Scio me nihil scire

The Firefly eschewing portals, there are no answers here (Metida de pata)

2025-02-21T07:03:44Z

What’s the difference between an enzyme and a hormone?

You can’t hear an enzyme.

It’s a not a zero sum game, the firefly thinking something of itself, but the friction of thought should lead you in a way that your father would be proud of.

Your hyperbole, your weird groping at the future, even though you know things now, abandoning absolute colors (and color schemes) for something more muted or nuanced (other clever color schemes). But somehow you still suspect you’ve sabotaged everything.

I work very hard for what will (temporarily) solve everything. And shuffle the cards. And kick and scream about the center embedding assemblage point.

¡Santa madre!
iLe doy unos pinches chingasos!

I think every human models their microcosm after God, while denying Him, with cruelty, unconsciously. Caught in a disturbing awareness of the dark, talking to anyone that will hear a sort of traumatized sophistry. If you’re lucky.

I also wonder a bit if there’s “real” technology and if it’s spiritual. If matter can be persuaded to exist, given a high enough level of consciousness, and speed. Could it be evolved, rather than manually wrought by inspiration (that’s a problem) or back engineered (that’s another problem)?

Can clarity of consciousness cause things to be?

Will these stupid succulents/cacti/houseplants grow even though I was a dipshit and bought them in the middle of winter?

Sometimes I conceptualize everything as a vast fungal network, a neat pattern, mycelium’s incidental thought of paint that created the canvas so it can be seen.

A cluster B Sophia and the stupid fucking Demiurge.

72 beats per minute.

There is no crime to dreams like this

2024-03-20T04:23:57Z

mrghost @ 2024-02-29T23:27:00

2024-03-01T05:27:02Z

“A knock on the door broke the reverie”

2024-02-25T19:05:09Z

Success.

Week one was actually very pleasant.

SELECT * FROM Luck;

2024-01-05T17:48:39Z

“There are no whole truths; all truths are half-truths. It is trying to treat them as whole truths that plays the devil.”

Trying to unspool stubborn perspectives and soften…

Also, taking to heart Opportunity + Preparation =

Lightening the room by sheer tyranny of will

2023-11-26T20:00:58Z

“I've got the sneaking suspicion, after hours of debate online, that I'm discussing non-topics with non-people on matters of no importance, convinced that I'm doing hard-hitting activism.

Then I realize, maybe I'm the bot, and there are no real people left in the world, only mirages walking in the streets and algorithms on social networks pretending to communicate with me.

I have no mouth and I must scream.”

2023-06-01T02:14:22Z

“It's because... you see, if we had souls, which we haven't, and if our souls met - yours and mine - they'd fight to the death. But after they had torn each other to pieces, to the very bottom, they'd see that they had the same root.”

Starvation

2023-04-12T04:48:38Z

In a gamble to deceive God…

The tiger with many eyes

2023-04-02T05:40:14Z

A day spent hungry, a drive. Phosphorus, reconsidering the past to end the conflict.

Víctor Hernández

2023-02-16T04:16:28Z

De: mi
Para: mi

I find coyote fangs

2023-02-10T04:34:00Z

When I was out walking earlier, I was thinking that it’s more useful and effective to form a statement of intent and develop the will to follow it as a priority, rather than asking for mercy from the universe from your problems.

Which is so true that it would be stupid if I said it out loud.

Rather than indulging in the tradition of being ritually consumed by the high octane sharks circling the plunge and drift of my thought, I’m finding it more rewarding to be quiet, breathe, and pay attention.

Robert Brault

2023-01-25T04:43:35Z

“Having perfected our disguise, we spend our lives searching for someone that we don’t fool”.

Reflections on ghoul spirit

2022-11-18T05:46:44Z

I’m not exactly fretting, but there’s a tendency to seek occupation, distracted and gnawed to death with other people’s narratives.

I like to walk in fields when it’s not raining. Sometimes when it’s raining.

I’d like to go to San Antonio and Big Bend soon.

A brief obituary

2022-09-06T04:16:36Z

A nice girl that I knew long ago died recently. We were never close, but I appreciated her smile.

She was young.

Eugene O'Neill

2022-08-15T03:57:45Z

“A life of illusions is unpardonable, but a life without illusions is unbearable.”

It gets better, but it’s still just a snuff film.

mrghost @ 2021-01-19T00:38:00

2021-01-19T06:38:40Z

I’m afraid that you really are a junkie. This is the identity you accept and you’re lost. Your arc.
More and more I see you losing yourself.

“Maybe you didn’t want to see it”

That’s fine.

I won’t fix you, but I will fucking tell you that you’ve fucked up.

mrghost @ 2020-11-18T14:56:00

2020-11-18T20:56:18Z

If you betray yourself, if you say untrue things, if you act out a lie, you weaken your character.

When an enzyme binds its substrate

2020-02-02T21:53:24Z

As I map out some contingencies...

The significance of emojis

2019-10-24T22:35:43Z

“It means that civilization has failed. It means that your electronic pen pal has decided on a specious representation of quixotic refulgence to hide their inner anguish and despair.

It means that society can no longer communicate effectively and will now rely on a circle with eyes to express its delight in all things mundane.

It means that life is merely an emoji simulation drill, and we’ve been left alone to die with one last creepy text message from Keith Jesperson.”

2019-09-18T04:55:54Z

Dream

2019-08-06T01:15:20Z

A package was in the mail, that was like a dossier or book of every email we had wrote, and every picture we had taken. Most of which no longer exist now... I sent it back. I could not carry this burden forever.

And later, you came to me, upset. Tearful. Affected. I was suspicious. And at the end of it, despite everything. You convinced me, and we chose to try.

Guarding truth, not illusion.

𝕾𝖎𝖈 𝕿𝖗𝖆𝖓𝖘𝖎𝖙 𝕲𝖑𝖔𝖗𝖎𝖆

2019-07-14T21:04:57Z

GOD: I own you like I own the caves.

THE OCEAN: Not a chance. No comparison.

GOD: I made you. I could tame you.

THE OCEAN: At one time, maybe. But not now.

GOD: I will come to you, freeze you, break you.

THE OCEAN: I will spread myself like wings. I am a billion tiny feathers. You have no idea what's happened to me.

Dominance Heirarchy

2019-07-09T04:39:52Z

I’m laying in this hotel room in Denver and I’ve been up since 3 am.

It’s amazing that some of the dumbest people I’ve ever met make so much money.

Living to the point of an Albert Camus quote

2019-05-22T10:20:43Z

• I imagine what it would feel like to still be sleeping, and not going to the gym at 6 am.

• I am sleepless, a ghost - don’t worry - still dead. 🔥

• I prefer San Francisco over Colorado or Virginia, but there are a few things that I like.

• A jar filled with clouds and lightning was a clever representation of my heart.

🤨

2019-04-22T03:43:52Z

the 5th dimension fuck face circus continues.