Just breathe

Thinking of you

2012-09-29T03:38:02Z

I wonder if you think of me as much as I think of you.

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Normal

2012-09-10T13:55:19Z

Ok. I hope we're back to normal.

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Like a mirror

2012-07-15T10:30:57Z

I need to learn how to hide my emotions.

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A heart is a muscle. It cannot be broken, only crushed.

2012-06-28T15:16:33Z

Please stop.

The heart can only take this much.

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the jealous bitch who cried wolf

2012-06-19T13:14:11Z

I don't know what's sadder.. the fact that I get nervous every time you walk by or the fact I will every text I receive on my phone to be from you..

Funny how shit happens. Now I'm that jealous bitch whom I used to laugh about.

I had all the chips in my hand at one point but gambled them all away on a stupid game of pride.

the cutie at the airport

2011-03-13T14:24:49Z

Just got back from Pune, India yesterday. Aside from the perks of traveling business class on SQ and getting a room by myself, It was a pretty draining trip. Lots of work I haven't finished... I'm so not looking forward to starting work tomorrow. :(

Anyways, I met a cutie on the flight back whose name I, for the life of me, can't remember. I only remember his adorable stripped pajamas that he changed into. He was so cute when he tried to justify his pajamas by telling me they were from Fred Perry. Like "Dudeee, that doesn't make it any better" but still, he was cute. Plus, he had the tightest buns!!!!

*grin*

Obviously I was ogling but trying my hardest not to show it. Its not everyday you sit beside a cutie on business class. Plus, the cutie is ridiculously friendly and has the most grin-inducing pair of pajamas that he isn't afraid to flaunt.

I am a happy girl today. =)

moonymoo @ 2010-08-30T23:50:00

2010-08-30T15:50:25Z

for the last time, i am not a mind reader. stop expecting me to read between the lines.

ANGRY POST

2010-03-24T19:25:25Z

damn fucking frustrated at work recently.

(i) I have to deal with a fucking incompetent and utterly useless intern who doesn't have the brain to think.
(ii) I need to deal with a bloody two-faced sneaky bastard who I had the nicest impression of but is in reality a fucking jackass who likes to play devil's advocate.
(iii) I need to deal with somebody who doesn't know "what read the documentation" means.

Ok. Intern first. WTF????? I mean seriously, WTF? I get it, I get it. I should cut some slack to a 25 year old boy who has never, mind you, never worked before. But dude, the questions you ask really show the lack of thought process in your brain. My friend, it should be reach a problem -> think -> investigate -> no solution then ask me. Definitely not, reach a problem -> turn around and ask me. I'm not your fucking fairy godmother. I don't care when you can't generate your stuff and one more thing, I seriously, seriously don't appreciate your disgusting attitude to me. While I might be of a lowly OTHER status but seriously, you're a FUCKING intern. Even the fucking cleaning auntie has more seniority than you. That said, I don't appreciate you asking me a question then turning around and saying why don't I know the solution. FUCK. Which dumb dog bites the hand that feeds it? If you want an answer from me, you don't fucking question why I don't know it? DUH I don't know it. In case you forgot, I only joined 1 week before you, dude.

Next, sneaky bastard. What the hell were you trying to imply this evening? What the hell did you want me to say? Do you actually expect me to comment? And once again, I know you're English and such, but which part of "I need to leave by 7, don't disturb me" did you not get? It was bloody 6pm. CUT ME SOME SLACK HERE. I shouldn't have to listen to your whining and to what you call you playing "devil's advocate"? I don't fucking care! You have a issue with manpower staffing? Take it up with the manager! Take it up with me for what? I think you're more than sufficiently staffed. Ok, those dudes might be incompetent losers too but whatever. You have what you have. DEAL WITH IT.

OK, I'm running out of steam here.

Lastly, dude who can't read. Not much to complain about. Obviously people who can't read, CAN'T read. Dude, I document for a reason. READ the fucking thing. You're so goddamn free. Make some good use of your time for once and seriously? Your work? It sucks. I hope I never have to cover for you.

All in all, fuck you, assholes

the one about the request for help

2008-10-04T06:11:20Z

Sigh. Okay. This is an appeal for help!!!!!

If you happen to understand Interest rate swaps/ hedge effectiveness et cetera, can let me know? I need to pick your brains dry. I need to settle something for work and I'm clueless about this. :(

do or die - DO!

2008-09-24T22:45:27Z

Insomnia today from the stress overload.
I don't think I can make it in the next few months.
What should I do?~~~~~~
I kinda got myself into this shit by saying yes.

*bangs head*

Note to self: Ok. I cannot screw up. This is a do or die next 6 months. I will make it!!!!!!!!!

mata tokimeki??

2008-09-21T12:12:36Z

Introduced megha to the wonders of tokimeki. :DDDD Now all I have to do is to sit back and watch her drown in tokimeki addiction. ♥ muahahah~ Remember love, don't play tokimeki 2 first! Play 1 first! :D

Also, I want to go visit japan again! I feel soooooooooo cheated by Thai Airways! They were offering S$280 bucks roundtrip airfare to Tokyo/Osaka, so adel and I got pretty excited thinking about how tax might be around S$200plus and our airfare would only cost S$500 max. We even had this elaborate plan on how we were intending to stay one night at a Capsule hotel [Click here for vid] and spend the rest of the nights at a normal cheaper ryokan/hotel. BUUTTTT it was not to be. DDD: The tax on top of the airfare was....

it was.....

wait for it....

S$780plus bucks!!!!!!!
That's like times maybe 2.5 of the airfare?? So total airfare is about S$1k. RIDICULOUS!!!!! Why price the airfare so low and push taxes up by so much? Upon seeing the tax, any idiot would do a double take on the "Book!" button and get the hell out of their website! We might as well fly cathay/JAL/ANA or even SIA (which would still be cheaper) and be guaranteed an awesome flight at a cheaper price. I checked, and flying by Cathay is about S$800plus. Northwest is famous for cheap roundtrip Tokyo/Nagoya airfares at about S498 without tax but I don't know. Thai Airways has pretty much demoralized/put me off booking for airfares for a while. Like seriously!?! S$780???

*slaps*

no haunted houses, please?

2008-09-19T04:41:18Z

Just caught clips of the latest Himitsu no arashi-chan from tenjostyle's vox. How cute!!

I, myself, hate haunted houses. I really hate them. EURGH. I distinctly remember going through my own cca's (Drama club) haunted house with adel and ting (?? - not sure) but we didn't stop screaming from start to end. Hmmmm... Actually I think ting wasn't there and since me and adel are such horrid scaredy-cats, that would pretty much explain the non-stop screaming. hhahahaha. We were probably the only people that didn't stop screaming, because on hindsight, it really wasn't that scary. lol XD

P.S. I also kinda remember a dancing purple monster we chanced upon in the haunted house that we termed the dancing brinjal/eggplant. Who was he? Toufu? Houfu? Or something? I think that was pretty much the only part of the haunted house where we took a break from the screaming and laughed out loud.

Ok, main purpose of this post is to say I hate haunted houses. Check out the vids in tenjostyle's vox. It's really quite hilarious, especially the part when they couldn't get the door open and Aiba keep screaming because the ghosts/demons were coming after him. I simply can't wait for the Matsujun/Ohno/Nino clips! From what tenjostyle wrote, seems like he didn't scream at all, sasuga leader. He really is fearless! Kyaaaaaaaa! ♥

*edit @ 12am*
Just met with the girls. :) It's great to see all of you again and yes, I think we should organize an overseas trip together!!!! It'll be fun!

had a bad day again.

2008-09-16T11:38:23Z

had a bad day again. need to take it easy before i explode into a million pieces. work gets me down so badly sometimes that all i just wanna do is throw that letter. got mum to fetch me and couldn't help but cry in the car. how nice if i can just disappear and leave this messy work life behind. why is it the good never get rewarded?

heavy-hearted. am gg to munch on some chocolate later to feel better. the diet can go to hell.

tokimeki frustration

2008-09-12T16:06:54Z

Sigh, I'm exhausted from the constant tokimemo gaming. I simply can't seem to get the Best Friend ending. EURGH. Is there some rule that as long as you have more than 2 guys at the tokimeki state with you, you can't get an ending? It's so frustrating to constantly play all the way to the end and get the closed chapel doors.

*headdesks*

LEMME IN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

In other news, work = bah. home = happy. I shall do a meme soon. :D

*edit*
Got my hands on Tokimemo 2!!!!! muahahhaha~! ♥
I am re-motivated to play tokimeki again!.Check out the link for the opening scene. AWESOMENESS, I tell ya.I need to find that opening song. DDDD

the entry about tokimeki rabu rabu ♥ ~~

2008-09-10T14:10:06Z

YES! YES! YES!

It's time to declare my absolute lurrrrve for the Tokimeki series. This game is awesomeness x10000000! Hahahha omg. I totally ♥ this game even though I'm massive stuck now. Can't seem to get the "Best Friend" confession for some strange reason. I think I've probably replayed the game more than 7 times since Monday and WHY DOES THE ELUSIVE "I reject you for someone else and we get together at the beach scene" STILL NOT COME TO MEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!! *wails* ajshfhfjdjjdffffffffff!

Okayyyy.
So the following part of the post is image heavy max. But first, I need to give credit to the good people at Utsukushiki Sekai. I grabbed practically all the pictures I'm going to post below from the site. ^3^ (Arigatouu ne :p) I even spent like an entire afternoon reading through the tips but alas! ~~whynowalkthroughontheanswerstothequestions!~!~!~~ Not that I need one anymore. I kinda figured out that the best answer for each date question is kinda like the answer that most fits my date's personality. Bleah. Trial and error rocks! :DDD Then again, there's always the save/reload button before and after a date. V{^o^}V

Just to tempt youuuu. Lemme share with you
Mr Sex-on-legs aka Hazuki Kei in all his awesomeness (The one)

Yes, No?

yesyesyesyesyesyesyesyesyesyesyesyesyesyesyesyesyesyesyesyes

Okay, so! Tokimeki Memorial: Girl's Side 1st Season -DS: this game has like what 8 guys + 1 mystery guy + 1 bad boy (who we're not going to see atm).
Perfect 10 = ♥. My favourite number.

From left to right 2nd row, we have:
(1) Amanohashi Ikkaku aka Hentai principle (Dating him just feels wrong >,< and what's with the roses and sneaky appearances?? HUH? HUH??
(2) Hibiya Wataru aka the little brother we all want to love. Okayyy, so I'm into dating younger boys... NOT. :P
(3) Morimura Sakuya aka Ms Sakuya. He's sweet and all, plus he's voiced by Athuran's seiyuu so that makes him an upup! But for some strange reason, I'm not into him. Noooooooope.
(4) Hazuki Kei - kaayyy. Need I say more? Centre of attraction someone?
(5) Mihara Shiki aka Mr Ilovemyselfmore - Haven't dated him yet but too much self love going on there... Though the hair is a ++++ :D
(6) Himuro Reiichi aka fcking cool sensei. I want him as my teacher and I want to date him too. Awesomeness. Reminds me of Seiichiro Tatsumi from Yami no Matsuei (No, it's not yaoi). Like come on? The suit? The specs?? Tell me you don't see a similiarity?

Moving on to the 1st row, left to right again, we have:
(1) Aoki Chiharu aka Mystery man whom I haven't dated yet. Got a few messages from him but he doesn't really interest me much yet. Also, he has bad English and good Japanese for somebody who is supposed to be from America. The game-makers got it wrong there. The OTHER way. :P
(2) Kijyou Madoka aka Mr Dangerous. First guy I met while playing but alas, I got on the wrong side of Fujii Natsumi (My Female Friend 1) who's into him so I gave up.
(3) Suzuka Kazuma aka Sporty guy. Well, he's the sexy sportsman that we all wanna date but don't. :D

So far, I've got the normal (meaning ilu, I want to be with you etc etc from 1 guy) confession from two people, namely Hazuki Kei and Hibiya Wataru. Sad, I knowwwww but I'm stuck trying to get the best friend confession for Kei and it's taking me ages. GAH..... I even rejected him in the hope of getting a confession from Amanohashi Ikkaku who I have no idea even WHY I'm dating him. -___-'' He just got in the way with his constant popping out of nowhere and showering me with roses. See corresponding picture link for some idea. I mean, come on? The guy just needs to be loved. Even though the lame-ass doesn't appear when I want him to. DDDD: Also, I'm still trying to get Himuro Reiichi to say he loves me. He just refuses tooooooo. ;__; Am I not pretty enoughhh?? GAH O:

Oh. I just realised I didn't post any picture at all. LOL XD. So much for the warning. But well, for starters, this is the church where fairytales come true, basically [Insert Name] confesses to you here.

Then, moving on, you spend the rest of your 3 years in school trying to get the guy you like to like you back. I admit, their blushes are suuuuuuuuuper cute. ♥♥♥ Fck, I went kya-kyaing away in front of my mum! Cute max! Basically, it's not that easy getting them to like you back. You've got to balance studying with your stress level. Study too much? You end up over stressed and you fall sick for 3 weeks, missing out on valuable study points. Play too much? You end up not getting the guy you want, unless the guy you want sucks at studying and wants him to join you in remedial classes, which is by the way, a plus point. :D Some other things you need to know, aside from studying books, there's also the studying of Art, Social, Charm etc etc. It's basically like playing the Sims, dating version. If only they made the Hot Date expansion pack this good. I would have been addicted even more.

You also need to dress up for your dates, according to their tastes, of course, so you need to shop. But shopping requires MONEY (otherwise known aptly as Rich in the game). So you end up having to look for a part time job since the game-makers want to make life difficult by giving you a pitiful allowance (2 rich a day? a week? Can't remember). Add female friends who have things going for certain boys, you have an awesome game in hand. It's really not easy and extremely frustrating trying for the "Best Friend" ending. I'm probably going to read through tips again and see where I can go from there. sighhh~~
But to cheer myself up, here are some more awesome pictures. CHOO KAWAII ♥

Okay. That's end. End of my fangirl post. LOL XD. Chuuuuuuuu ♥ Tokimeki ♥♥ :P I want the second game and I want it BAD!

otome games? Yes pls!

2008-09-08T06:33:09Z

WOAH.

just placed my first ever order on playasia for a japanese ps2 game, (Sengoku Basara) and its surprisingly painless. If everything goes according to plan, I shall place another order for Tokimeki Memorial girl's side (2nd kiss) aka becca's bian tai game. wheeeeeeeee! So excited for tokimeki, after reading all the reviews, it seems really fun. Plus, the fact that it's on DS makes it even more awesome. Portable games ftw! ♥ I'm so tempted to get a PSP now. Haikz. {^3^} Bleah. The only bad thing is that both games are fully in Japanese and I might have a whee bit of trouble with my limited Japanese understanding. But wwwwhatever~~~ lol XD Segoku Basara is more of a hack and slash kinda game, so it shouldn't be too difficult. My main worry is Tokimeki. It seems kinda text based (as all otome games are). Oh well, nothing a dictionary won't solve. mufufufufu XD

On 2 days mc, with a doctor's appointment on wednesday for my eye. Been getting blinding flashes of light in the left eye and decided that its time for a check up. Hope nothing major crops up. Shall rest, sleep, watch conan (my ♥!) and play more games in these 2 days.

Must fully utilize my 2 days mc! :D

*Edit*
I just started playing Hiiro no Kakera and I'm totally lost!! OMG. What a lot of kanji and text. I hope Tokimeki isn't any thing like this. *crosses fingers* I'm dying under the heavy bombing of text. Totally lost with what's happening. The characters are pretty as hell though but how come I haven't reached a part of the game where I can make choices yet? -____-'''

*Edit Edit*
I died. Bleah. AGAIN!! For the umpteenth time! *stab*stab*stab* I think I want to make use of the guide soon. I need a proper ending ASAP! GAH! Got a crappy email from my senior with a subject (Hi [insert name], so how?) with no contents inside. I simply have to insist people go sit for email etiquette courses. Do they have any idea how freaking rude they sound? I wonder which bird brain actually gave them the okay to send e-mails like that. Of cos, I replied really nicely. Good old me! Also dropped a little tidbit that I was going to the hospital for a check up to make it sound really serious, ~~which of cos it isn't but who needs to know.~~ I even added a lovely "Sorry for the inconvenience caused" liner. I'm such a sweet person aren't I? :DDDD

moonymoo @ 2008-09-01T07:35:00

2008-08-31T23:37:10Z

appreciate it if you could be any more less enthusiatic about inviting me to your training table. it's okay. i get the hint. i'll sit with some other people i know then.

hohoho

2008-08-31T11:05:10Z

I've decided! I'm going! :DDDD hehe. XD Excited yo!

Waseda Shibuya High School Seiransai

so... how was my birthday?

2008-08-05T16:52:36Z

well, in a word. bad.

work as usual, made me depressed enough until i had to call somebody and cry.
plus, i think the fact that it's your birthday plus a lot of work and pressure from people all around makes it worse.
felt massive like dying.

oh well. aside from that damn shitty part of the day, the other part was great. :)
thank god for the warm wishes and caring hugs/messages/calls.
thank god for the constant patience, love and affection from my family.
thank god for everything except that shitty part of the day

even to ms s.k. who called at the ungodly hour of 6am? lol. sorry i didn't pick up. i woke up on the last ring and promptly decided to fall back asleep and also to my twin. Simply because he surprised me with a call. I really didn't see that coming =) I hope you had a great day and happy birthday too!!!!

ok. meet up soon. bye loves.

hello brewerkz, goodbye boredom

2008-06-14T16:58:25Z

Yikes! grainy pictures from my lousy cell on Friday the 13th!

Whee! I had fun. Ambience was pretty good, a tad nosiy but it adds to the atmosphere. The snacks platter sucked, nothing was salty enough and the beer was so-so. I might begin to like tiger instead. Only highlight? The wonderful company.

Say yes to more nights like this pls!

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<picture with miss lyndy aka bollywood no. 1 contender>
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die, damn it!

2008-06-11T15:47:11Z

WHY SO MANY ANTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

oh great one, remind me again why i love ohno satoshi?

2008-06-11T12:07:40Z

Is it the moves? the awesome vocals? Or the fact that this song is awesome?

Pfft. This man is everything and more... except for his height. But puh-leaseeeee! Any more perfect and he would be frickin' Takuya Kimura already.

xoxo.
moony.

P.S. OH!OH!
Btw, Kimura = ♥ but his new gatsby ad has gotta go. that's like almost 10 seconds worth of killing spraying his body with deodorant and nobody, i tell ya, nobody needs that much deodorant.

personality tests, i like!~!

2008-06-11T10:01:04Z

A little interesting, some bits true, some not. (i particularly don't agree with the part about me having many hobbies and the lack of inactivity. lawl. that is soooo totally not true. i'm inactive most of my time at home. heh) And in case any of you are interested, take the test here!

Oh man. my senior just told me something funny. She got ID, which stands for IDiot while her ex-hubby got AT which stands for ATtractive. hahahaha XD what about meeeeeeeee?

Laid-back Doer (LD)

Laid-back Doers are friendly, happy persons. They enjoy being together with other people. Smart, eloquent, witty and charming, they like to be the centre of attraction. They do not like to be alone. Their zest for life ensures that others feel well in their company and that they quickly get to know people. Laid-back Doers get the best out of every moment - many people of this type have a gift for making their whole life one big party. Boredom is unknown in their presence because they are very good at carrying others away with their enthusiasm, their good mood and their optimism.

Abstract thinking and profound philosophising about the meaning of life appeal less to Laid-back Doers. They are pragmatic, realistic and live completely in the here and now. At work too, they prefer it when it’s all go and they can act out their purposeful manner to the full. They have no problem handling several tasks at once and they blossom out in crisis situations! A varied field of activity with a lot of social contacts is just the right thing for them. One will also seldom find them inactive in their spare time; due to their open, curious nature, they mostly have many hobbies and interests. They are not afraid of the unknown: as they are flexible and creative, they quickly adjust to new situations and make the best of them. They sometimes come into conflict with strict rules or hierarchies by which they quickly feel constrained and against which they rebel.

As friends, Laid-back Doers are generous, helpful persons who attach great importance to harmonious relationships and a good atmosphere. Their sociable manner means that they have a large circle of friends and they love having the house full of many different types of guests. They are happy to give in to their spontaneous moods and fancies in the just one or two important things. This makes them appear somewhat unpredictable to those with a quieter nature. When it really matters, you can rely on them one hundred percent. As partners, they are creative, impetuous and imaginative - as long as their partner knows how to fascinate them. They can hardly stand boredom or routine in a relationship. They do not like conflicts at all; if a relationship becomes too strenuous or involves too much effort, they tend to withdraw from the partnership and start to look for a new partner. However, if one manages to keep their curiosity alive in the long term and surprise them again and again, one has a loyal and loving partner.

Adjectives which describe your type
extroverted, practical, emotional, spontaneous, enthusiastic, friendly, playful, lively, talkative, nonchalant, tolerant, happy, pleasant, generous, flexible, wily, attractive, relationship-oriented, generous, adventurous, fun-loving, creative, helpful, action-loving, casual, sociable, open, sensitive, touchy, erratic, curious, noncommittal, action-loving

These subjects could interest you
going out, dancing, parties, cinema, eating out, sport and travel (club holidays), music, trekking, camping, hiking, cooking, handicrafts, natureAdjectives which describe your type
extroverted, practical, emotional, spontaneous, enthusiastic, friendly, playful, lively, talkative, nonchalant, tolerant, happy, pleasant, generous, flexible, wily, attractive, relationship-oriented, generous, adventurous, fun-loving, creative, helpful, action-loving, casual, sociable, open, sensitive, touchy, erratic, curious, noncommittal, action-loving

These subjects could interest you
going out, dancing, parties, cinema, eating out, sport and travel (club holidays), music, trekking, camping, hiking, cooking, handicrafts, nature</div>

caramel = ilove.

2008-06-10T11:10:03Z

Spent the day clearing up my room after mum ~~aka god of the house~~ ordered i clean up the room. i only just realised that i seem to be a mass collector of junk and misc items. i pulled out a bowl from my cupboard! can you believe that? next thing you know, i'll be pulling pots and pans out of them. sheesh. meeting meggie boo for lunch tmr after i'm being forced on leave again. Like for the second week in a row, hence the grumpiness. :( i hate being forced on leave. i shouldn't be forced on leave just because my company sucks at planning timetables/schedules. more leave/toil does not equal to me HAVING to take them.

EURGH.

ouch! ouch! ouch!

2008-06-04T16:15:01Z

trying out my new curling iron.
burnt myself on the neck slightly. adjlsk! PAIN! D:
i'm gg to try again tomorrow! Not going to give up!
I look prettier with curls. fufufu~♥

anyways, parents are home (quite a while back, in fact) but i've been indulging in some spoilt brat syndrome and pretty much monopolizing their time. wheee! <3 Thanks for the comments and encouragement tho. :D I'm on forced leave from work atm so i got my parents to take leave and go for a massage session with me tmr evening. heheh. pictures soon!

I promise! o\(^3^)/o