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 -I wrote my 2nd Neuroscience midterm today, which I am sure I pretty much bombed even though I've been studying for 6 days straight. I feel so depressed and idiotic. I need to get straight A's this semester and that midterm might fuck everything up

-I'm starting to feel so bitter and angry with the world. I hate socializing,  I don't want to see my friends, I don't enjoy hanging with my roommates (even though they are lovely people!) yet I get angry for feeling so alone

-My chronic dandruff problems aren't going away and I'm at my wits end. I've decided to wear a head-wrap scarf 24/7 around campus until my mommy comes for my birthday this weekend and fixes up my twists :)

-I was going to host a small dinner party for my 19th birthday on Thursday, but with this mood that I'm in I don't even feel like going. I will wait until tomorrow afternoon to see how my mood is and then I'll book reservations. 

I'm just going to curl up in a ball until morning. Fuck. 

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 Today, I have decided to restart my journal from scratch and continue afresh. For the moderators of LJ communities who may be viewing my account/LJ entries, please note that I completed over 50 entries between 2004-2009, but I chose to delete them all because they no longer represent me or the emotional growth that I have experienced over the last few years. 

Yippee! So let's start with a brief update on my life. First of all, I am a 2nd year (sophmore) student at the University of Ottawa at Ottawa, Ontario. I am doing an honours degree with a specialization in psychology along with some French immersion courses, so I can become bilingual in French and English. As for hobbies, I enjoy reading, creative writing, web design (on occassion), blogging, reading pop culture, anti-racism and social justice themed blogs, and reading manga/watching Japanese anime.  

From time to time, I think I am going to make posts about the anime that I watch and repost articles pertaining to feminism, anti-racism and politics with my own special commentary and thoughts :)

I was inspired by a member over at another community, and I realized that I need to put more effort into maintaining my LJ and posting about the things that motivate me and drive my passion. I need to get out this melancholy, "Bah! I have no life! I need to fill out my time with pointless crap/dumb ass people and their drama!" mood that I'm in, and start expressing myself!