Dazai's lonely evening gets much better when Chuuya returns from a mission early.
https://archiveofourown.org/works/47991892
reciprocity | rated E | grey sweatpants Chuuya smut | 5.6k words | NSFW
Dazai wants to take compromising pictures of Chuuya running errands in his loungewear — however, his genius blackmailing plans backfire when Chuuya comes out of the house wearing goddamn grey sweatpants.
https://archiveofourown.org/works/45425698
spellbound | rated T | glasses!zai feat. smitten Chuuya | 1.9k words
Chuuya sees Dazai wearing glasses.
https://archiveofourown.org/works/46561093
stay | rated T | hurt/comfort on Dazai's birthday | 4.6k words
It's Dazai's birthday - the day that always fills him with more sadness than any other, and there's nothing in this world that can save him from his crushing loneliness. Or is there..?
https://archiveofourown.org/works/45375832
sometimes I wonder how we ever came to be (but without you I'm incomplete) | rated G | fluffy IKEA silliness | 3k words
Having broken the bed not even a week since moving in together, Chuuya and Dazai try to build an Ikea bed.
https://archiveofourown.org/works/45044054
aurora | rated G | domestic fluff | 1.2k words
A glimpse into soukoku’s domestic bliss with slow mornings, soft kisses and breakfast in bed.
https://archiveofourown.org/works/45001912
share my burden | rated T | hurt/comfort | 3.9k words
Dazai breaks into Chuuya’s apartment to set up a prank and finds him inconsolable after yet another loss.
https://archiveofourown.org/works/44018224
room for one more troubled soul | rated E | Chuuya/Chuuya/Dazai threesome | 3.1k words | NSFW
Another Chuuya suddenly appears in Dazai and Chuuya's apartment. They make the most out if it.
https://archiveofourown.org/works/43712298
i hate everything about you | rated G | fluffy feelings denial | 800 words
Dazai is just so repulsive, Chuuya absolutely can’t stand him.
https://archiveofourown.org/works/43711792
cliff's edge | rated E | fem!skk smut | 2.6k words | NSFW
Dazai offers to do Chuuya's makeup. It leads to something else.
https://archiveofourown.org/works/43599798
supernova | rated G | hurt/comfort | 1.8k words
Dazai suffers from nightmares. He comes to Chuuya for help.
https://archiveofourown.org/works/43598650
who you belong to | rated E | possessive Dazai smut | 2.1k words | NSFW
Dazai sees a hickey on Chuuya's neck.
https://archiveofourown.org/works/43259025
my loyalties lie with you | rated G | angst | 900 words
Chuuya wants to leave the Port Mafia.
https://archiveofourown.org/works/43101051
making it home | rated G | fluff, hurt/comfort | 1.3k words
Chuuya keeps breaking into Dazai’s apartment to take care of him.
https://archiveofourown.org/works/43054968
silence ringing inside my head | rated T | Dazai-centered | 1.2k words
1200 words of Dazai’s loneliness and anguish.
(companion piece to lippmann's legendary eurovision extravaganza)
https://archiveofourown.org/works/42814476
lippmann's legendary eurovision extravaganza | rated T | Chuuya-centered | 1.6k words
1600 words of Chuuya bonding with the Flags.
(companion piece to silence ringing inside my head)
https://archiveofourown.org/works/42769785
I don't want a dog | rated G | fluff | 1k words
Chuuya comes home from a mission with a furry friend.
https://archiveofourown.org/works/42738186
still | rated T | MCD (rip Chuuya) | 2k words
Dazai’s plan goes wrong.
https://archiveofourown.org/works/42650784
what happens in vegas | rated T | drunken teen!skk shenanigans | 2.4k words
Dazai and Chuuya accidentally get married in Vegas.
https://archiveofourown.org/works/42493011
sunkissed | rated G | feelings realisation | 700 words
Dazai notices something about Chuuya.
https://archiveofourown.org/works/42453045
high above | rated G | teen skk feelings realisation | 2.9k words
Chuuya learns Dazai has a weakness.
https://archiveofourown.org/works/42294297
