RUDE MOTHER NATURE
Today I had an odd moment where I re-evaluated what I was, or some other deep shit like that.
Like most Americans, or people that like bright lights and loud sounds, I went to a park today to watch the 4th of july celebration. All was going well but at the grand finale I almost had a panic attack. At first I felt super silly for freaking out over something that seemed so animalistic but then I realized that I AM an animal and it's only natural for me to feel afraid over something like that.
After realizing this I felt so strange, this is what it must feel like to open up your chakras or something because all of a sudden I felt like a different person. It's like I see myself in a different light, all my life I failed to see myself as what I really am. Before it's like I held myself up above other animals because I'm on the 'top of the food chain' but these fireworks were a pretty rude awakening, there were dogs at the park that didn't even freak out.
So much for being on top hah
Like most Americans, or people that like bright lights and loud sounds, I went to a park today to watch the 4th of july celebration. All was going well but at the grand finale I almost had a panic attack. At first I felt super silly for freaking out over something that seemed so animalistic but then I realized that I AM an animal and it's only natural for me to feel afraid over something like that.
After realizing this I felt so strange, this is what it must feel like to open up your chakras or something because all of a sudden I felt like a different person. It's like I see myself in a different light, all my life I failed to see myself as what I really am. Before it's like I held myself up above other animals because I'm on the 'top of the food chain' but these fireworks were a pretty rude awakening, there were dogs at the park that didn't even freak out.
So much for being on top hah