Be Back with You
Title: Be back with you.
Author: morpher14
Pairing: YeBum; Yesung/Kibum
Word Count: 1,731
Genre: One shot, Romance, Slight?Angst
Summary: Kibum went to Super Junior’s comeback party and ignores Yesung completely.
a/n: It’s just something that popped out of my mind while watching random clips from their past performances and I just misses kibummie oppa so much… lol
please don’t sue me for whatever is in here… I love them all from the bottom of my hypothalamus! Xp
a/n2: it was started a month before BONAMANA’s goodbye stage, but I was just too pre-occupied with school to finish this one. hehehe
a/n3: posted as a post Birthday fic for Bummie and Yesung oppa.~*at the SJ dormitories*~
All the members are busy decorating and Yesung keeps on pacing back and forth across the living room. He has been restless for days since Heechul said that Kibum would be attending their comeback party at the dorm. It’s been months since he last saw Kibum personally and whenever they talk over the phone at night, they always try to make it short because of their schedules.
“Yesung hyung, can you please stop that! You’ve been walking in circles for hours and honestly, it’s making me dizzy.” Sungmin pleaded as he stopped hanging the decorations on the wall.
“Yeah~! If you don’t want to help decorating, at least make things easier for everyone else… YAAHH!” Heechul yelled at him when he absent-mindedly started pacing again.
“Oh, sorry!” he bowed his head and ran to his and Ryeowook’s shared room to get out of everybody’s way.
“Tsk. He got it bad. He really misses Kibum too much.” Shindong commented when he was no longer in sight. The other members sighed then continued on to their tasks.
Later that evening, everyone is settling themselves in the living room when they heard the doorbell ring.
Ding dong
Yesung’s heart faltered as Ryeowook went to open the door. Seconds later, he saw Kibum enter the room flashing everyone the most beautiful smile that anyone had ever seen. Oh, how he missed that smile, that smile that melts his heart whenever.
He saw Kibum hug Ryeowook after taking off his shoes. The hug lasted for only less than 5 seconds and he knows that it’s just Kibum's way of greeting Ryeowook, but he still can’t help but frown.
He was expecting Kibum to search and hug him first, but was disappointed when Kibum greeted everyone in general and hugged only Leeteuk and Heechul.
He party went on after that and Yesung waited for Kibum to approach him, stealing wary glances over to where Kibum is seated. But it seems that Kibum is oblivious of him. He just sits there, laughing at some joke or a spoof Heechul is telling him.
He has always been envying that relationship Kibum and Heechul has for each other. It’s nice to know that although their personalities are quite different, they still found a certain similarity that binds them together like that. But, he still can’t stop himself from wishing for Kibum to open up to him a little like the way he does to Heechul.
“Okay, okay, okay... Before we forget anything, let’s have a toast!” Leeteuk interrupts everyone, and then points a finger to Kibum. “Let’s start with you.”
Kibum choked on the liquid that he’s trying to drink then roamed hid eyes towards the other members, and, for the first time since he arrived that evening, he rested his gaze to Yesung.
“Okay~,” he started then raised his glass. “This one is for the success of Super Junior’s comeback.” he said then winked at Yesung while lowering his glass to his mouth.
“Then, I’ll be next.” Donghae tried to stand up but failed and ends up speaking while leaning on to Eunhyuk. “This one -hick- is for the -hick- success of our -hick- fourth album.” Everyone laughed when Donghae tried to drink his soju and ends up spilling it to himself.
“Aissh~. This one needs to be cleaned up immediately.” Eunhyuk said as he carried Donghae to their shared room. Donghae muffled something unintelligible to Eunhyuk’s ears and everyone then knew that the two will not go out of their room until tomorrow.
“O~kay! So then, this one is for the members’ good health and safety. Because no one got hurt during the live performances.” Sungmin raised his glass while keeping his gaze on Kyuhyun who wrapped his arms around Sungmin’s waist.
“And this one is for Hankyung’s successful album launch in China!” Heechul thrusts his glass forward staring into it. Everyone’s eyes bore to Heechul’s face, clearly he’s not somewhere near them.
“Ahaha..” Leeteuk’s nervous laughs filled the room. “Okay, it should be my turn. Haha…” He let his eye settle to each member there then spoke. “This one is for the fifth album. I wish for it to be where all of us are included. No one is missing, and no one is forgotten.” As he said this, every eye in the room settled on Kibum except, of course, Heechul who is thoughts are still lost somewhere in China.
The party was finished a little after midnight and everyone is now inside their rooms ’sleeping’ except for Yesung who’s sitting at the edge of his bed, his back facing the door, waiting for his roommate.
Kibum tapped on the door then slips himself in the room and locked it. He crept his way towards the unsuspecting Yesung.
“Wookie?” Yesung asked still not turning.
Kibum climbed up on the bed behind Yesung and wrapped his arms around Yesung‘s waist, then rested his head on the latter’s shoulder. “Wokkie is in Leeteuk hyung’s room.” Kibum said while planting butterfly kisses on Yesung’s jaw.
Startled, Yesung tilted his head to face his intruder, only to find Kibum’s half-closed eyes and his boyish smile. And he forgot everything else.
“ahnn~.. Wh-what are you doing here?” Yesung moaned when he felt Kibum suck and lick his neck.
“Nothing… Leeteuk hyung said that I’m too drunk to drive and decided that I should sleep here.”
“ahn~” Yesung did not had a chance to speak because as he opened his lips to ask another question, Kibum kissed him thoroughly.
Yesung responded to Kibum’s kiss like a hungry child whose been waiting for his milk for ages. The kiss was deep and intoxicating as Yesung tasted the bitter taste of soju in Kibum’s lips. He felt Kibum’s tongue inside his own mouth, feeling and tasting him, seeking for battle with his. Kibum’s hands started roaming inside his shirt, heating every part of him.
“Why, you’re reacting up on me. I think you missed me too much, love.” Kibum said as he turned Yesung’s body to face him.
“Shut up~!” Yesung exclaimed hiding his flared face.
Kibum chuckled at his response then cupped his face on both his hands. “Yesung-ah, look at me. Look at only me, okay?”
Kibum slowly pushed Yesung to lie on the bed and straddles him. He pinned Yesung’s arms on both sides of his head then started to kiss Yesung's forehead, then to his nose, to his cheeks, before he rested them on Yesung's lips.
Kibum pulled away from Yesung then stared at the latter intently. “Oh God, you don’t know how much I’ve missed you, Yesung.” he lowered his head to kiss his hyung again but stopped by the elder’s sneer.
“Missed?! Hah! As far as I know, when you miss someone, he’s the first man you’re going to search whenever you have the chance. But NO!!! YOU first hugged RYEOWOOK and then LEETEUK-hyung!!! Then YOU only talked to HEECHUL-hyung!!! YOU NEVER LOOKED AT ME EVEN ONCE AND WORSE, I WAS THE LAST TO KNOW THAT YOU’RE COMING TODAY!!!”
Kibum almost let out a laugh as his hyung rants his heart out but then he saw the tears on Yesung’s eyes. He cupped his lovers face and tried to capture his gaze. Yesung tried his hardest to avoid Kibum but found it hard for he knew that he will never be able to do just that. He loves Kibum so much that it hurts.
“Hyung, look at me. Firstly, the reason why I didn’t tell you I was coming today was because it’s supposed to be a surprise for everyone especially you. Unfortunately for me, I forgot to tell Heechul-hyung about that specific detail and he ended up blurting it out for the whole world to hear. That leads us to your second predicament.” Kibum sat up pulling Yesung along. “I didn’t go to you or even look at you this whole evening because I’m afraid that if I did, I won’t be able to stop myself from looking at only you. And I don’t want that. I am here today to celebrate with everyone because although I’ve been non-existent these past years they are still my brothers and I want to take this opportunity to tell them that I‘m still here for them and to assure myself that they still feel the same way. I don’t want to go back to being alone Yesung, no one really does…”
Hearing his lover say those words, Yesung could not stop himself from cutting in “You are not alone Bummie. You know that!”
“I know hyung, believe me, I know that. But it’s hard to keep faith when you go home at night without anyone to nag at you because your filming finished late or because you skipped a meal or forgot to eat anything, or tease you because your acting sucks, or congratulate you because your drama is doing good. Nothing. It’s hard to come home to a dark, empty room every night when you know you can have a pretty messed up but utterly happy dorm life with your brothers.” Kibum started tearing up which startled Yesung.
It was the first time he heard Kibum like this. He was torn with being happy because finally Kibum opened up to him, and being sad because Kibum is right. He has been alone, especially when SM started pulling him out of Super Junior’s schedules and giving him one drama after another. He did not know how or when did this started, maybe after the success of Rainbow Romance and the company thought that Kibum is such a great actor? He doesn’t know.
At first, everyone was really happy for Kibum, it’s the fulfillment of his life long dream. And then he started missing out on practices and recordings, and everyone got really busy with their own schedules and the promotions of their albums, and then Kangin’s scandal and then the recent law suit from Hankyung; they all forgot about their original maknae. They all forgot that this boy right here was the first one to be lost from their team.
“Kibum…”
“No matter what happened in the past or what will happen in the future hyung, I will always want to be back with you. I would always want to be back with my family” Kibum said with the most sincere smile he had smiled yet.
END.