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This is correct. Read philosophical investigations by Wittgenstein (or an explainer), then get into the weird, mystical, magical stuff. Read the intro Crowley stuff. Develop an appreciation for what Jesus and Buddha accomplished (don't get sucked in), how impressive it was, and do that. People will just believe things for no real reason.

America is a Karsonian nation, god dammit, and if you're going to live here, you're going to have to abide by those values