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YIXING

morpher14 — Sun, 23 Mar 2014 09:35:12 GMT

LUHAN

morpher14 — Sun, 23 Mar 2014 08:47:07 GMT

YiHan for unni :)

morpher14 — Sun, 23 Mar 2014 07:47:23 GMT

KAI for Sheena

morpher14 — Sat, 22 Mar 2014 11:54:14 GMT

Sheena Unnie... for you! :)

Be Back with You

morpher14 — Tue, 28 Aug 2012 08:02:26 GMT

Title: Be back with you.

Author: morpher14

Pairing: YeBum; Yesung/Kibum

Word Count: 1,731

Genre: One shot, Romance, Slight?Angst

Summary: Kibum went to Super Junior’s comeback party and ignores Yesung completely.

a/n: It’s just something that popped out of my mind while watching random clips from their past performances and I just misses kibummie oppa so much… lol

please don’t sue me for whatever is in here… I love them all from the bottom of my hypothalamus! Xp

a/n2: it was started a month before BONAMANA’s goodbye stage, but I was just too pre-occupied with school to finish this one. hehehe

a/n3: posted as a post Birthday fic for Bummie and Yesung oppa.

~*at the SJ dormitories*~

All the members are busy decorating and Yesung keeps on pacing back and forth across the living room. He has been restless for days since Heechul said that Kibum would be attending their comeback party at the dorm. It’s been months since he last saw Kibum personally and whenever they talk over the phone at night, they always try to make it short because of their schedules.

“Yesung hyung, can you please stop that! You’ve been walking in circles for hours and honestly, it’s making me dizzy.” Sungmin pleaded as he stopped hanging the decorations on the wall.

“Yeah~! If you don’t want to help decorating, at least make things easier for everyone else… YAAHH!” Heechul yelled at him when he absent-mindedly started pacing again.

“Oh, sorry!” he bowed his head and ran to his and Ryeowook’s shared room to get out of everybody’s way.

“Tsk. He got it bad. He really misses Kibum too much.” Shindong commented when he was no longer in sight. The other members sighed then continued on to their tasks.

Later that evening, everyone is settling themselves in the living room when they heard the doorbell ring.

Ding dong

Yesung’s heart faltered as Ryeowook went to open the door. Seconds later, he saw Kibum enter the room flashing everyone the most beautiful smile that anyone had ever seen. Oh, how he missed that smile, that smile that melts his heart whenever.

He saw Kibum hug Ryeowook after taking off his shoes. The hug lasted for only less than 5 seconds and he knows that it’s just Kibum's way of greeting Ryeowook, but he still can’t help but frown.

He was expecting Kibum to search and hug him first, but was disappointed when Kibum greeted everyone in general and hugged only Leeteuk and Heechul.

He party went on after that and Yesung waited for Kibum to approach him, stealing wary glances over to where Kibum is seated. But it seems that Kibum is oblivious of him. He just sits there, laughing at some joke or a spoof Heechul is telling him.

He has always been envying that relationship Kibum and Heechul has for each other. It’s nice to know that although their personalities are quite different, they still found a certain similarity that binds them together like that. But, he still can’t stop himself from wishing for Kibum to open up to him a little like the way he does to Heechul.

“Okay, okay, okay... Before we forget anything, let’s have a toast!” Leeteuk interrupts everyone, and then points a finger to Kibum. “Let’s start with you.”

Kibum choked on the liquid that he’s trying to drink then roamed hid eyes towards the other members, and, for the first time since he arrived that evening, he rested his gaze to Yesung.

“Okay~,” he started then raised his glass. “This one is for the success of Super Junior’s comeback.” he said then winked at Yesung while lowering his glass to his mouth.

“Then, I’ll be next.” Donghae tried to stand up but failed and ends up speaking while leaning on to Eunhyuk. “This one -hick- is for the -hick- success of our -hick- fourth album.” Everyone laughed when Donghae tried to drink his soju and ends up spilling it to himself.

“Aissh~. This one needs to be cleaned up immediately.” Eunhyuk said as he carried Donghae to their shared room. Donghae muffled something unintelligible to Eunhyuk’s ears and everyone then knew that the two will not go out of their room until tomorrow.

“O~kay! So then, this one is for the members’ good health and safety. Because no one got hurt during the live performances.” Sungmin raised his glass while keeping his gaze on Kyuhyun who wrapped his arms around Sungmin’s waist.

“And this one is for Hankyung’s successful album launch in China!” Heechul thrusts his glass forward staring into it. Everyone’s eyes bore to Heechul’s face, clearly he’s not somewhere near them.

“Ahaha..” Leeteuk’s nervous laughs filled the room. “Okay, it should be my turn. Haha…” He let his eye settle to each member there then spoke. “This one is for the fifth album. I wish for it to be where all of us are included. No one is missing, and no one is forgotten.” As he said this, every eye in the room settled on Kibum except, of course, Heechul who is thoughts are still lost somewhere in China.

The party was finished a little after midnight and everyone is now inside their rooms ’sleeping’ except for Yesung who’s sitting at the edge of his bed, his back facing the door, waiting for his roommate.

Kibum tapped on the door then slips himself in the room and locked it. He crept his way towards the unsuspecting Yesung.

“Wookie?” Yesung asked still not turning.

Kibum climbed up on the bed behind Yesung and wrapped his arms around Yesung‘s waist, then rested his head on the latter’s shoulder. “Wokkie is in Leeteuk hyung’s room.” Kibum said while planting butterfly kisses on Yesung’s jaw.

Startled, Yesung tilted his head to face his intruder, only to find Kibum’s half-closed eyes and his boyish smile. And he forgot everything else.

“ahnn~.. Wh-what are you doing here?” Yesung moaned when he felt Kibum suck and lick his neck.

“Nothing… Leeteuk hyung said that I’m too drunk to drive and decided that I should sleep here.”

“ahn~” Yesung did not had a chance to speak because as he opened his lips to ask another question, Kibum kissed him thoroughly.

Yesung responded to Kibum’s kiss like a hungry child whose been waiting for his milk for ages. The kiss was deep and intoxicating as Yesung tasted the bitter taste of soju in Kibum’s lips. He felt Kibum’s tongue inside his own mouth, feeling and tasting him, seeking for battle with his. Kibum’s hands started roaming inside his shirt, heating every part of him.

“Why, you’re reacting up on me. I think you missed me too much, love.” Kibum said as he turned Yesung’s body to face him.

“Shut up~!” Yesung exclaimed hiding his flared face.

Kibum chuckled at his response then cupped his face on both his hands. “Yesung-ah, look at me. Look at only me, okay?”

Kibum slowly pushed Yesung to lie on the bed and straddles him. He pinned Yesung’s arms on both sides of his head then started to kiss Yesung's forehead, then to his nose, to his cheeks, before he rested them on Yesung's lips.

Kibum pulled away from Yesung then stared at the latter intently. “Oh God, you don’t know how much I’ve missed you, Yesung.” he lowered his head to kiss his hyung again but stopped by the elder’s sneer.

“Missed?! Hah! As far as I know, when you miss someone, he’s the first man you’re going to search whenever you have the chance. But NO!!! YOU first hugged RYEOWOOK and then LEETEUK-hyung!!! Then YOU only talked to HEECHUL-hyung!!! YOU NEVER LOOKED AT ME EVEN ONCE AND WORSE, I WAS THE LAST TO KNOW THAT YOU’RE COMING TODAY!!!”

Kibum almost let out a laugh as his hyung rants his heart out but then he saw the tears on Yesung’s eyes. He cupped his lovers face and tried to capture his gaze. Yesung tried his hardest to avoid Kibum but found it hard for he knew that he will never be able to do just that. He loves Kibum so much that it hurts.

“Hyung, look at me. Firstly, the reason why I didn’t tell you I was coming today was because it’s supposed to be a surprise for everyone especially you. Unfortunately for me, I forgot to tell Heechul-hyung about that specific detail and he ended up blurting it out for the whole world to hear. That leads us to your second predicament.” Kibum sat up pulling Yesung along. “I didn’t go to you or even look at you this whole evening because I’m afraid that if I did, I won’t be able to stop myself from looking at only you. And I don’t want that. I am here today to celebrate with everyone because although I’ve been non-existent these past years they are still my brothers and I want to take this opportunity to tell them that I‘m still here for them and to assure myself that they still feel the same way. I don’t want to go back to being alone Yesung, no one really does…”

Hearing his lover say those words, Yesung could not stop himself from cutting in “You are not alone Bummie. You know that!”

“I know hyung, believe me, I know that. But it’s hard to keep faith when you go home at night without anyone to nag at you because your filming finished late or because you skipped a meal or forgot to eat anything, or tease you because your acting sucks, or congratulate you because your drama is doing good. Nothing. It’s hard to come home to a dark, empty room every night when you know you can have a pretty messed up but utterly happy dorm life with your brothers.” Kibum started tearing up which startled Yesung.

It was the first time he heard Kibum like this. He was torn with being happy because finally Kibum opened up to him, and being sad because Kibum is right. He has been alone, especially when SM started pulling him out of Super Junior’s schedules and giving him one drama after another. He did not know how or when did this started, maybe after the success of Rainbow Romance and the company thought that Kibum is such a great actor? He doesn’t know.

At first, everyone was really happy for Kibum, it’s the fulfillment of his life long dream. And then he started missing out on practices and recordings, and everyone got really busy with their own schedules and the promotions of their albums, and then Kangin’s scandal and then the recent law suit from Hankyung; they all forgot about their original maknae. They all forgot that this boy right here was the first one to be lost from their team.

“Kibum…”

“No matter what happened in the past or what will happen in the future hyung, I will always want to be back with you. I would always want to be back with my family” Kibum said with the most sincere smile he had smiled yet.

END.

My Bully Love

morpher14 — Fri, 17 Aug 2012 06:12:03 GMT

Title: My Bully Love

Pairings: EunHae (main)

Ratings: NC-17

Warning: SMUT!!!, rape?!, bullying, slight!angst

Summary: “If you want me to stop, do everything I tell you” Hyukjae told him. “Strip!”

He doesn’t know why he’s even in this deserted place or in this unfavourable situation. The school’s maintenance stockroom is abandoned as that ghost house downtown aside from the fact that student’s are strictly prohibited from entering this place. So, if ever he dies in here, nobody would even know where to find him and the authorities would only discover his decaying body if and only if a door, a chair or a table will be broken which is next to impossible in their school. The only thing that’s in his mind right now is that hopefully after today, he and his best friend could finally have a peaceful high school life; that is, if he’s going to survive.

His name is Lee Donghae, a sophomore student that tries his best to just stay invincible throughout highschool, a certified nerd and an overall introvert. However, last year, when that satanic P.E. teacher of his forced him to join their section’s final dance showcase, everyone seemed to have an eye on him; especially Lee Hyukjae.

Hyukjae, or hyukkie to their classmates, is one of the “too cool for school boys” that doesn’t care to interact with other kids their age because they think they’re much superior to everybody else. This group consists of top students ranging from academics to extra-curricular activities such as the student body and the other organizations and clubs. Hyukjae has been the star dancer of the dance club ever since he joined them four months ago and earned him a spot to Kim Heechul’s cult. Kim Heechul is, apparently, the ‘cult’ leader being the son of their school’s director, president of the painters’ club and editor-in-chief of their school paper.

Anyway, we’re going way off topic here. As I was saying, ever since last year, Hyukjae decided that one of the new fun things to do this year is to bully Donghae and his skinny friend Ryeowook. They would see their tables full of vandals when they get to school and the teacher would be mad at them and make them stay after class just so they could erase every single pen line in it. They would find their clothes missing after gym class only to recover them hanging from a tree or in the trash. And because the ‘cool’ guy does it, their pathetic schoolmates would join on in the fun and laugh real hard whenever something unfortunate happens to them. Fortunately, they don’t suffer from beating or sloshing of sodas in their faces or, worse, dunking their heads in the toilet. You know, those clichéd things you see on TV!? But there are only things one could endure and he sees that Ryeowook falls apart every day. He can’t seem to focus on his studies, he’s jumpy all the time, and his mom says that she can hear whimpers and sniffles at night.

“if you want me to stop, do everything I tell you.” Hyukjae told him when he finally got the courage to confront him. He doesn’t feel comfortable with that condition at first, but his care for Ryeowook, his best friend, prevailed.

Last night, two days after their confrontation, he got a text message from Hyukjae to go to the stockroom before lunch today. And that is why he is here today, in the deepest, darkest part of the room, waiting for his death or humiliation (whichever comes first).

“STRIP” Hyukjae said as he was putting his things down on one of the chairs.

“Eh?!” was all he could muster at the abruptness of the command.

“I said STRIP! I know you heard me the first time, so don’t act stupid. Just do as I say and that friend of yours will be safe again.” By now, Donghae is sure that Hyukjae is starting to get pissed off and he doesn’t really want that to happen if he wants to get out of this alive.

He heaved a fairly deep sigh then slowly took his uniform jacket and put on the nearest chair before proceeding with his tie and shirt.

Hyukjae just lazily eyed him from where he is seating. His arms are folded across his chest and as well as his legs, patiently waiting for him to finish. His face showed no sign of whatever he is planning and it really makes his heart beat like circus.

After putting off his pants to where his other clothes are and left with nothing but his boxers, he faced the other. It wasn’t all that cold since spring is just starting and the summer heat is still around but he could help but shiver because of the humiliation and consciousness he feels from Hyukjae’s stare.

He flinched when Hyukjae stood up, his breath quickened and his heartbeat tripled when the other took a step forward. He tried to force himself to calm down but he can’t avoid stepping back whenever Hyukjae steps towards him. He further ducked his head and closed his eyes tight when the other raised his hand.

‘This is it! I’m going to die!’ he thought, wishing for everything to end instantly.

Angels

morpher14 — Thu, 26 Jul 2012 07:04:35 GMT

Title: Angels
Author: moonstach21

Pairing: KiHanChul

Genre: Drama, Romance, slight Smut, Tragedy

Rating: PG-15 to NC-17

Summary: When his present seems to be uncertain and the only thing that keeps him sane is his past, how could one move on to the future?

A/n: sorry if there may seem to have parts that is not that really important. It’s my first fan fic ever... ahaha… title is a little vague; I’m really not sure where I got it, but hope you like the story. xp
Hope somebody will enjoy reading this. Criticisms are very much welcome. Thanks.

“Hankyung, I’m home~!!” Heechul yelled as soon as he opened their apartment’s door. Despite the exhaustion, he still strutted his way to the living room, like he always does, and slumps his body on to the sofa.

He is Kim Heechul. A famous young designer, considered a genius by his peers and seniors, and has won different awards despite the unconventional look of his masterpieces. Many people idolizes him as well as envy him for he already have everything that anyone could ever wish for: successful fashion events inside and out of Korea, an upcoming personal clothing line with endorsements from famous individuals, a very supportive and loving family, and most of all, a handsome, kind, sweet, understanding, and an internationally acclaimed ballet dancer for a boyfriend, which by the way, answers to the name ‘Hankyung’.

The six hour travel from Chungcheongnam-do to their house made Heechul very tired so he laid his back onto the comforts of the sofa then closed his eyes. But he opened then again when he realized that no one has answered him yet.

He called out again, “Hankyung?” then he smelled something burning from the kitchen. “Hankyung?!~ Hankyung, where are you? Your fried rice is burning already!!” he yelled at the whole house.

“Aishh~!” he complained when nobody still answered him, realizing that it would be on him to fix the burning food –if there is something he really hate, that would be washing the dishes. So he went to the kitchen and turned off the gas and put the burning thing in the trash, and as he turned to put the pan on the sink, he found Hankyung lying on the floor. He abruptly ran to him and checked his vitals. Hankyung is breathing well but his heart palpitates under Heechul’s ears.

He immediately called an ambulance and took Hankyung in the nearest hospital.

At the hospital, Heechul kept on walking back and forth along the corridor, while giving faint glances at the emergency room door where the doctors and nurses are tending to Hankyung. He quickly ran towards the door when it opened and a doctor emerges. “Doctor, how is he?” he inquired.

“I’m afraid we cannot do anything more for your partner, Mr. Kim. We already told him that admitting himself here at the hospital would be better for him. He would have been taken care of better here where his needs are of immediate commodity. But, sadly, he’s stubborn as ever.”

“What are you saying doctor?? I don’t understand what you’re telling me. How could staying here be better for him?” Heechul asked with confused eyes.

“Didn’t he tell you? He has this rare disease that slowly consumes all the sugar in his body and slowly blocks the oxygen and blood that is needed by the brain to function. He was discovered to have this illness when he was still in China five years ago, but he refused to admit himself in any hospital. He just takes medication to increase his sugar level. But this time, the medications cannot control the disease anymore. And there are no new discoveries about this disease these past few years. I am very sorry.” The doctor explained to Heechul. “Well, if you’ll excuse me. I’ll just go prepare for an operation. Hankyung will be transferred soon to his room. You should go and wait for him there. Excuse me.”

Heechul was at lost for words. He cannot believe what the doctor told him.

And worst of all, all this time they were together, Hankyung is suffering without his knowledge. He dragged himself to where Hankyung was being transferred. As soon as he saw Hankyung’s face, he sank to his knees and started to cry.

Hankyung is dying! Hankyung is hurting everyday of our lives and I didn’t notice anything. Why was I so naïve? Why didn’t he even tell me? Why should it be Hankyung? Why not those evil people that lurks the streets of the world? Why my Hankyung? Why not me? Why? Why? Why?

Heechul was sitting on the chair beside Hankyung’s bed, still lost in oblivion, when Hankyung finally opened his eyes. He wandered his eyes into the room, its already dark outside, and then settled them to the one on the chair. He knew where exactly he was right now and he also knew, as much as it hurt, that this lovely creature who he loves so much is breaking deep down inside because of him.

“Heechul -ah~” Hankyung whispered softly as he tried to reach for Heechul’s hands, but when finally his hands reached its destination, Heechul instinctively recoiled form his touch. Hankyung was deeply hurt; it was the first time that Heechul ever did that to him. Naturally, Heechul would say nasty words and go all bitchy on him whenever he reaches out to him, but never did he shook him away. Heechul would just yell at him while he makes his way to stand behind him then hug him close to his heart. But, it cannot be helped. He knows why Heechul is acting this way. It is because him, and his disease. An illness he did not tell him about. It was he who first hurt him, betrayed him, and fooled him, his beautiful Heechul.

“YAH!! Why didn’t you tell me?” Heechul asked as tears start to cloud his eyes. “Don’t you need me anymore? Don’t you love me anymore? You didn’t even think about what I’m going to feel.”

“I know you would be hurt, that’s why I decided to keep it from everyone, especially to you. I’ve decided to leave while you were away, but I cannot stop myself from cooking something for your return. That’s when I collapsed and then you found me lying there.” Hankyung said.

“Hah~... That was just the same, maybe even painful! Because you denied me the chance to be with you, to take care of you, to be happy with you… did it never occurred to you that I would have searched high and low just to find you? Do you think I would have let you get away without a single word? Why do you want to hurt me this much?” Heechul said as the tears he’s been holding back ran down his face. Hankyung guiltily turned his head away to hide his face from Heechul’s searching eyes, and to restrain himself from the urge to reach for this man, to hug him, to touch him, to kiss him, to cling on to him. But his love and his pity for this man overtook every ounce of restraint he has on his body. His hands started to raise and claim Heechul’s waist into a hug as tight as his weak body could manage.

“I’m sorry... I am very sorry!” he said as he broke the hug and pulled Heechul to sit beside him in his bed, then he raised one hand to cup Heechul's face and stared as if searching for something. “But believe me; I never wanted it to be like this. All I ever wanted is for you to be happy even though I’m far away. I don’t want you to see me like this, dying...”

“Is there really nothing else we can do? Hankyung -ah, I don’t want you to~...” Hankyung did not let Heechul finish his sentence. He claimed Heechul’s lips in a searing kiss.

Their kiss was deep and passionate mixed with emotions that only they could understand. He felt Heechul wrapped his hands around him as though he will be snatched away from him in any moment. His searching hands traveled across Heechul’s body then settled at the small of his back. The kiss went deeper as he guided Heechul up on his bed to sit on his lap, legs on both sides of his body.

“Hankyung –ah~! We’re at the hospital! Someone might come in.” Heechul gasped when Hankyung left his mouth to devour the sweetness and softness of his neck. But Hankyung did not heed his warning; instead Hankyung muffled his protests by re-covering his mouth with his. He felt Hankyung’s hands easing their way inside his shirt, across his stomach, all the way up to his chest, poking and teasing his already too sensitive nubs.

“Mmggn… mnn...” Heechul moaned in between their kiss then he felt Hankyung’s tongue entered his parted lips, exploring every corner of his mouth, tasting the sweetness of his breath.

Little did they know that while they’re both busy with themselves, a hand tightened its grip over the door knob, restraining himself from entering the room and snatching the beautiful man from the caresses of Hankyung’s hands. He let out a deep sigh then silently closed the door behind him. The unknown man slowly walked his way down to the corridor with hands curled into a tight fist inside his long white robe’s pockets.

Inside Hankyung’s room, the two was still entranced by the intense heat that radiates off their bodies. In one swift move, Hankyung managed to invert their positions without breaking the kiss. Then he pulled himself away from Heechul and steadied himself up with one elbow. He stared intently on Heechul’s face while his free hand traced the path of tears on his little kitten’s face. “When was the last time you had a good night’s sleep, huh?”

Heechul who was also staring at his lover’s face was surprised. But before he could manage to ask anything, Hankyung answered his still unspoken question. “You look very tired, my love. Your eyes are beginning to sag.” As if to emphasize what he’s trying to say, Hankyung trailed his fingers around Heechul’s eyes. “Sleep here with me on the bed. I think it’s spacious enough for the two of us.” Then he flashed that boyish smile of his.

It’s been a while since Heechul last had a sound sleep. For the past few weeks, he’s been paranoid about the fashion event on Chungcheongnam-do and then after that, he was restless about Hankyung’s status.

“Come now, little kitten. Tiny stars shining so bright, it’s time to say goodnight. So close your eyes and sleep tight. And may you have the sweetest dream tonight.” Hankyung chanted his favorite prayer to Heechul who after some time, maybe because of stress or exhaustion, was fast asleep in his arm. He smiled as he pulled the covers up to Heechul’s waist with his free hand and then planted a soft kiss on the latter’s forehead.

“Whatever you did and whatever you’re doing is against the hospital rules, Hankyung.”

Hankyung was startled when he heard a familiar voice from an open door. He immediately turned his head towards the man who spoke those words then smiled sheepishly. “What was it that we did that’s against the rules, eh? I didn’t know that you’ve already lost your manners and started opening doors without knocking first, Kibummie.”

“I owe it to my father not to forget my manners. I did knock. This time and the other, but I guess you were too busy to notice.” The mystery man walked closer to the bed. “And please, I am too old for that nickname. Besides, we’re here at the hospital, so please, call me by my name.”

Hankyung sneered at the young man in the long white robe’s answer. “Kibum –ah.” He looked at the man he called ‘Kibum’ from head to toe then back to his serious face. “You’ve changed a lot since the last time I saw you. But you still have that unfathomable expression on your face. I still cannot read you.”

“And you haven’t changed one bit, still childish like before.”

Hankyung laughed softly, “I’ll take that as a compliment, Kibummie. And as far as I can see, you’re already on your way to achieving your dreams, my little brother. It’s just too bad that I won’t be able to witness all that.” Hankyung said as his eyes went back to the sleeping man on his arms.

“Hyung~!”

“Don’t worry.” Hankyung cut on Kibum’s words. “I have readied myself for this. I know that this will happen eventually.”

“What about him?” Kibum asked pertaining to Heechul.

Hankyung smiled sadly, still staring into Heechul’s face, before answering. “He’s one thing that I didn’t plan. But I still feel thankful and blessed that he chose me over those other guys hovering around him since his ex left him. How could it be that someone would want to leave a beautiful creature alone amidst all the uncertainties of the world? It’s just sad that my role in his life is just the same as the one before me, to break him then leave him wounded in this mad world unprotected.” He then turned his head to his brother. “Please,… Help him… help him to cope up when I’m gone!...” Hankyung’s voice cracked as he said these words. It hurts him that he won’t be able to protect his little kitten any longer, and he will have to beg his younger brother to do that for him. If it’s the only way for Heechul to be safe, then beg he will. He’d go as much as to kneel down to his brother.

“I will try.” Kibum‘s words were short and unsure but it’s enough for him.

You don’t have to tell me that, hyung. I have once dedicated my life to protecting him like a lion to his cubs. But you’re wrong hyung! I left him because I needed to, not that I want to. Kibum thought as he walked out of his brother’s room.

Heechul woke up, the next day, to the brightness of the sun on his face. Remembering that they’re still in the hospital, he tried to get off of the bed before a nurse or a doctor comes in and sees him on it, but he couldn’t move because of heavy things wrapped on his waist and thighs. He turned to face the owner of those limbs around him, only to see a child-like Hankyung still asleep.

“Hankyung-ahh!” he softly tapped the arm around his waist. Instead of waking up, Hankyung tightened his arms around Heechul’s body. “Hankyung-ahh!!” he repeated, a little louder than the first call. This time, Hankyung stirred his head then slowly opened his eyes. He smiled dreamily to Heechul.

“Good Morning, chullie!! How was your sleep, kitten?”

“Aissh~! Hannie-ah~… let me get up already!” he wiggled endlessly as he pushed Hankyung’s arms away.

“Why are you so cranky this early?” Hankyung jokingly placed his arms back on Heechul’s waist.

“YAH!.. Let go of me, or I’ll… argh!” He tried to push Hankyung again and this time he did it successfully. On the other hand, Hankyung winced as he felt a jolt of pain on his temples so he pretended to lose and let go of Heechul. He laid his body back to the bed while breathing heavily.

Heechul got of the bed and stretched his aching muscles before turning around. Hankyung, who intercepted Heechul’s move, forced himself up on one elbow and slowed his breathing and flashed a wide grin.

“What are you smiling at?” Heechul got conscious at Hankyung’s stares so he ran to the bathroom to wash his face.

Once Heechul’s inside the bathroom, Hankyung plopped himself back to the bed, panting. “C’mon now, just bear with me a little more.” He held his head tight, afraid that the pain might rip his head apart.

~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.Two months later.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.

Heechul entered Hankyung’s room holding a basket full of fruits and a bouquet of freshly picked flowers from his little garden. He was not that surprised to see that Hankyung, stubborn as he always was, was not on his bed. He placed the basket and the bouquet on a table near the bed and went directly to the bathroom to search for Hankyung.

“Hanny~?” but Hankyung is no where to be found. A sudden attack of panic filled Heechul’s heart when he still can’t find Hankyung in the cafeteria and in the old people’s ward where he used to find his Hanny whenever he goes all stubborn again. Hankyung seemed to have a soft spot for these old people and he on them.

But where could he be? He ran wherever his feet take him. He would ask random nurses if they saw Hankyung somewhere around the hospital, but all of their answers are the same. “No.”

tbc

hoping to be back!!!!

morpher14 — Tue, 18 Oct 2011 07:00:44 GMT

wahhh... it's been a long time since i last posted here and i can't tell if i would be able to do it continously... hahahaha... well i'm just here for nothing. XP

UKISS' Manila mall tour

morpher14 — Mon, 29 Mar 2010 11:58:34 GMT

UKISS in Manila
March 26,2010 (17:00), SM Megamall, Philippines

credits to:

Sherlin : pictures
Mikko ann : camera
Helen,Mc, and me : endless shouting!!!

Thanks for the wonderful time guys!! love y'all!!

my day

morpher14 — Thu, 11 Mar 2010 07:33:28 GMT

march 11, 2010
Thursday

whew!! it's almost 4pm! I thought i won't last till this hour. hehehe. lol.
today was very tiring! i had an exam on math and i didn't get the chance to review! WTF. anyways, i managed to answer most of it so is okay. hehe.

later this evening, we're gonna have another body meting and this time i hope i won't do anything stupid!! ahhehehe..
and i wish my father would send me my allowance already! i've been starving to death! [exaggerating!!!!]

till next time yo!!!!

laruku

morpher14 — Thu, 11 Mar 2010 07:23:22 GMT

i have never imagined that i will be getting a limited edition of their latest album "BLESS"!!
weeeeee!!! lol

hale

morpher14 — Thu, 04 Mar 2010 06:36:48 GMT

The Day You Said Goodnight
HALE

Take me as you are
Push me off the road
The sadness,
I need this time to be with you

I'm freezing in the sun
I'm burning in the rain
The silence,
I'm screaming calling out your name

bridge:
And I do, reside in your light
That puts up the fire with me and find
yeah, you loose the sides of your circles
That's what I'll do if we said goodbye

Chorus:
To be, is all I got to be
And all that I see
And all that I need this time
To me, the life you gave me
The day you said goodnight

The calmness in your face
That I see through the night
The warmth of your light is pressing unto us
You didn't ask me why
I never would have known
Oblivion is falling down

~~repeat bridge and chorus~~

If you could only know me
Like your prayers at night
Then everything between you and me
Will be alright

~~repeat chorus~~

She's already taken,
She's already taken,
She's already taken me.
She's already taken,
She's already taken me.
The day you said good night...

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