LE COSE PIU' IMPORTANTI SONO LE PIU' DIFFICILI DA DIRE

NON CI POSSO CREDERE!

2008-02-07T10:22:08Z

YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY! Passed that bastard exam! Ok, with the minimum allowed, but who cares? The important is that is one less from my goal, which is never again deal with professors for the rest of my life!

Apart from that, I have to say that this period isn' t exactly the best for me! It' s a stupid thing, really, but damn! I' m depressed as Hell! First because of my University which is getting more boring and more difficult as the days pass, second because I met two of my ex-classmates I haven' t seen in ten years or so, and instead of being glad and happy for that, I feel extremely depressed!
I mean... TEN YEARS! I don' t know, I just feel weird about that, I don' t even know how to express it! I' m both sad because I haven' t seen them in years, and because now I' ve found them again! I liked them a lot, and back then we had a lot of fun, but now I can' t stop thinking that we lost ten years, we' ve changed, and we can' t be the way we were never more, and I' m not even sure it' s a bad thing! Girls at 13 can be veeeeeeeeeeeery strange, I was, I' m glad I' m not like that anymore, but I liked them the way they were and... what if they changed that much as well? Will we be able to keep our friendship even if they' re not the guys I used to know?

Maaaaaaaan, this is getting too philosophical for me, let' s end this!
I' m going brooding over it by myself listening to some good but even more depressing music!

Yes, I am a masochist, thank you so much for noticing!

Sigh!!!!!!

Un giorno di pioggia, Andrea e Giuliano... ah no, scusate, ho sbagliato io!

2008-02-05T00:29:56Z

A looooooooooooooooong day!!!! Cold, windy and rainy! And boring and annoying as hell!
Let' s just say that the only thing I did today which gave me a little entertainment was... studying!
I mean, I couldn' t play with my PlayStation, I couldn' t call my friends to go out with any of them (they' d kick my ass if I asked them something like going out for a walk during such a day), I couldn' t play with any of the pc games I have because my computer is so old and slow I can' t do more than three thing at once and I couldn' t listen to my music (same reason). That left drawing or studying, and even if I know I' d have preferred drawing, I also know that I have an Anatomy exam on the 13 and I need some studying... and I need to pass it, dammit!!!
Tomorrow, anyway, I have to go look for some information to my University, like if I passed the test I did on January, like if I can give another exam on the 15, and stuff like that: the worst is that I know that no matter how many people I' ll find there tomorrow, I bet no one will be able to tell me what I need to know! The worst University EVER!
I can' t believe studying became that annoying and boring!
When I was younger I was very good in almost every subjects (Geometry excluded), but since I started the High School, my scholastic efficiency dropped to a minimum! I don' t know, I just... lost interest, partly because studying the same things for three times during the classes is something simply stupid (in my opinion), and partly because the new subjects I found I had to study were boring... a lot boring and useless, like Latin, Computer Science (with 20 years old computer programs, and I' m not exaggerating!), Civics, and many more! *shrugs*
I' m just glad I' m almost done with University, maybe I' ll have to wait next november to say, finally, that I' m not going to give an exam ever more!
I think it' ll be the happiest day of my life!

L' impossibilità di passare una serata come la si era programmata non é sempre una brutta cosa

2008-02-03T18:46:07Z

I have this friend from my High School who is the only one of my classmates I' m still in contact with, who asked me to go out with him to dig up the past together. Actually, we' ve been trying to see each other since before Christmas, but for a thing or another, we never managed to arrange a date. Anyway, after almost two months, we settled down for last friday. We wanted to go to a movie, and since I' m a big fan of Will Smith, I suggested "I Am Legend". He agreed, at first, but then someone informed him it was a horror, so he told me something on the line of "I' m afraid of vampires and zombies, I don' t want to go!"
... ... ... really, he sounded like a three years old brat. But since I' m pretty obliging, at least with my friends, I decided to pick up another movie. The thing is that there aren' t movies on air right now that interest me even a little! Besides the cartoons (the only one I want to see is "Alvin Superstar", if you can consider it a cartoon, but I promised another friend to see that with her), family tragedies of various kinds, italian movies (that I hate), and horror (that my friend hates), the choice was between "American Gangster", the last one with Morgan Freeman and Jack Nicholson, "National Treasure 2" and "Into The Wild". My first choice was "Into The Wild", but my friend, obviously, said it was boring, so nothing. He chose "American Gangster" and even if I' m sure it' s greatly done, and even if I love Denzel Washington and Russel Crow to no end, I can' t stand gangster movies. Seeing something about two old guys trying to feel alive during their last years wasn' t something we wanted to face, so it left "National Treasure ". It' s not like we loved the idea of spending the night looking at Nicolas Cage, but it was the only one neither of us hated, so we went for it!
We arrived at the theatre 20 minutes before the beginning of the movie, and... not only we found out that said movie wasn' t on air anymore (I blame my friend for this!), but we also noticed that there were at least 100 people waiting to buy a ticket: too many for us!
We' ve been stupid!
We thought that the most of the people were outside, but we didn' t consider the fact that it was cold and raining. As I said, we' re stupid!
Anyway, we ran away as fast as we could, and went to a pub to drink something! And I need to say that I enjoyed it a lot more than going to see a silly movie! Even if maybe he' s the only one I still talk with, we haven' t seen each other since last summer, so we had a lot of things to talk about, mainly his girlfriend and my ex-boyfriend (clearly an idiot!), our ex-classmates and our new classmates, our studies, our families and stuff. All the boring things you usually hate talking about unless you do it with someone you haven' t seen in a while. Plus, we had to give each other our Christmas gifts (a little late, I know), so I gave him a t-shirt with a sentence in our local dialect (I hate them, he loves them), and he gave me a book that, regrettably, I already have. I' m lucky he can change it, but I' ve been happy in seeing that he knows me enough to take me something I like that much! He' s good in books, he already gave me one a couple of years ago that I love, but he' s bad in buying dvds... definitely! The only one he bought for me was something with Winona Rider (ugh!): I' m afraid my disgusted face betrayed me when he gave it to me. Of course I thanked him and told him I appreciated it, but I guess he realized it' s not really my favorite actress, nor my favorite kind of movie.
Oh, well, it was a gift from a friend and... it' s the thought that counts, right?

Quanto odio la mia scuola, ovvero, l' odissea degli esami!

2008-01-22T15:39:19Z

I doubt strongly that anyone will ever read my posts, but since I joined LJ, I thought I should use my account at least once or twice: that means I' m going to annoy and bore all you unfortunate fellows who happen to pass by, with my inconclusive blabbering. You have been warned!
In any case, today I went to the seat of my beloved University (sarcasm, what a good thing!) to give a stupid exam about Biology and Genetics, something I' ve been dragging on for, I don' t know, 2 years? And WITHOUT knowing! Yes, because I thought that since I did another exam related to this, I didn' t have to do this anymore. Fortunately, I found a list of the credits I need to graduate, and realized something was wrong.
I' ve been lucky I found out that today there was a call, so I have enrolled for the damn examination, not after cursing my own stupidity. Then today, at 9:30, pissed off to no end, I went to the place realizing I didn' t even read the stuff I was supposed to know for the day (this because I' m studying for another exam on 02-13 which is far more important). Once in, I found out that I didn' t know anyone of the guys there, mostly because my classmates are a little more clever than me and did this stupid thing 2 years ago.
The first part of the test was really rubbish, I mean, even someone like ME, who doesn' t open a Biology book since the 4th year of the high school, is pretty sure that part is passed. The second one was impossible, though. I only hope I have reached the score necessary to say I' ve passed the whole test!
I must say, there were a lot of guys who kept me company in this, who knew what, or even less than I do: I spent the 2 hours of the test watching the others on the verge of tears because of frustration, trying in vain help from their friends or even strangers! In that chaos the only thing I could think of (and it wasn' t my test) was the strange and temporary form of complicity that only students giving exams are able to put on: the kind of complicity which makes you try to help the guy near you even if you don' t even know his/her name or the kind of person he/she is. I think it happens in every kind of school you go, from kindergarten to University, and I think also that it is the most gratifying sensation you can feel and even one of the good thing you get from attending schools.
However, I' m waiting anxiously next week to find out how I did this damn thing.
Cross your fingers for me!

And damn!
It took me nearly 20 minutes to translate this thing from the original Italian one I wrote as proof. And here I thought I was good at English: I suck instead!