Lost Invisible

lalalalala

2013-07-20T09:00:43Z

So Kate started going through her old lj and that got me looking at mine and GOD THERE HAS BEEN A DECADE OF STUFF ON HERE. Anyway, I forgot how good this can be, maybe start recording dreams or ideas? Anyway my dreams are fucked up. In the last month
1) Dreamt I was naked in a bath tub of water cutting through my abdomen with a knife to rid myself of my weight, but the tub was filled with cut off penises and testicles and I was bathing with them
2) small girl, daughter of a mortician, wants to be a make up artist for the famous, begins killing people in her town to practice her skills at the mortuary
3) Government has found a way to harness evil from people and transfer it to the old and dying to create a utopian society. One man snaps at the transferred hate and goes rogue.

Cannot post this on facebook rant

2011-10-10T09:58:05Z

So after five and a half years working for the same people and offering them everything I had (booking, promotions, graphic design and computer programming) one owner decides to fire me because I refused to make calendars and posters for free. Yes, free... they give friends tabs to mow their lawns and yet an employee who works his ass off for half a decade gets fired because he charges for doing work outside his job description (That being the bar manager). There are four other people who make the same amount as me of them one has been there ten years (longer than two of the three owners) and he is genius by never wanting to get into managment, Two are employees that have left the company multiple times and come back, and one is a year old employee who believes he is to good to actually even set up a bar for his shift. I was relived of my position because I am the only one who can program computers, POS's and websities and even with the knowledge that they have to pay me for this extra work one of the owners (After getting drunk and smoking pot with the sound guy) told me that asking to get paid for my design work was not appropriate because they were losing money. So he fired me. Not even 24 hours later I get a call from the bartender at my former job to fix the sound for movie night. I then find out the owners are trying to find multiple reasons to write me up before they fired me so they do not have to pay unemployment. What sucks is I warned them about this because I have seen owners naked having sex in the bar, passed out drunk masturbating, offering free drinks to customers to get laid and smoking multiple times and illegal substance with their friends and bands at the club. So I am at a crossroad. I got fired for wanting to get paid for my work and they expect me to roll over and not get unemployment when they are breaking every law in TABC's handbook. What should I do?

Blizzards Real ID

2010-06-23T08:59:24Z

So now that Blizzards Real ID is live what is everyone's emails so I can harrass you over their various games.

My Christmas Gift to You

2009-12-26T08:39:33Z

So, I am a little bit broke and a hell of a lot narcissistic so here is my Christmas gift to you, the first in a series of Circus della Morte toys, the Mr. N. Visible Papertoy
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v84/mrnvisible/mrnvisible.jpg

Just click, download, cut and create.

So holidays in Chicago were great, lots of shopping at Rotofugi and Dick Blick, seeing the Addams Family Musical with Nathan Lane and Bebe Nuewirth (Surprisingly entertaining with Uncle Fester and Grandma being bits which cannot be missed) and A Christmas Carol which was excellent and moving. Ate a lot, drank too much (bars open till 4-5 am) and riding the CRT all around town.

Really think this is where I want to move after graduation

Hey the nazis hate Kanye

2009-09-16T08:13:03Z

Technical help needed

2009-07-10T22:31:24Z

I am having a problem mostly when playing wow, it will lock up then switch to the desktop which has reverted to 800x600 and then when I close Wow out will shut off the video signal. I have checked the memory, have installed new drivers for my video card, updated Direct X and Java and have reinstalled wow and ran it without add ons. Anyone have any other ideas before I wipe my system and reinstall everything?

June 18th The Free Raven from his Ball and Chain Benefit

2009-06-04T09:39:22Z

If you never have seen the sideshow or you have not seen us in a while, now is the perfect time. June 18th at the Boiler Room (100 Walnut St, Denton, TX) we will be headlining the benefit for myself that will (fingers crossed) bring in the money I need for my much latent divorce. If you can make it please do, if you cannot no sweat, but it would be cool. This has to be one of the best causes to raise money for (my girlfriend agrees) and I know I never see any of you because I am stuck in Denton, so this is the perfect excuse for a reunion of sorts.

Just for the_chindi

2009-05-26T19:16:47Z

Unions and such...

2009-05-21T08:03:09Z

So I have been reading alot of Pekar's stuff lately and really getting into the whole comic as life stuff, and I was thinking... There will probably never be a union for sideshow performers. I mean there are a lot of us the world around, but organized, I am not sure we would survive. IT sucks really, most of us donot qualify for insurance based on our performance, and we cannot make the kind of money that would help in accidental situations. But then again I think that might be the reason we do this.

mrnvisible @ 2009-05-16T04:36:00

2009-05-16T09:37:28Z

A friend of mine pointed this out and I had to laugh. Trent Reznor circa 1985

Work related since I spend my time there or sch

2009-04-18T10:16:03Z

One, fuck the Dallas Observer. I love how they can report on an event at my bar without talking to the bands, sound guy, staff or anyone and be pissed that in Denton bands play past 12:30 am. Second, Electric Six and Bang Camaro are probably the best laid backed bands I have ever met, in fact the next time they come down a house party is in order with them taking a couple days off from the road to participate in the festivities.

Anyway, Circus della Morte is performing next Friday at Dan's Silverleaf in Denton and if you have not seen us in the last three months, you should. We have a brand spanking new MC, a musician on concertina and a plethora of new stunts. Plus we are not stuck up and will actually drink with you. We will be joined by the Jackey's, the red states answer to drunken pissed off celtic tunes and Starhead, an amalgam of rock, acoustic, melodic lyric driven prose. I obciously will be drunk and bleeding, but my parents mught be there for our once a year religious get together, so you should too.

Ackkk afreaking update?

2009-03-20T08:39:02Z

So i rarely post anymore what with school, work and that damn WOW game nowdays, but I thought hey it has been a busy week and spring break so... This past weekend was the first North by 35 music festival, we were suppose to do five shows in four days, but due to rain, cold and basically Texas weather we only did one, and it was great, we went on Friday night right after the grammy award winning Brave Combo. Also got to cathch Starhead, Warren Jackson Hearne, The Heelers, Record Hop, The Drams, The Fieros, The Killhawks and Roger Clyne & the Peacemakers which was cool, because a) he sung Banditos from when he was in the Refreshments and 2) he performed the King of the Hill theme song that he co wrote. Also this weekend got to see Jeffery Barnes throw together jazz project, listen to Harvey Pekar talk about jazz and then hang out with him during a rock and roll trivia competition and saw a one man band in a trailer behind (what I suppose) was bullet proof glass. Here is to hoping all my pictures turn out in the dark room this week. Anyway up and coming on April 17th we will be at Dan's Silverleaf with That Damned Band from Austin and Wareen Jackson Hearne and te Merrie Murdre of Gloomadeers, so come hang out and see us.

My weirdest WOW conversation

2008-12-27T09:49:34Z

WOW Player: Are you an atheist?
ME: Yeah
WOW Player: Are you an atheist because you do not believe in god or you do not believe there is a need for god?
ME: I am an atheist because I do nto believe in god. I do believe there is a need for a god or gods or goddesses or whatever as faith in something is better than faith in nothing. I thing religion is good for those who otherwise could not think for themeselves. It keeps them on a side of good. I, myself, though happen to have faith in myself and therefore have no need for gods or religion.

I sear it makes sense to me, but I am your atypical person

Drunken Bastard

2008-12-22T09:16:45Z

I drink... a lot. In fact it is an uncommon sight to see me sober (Yes I admit that) but I still have my limits. Take this evening. I have no problem with you being a hippie or tree hugger, but do not talk to me about saving the animals while wearing a faux fur coat. Yeah it is nice you did not kill animals for your warmth, but you still pretend that you did. (OHH FUZZY CUFFS, SLEEVES, and NECK ::clap hands and dance around like fucking pickachu::) You know if you are against killing animals for clothes you should not wear clothes that imitate those fuzzy beings (HYPOCRITE)
Still I feel no problem with hacking up dead animals and wearing them, even if I drape a hypocrite over my shoulders.

Ehhh death

2008-12-12T11:50:20Z

I really have no qualms about death. I recognize it's usefulness and reasoning and rarely give a shit about a celebrity dying (in fact I know a lot who I wish would), but Bettie Page died this evening (or morning based on your work schedules) and that sucks. I mean, I am not heartbroken or anything, but that just means one less cool person in this world (Of course one of the olsen twins could start doing pinup but it would never balance out unless it was a twin all nude spread.) Anyway, it gives me another reason to drink each year.

How aware are you?

2008-12-08T08:42:59Z

Watercolors from this semester

2008-12-03T02:55:13Z

This one I do not like as much, I may redo it though.

NSFW

2008-11-30T23:24:03Z

Stolen from shadow27 Real news at 3:20

2008-11-15T11:01:20Z

Because I made someone else do it

2008-10-30T09:41:47Z

Comment and I may tell you...

a) Tell you why I friended you.

b) Associate you with something -- a fandom, song, color, photo, etc.

c) Tell you something I like about you.

d) Tell you a memory I have of you.

e) Ask you something I've wanted to know about you

f) Tell you my favorite userpic from your list

g) In return, you need to may post this on your own LJ.

mrnvisible @ 2008-10-17T03:35:00

2008-10-17T08:35:24Z

If you read this, if your eyes are passing over this right now, (even if we don't speak often or ever) please post a comment with a COMPLETELY MADE UP AND FICTIONAL memory of you and me.

It can be anything you want - good or bad -
BUT IT HAS TO BE FAKE.

When you're finished, post this little paragraph in your LJ and see what your friends come up with.

Danzig vs. Shakira

2008-10-11T23:55:26Z

mrnvisible @ 2008-10-04T19:04:00

2008-10-05T00:04:11Z

* Grab the nearest book.
* Open the book to page 56.
* Find the fifth sentence.
* Post the text of the sentence in your journal along with these instructions.
* Don't dig for your favorite book, the cool book, or the intellectual one: pick the CLOSEST.

Pain or rage, perhaps, but not a hoot that Felice had just let go. ~"There was a Man, There Was a Woman" Sandra Cisneros

Guess who is in Denton next Friday

2008-09-26T11:51:48Z

We are on from 10-11 pm so no excuses this time

2008-09-25T10:01:29Z