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Won't Let Go (SeKai)

2016-12-02T06:08:11Z

Title: Won't Let Go
Pairings: SeKai
Author: monick87
Length: 1/?
Genre: AU
Warnings: Angst, hurt/comfort, minor character death, HIV, trigger warning, unbeta'ed.
Rate: NC-17
Disclaimer: I do not own SeKai nor EXO.
Summary: Jongin likes Sehun. Sehun likes Jongin. Sehun lives with HIV. Jongin doesn't really know what to do.

A/N: So... yesterday was world's AIDS day so I guessed this was a the right moment to post this. I hope you guys like it, and I just wanna make clear that what I know about the disease is by research so if I'm wrong please do tell me!

Jongin had always thought of himself as a laid back person. Even if he didn’t consider being one that took other’s opinion as an important issue for himself, he smiled at people when greeting, he said ‘thank you’ and ‘please’ often, after all, that was how he was raised.

He was a dancer, and a great one at that. He had worked on several musicals, choreographing the songs in them. He also had a small dance academy along with his friend Taemin, both had work very hard to start it, and well, they had to thank also their parents who helped them with money, not all of it, but still a rather significant amount. Taemin had been against accepting that help, but after some time, Jongin convinced him that they needed the help and it wasn’t as if they hadn’t work hard as well.

Yes, Jongin was a person that accepted when he needed help and he felt like the greatest thing he could do for his parents was to succeed and being infinitely grateful for their help. But also, Jongin knew when to say ‘I’m sorry’. He tried to recognize when he was wrong or he had done something bad. Contrary to common belief, he thought that was a good trait of him, not a weakness but a strength.

Though, he only said sorry when he really felt it. For example, that time when he broke Kyungsoo’s heart by rejecting the other boy. He had said “I’m sorry” to whom he considered one of his best friends after being a little too harsh with his choice of words. Even if deep down he knew that he had to do it that way or Kyungsoo would not let go of his feelings for Jongin.

On the other hand, when he came out to his parents, he hadn’t said he was sorry, because in truth he just wasn’t. He was happy the way he was and he thought that liking boys instead of girls shouldn’t be much of a big deal to his parents or any other person in his life. He was still Jongin, and he was still a good person. Period.

But all of that was in the past. Jongin had come out when he was 15 years old, and he had rejected Kyungsoo when he was 17. Now, after several years and 25 years of age, he lived in an apartment on the 7^th floor of the building, with both of his best friends: Kyungsoo and Taemin.

“Guys, guys, guys!” Kyungsoo exclaimed hastily as he entered the apartment and closed the door. He put his hands over his mouth and gasped, closing his eyes. “He’s going to come here!” He managed to say to Jongin and Taemin, who had turned their attention to his friend.

“You mean he as in Suho? The Suho?” Taemin asked somehow amused.

Kyungsoo just nodded as he made his way to the couch in the living room.

“So you finally asked him out or what?” Jongin asked, grinning at Kyungsoo’s flushed face.

Both Taemin and Jongin knew who Suho was. Ever since Kyungsoo had entered his currently job a month ago, he had come back talking about how wonderful, handsome and just plain perfect his boss Suho was.

“Well, remember the other guy I told you about? The friend of Suho?” Kyungsoo asked carefully.

“You mean the ugly bitch that just wants Suho for himself?” Jongin said, quoting the exact same words both he and Taemin had heard from his friend.
“His name is Sehun and he’s not a bitch. He’s Suho’s best friend,” Kyungsoo said, correcting Jongin’s words.

“Not my words, you said that the other day,” Jongin stated.

“Well, I was wrong. He’s not a bitch and he’s actually good looking,” Kyungsoo explained, a smile forming in his face. “I think he’s your type, Jongin,” he added.

“You just want me to seduce him so you don’t have to worry over him and Suho.”

Kyungsoo rolled his eyes. “Anyways, that’s not the point.” He got comfortable on the couch as Taemin, who had been in the kitchen, finally sat next to Jongin, both looking at his friend. “I didn’t tell you because both of you came back home yesterday when I was asleep, but yesterday Sehun didn’t go to the office so I asked Suho if he knew where he was since I had to give him some papers and he told me Sehun was at the hospital and nothing more.” He took a deep breath, after all he wasn0t so used to talking as fast as he was doing it right now. “So today when I arrived at the office, Sehun came to me and asked me about the papers because apparently Suho told him. So I gave the papers to him and when he was about to go back to his desk, I asked how he was feeling, if he was ok,” Kyungsoo continued. “So, he sat again next to me and smiled. He told me he was fine and said thank you for worrying. I said that he had nothing to thank me for and then we started to talk, like chatting. Like, for the first time in my two weeks at that job, we had exchanged just few words. I mean, you know me, and well he’s not as extroverted as well and one thing led to another…”

Taemin frowned. “So you’re in love with him and not Suho or what?”

“Aish, don’t interrupt me and listen, Taemin!” Kyungsoo exclaimed. “I hinted that Suho and he were always together, and he said that Suho was a really good friend. And I told him that I thought they were an item,” he paused for a moment. “Then he told me that Suho was actually interested in me and they were just that, friends! And I think also roommates…but I guess I wasn’t really paying attention after that because he fucking likes me!”

“So why is he coming over?” Jongin voiced his and Taemin’s question.

“Well, it’s not just him. Sehun and Suho are coming over tomorrow to hang out because Sehun and I agreed that we were going to have a barbecue,” the boy explained.

“And where exactly are you planning to have the barbecue? We don’t have a backyard,” Taemin pointed out matter-of-factly.

“The balcony?” Damn! Kyungsoo had intended that to sound like a valid option, not like a question.

“We don’t even have a grill,” Jongin intervened.

“I need your help guys, please! This is important to me! Please!” Kyungsoo said to his friends. He was ready to pout or do aegyo if necessary.

“Ok.” Both Taemin and Jongin said in unison.

****

Jongin was the one that ended up helping Kyungsoo since Taemin told them that he had already made plans since it was Sunday thus their only day off from the dance academy.

Sehun had told Kyungsoo by mobile phone that he and Suho could bring the grill since they had a small one at home. So, Jongin and his roommate went to the store to buy all the supplies.

Kyungsoo was extremely nervous so he did what he always did when he is anxious: clean. So Jongin was seating there in the living room, looking down at his tablet to see what was up with his tumblr when the doorbell rang.

Jongin opened the door just to be greeted by a familiar face (thanks to Kyungsoo mobile filled with Suho’s photos) and another very pretty one.

“You must be Suho, and you Sehun,” Jongin said with a big smile as he pointed at the short boy and then at the tall one. “I’m Jongin,” he greeted as he extended his hand for a hand shake.

Both gave Jongin a smile and a handshake andthe entered the place before being greeted by a very nervous Kyungsoo. Almost immediately Jongin decided to be the one preparing everything to ignite the fire with the charcoal.

“I would have like to help you with that but I seriously have no idea how to do it,” Sehun said as he pointed at the grill, walking towards Jongin, who was now with an apron on and grilling the meat.

“You have a grill and don’t know how to ignite the fire for it?” Jongin retorted, smirking a little.

“Suho always do all the grilling, I just put salt in the meat and that kind of stuff,” the boy confessed.

“Well, we can’t have Suho doing that now, can we?” Jongin asked playfully as he pointed at Kyungsoo and Suho with the tongs. Both boys were chatting in the kitchen.

“Indeed,” Sehun responded, smiling fondly as he looked at his best friend and crush from the balcony. Suho deserved the world, and he genuinely thought Kyungsoo was a good person and just what his friend needed.

“Penny for your thoughts.” Jongin turned to look at Sehun after silence fell between them, just to find him deep in thought.

Sehun was pulled out of this own mind when he heard Jongin’s voice. “I just think they do a great couple. Suho had been talking to me about him since he arrived. He has the biggest crush, and I’m happy to see that Kyungsoo it’s a good person.”

“Suho seems like a good person as well,” Jongin said. “Care to bring a plate to put these steaks out? Or you liked them overcooked?” He added.
Sehun shook his head and grabbed the plate that was on a small table beside them. “I like my meat a little bit raw to be honest.”

Jongin looked at him and smiled. “Well, good to know otherwise I would have had to kick you out of here,” he joked, as he places the steaks on the plate.
Sehun laughed. “As if you could, with those skinny arms.”

“The pot calling the kettle black,” Jongin retorted.

Jongin had thought that he was going to be bored grilling all the meat all by himself, but somehow Sehun had made the time pass by really quickly that day. He wasn’t just gorgeous; he was also very nice to be around.

****

Two weeks had passed since that day in the barbecue and Jongin was having a really hard time trying not to think about Sehun. He was sure that Sehun had been just friendly, chatting to him so Suho and Kyungsoo could been together. But still, there was something in the other boy that had left Jongin wanting him to stay a little more.

He knew he probably was harvesting a crush and he needed to hang out with him in order to get to know him more. Too bad he hadn’t asked for Sehun’s number or at least facebook.

Jongin had a resolution. He was going to ask Kyungsoo for Sehun’s number as soon as he went back to their apartment, but that had to wait until the evening because right now he was walking down the street to buy a cup of coffee he needed. It had been a shitty week for him and it was all because of Taemin. He had been insisting they should record their dance routines and upload them to youtube as a way to promote themselves so they came up with new steps of popular songs and had been recording nonstop in their free time.

He finally entered the shop and made his way to the line, when he felt a hand on his shoulder. He turned around and his heart skipped a little when he saw the person in front of him. It was Sehun, the guy he wanted to see.

“Jongin!” Sehun smiled. “What a nice surprise,” he added.

“Hi, Sehun! What are you doing here?” The moment Jongin spoke, he realized that was the most stupid idea he could come up with.

Sehun laughed. “Buying bubble tea, before heading back home,” he said.

“I came for coffee though, the one the brew here is awesome,” Jongin said, eyeing the line.

“Oh!” Sehun gasped. “I’m so sorry! I pulled you out of the line.” He looked embarrassed. “Well, I guess I should let you have your coffee. I have to get going anyways,” he added. “It was nice seeing you.”

Jongin panicked. He hadn’t intended Sehun to feel as if he was bothering him! “Wait!” He screamed, a little too loud, which caused Sehun jump in surprise.
“I mean, don’t go. Or, go if you have to or want to…” Jongin managed to say quickly. He shook his head, calming himself a little. He was a laid back person! He was assertive! “What I want to say is…” It was now or never. “I would like you go out with me for dinner sometime, or to have bubble tea.”

Sehun’s face was blank and Jongin wondered if he had just screwed up his chances. That is if he ever had.

“As friends or as in a date?” Was the only thing Sehun responded in a low voice, looking directly at Jongin, as if searching for something.

“As in a date,” Jongin responded immediately. “I would like to get to know you better because I like you.”

Something he couldn’t quite decipher passed through Sehun’s eyes and he nodded. “Okay. I would like that, too.”

****

“Look, Jongin. I really, really like you. I think you are great guy and you’re handsome and funny, and really nice,” Sehun started right after they got a seat at the restaurant had chosen for dinner. “I need to tell you something,” he added before taking another breath. His eyes searched for Jongin’s and when they finally found them, Jongin shivered. That look was full of a lot of emotions, which he just couldn’t pick up at the time.

“What is it?” Jongin dared to ask, trying to smile to ease the serious mood that had settled.

“I’m HIV positive.”

Jongin felt like a bucket filled of iced water had been poured down on him. Or maybe it was more like he had been punched in the guts. He stayed silent, not really knowing how to react or even what to say.

Sehun had now lowered his face, looking down at his hands, before looking up again. “I understand if you no longer want to date me, but I hope we can still be friends.”

Jongin hadn’t been a bad student back in high school. He did know that blood transfusion, birth and unprotected sex were the ways of HIV contagion. Still, he looked at Sehun’s hands, feeling something preventing him to reach for a hand of the other boy.

Apparently Sehun caught on that, because he smiled sadly. “I think that’s my cue, right?” He said just loud enough for Jongin to hear. “It was nice to meet you, Jongin,” he said before getting up from the seat.

Without thinking any of his actions, Jongin grabbed Sehun’s hand, preventing him from leaving the place. “No, wait! I’m sorry!” He said, he was starting to feel ashamed of his actions and thoughts. “It’s just that well, I’m a little slow and I just…please stay,” he practically begged.

Sehun was shocked. He looked at Jongin’s hand on his wrist, then back at Jongin. “Okay,” he nodded, before taking his seat across the boy again. “Thank you,” he murmured smiling again.

“You don’t have to thank me for anything.” Jongin shook his head. “We should order and it’s my treat, ok?”

Sehun’s smile grew. “Ok, but I hope you won’t back down when you see the bill because I’m starving!” He joked.

Jongin let out a soft laugh before he clearing his throat. “Sehun, I-I don’t really know what to say right now. But, we can be friends, right?” He asked carefully. He wasn’t sure if he wanted to date Sehun anymore, but he was completely sure that he needed him somehow in his life.

Hurt and resignation passed through Sehun’s eyes as he nodded. It was like he was used to being friendzoned, and Jongin stopped himself from thinking more of it or he would end up with feelings he didn’t need to deal with at the moment.

That night went marvelous. Jongin had had the time of his life, chatting and laughing with Sehun, talking about trivial things and hobbies. Still, that very same night when he was alone on his room, he had felt like the biggest douchebag ever.

Jongin felt a headache coming as he looked at the roof of his bedroom. He was more confused than he had ever been. Some part of him wanted to just stay away from Sehun, and the other wanted to kiss him senseless. Why this had to happen to him?!

Now getting Sehun out of his head was going to be even harder than before.

A/N: I've never written a fic like this before and I've been wanting to do it for a long time now. After watching movies and documentaries about the subject I finally decided to do it. This is very important for me because I would like to spread awareness and prevention about the subject. Please be safe always, get tested regularly and never discriminate! :D

The Walking Dead / HoMin Edition - 9 (HoMin, SeKai, 2Min)

2013-11-13T00:45:54Z

Title: The Walking Dead (HoMin Edition)
Pairings: HoMin, SeKai, 2Min
Author: monick87 & dc_flag
Length: 9/?
Genre: AU
Warnings: Mpreg, zombies, violence, smut, blood, character death, dark themes, angst
Rate: NC-17
Disclaimer: We do not own The Walking Dead series nor TVXQ.
Summary: What would you do to protect your beloved ones and survive in a world overrun by zombies?

Nueve

The ride out of the camp was silent. No wanted to speak in fear of an emotional response, especially from Minho and Jongin. They haven’t spoken a word to anyone since Taemin’s body had been buried.

Sehun didn’t know what to do. Kai’s eyes seemed lost, and it was just as if he was somewhere far into himself and away from reality. Surely it felt like nothing mattered anymore for him. Still, Sehun was thinking how to help him, how to reach out to him and bring him back. He wasn’t going to let go of him that easily.

Yunho looked into the rear-view mirror and sighed as he grabbed one of Changmin’s hands. The younger squeezed his boyfriend’s hand back, and then placed it back onto the steering wheel of the SUV.

Seeing Kai break down was one of the hardest things for the camp to watch. When the body was being lowered, Kai literally wanted to be buried, too, with his brother. An emotional Minho had to pull him out of the ditch, and wrestle him to the ground until he was so exhausted he couldn’t fight back anymore. Sehun was the one that had watched over Kai as the others packed up the camp.

The whole incident seemed to affect everyone, as if they were all tired of losing people, as if all the unpleasant memories and grief had come back with the burial of their friends.

“Kai…Jongin,” Sehun said quietly, trying not to startle the boy. “How are you feeling? Are you ok?”

The other boy’s response was just to stare out the window, ignoring Sehun. He didn’t need people; he just needed his hyung, his twin brother so much. He needed Taemin’s words of reassurance, he needed his brother’s antics, his sweetness, his brother’s bullying, his voice, his hugs.

Kai had always felt self-sufficient, very mature for his age, strong and tough. He had always gotten angry whenever his parents or brother treated him like a little kid. He had liked when people thought he was the older brother. And, right now, he felt like a helpless little kid, lost in life and the world. One day he had had everything, then he had lost his parents but his anchor, his brother, had still been there…but, now he didn’t have that anymore. He felt truly alone.

Minho, who was in the backseat of the SUV as well, sighed. Part of him still didn’t seem to fully grasp the fact that he had lost the love of his life. His entire being hurt, emotionally and physically. He felt tired and wasn’t in the mood for anything at all. There were so many ‘what if” in his head, however, he had to be strong, not for himself, but for what Taemin had cared the most: Kai. He had promised his beloved that he wasn’t going to let anything happen to Jongin and he was going to keep his word no matter what. Kai, right now, had become his only family left.

Changmin closed his eyes, and rubbed his stomach slightly. He had been feeling off after his confrontation with Kangin, but he chalked it up to being morning sickness since he had barely had it.

“Kris said that the CDC is close by,” Yunho mentioned as he took a left turn behind the RV.

Sehun sighed. “What if it is infested with walkers?” He asked. “I’m not sure if we could deal with that.”

“Let’s just focus on getting to wherever we’re going,” Changmin replied and leaned his head onto the window. “It’s been three days and I really feel nauseous,” he added. “ Look Kris is pulling over!” He exclaimed pointing at the RV in front of them.

Yunho followed the RV into the gas station as other car follow the SUV. Kris, Amber, Boa and Seohyun had been traveling on the RV, while Kangin, Siwon and Kyuhyun had taken the car, and Yunho, Changmin, Minho, Kai and Sehun the SUV.

Everyone got out automatically going on high alert and looking around while they refueled not only the vehicles, but also gallons. After all they never knew when they were going to be near a gas station again that seemed to have barely walkers at all like this one.

The only person who didn’t even move was Kai, so he was left in the SUV. Sehun didn’t want to leave him but Minho stirred him away.

“Just give him a little more time,” Minho said to the pale boy. “Let’s go with the others, but not too far from here and somewhere where we can still look after him, ok?”

Sehun nodded and stood watch with the others as Kris, Yunho and Kangin broke into the fuel line to refuel the cars.

Changmin hiccupped and felt the vile coming up his throat. He made a bee line to some shrubs and unloaded his mostly empty stomach. He crouched over, and immediately felt a hand on his back. He finished up and looked around to see Yunho rubbing circles on his back.

“You’ll be fine,” Yunho said, helping his boyfriend up.

Changmin stood up straight and sighed, cleaning his mouth with his shirt. “This sucks. I hate it.”

“It should be over soon,” Yunho said, pulling the younger back to the RV as Kris was waving them over. “Soon it will all be done and over with, and we’ll have a little baby with us.”

Changmin frowned. “I want to have this baby somewhere safe, Yunho.”

“You will, Changmin,” Yunho replied. “We’re gonna make it somehow.”

****

After a few more hours of driving, the RV pulled in the parking lot of the CDC.

It was truly a grim view outside the windows. The sun was starting to hide and a huge amount of dead bodies were littering the ground.

“This doesn’t look good,” Sehun said, shivering a little by how dangerous and uncertain everything seemed to be.

Yunho parked the SUV beside the RV, and everyone came out. They grabbed their bags and their respective guns before walking towards the main door of the huge CDC building.

Everything was silent, perhaps too silent and there was something that made everyone be on edge. Minho tried the door, but it was locked. “There must be some kind of code for this,” he added, signaling the keyboard panel beside the metal door.

“Maybe we should go back into the woods,” Seohyun stated. “What if there are walkers inside?”

“Kai,” Yunho asked. “Can you open this?” He asked, looking around, something was just not right.

Kai felt confused as hell as Yunho shook him slightly with a hand on the shoulder. He looked around and tried to figure out what eh was doing there and how they had come there. All he could remember perfectly was how he had been the one that had shot Taemin on the head once he had turned into one of those things, everything after that had been just images in his head. “W- what?” He asked, looking at Yunho.

“Walker!” Kangin exclaimed, pointing at something coming into sight, from the woods that surrounded part of the place.

Everybody immediately went into defensive mode as they grabbed their guns. Minho looked at Kai, whose face was indescribable.

Jongin moved towards Minho and grabbed the knife that the other guy had in his back, tightly secured between his pants and his belt. For a moment, nobody knew what was going to happen, when he started to scream as he ran to the walker.

He stabbed the zombie in the head, putting him down in no time. But, it wasn’t enough, Kai was angry and he just felt the need to kill all of those bastards so once the body fell down, he started to kick him on the head over and over again as he cried out in pain and anger.

They watched as Jongin brokenly started to sob, falling on the floor after the walker’s dead was literally destroyed by his boots.

It was then when they noticed that Jongin’s outburst had been heard by more of those things, because suddenly more were coming.

Minho and Sehun ran immediately to Jongin and grabbed him firmly as the boy looked up to the walkers and tried to wrestle against the other’s grip. The only think that seemed to be on the young boy’s head was to kill walkers.

Maybe it was his way to avenge his brother, maybe was his way to kill himself after all he had gone through, but still, Yunho knew that they couldn’t afford to lose Kai, not if he could open the door of the CDC, which right now seemed the safest place. So, he ran to where Minho, Sehun and Kai where and helped them bring the boy back.

Soon, fire guns where heard and it seemed that for each one that they put down, two more appeared. Changmin turned around and gulped when he realized that there was no way they could escape from this without opening the metal door. They walkers were getting closer and closer and they had been cornered.

“There’s too many to take on!” Kangin yelled. “We need that door open now!”

Sehun closed his eyes and turned to look at Jongin, who seemed a little tired of fighting against Yunho, who had him subjugated. “Kai!” He started with a firm voice, trying to get the boy’s attention. “Taemin would want you to survive and fight on. He wouldn’t want to see you like this. Remember what you told me when we first met in the tent?”

Kai didn’t respond but he did look up to see him as he stopped fighting at all.

“You have to have faith. I know this is hard for you and you want to kill them all. I know you need time to mourn your brother and I know it’s not gonna be the same. But right now we are here and we don’t have time to mourn right now! We…I care for you and I’m not gonna leave you go through his alone, but right now we need you, your friends need you. Please don’t let us die, not this way. Can you open the door?”

Yunho finally let go of him and decided to help the others, who were right next to them, trying to back up as much as possible since the walkers were just a few meters away from them.

Kai nodded at Sehun and turned to look at the key panel. He looked around franticly for his backpack that was next to them on the floor, and launched himself at it to look for his pick-knife. Once he found it he began unmalting the unit, and rewiring wires.

Sehun encouraged him with urgency, as he looked how the walkers were so close to them. Kai reset the wires, and punched in a code to activate the doors.

Yunho shot another walker, as the horde was moving in closer. He felt Changmin pressed against him, and he suddenly felt the barely there swell of his lover’s stomach: his unborn child. He immediately felt more determined to survive this. He was going to keep the group safe as well as his family! He used Changmin’s machete and hacked off two of the walker’s head.

“Kai! Hurry!” Amber screamed, hitting another walker in the head, bashing its brains in. “They’re practically here!”

Kai worked hard preplacing the items. When he was done, he punched in another code, and suddenly the metal doors opened just in time for them to get in as the walkers where upon them. The doors closed and they had shot 3 walkers that managed to get in before that.

Everybody looked at each other, breathing heavily, trying to catch their breaths.

“Is everyone ok? Has anyone been bitten?” Yunho asked in a serious tone.

They all shook their heads and proceeded to walk further more into the building. Nobody seemed to notice when Siwon covertly covered his wrist with his sleeve, trying to hide the scratches that one of those walkers out there had done to him as he had tried to fight them.

****

It took over two hours, but Yunho, Kris, Minho, and Kangin checked out the entire place for walkers. To their advantage, no one found any. It was like the building had been evacuated and all the people that were inside were now the walkers form outside. It was a relief to the group because the building seemed like what they needed at the moment: it was protected by metal doors and concrete from the walkers from outside.

“Food!” Kyuhyun said groaning.

Changmin nodded. “It’s been hours! I’m starving!” He half-whined.

Everyone nodded. “Well, we found a full kitchen a few doors over, and it seems to have the water and gas still running. Also, we have electricity! The generator is still working!” Yunho exclaimed, half-happily to the other group members. At least it was like a break from all the bad things.

“It’s settled then. Let’s take our food that we have and go to the kitchen. Maybe there is something there,” Amber suggested.

“What about somewhere to sleep?” Changmin asked yawning.

“There has to be dorms with beds in here. Researchers usually spend days in here without going anywhere out,” Boa responded, knowingly. “What? I’m a doctor, remember? I know about places like this one, even if it’s not my field!” She explained after she received some surprised looks by Amber and Kangin.

Kris waved everyone up, and they followed him. He led them down the hall that had doors on both sides. Changmin stepped forward and opened a door slowly. Everyone looked inside, and to all of their surprise it was a bedroom.

“A bed!” Sehun said going into the room. “A real soft and warm bed! Oh my God!”

Kris smiled slightly. “There are 6 rooms and each has a double bed and a bathroom with shower,” he explained. “We should arrange with who are we going to sleep.”

“I’m going to share with either Boa and Seohyun or both,” Amber stated. “Also I guess Yunho and Changmin are sharing, and there go 2 rooms and 4 left.”

“Sorry guys, but I’m not sharing my bed. I’m the older and I have the right,” Kangin said in a half-serious, half-joking tone.

“Well, you have to share since there aren’t more beds and no one is sleeping on the floor when everybody can be comfortable,” Changmin intervened, feeling a little annoyed by Kangin as lately he had felt. The guy wasn’t the best person when it came to socializing, but maybe Changmin was just seeing the bad things because of the pregnancy. He just couldn’t stand the guy.

“Then I hope I can share with a lady,” Kangin responded, smirking and closing one eye to the girls.

“I hope not,” Boa said, rolling her eyes. “Amber and Seohyun should share and I can share with someone else.”

Siwon raised his hand. “I can share with Boa,” he suggested and everybody nodded. He was probably the safest option since he was extremely respectful towards women.

“Kris and I are gonna share the room,” Kyuhyun stated, after he had agreed with Kris who was next to him.

Sehun sighed, feeling slightly embarrassed suddenly. “I could share with Kai…” he suggested in not loud voice.

Kyuhyun snorted and Kangin started laughing hysterically. “Aw, the maknaes are growing up pretty fast!” Kangin teased.

“It’s not because of that!” Sehun replied blushing a little.

“I don’t think that’s a good idea,” Minho said, looking between Kai and Sehun. “Maybe I should stay with him instead. It’s…we need time, ok?”

“Don’t worry, Sehunnie,” Kangin started as he walked towards the boy and put an arm over his shoulder. “We can have fun too,” he teased again.

Jongin sighed and turned to look at Minho. He knew the guy was only trying to protect him. He knew that Minho saw him as his responsibility right now, like someone he needed to protect because it was the thing Taemin would have wanted. “I’m gonna share with Sehun,” Kai said firmly. He didn’t want to be that harsh with Minho, but right now he just needed time away from him. He thought it was the best for both.

“I think we’re sharing the room, then.” Minho said after nodding and turning to look at Kangin.

“Ok, so…it’s Changmin and I, Amber and Seohyun, Kangin and Minho, Kyuhyun and Kris, Siwon and Boa, and Kai and Sehun, right?” Yunho asked, looking at everyone at the group as they all nodded. “Ok, then let’s get settled and we’ll meet in the kitchen in 10 minutes to see if we can cook something.”

Everybody nodded and walked to their respective rooms with their backpacks in hand.

A/N: Update, yay! I hope you guys still like this and please do tell us what you think! :)

It's Not You, It's Me - Chapter 12 (HoMin)

2013-11-10T06:10:42Z

Title: It's Not You. It's Me.
Pairing: HoMin (Main), YunJae (Side)
Author: monick87
Length: 12/?
Genre: AU
Warnings: Unbeta'd, just a little angst, and bad smut
Rate: R
Disclaimer: Inspired in the movie by the same name, but with twists.
Summary: Yunho meets Changmin, a young man that could be more than just friends with him...if only he could forget Jaejoong.

Chapter 12

It was almost unbearable, really. Both Kyuhyun and Junsu didn’t really know what to do. Changmin was indeed a very dear friend to them, but the young man had been acting too bitchy and sensitive for the past 4 days that, by mere coincidence, happened to be the days since Changmin had seen Yunho with Jaejoong at the restaurant.

The young man denied with every fiber of his being that he was extremely jealous, when it was more than obvious that he was. That and Yunho not having contacted Chagmin at all, was taking a toll on Changmin’s friends, well, on every person in contact with the guy.

That was exactly why Junsu didn’t know if to call Yunho or kill him, but it was a fact that something had to be done. He didn’t really want to intervene in his friend’s personal problems, but this just couldn’t keep on like it had.

Kyuhyun had been brave enough to tell Changmin to fuck off once, and he even told his friend that he could come back to share the apartment with him again if he wanted to, which had caused Changmin to bitch about the pizza they had ordered, with watering eyes.

Both Junsu and Kyuhyun endured the whole ordeal because they knew it was the only way that Changmin would let it out somehow. It didn’t matter if the boy was deeply wounded on the inside he would never accept that, more so if it had to do with someone else. They knew that Changmin was probably hating himself for foolishly falling in love.

“Maybe we should call Yunho,” Junsu suggested, as Kyuhyun almost choked on his coke.

“And die by Changmin’s hands?” Kyuhyun replied in a low voice since Changmin had just gone to give Taepoong and Mangdong their food while they were in the living room of Junsu’s place. “But, seriously…I don’t think we should get in between. It’s kinda their problem, even if we’re suffering from it somehow.”

Junsu huffed and nodded. “You’re right.”

“I’m always right,” Kyuhyun said with a smirk. “But we should make it clear for Changmin that we’re with him no matter what.”

Junsu was about to say something else when the doorbell rang, and some knocks were heard after that. “Did you guys order something to eat while I wasn’t here?” Junsu asked, getting up and walking towards the door. Kyuhyun shook his head and Junsu opened the door.

There, standing right before him was Yunho. The same Yunho he kinda wanted to kick for making his friend suffer.

“Hi, Junsu! Is Changmin here?” Yunho asked in a nervous tone. “I know you and he must be angry at me, but I need to talk to him.”

“Angry is an understanding, but yeah he is here. He’s actually feeding the dogs,” Junsu replied. “Come in. I’ll call him,” he added as he stepped aside and let Yunho in.

He didn’t know if it was good or bad, but before he could even call for Changmin, the guy was right there, looking at an anxious Yunho as Taepoong started to move his tail energetically, jumping at his owner.

Yunho kneeled down and pet his dog, smiling at him tenderly as he told the animal how much he had miss him. Then, he looked up at Changmin, who was still standing there, and got up. “I need to talk to you,” he stated.

Changmin sighed and nodded, watching how now it was Mangdong who was at Yunho’s feet, looking up, and begging to be petted as well.

Yunho smiled down at her and got down again to carry her in his arms. He was about to talk when Junsu and Kyuhyun walked past them hastily.

“Uhm… I just remembered that Junsu made me promise I would walk the dogs with him,” Kyuhyun said, looking at Changmin as Junsu started to gather the dogs’ leashes. The murder gaze that Changmin was throwing him didn’t go unnoticed, but he just ignored it.

“Well…yeah,” Junsu mumbled, after putting the leashes on the dogs. “See you!” He exclaimed, waving at the other two and leaving the place, right after Kyuhyun had done the same.

The front door was closed and for some awkward seconds, there was only silence. Yunho had his eyes fixed on the floor, feeling nervous and embarrassed, and everything in between by just standing there, in front of Changmin, the two of them alone.

“Well… first of all I think I should apologize,” Yunho started, finally gathering courage enough to look at Changmin in the eyes. “I’m sorry I haven’t contacted you at all,” he added, feeling braver. “And well, I know Taepoong is not so easy to handle. I hope he hadn’t caused you any trouble.”

Changmin sighed. “Don’t worry. He hadn’t been the one causing trouble around here,” he said, turning to walk towards the kitchen. “Want something to drink?” He asked Yunho, as he motioned him with a hand to come with him. “Because I think I need a beer right now.”

“I would like one, too,” Yunho replied, feeling extremely bad because he just hated how cold their conversation was. He had always been the sentimental one, and he seriously wanted to cry right there.

Changmin opened the fridge and took out to cans of beer. He closed the door and turned to give Yunho the cold can before leaning back on the counter. He had barely opened the can to take a sip of his beer, when he watched how the other just lost it.

Yunho put the can away and approached Changmin trapping him between his arms as he put them at his sides on the counter. Their faces were too close to Changmin’s liking and Yunho pressed their forehead together. “I’ve missed you so so much,” he whispered desperately, this time putting his hands on each side of Changmin’s waist.

Changmin froze for a minute, before putting his free hand over Yunho’s chest, ready to push him away in any moment. “Why are you here, Yunho? What do you want?” He asked in a serious tone, his eyes never leaving Yunho’s.

Yunho grabbed Changmin’s hand from his chest and took a step back. “I need to talk to you about my divorce,” he started hesitantly. Changmin’s face showed confusion, but he nodded for him to keep on, so he did just that. “I had been talking non-stop with my lawyer and Jaejoong’s lawyer and Jaejoong, and there is no way the process could be sped up. I already made the petition of divorce and I had to prove that Jaejoong and I hadn’t been living together for a long time, but the process is gonna take more than 2 weeks. My lawyer said it’s gonna take like 6 months at least, and that is counting that Jaejoong isn’t opposing to anything. Still, we’re setting the agreement about our properties, which aren’t that much but, well…” Yunho bit his lower lip. “I love you so so much, Changmin. You have no idea how much you mean to me, and I don’t wanna lose you, but the process it’s gonna take too much, and I know I probably don’t deserve it, but please, please I ask for more time. I will do whatever it takes, but please give me more time. I’ll show you the papers, and I’ll call my lawyer, or you can come with me when we have a meeting with Jaejoong and his lawyer, but please, don’t give up on me!” He practically begged, holding Changmin’s hand tightly, fearing that he was going to be pushed away.

Changmin looked at him for a couple of seconds, trying to think about what Yunho had just said. He really didn’t know what to do. He felt extremely jealous of Jaejoong, he was afraid that Yunho would come back to him at any time, deciding that Changmin wasn’t enough for him anymore. Still, at the same time, Changmin wanted to just throw himself at Yunho, because Yunho had always been honest to him, he knew Yunho was actually divorcing, and he knew or could at least imagine that yes, divorce process didn’t take days or weeks, but months and sometimes even years. Part of him felt insecure and afraid, and the other part of him thought he was just making things over dramatic and too complicated when it wasn’t that way at all.

Yunho was becoming more and more nervous as minutes of silence passed and Changmin didn’t utter a single word, or any kind of sound. Maybe what the other time was more time to think. After all, the whole divorce process, the fight with Changmin, and everything was overwhelming to him at times, so he could definitely understand if the boy was confused or overwhelmed as well.

He reluctantly let go of Changmin hand and was about to step back even more when Changmin threw his hands over Yunho’s shoulders, grabbing the back of his head to pull him in for a searing kiss.

The kiss was desperate and messy, but at the same time it was longing and loving. Yunho pushed Changmin slightly, backwards against the counter, and pressed their bodies together, enjoying how the pleasure sounds that were caught in the younger man’s throat.

“Say something,” Yunho demanded, after he reluctantly broke the kiss. It was awesome that Changmin had kissed him, but still he needed to know what Changmin had to say, what he thought of all this, and were he stood in this relationship. “Please.”

Changmin closed his eyes and let out a low groan. “I really don’t know what I feel or what I should do,” he confessed, opening his eyes to look at the man in front of him. “I love you, Yunho. Part of me wants to just be with you. I know you’re honest and wouldn’t hurt me willingly in any way, but still, other part of me tells me you’re not divorced and what we do is still wrong because I am not your husband. I feel like the third person and sometimes I feel like maybe you would just go back to Jaejoong as most guys that have affairs do.”

“You’re not an affair, Changmin,” Yunho stated, putting his hands on Changmin’s hips. “I admit that I loved Jaejoong very much, but that is only in the past. He is just a nice memory. You, on the other hand, you are my present and I want you to be my future. Jaejoong were, but we can’t be anymore,” he explained as he closed the space between them to unite their lips.

Changmin pushed him away. “You’re turning me into a hideous corny person. I hate you,” he declared with a smirk on his face. “And yes, I guess I can give you more time, but I still wanna see those papers signed when all that shit about the divorce is over, ok?”

Yunho nodded and he kissed him again. After all they had time before Junsu and Kyuhyun would come back with their dogs, and he was so going to take advantage of that.

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A/N: Well, here it is the update! I hope it isn't so bad as I kinda think it is. Anyways, please do tell me what you think! Next chapter will have some smut and a not so pleasant visit for Changmin! :P Ah, and this is unbeta'd so all mistakes are my very own!
Thank you for reading and I hope not to disappoint. :) Love you all for the support! I'll update soon! ;P

The Walking Dead / HoMin Edition - 8 (HoMin, SeKai, 2Min)

2013-11-09T07:22:27Z

Title: The Walking Dead (HoMin Edition)
Pairings: HoMin, SeKai, 2Min
Author: monick87 & dc_flag
Length: 8/?
Genre: AU
Warnings: Mpreg, zombies, violence, smut, blood, character death, dark themes, angst
Rate: NC-17
Disclaimer: We do not own The Walking Dead series nor TVXQ.
Summary: What would you do to protect your beloved ones and survive in a world overrun by zombies?

Ocho

Neither of them really noticed when exactly the sun had come up or how bright it was. They remained scattered all around what was left of the camp, but visible to the other remaining survivors.

A few birds were heard, and Changmin felt the need to throw up. The smell of blood and rotten flesh was more than he could take.

Yunho rubbed his back softly as he tried to make the dizziness to go away.

He turned to see Amber, who was desperately trying to calm Seohyun down, as the bodies of Sulli, Hyuna and Tiffany were right before them. Amber had tried to help them when they had been attacked, but it had been too late. They were so viciously ripped apart by the walkers. When they turned almost right away after their death, they posed no threat to the others. Still, Kris had stepped out to make sure they were really dead.

The story with Leeteuk had been different. He was inside the RV when they were attacked, and that is exactly where he had been surprised. He managed to kill the 5 walkers that had attacked him (with the help of Yunho who appeared afterwards) but not before he was bitten. He didn’t turn right away though. It took him about 3 hours to become one of the non-dead, and it had been Kangin who reluctantly had to put him down with a single shot in the head.

It was Kris who came to sit right beside Yunho and Changmin, leaving a very tired looking Kyuhyun on the other side of the camp. “Do you guys know how Taemin is?” He asked lowering his head. “They’ve been in there all night…what are we going to do?” He added in merely a whisper.

Changmin closed his eyes and sighed. He didn’t really want to talk about anything, especially about the ones lost after the raid.

Yunho shook his head. “I don’t know about Taemin. Neither Boa, Minho or Kai had come out from the tent, but we need to start thinking about what happens now.”

Changmin and Kris nodded, motioning the others to gather with them.

“I…” started Yunho once the others were in front of him. “We should bury our friends, and dispose the rest,” he suggested.

Kangin looked a little wary. “And how exactly we’re going to dispose the bodies? Burning them? That’ll only attract more of those freaks to the camp and I’m not throwing them into the river.”

“Look,” Changmin started this time. “I think we could burn them and then pack to go to the CDC. It could be a good place to stay. Kyuhyun heard once that there was a shelter there.”

Kangin snorted. “That was what…like 8 weeks ago? Walkers could have attacked them and you wouldn’t even know! We have water here, we have some plants, and we can catch fish or hunt animals! ” He argued.

“The fucking place isn’t safe!” Changmin raised his voice. “We were fools by thinking it was, but no! We are in the outskirts of the city and the walkers from yesterday weren’t that many, but we still lost 4…5 with Taemin! Imagine what’s gonna happen when they go out of the city. There were thousand…no….millions of people that turned. What if they happen to attack us?!”

“I can see you are just a fucking spoiled brat!” Kangin retorted, trying not to act harshly. “You think I don’t know that?! I know this place isn’t safe, but are you sure the CDC is? What if they had been raided as well, how are we gonna get provisions? Have you thought about that? No! I guess you haven’t…because in the end, your precious boyfriend doesn’t let you move a fucking finger!” He added, pointing at Yunho. “I know you’re pregnant and all that shit, but you’re not the one going outside and putting YOUR ass at risk so others can get meds, or food! You’re not the one that spends all day hunting for a fucking meal, just to see you refuse food because you’re feeling nauseous! Yes! You’re pregnant, but this is no fucking restaurant and this world is going to hell! You have to deal with it! So you better think about who has been feeding you and has been keeping you safe and after talking all macho!”

Changmin was furious. He was about to speak back when Yunho stood between him and Kangin. “This is not the time for this discussion. We should start burying our friends and then we can talk about what’s gonna happen in a civilized way,” he said, trying to remain neutral. Kangin words had been harsh, but he knew that arguing was the least they needed at the moment. It was early in the morning, and they needed to make most of the daylight. “It’s the least we can do for those who died.”

Everyone agreed. They needed to talk about this later, or maybe when the ones in the tent were present as well.

“Should we dig 4…” Kyuhyun started hesitantly. “Or 5 graves?”

Changmin bit his lower lip. And the rest lowered their head a little, knowing exactly what Kyuhyun had meant. There were 4 dead, but Taemin had been bitten; yet he wasn’t dead….yet.

“5.” Yunho stated. “We should dig 5.”

****

Jongin didn’t know what to do or what to think. He just knew he had to be beside his brother no matter what. He was holding his twin’s hand in a strong grip, sitting beside the futon where Taemin was laying.

“I shouldn’t have left you,” Jongin whispered more to himself than to his brother. “You asked me to stay, but I didn’t listen,” he said, feeling extremely guilty. The pain in his chest was becoming harder to bear and he was repeating to himself that if he had stayed, he would have made sure Taemin would be safe. “It’s all my fucking fault, hyung.”

Then he looked at the other side of the futon and watched a very exhausted Minho. The older boy just sat there, watching brokenly at his now bandaged boyfriend. There were times like these when he wished Kai could take back everything negative he had ever said to his brother about Minho.

*Flashback*

“Jonginnie!” A 14-year-old Taemin said, running up the stairs to his and his twin shared room. “Jongin-ah!” He exclaimed excitedly.

Jongin looked down from the upper bunk bed. “What’s up?” He asked lazily, and slightly annoyed. Obviously he had been sleeping until his dear brother had come screaming his name.

“Choi Minho asked me out!” Taemin beamed, almost squealing in happiness. “ME! Can you believe it?!”

Jongin was surely now wide-awake. He froze on the spot, and wondered when it got so hot in the room. “The MVP-of-the-school-and-probably-most-sought-after-boy-in-school Choi Minho?!”

“Yes! The same one!” Taemin smiled. “You don’t know how happy I am.”

Jongin sighed. He knew his brother was practically in heaven right now. It was no secret that Taemin had a huge crush on the athletic boy since…forever. Still, there was the tiny fact that he didn’t like Minho at all. The guy was too competitive and sometimes a jerk. Yes Jongin still remembered the day when Minho beat up one of his friends because of a sport competition.

“Aren’t you happy for me Jonginie?” Taemin said with a diminishing smile.

Jongin stared at his brother and then nodded slightly. “Sure I guess...” He finished, hoping to change the conversation.

“Jongin?” Taemin said lowly to get his brother’s attention. “What’s the matter?”

Jongin sighed again, and shook his head a little. “Nothing is the matter Taeminnie. If you want to date that guy then do it.”

“But you don’t like it,” Taemin said softly. “You know you can’t really lie to me, right? I can tell by your voice that you’re not liking it even a bit.”

Jongin shook his head and rolled his eyes. “Don’t worry about me. It’s you who’s gonna date him not me.”

“Everything will be fine. If this relationship ever goes somewhere with Minho he will have to understand that my brother will always come first. That is just the way it is. I love you Jongin, and dating Minho can’t change that ever. Understand?” Taemin said, throwing himself onto the bunk bed down.

Jongin turned so he was on his back, looking at the ceiling. “I understand. But be careful ok? I’ve heard not so good things about him from a few friends.”

“Good.” Taemin said closing his eyes. “I’ll keep that in mind.”

Jongin hummed and closed his eyes as well. Maybe he would try to give Minho a chance.

Keyword: try.

*End Flashback*

“At least one of you should rest a little. You’ve both been here all night,” Boa suggested, as she moved from his seating position on the other side of the tent to check on Taemin. “I’m here to check on him, and I won’t leave so don’t worry.” She placed her hand over Taemin’s forehead and bit her lower lip. The temperature of the young boy’s body was too high and she didn’t like it one bit.

Minho was about to say something when Taemin moaned weakly, moving his head a little from side to side. He seemed to be in a lot of pain.

“Baby, baby. Please be strong! You’re gonna be ok!” Minho whimpered trying so hard not to lose it right there. He was crushed to no end, the pain and denial was so strong inside him that he could barely hold it in.

Jongin just stayed silent. He knew he just knew that what Minho said was a lie. Nothing was going to be ok anymore ever again. Taemin, his dear twin brother, his everything, the only family he had left, was dying right in front of his eyes and he knew there was no hope. Taemin was infected and that was a fact.

Boa immediately went to prepare an injection with a painkiller solution. By now, it was practically the only thing she could do for Taemin. To make it hurt less than it should was her only concern.

“J-Jongin…” Taemin groaned still unconscious. He was soaked in sweat, burning up in fever.

That was enough for the other twin to start crying. There was a lump in his throat, and heaviness in his chest that was starting to freak him out.

Minho watched the intimate moment when Jongin rested his forehead against his brothers, crying like a very small child. In fact, right now he swore that Jongin looked very young, maybe too young to be going through something like this. And, for the first time he felt incredibly jealous of Jongin because he knew Taemin was probably just thinking about him. About what was going to happen to his baby brother. And then he remembered his promise. He had promised Taemin that he was going to protect Jongin no matter what. So, yeah he was a man of word and he was going to make sure Jongin stayed alive no matter how destroyed Minho felt right now.

“M-Mi…”Taemin started to say, then he stopped abruptly unable to finish. His body became heavier than normal. He didn’t move anymore. He didn’t groan or moan at all. He was just lying there as if he was soundly asleep.

Jongin could actually hear his heart breaking and he felt as if something inside him left. He opened his eyes reluctantly to see his brother and he knew Taemin wasn’t breathing anymore: Taemin had died. His hyung had just passed away.

Boa immediately grabbed her stethoscope and proceeded to hear Taemin’s heart but there was no beating sound at all. She grabbed the boy’s wrist and she couldn’t feel anything: there was no pulse. “Taemin…he’s…he’s dead.”

Jongin cried out. He screamed as hard as he could, launching himself onto his brother body as tears poured down from his eyes. He was in pain, he was angry, he felt guilty, he felt everything right now. It was almost unbearable.

Minho cried silently and sobbed. He began to mumble words of love, words of guilt, words of abandonment, words of denial to Taemin and others to God. “No, no, no, no!” He repeated over and over, desperately grabbing Taemin’s hand, as if he didn’t want to let go for anything in the world.

“I’m sorry,” Boa said, looking down as some sobs escaped between her lips.

Yunho, Sehun and Kangin suddenly entered the tent after hearing the commotion, fearing that the worst had just happened.

And it had. The scene they came into was heart breaking. Jongin’s head was on his brother’s chest right over his heart, as if he was waiting for said organ to start beating again. He looked out of himself, looking lost in space as more tears poured down his face.

Minho, on the other side, looked up at them with red swollen eyes that kept on crying. He exchanged a strange look with them and looked down at Taemin’s face again. “Taeminnie…our Taemin…” He informed brokenly, not able to explain further more as he put one of his dead boyfriend’s bangs of hair out of his forehead tenderly.

“I’m sorry,” Yunho said, feeling both sad and apprehensive. Taemin had been a very good friend and person, no doubt a valuable person in the group, and he had won a spot in Yunho’s heart quickly but he knew they had no time to mourn. It was hard, but it was the reality they lived in now.

Sehun took a step towards Jongin. He wanted to say he was sorry, that he knew what it felt like. He wanted to hug the other guy, to offer his shoulder to the other to cry, to help Jongin put himself together again, to support him and be there for whatever the other could need.

“Jongin, I’m so-“ Sehun started to say when Jongin turned around and pulled out his gun, aiming for Yunho.

Everybody gasped and the air became heavy.

“I know you’re all sorry and that you really care for my brother, but I also know why are all of you here and I’m not gonna let you,” Jongin said, in a clear, steady and emotionless voice. “If any of you try to make a move I’ll shoot and I really don’t care if you shoot me or kill me, to be honest,” he added, looking towards Boa now. “Now, get out of here. All of you,” then he looked at Minho. “Including you. I’ll be who takes care of Taemin.”

Minho nodded, and then looked at the Jongin. “I won’t do anything, I swear. But, let me be here with you,” he asked, still looking broken. Maybe he was the only one that understood Jongin right now.

Jongin sighed and nodded, still aiming at the others. “Now get out.” He motioned the way with his gun.

Yunho nodded, and he walked out of the place, with Boa and Kangin behind him. “No problem. Don’t worry,” he reassured the twin, with a sad smile on his face.

Sehun looked at Jongin in the eye. “Can I stay?” He asked carefully. “I promise I won’t do anything,” he added, putting his hands in the air, signaling that he was surrendering and didn’t want trouble. “I know that maybe I don’t deserve being here, but I want you to know that I’m really sorry, and I’m here…” Sehun gulped, feeling slightly embarrassed. “For you.”

Jongin nodded, putting his gun down and looking at his brother once again as he felt Sehun sit beside him.

****

It was surely past noon. The three young men had been sitting around Taemin’s body for almost 5 hours now, or so the other’s outside the tent thought.

About 2 hours ago, Jongin had finally broken the silence. He had started talking with Taemin. Smiling at him and telling the other the good and bad times they had had since they were born. He told Minho how jealous he felt when Taemin got home and told him that he had asked him out. He told Sehun how he and Taemin went to ballet classes and how good both were. He told them they shared everything but Minho and how they told the other everything. He told them how they used to trick people, pretending to be the other to confuse people when they were little kids. He told them how they had planned to attend the same college and ask to be roommates because neither of them even imagined how it would be like being separated from the only person you had been with since you were procreated. He told them how they teased each other and how he had to put down his parents when all hell broke loose just to save Taemin. He told them how he refused to stay, even though Taemin had asked him with those puppy eyes that always worked on everybody. He told Sehun that it was going to be Taemin’s and his birthday in a month more or less, and that he didn’t know what to do now. He told them he felt lost and that the pain was too much.

Jongin started to cry again when he felt how Taemin’s hand moved slightly. It was a tiny spasm, but he knew exactly what that meant. He looked up at Minho, who just nodded and grabbed Taemin’s other hand.

Sehun put his hand over Jongin’s shoulder, as the boy put one of his hands under his brother’s neck, to bring him up in a seating position, while he grabbed his gun with the other.

He pressed their foreheads together after giving his hyung a kiss on lips. “I love you hyung,” he whispered between broken sobs. “Forgive me….”

Then when Taemin slowly opened his eyelids, revealing blurry and gray eyes, no longer warm and full with love and life, a single shot was heard.

The blood stained lifeless body of Taemin laid there, on the futon of the medical tent. Jongin put his gun down on the floor, and before he knew there were two people hugging him as they cried once again, grieving and feeling how hope slowly ran further from them.

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A/N: Sorry it took a little more than expected! So? Would you tell us what you think so far? I hope you guys aren't that mad at us for Taeman or stop reading. It had to be done, really! :P
Next part will be up soon! :D

The Walking Dead / HoMin Edition - 7.2 (HoMin, SeKai, 2Min)

2013-10-22T01:47:37Z

reviousTitle: The Walking Dead (HoMin Edition)
Pairings: HoMin, SeKai, 2Min
Author: monick87 & dc_flag
Length: 7.2/?
Genre: AU
Warnings: Mpreg, zombies, violence, smut, blood, character death, dark themes, angst
Rate: NC-17
Disclaimer: We do not own The Walking Dead series nor TVXQ.
Summary: What would you do to protect your beloved ones and survive in a world overrun by zombies?

Siete (2)

“I don’t know why you won’t let me go up there to watch over the camp,” Changmin whined a little as he took a lingonberry and put it in his mouth. “It’s not like if he spots a walker he’ll try to kill it,” he added, munching quite angrily. “And I’m a very fine shooter I must say. My aim is really good.”

“It’s too risky, what if you fall or something,” Kyuhyun answered as he and Taemin were trying to cut some wood for the bonfire tonight.

“My belly isn’t big and I can move! You guys should make the most of me before I turn into a useless cow,” the pregnant man pointed out with a light pout. Sometimes he just felt frustrated for not being as useful as he wished he would.

“Well, there’s not so much to do right now. But we could ask Boa if you could teach us how to shoot properly when the others come back,” Taemin said stopping what he was doing and patting Changmin’s back, which almost costs him a punch because Changmin didn’t liked to be touched by anyone who wasn’t Yunho.

“I heard Siwon said he didn’t want to learn how to shoot,” Kyuhyun commented, deciding that it was time for a rest even though he had barely started his task. So he took a seat right beside Changmin. “Do you guys believe those things are still human?”

“Technically they’re still human. Dead but still of the same race,” Changmin responded as Taemin sat down as well.

“I don’t think they’re just sick as Siwon says. I know mental disorders can make you take another person’s life but they’re different. Not matter how sick you are mentally, you die as the others. And I’ve seen too many zombie movies to kinda know they have no memory or glimpse of who they were before,” Taemin said, shocking the older boys because of the response.

“Probably he thinks this is a God thing since the whole ‘one-day the dead will rise from their tombs’ like the Bible says,” Changmin reasoned. “But even though I don’t share his beliefs, I respect them and his decision of not wanting to learn how to shoot.”

“You’re right,” Kyuhyun said as Taemin nodded in agreement as well. “Though he hasn’t seen how dangerous they are in hordes.”

“No he hasn’t. But the least we need now is arguments because of this kind of subject,” Changmin said firmly. “Everybody can think what they want as long as it doesn’t affect the group.”

“Whoa! Spoken like a true leader!” Taemin joked. “Yunho is a good leader, even though he tries to follow Leeteuk. Maybe you both can be like the president and the first lady.”

Changmin immediately smacked him at the implication, but laugh in amusement. “I hope they get back before it gets dark,” he said with a sigh.

“No matter if it’s dark or not, they will come back,” Kyuhyun reassured the two boys with a smile. “They promised it, so they will.

****

Sehun munched on an energy bar he found as Kai was pacing back and forth, swearing and mumbling rather non-understandable things under his breath. Kangin was sitting in a corner of the room they were in, while Minho and Yunho were thinking how to get the hell out of there as Kris was still putting some meds into his pockets and backpack.

They were trapped. The recollection of weapons had been quite easy and everything had gone according to plan. Each guy had been able to carry two bags with guns and ammo plus some in their backpacks.

The real problem was when they headed to the nearest drug store, which wasn’t too far from the station. They didn’t know exactly what happened. Maybe one of them was seen, maybe they made more noise than necessary, or maybe it was just luck, but they barely made it into the drug store, before more walkers were able to gather all over the streets.

Kai peeked through the front door, behind the bars that kept them safe from walkers. He closed the door again and walked towards Minho and Yunho. “They aren’t trying to get in anymore. They seem to just be wandering like lost souls and there aren’t as many as before but there are still a lot out there,” he informed worriedly.

“We could wait here until there are less out there,” Sehun suggested shrugging as he approached the 3 boys and opened a sport drink he had in his left hand. “We still have like an hour of sunlight and going out at night can be more dangerous.”

Yunho sighed. “You’re probably right, but let’s look around the entire place and see if we can find something useful. Guns would probably only attract more of them,” he ordered, rising his voice a little to the others could hear as well.

They started the task and after a few minutes, everybody but Kris came back with nothing. Kris carried a medium sized boom box on his shoulder. “I feel like one of those street performers,” he commented with a grin. “I thought this could help, at least we could listen to a little bit of music for inspiration. It looks like the batteries still work,” he added putting down the object carefully.

“I’m not getting covered in guts and blood again,” Kai whined, feeling a little desperate about the whole situation. He didn’t want to spend the night there; he wanted to get back to the camp tonight! He didn’t voice it, but he had a uneasy feeling in his gut.

Yunho laughed at the boy and shook his head. “We’re not doing that, hopefully, so don’t worry.”

“We could go up to the roof to see how many they are and plan a way to escape,” Minho suggested.

Yunho nodded and they decided that Sehun and Kangin should stay down just in case a walker could get into the place. Kai wanted to stay as well, but Minho refused. The older boy told him that no way in hell was Taemin’s twin was going to be out of his sight.

They made their way to the roof through the service stairs, and carefully looked down onto the streets. The least they wanted was to be seen by those things.

The police station was just a block away from the front door of the drug store, but there were so many walkers on that street that it was impossible to go through without being bitten. The back and side streets weren’t as crowded as the front one, but they still had more walkers than they could handle.

If only they could distract the walkers in the front!

“Let’s go back down,” Yunho suddenly said with a small smirk. “I think I have an idea,” he said before going back down again, followed by the rest.

“Does that thing still have batteries?” Yunho asked Sehun, as soon as he got in the room, pointing at the boom box.

Sehun shrugged and started to look at the device. He turned it on and pressed the play button, immediately lowering the volume as some metal music was heard. “It works,” the young boy said looking at Yunho expectantly.

Yunho smirked. “I have this idea,” he started, getting everybody’s attention. “What if we put the volume of this thing as high as we can and we hang it on the side of the backstreet so walkers will get attracted by the noise,” he explained. “We’ll have just a few minutes to grab our things and run to the station before more walkers from around here come through the streets. We’ll need to be as fast as we can.”

Everybody looked in deep thought until Minho spoke. “Then what? We go back through the sewer?”

“Exactly!” Yunho exclaimed, feeling proud of his idea. “Kai left the manhole on the other side closed but not locked so no walkers could have gone into it.”

“Sounds good to me,” Kai muttered.

“It’s a risky plan, but it’s the best we have,” Sehun stated agreeing with Kai, even though he was the one who suggested to stay and wait.

“I can hang the boom box and you can run as soon as the street in the front is partially cleared. I could even jump from the roof if necessary, I’m the athlete here,” Minho commented looking at Yunho who nodded in approval.

They looked for a rope or anything that could help them hang the boom box and everything up. Minho went to the roof as the others waited at the front door, while Kris and Kangin peeked through the windows from time to time.

Minho tied the boom box to one of the installation pipes, probably the water one and turned on the machine before putting the volume as up as possible. He carefully put the boom box over the parapet and guided it down enough for walkers to think the noise came from the street level but high enough for them not to reach it.

They didn’t have to wait much before the zombies started to walk and gather all around the object, some trying to reach for it, raising their hand as high as they could. Minho immediately went to the other side and sighed in relief as the front street seemed to be less crowded. He quickly went down to meet the others.

Kai peeked through the front door and decided that it was time. He turned to look at the others and nodded before opening the door and start working on the lock he had left to keep the bars closed and them safe after they arrived the place.

He unlocked the bars and opened them carefully to not make so much noise. Yunho walked past him and nodded, he raised his hand and with two fingers, motioned the other to follow him as he held his gun tightly in his hand.

Everybody held their weapons and immediately followed Yunho. To their surprise, the walkers remaining on the streets were more interested in walking towards the noise than them and they just had to put 5 down with bats, knifes and machetes as the rest passed them by.

Yunho opened the door and he closed the door just after he was sure everybody was safe and inside. He locked the door and they took the chance to catch their breaths. Their adrenaline was rushing through their bodies and Yunho was sure Kai, Sehun and Kris were trembling and ready to pass out from the stress.

He knew he needed to keep them focused, so he straight himself up and passed them, walking to the door that would lead them to the sewer entrance. “C’mon. Let’s keep on moving, let’s go home already.”

****

It was dark and they had decided to have dinner already before bed. The day had been quite difficult because of the stress of worrying over the ones in the city. Also along with the fact that they had to carry buckets of water for daily things like drinking, and washing clothes.

Changmin hadn’t lifted anything heavy, but he did help, by walking the ones with the buckets from the river shore to the camp with a gun in hand and looking around just in case.

Tiffany, Hyuna and Seohyun were still at the bonfire, keeping it alive and whining about their backs and arms because they had offered to wash the clothes. It wasn’t the first time, but they were still not used to having to do it without a washing machine.

Sulli and Boa were in their tent apparently already fast asleep. Leeteuk had told Amber, Siwon and Kyuhyun to meet in the RV to talk about the shifts for the night, and the fact that Amber had realized that the rifle was not loaded. Apparently they needed to use handguns until the others came back with more ammo.

Taemin was sitting near the place where they parked the cars. He was looking into the dark, waiting for the vehicle to appear with everybody safe, especially his brother and boyfriend.

Changmin was already under the sheets, moving from side to side, not being able to get some rest. Physically or mentally. After some minutes, he decided to just get up from the futon and walk around, and maybe talk to the others. This would help him a little, so he got up and walked outside his tent.

As soon as he stepped outside, he felt a shiver run down his spine. The air was getting colder but he decided that no sweater was needed since it was enough with his long sleeve shirt.

He was about to walk to the bonfire and join whoever that was there, when a noise captured his attention. He quickly went back into the tent for his handgun, knife and a flashlight. He put the knife in his back between his pants and himself before holding the flashlight with his left hand as he gripped his handgun with the right hand, ready to shoot.

Changmin walked into the woods, exactly towards the place the noise had come from. The place was silent and he swore something was off, but after a few minutes when he didn’t find anything, he lowered his weapon. He decided to go back, letting out a sigh of relief. There were noises in the woods that his mind would probably make even bigger, thinking the worst.

Maybe it was because even though Yunho had come back not so long ago, he had already letting down his guard a bit. When Yunho was around, he felt safe. He knew his boyfriend would do anything to keep him safe and alive.

Changmin let out a soft laugh and shook his head, feeling a bit ridiculous of getting all worked up by a single noise that probably was just made up by his imagination. He walked back to the camp and was approaching his tent, when he started to feel uneasy again.

Suddenly he froze as a low growl was heard from behind him. His heart started to beat faster with apprehension as he turned around. A walker with his face rotten and blood all over threw himself on him, opening his mouth and trying to bite him. On instinct, Changmin grabbed the walker by the shoulders to put distance between them. The walker was tall and thick, and Changmin stepped on a stone, making him fall back with the zombie on top of him.

He immediately pushed him from him. “Walker!” He shouted as he grabbed his gun and fired at him right in the forehead, making him go still and spreading blood all over the ground. He turned around and with horror watched as about 50 walkers make their way into the camp, growling and destroying whatever was in their way as they watched the bonfire.

****

As soon as they got out of the SUV, they heard the commotion. Everybody watched in horror as they saw walkers roaming through the camp.

Yunho ran. He ran as fast as he could as he held his handgun tightly. He knew he had to be strong, that he needed to find Changmin as soon as he could and make sure he and their unborn baby were ok. He was panicking inside, feeling something awful creep inside him as he shot walkers but wasn’t able to locate Changmin.

Kai and Minho did the same thing. Both started to look frantically for Taemin. Everything was a blur and Kai didn’t exactly understand why there were just so many of them. He shot them, stab them in the head but more and more came.

Girl’s screams were heard and Sehun was debating between going to see or stay close to Kai. He knew it was selfish, but part of him wanted to make sure Kai was safe. In a short period of time, the older boy had become really important for him and that scared him a lot.

Kangin and Kris ran towards the screams and Sehun started to feel relieved, choosing to stay close to Kai since he and Minho had separated.

Sehun was fighting with 2 walkers, trying to evade being bitten or scratched, when he saw one being shot. He turned and saw that Changmin had been the one helping him. He shot the other walker and muttered a ‘thank you’ to the older boy.

Changmin felt his heart stop when he saw Sehun. “Where’s Yunho?” He asked, quite demanding, as he carefully approached the boy, still having their guards up, looking around for possible menaces of walkers.

They got their back pressed against each other as more walkers approached them to attack from several angles. “He’s looking for you,” Sehun answered as they shot each walker, trying their best to aim right in their foreheads despite the darkness.

As soon as they put the walkers down, Changmin got away from Sehun, looking for his boyfriend. “Yunho!” Walkers were already there and he didn’t intend to hide, so he screamed as loud as he could.

It was until he approached the RV, that he saw Yunho coming out of it with blood on his shirt. They locked their eyes and ran towards each other. Yunho opened his arms and embraced Changmin as soon as they met.

No words were pronounced, but they both knew how glad they were to be able to find each other and seemed to be just fine.

Yunho put Changmin behind him as some walkers came to interrupt their moment. He shot and few, and grabbed his knife to get rid of them when his gun ran out of ammo.

Meanwhile, Kai was about to cry. Taemin was nowhere to be found and he felt like his brother needed him, like he was calling him. He was running from tent to tent, for side to side and all he could see was those fucking things, trying to bite, attacking everything that moved.

“Jongin!” He heard a familiar voice calling for him and he immediately turned to meet his twin brother who was looking at him. Kai was happy to be able to find him as well, a few meters away from him. “Jongin!”

However, he watched in horror as he saw 2 walkers behind his brother. “Taemin!” He screamed, pointing at his brother, who seemed oblivious of what was happening as he ran to help him. “Watch out!”

Taemin turned and was able to stop one of them, but the other grabbed his arm tightly and bit a mouthful of his arm off. The older twin screamed in pain, and Kai felt like part of his soul had been ripped as he watched another walker come from behind Taemin and bite him on the shoulder, hurting him pretty bad.

Blood was pouring out of Taemin’s wounds and Kai was suddenly blinded by rage. He yelled, kicking and punching the walkers off of his brother, before shooting them in their heads. Still, it wasn’t enough so he grabbed stones, sticks, whatever that was near and started to smash their heads, until they were totally demolished.

“Taemin!” He cried, going back to his brother to hold him in his arms. “You’re gonna be ok, just wait,” he added, trying to gulp the lump that he felt in his throat and avoid the ache he felt in his heart. “Boa! Boa, come please! I need you!”

“I’m glad you’re ok,” Taemin said with a smile, as he looked at his brothers eyes, who ripped his shirt, trying to apply with a cloth some pressure on the wounds to avoid any kind of blood loss.

“You’re gonna be ok Tae. You’re gonna be ok,” Kai repeated over and over, probably most for himself than for his dear twin.

Far away, the commotion stopped. Probably all the walkers had been put down, or maybe he was about to lose it. But, Kai came to his senses the moment Boa kneeled in front of him with worried eyes.

“Please help him,” Kai sobbed not taking his eyes away from his brother’s.

Boa nodded and they made their way into the now messy medical tent. They were in for a long night.

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The Walking Dead / HoMin Edition - 7.1 (HoMin, SeKai, 2Min)

2013-10-21T04:53:18Z

reviousTitle: The Walking Dead (HoMin Edition)
Pairings: HoMin, SeKai, 2Min
Author: monick87 & dc_flag
Length: 7.1/?
Genre: AU
Warnings: Mpreg, zombies, violence, smut, blood, character death, dark themes, angst
Rate: NC-17
Disclaimer: We do not own The Walking Dead series nor TVXQ.
Summary: What would you do to protect your beloved ones and survive in a world overrun by zombies?

Siete

::9 weeks since the outbreak::

Taemin and Kai walked in the forest, looking for some berries and sticks to pick up. The sun had risen not long ago and most in the camp were still fast asleep. They had informed Minho and Leeteuk about going into the forest and both knew that this was probably more of a bonding time between brothers than anything else, so they let them be.

“Are you sure you have to go?” Taemin asked, even though he already knew the answer to that. “Why don’t you let Minho and the others take care of this? Yunho is gonna be there this time.”

They were talking about going into the city for more supplies. Taemin wasn’t happy as always and he just wanted his brother to stay at least, since Minho refused to decline the task again.

“I’m not a baby anymore Tae. I can take care of myself,” Kai responded, holding tightly onto his axe and spotting a plant with what it seemed to be lingonberries.

“You’re still my baby brother,” Taemin commented, walking towards the plant, eyeing the berries carefully. Yes, they were indeed lingonberries.

Kai observed his brother start picking up berries, and rolled his eyes. “Just by 6 minutes Taemin. I’m just younger by 6 fucking minutes. We’re the same age!” He argued. “Why do you trust Minho and not me? We’re blood!”

Taemin stopped for a moment, and looked down biting his lower lip slightly. “Because even though I love Minho with all my heart, and you’re my blood Jongin. You’re the only thing I have left…my family.”

The older twin felt really bad sometimes. Sometimes he felt like a douche about it, because he knew how much he meant to Minho. It wasn’t like he didn’t love Minho because he did, and a lot. But Jongin was his twin. The only person that has always been by his side, even before they were born. They shared a bond that surely no other could understand if they didn’t have a twin of their own.

“I know you’re all grown up Jongin. I’ve seen how you flirt with that pale brat Sehun,” Taemin half joked. His brother had never had a girlfriend or boyfriend, and it didn’t come to him as a surprise when he observed how the younger twin looked at the new boy. Sehun seemed to be a nice guy, a little bratty, but good nevertheless. Still Taemin wanted his brother to be careful; the last thing he wanted was Kai to get hurt. “I guess I’ll always worry about you.”

Kai blushed and he shook his head. “I don’t flirt with Sehun,” he denied when he found his voice. “I understand about the worrying part Tae,” he continued with a smile. “But nothing’s gonna happen to me, I swear. I can take care of myself and I’ll be careful. I’m sure you already told your beast of a boyfriend to watch my ass, so there is no need to worry.”

Taemin laughed and nodded. “Yes, I know. I’m just overreacting I guess so just let me be,“ he mumbled with a resigned smile. “But you do flirt with Sehun. I’ve seen how you look at him like a lost puppy!”

“I do not look at him like that at all! We’re just friends,” Kai argued, turning to pick berries to entertain himself with something to avoid his brother’s gaze.

“You like him, don’t you? I know you Jongin. I’m your twin,” Taemin insisted, this time wearing a smirk.

“I-I may like him a little bit,” Kai finally confessed with a sigh. “He’s…nice.”

“Just be careful ok? And let me know if he breaks your heart so I can kick his ass,” the older boy joked, earning a punch from his brother. “Ouch! That hurt!” He exclaimed, rubbing his upper arm.

“I didn’t do it so it could feel nice,” Kai countered while rolling his eyes.

Taemin smiled. “But I’m serious about the part of being careful Jongin. Be careful, ok?” He told his brother again, this time with a serious expression.

Kai nodded and both brothers kept on picking up berries and sticks, talking about how much they both missed their dancing lessons, music, and other things.

****

Yunho had his hands on Changmin’s hips as the other boy bounced up and down with a steady rhythm, taking all of Yunho’s hard length within his warm and tight body.

Maybe it was too early for morning sex, but today was the day he and the others were going to go to the city and Changmin just felt like having sex. He didn’t really caring about waking up Yunho even before the sun had risen.

This was their second round, and Changmin was happily riding Yunho to oblivion. They had somehow learnt to keep their activities quiet ever since the remark from Kangin much to Yunho’s dismay. He understood though.

Yunho pulled Changmin down for a fiery kiss, and after a couple of thrusts up from his part; Changmin came on his chest, followed quickly by Yunho inside him.

They had talked a lot about Yunho’s trip to the city for supplies, and still Changmin was against it, but both knew it was a useless fight. It was better to enjoy the other’s company while they could. Especially while they both were still alive and together.

“I’m hungry,” Changmin declared after he pulled himself off of his boyfriend.

Yunho used the soiled blanket to wipe off his chest. “I believe there is some cereal left in the box or maybe fish.”

The younger wrinkled his nose. “I don’t want fish,” he said sighing. “I wish we had a real breakfast.” He was even picturing a table full of food.

Yunho smiled and pulled Changmin down for a light kiss. The younger boy smiled and laid his head on his lover’s chest. Yunho held him tighter, not wanting to let go.

“Yunho,” Changmin whispered. “Be safe ok?” he asked in a small voice. “Don’t try to be a hero and risk yourself.”

Yunho nodded and Changmin felt his hand travel down to his stomach. “Nothing yet?” He whined a little. “You’re 4 month and I wanna see a baby bump.”

“Stop wanting to see me all fat. I’m 4 months not 8,” Changmin answered as he heard Yunho’s wakeup call from Minho. “It’s time to get up.”

The older man nodded “You can go back to sleep baby,” he said in a voice that Changmin knew too well.

“And not send you off properly and safe?” Changmin rolled his eyes. “You wish.” He knew that even though Yunho wanted him resting, he also wanted him there, waving at him and watching him go into the SUV.

The couple got up and dressed in silence. There were so many unspoken words between them.

Changmin didn’t want Yunho to go mainly because he was scared. He didn’t want to be left alone again. The older man was all he had left in the world besides their unborn child. Yunho had always been there for him, looking after him, picking up the shattered pieces of his broken and low self-esteem, and tried his best to make Changmin feel loved and accepted.

It wasn’t as if his parents hadn’t loved him. It was just that ever since he was little and before he had come out to them about his sexuality, Changmin’s parents always found a way to compare him to other boys his age. No matter how good he was at school, how great his marks were, how good looking he was, there was always some son of a friend of theirs that was doing better and they ended up telling him how he should try to be more like that person.

Years and years of not being enough for his parents expectations had been very difficult for Yunho to erase. Building up Changmin’s confidence had been really hard, but Yunho just loved to repeat over and over how perfect he thought Changmin was. In the end, Changmin learned he was worthy and maybe that was the reason he came out to his parents the way he did. He came out with pride and security. That security being Jung Yunho.

After he was kicked out of his house for being gay, and in a loving relationship with a man, the only people who accepted him were his sisters and Yunho’s family. His own sisters stated that they would leave the family in support of their older brother, but Changmin down right refused. They needed their mother, and he wasn’t going to let them throw their futures out the window for him. He could take care of himself.

Yunho, on the other hand, was worried to death. He had decided to go because they did needed provisions and guns, but he mainly did it because of their unborn child. Changmin was thin; all of them were with the lack of decent food from time to time. However, he knew Changmin especially needed the vitamins and prenatal pills if he wanted to have a decent pregnancy. He had talked to Boa privately, and Boa had shown a lot of concern about Changmin’s state.

“Come on Min.” Yunho said reaching out his hand.

Changmin nodded, and took Yunho hand before giving it a squeeze. They exited the tent and saw the group huddled by where the other cars where at. Changmin held on as tight as he could, but Yunho let go of his hand to grab his backpack and gun. He turned with a smile at Changmin and walked foreword to caress the other’s cheek with his hand.

“You better come back soon,” Changmin said quietly. “Or I’ll kick your ass no matter where are you at.”

Yunho nodded and let out a soft laugh. “You won’t get rid of me so easily,” he stated and kissed the boy before stepping back. “We’ll be back before night fall.”

Changmin nodded, and reluctantly stepped back. Taemin sighed and did the same with Minho before turning to his brother and hugging him just as tight.

“Be careful, ok?” Taemin said softly. “Remember we were born together and we have to continue on that way.”

Kai rolled his eyes at his brother’s sappiness, but he hugged his brother back with all his might. “I will,” he replied as he pulled back. “Your boyfriend will look after me, and I’m not planning on leaving you alone with him anytime soon,” he finished with a slight pout.

Taemin laughed a little as he could feel the jealousy radiating off of his brother. “I’ll see you both when you get back.”

Minho nodded, and leaned to kiss Taemin for a final time, before nudging Kai in the direction of the excursion group. They were going into the SUV when Kai turned back when he heard his name.

“Hold on!” Sehun yelled. “I want to go too,” he added holding the open door.

Kangin grunted. “No way in hell! You need to stay here!” He exclaimed, sending the boy a cold glare.

Yunho looked back from the driver’s seat to Kangin and Kai, who were seating together and arguing about the pale boy joining or not on their crusade. Kangin was about to push Kai, when he felt someone on his other side to grab his arm.

“You are not going to lay a finger on him if you don’t want any problems,” Minho said in a threating voice. “Am I clear, hyung?”

Kangin and Minho had a stare down, until Kris cleared his throat from the passenger seat and turned to look at them with a ‘are you fucking kidding me? This is not the place or time’ look on his face.

Kai turned to see Yunho and Kris and both nodded. So he let out a sigh, and scooted closer to Kangin so Sehun would have enough space to sit.

Minho turned and looked at Kai, and pointed at Sehun. “He’s your responsibility,” he stated right after they were all inside the SUV and were on their way to the city. Minho sighed as he looked out of the window, watching as they went from out of the clearing, past the woods, and into the highway.

Kai and Sehun sighed as well, and the younger boy decided to look at the abandoned cars on the other side of the road. Maybe they could spot something they needed.

“Don’t worry. I have your back,” Yunho assured the boys, looking briefly through the rear mirror.

Kai smiled and bowed his head slightly at the older man’s words. Yunho smiled back, before focusing on the road again.

“Why are you here? This will get dangerous,” Kai muttered quietly, even though he was sure everybody in the car could hear them.

“I don’t want to be a burden to the others,” Sehun responded in the same low volume as the other boy. “I want to prove that I can help.”

Kai nodded and mumbled. “I don’t want you to get hurt.” He did his best for just Sehun to hear that or he knew the hyungs would bully him to death for that.

“I won’t.” Sehun said smiling at Kai. “I have you and the hyungs, and I’m pretty good at shooting.”

Kai raised an eyebrow. “You shoot?” He asked voicing probably the other’s thoughts because now everybody’s attention was on Sehun.

“Being the son of a top ranking military general does have its benefits,” Sehun responded shrugging. “I learned when I was about 9 or 10 years old how to handle a gun. I can teach you if you like.”

Kai blushed. “I can shoot!” He defended himself.

“As if,” Minho laughed at Kai. “You could barely shoot a bottle that was not moving. So tell me how you are going to be able to aim a moving object?”

“I don’t need to! I am perfectly fine defending myself in my own way. I’m more into avoiding the walkers than confronting them,” Kai argued.

Yunho shook his head slightly, and smiled. “It’s ok. All of us are going to practice back at the camp. I’m pretty sure it would be good for all of us.”

Kris nodded. “Yunho’s right.”

Kangin groaned. “Let’s talk about something else!” He exclaimed, fighting the urge to pout. He had to be manly and not throw temper tantrums.

“Like what?” Kris asked.

The oldest of them smiled. “Women and sex.”

“I am proudly gay,” Yunho said shaking his head and Minho nodded for himself. “And my boyfriend wouldn’t appreciate me talking about sex and women in the same sentence.”

Kris laughed at that. “Same for Minho because he is whipped by Taemin.”

“And?” Minho said shrugging with a smirk. “You all are just jealous…minus Yunho hyung…. that I get sex on the regular.”

Kai frowned at the comment. “Hey! You’re talking about my brother asshole! He’s not your fucking sex toy!”

“I didn’t say he was!” Minho explained, looking over at Kai. “You know I love Taemin! Get over the fact that I’m with your brother already! It’s been 5 years!”

Kai scoffed, and didn’t really think twice before trying to jump on Minho. “Just shut up!” He yelled as Kangin and Sehun held him back.

“What the fuck is your problem, Jongin? I made a promise to not let anyone hurt you but I’m going to break that and beat the crap out of you if you keep on being a jealous bastard!”

“It’s my brother! If you hurt him I’ll-”

“Yah!” Yunho yelled to everyone to shut them up. “Stop arguing! We should only fight the dead, not the living! Focus on our task or you can go back to camp walking!”

Kai and Minho nodded, mumbling a ‘sorry’ to each other. They knew they both were at fault and they needed to act more maturely from now on.

The group was silent for some minutes, until Kangin decided to talk and go into details about the last time he had sex with twins, and how awesome it had been, apparently keeping the whole sex topic.

“This is awkward,” Kris stated after Kangin finished his story. “Yunho hyung?”

Yunho took a deep breath, deciding to continue with the topic just to get to know the others and kill a bit of time as they made it to the outskirts of the city. “Well, as you know, I’m in a relationship with Changmin and have been for about 6 years even though I‘ve known him longer than that. I was his first but he wasn’t mine, unfortunately.”

Kris decided to speak up then. “Not on the v-squad and haven’t been for a long time,” he started. “My first time was in China with my next-door neighbor. It really sucked since we both were so young.”

“What about Amber?” Kai asked genuinely intrigued. “She likes you.”

“I know,” Kris blushed and looked down. “But I guess I’m not looking for a relationship right now,” he explained.

Minho nodded and went next. “My first and last was and will be with Taemin. We been together for 5 years and I know we will be together longer. I love him and would give up my life to save him any day.”

“I haven’t had sex yet,” Sehun said honestly. “I don’t believe in just doing it just for the sake of doing it. I want to do it with someone special.”

Kangin snorted. “Maybe the two virgins can get together and hit it off.” He laughed.

Both said boys were glad the SUV pulled over right then, avoiding the other’s gazes since both were really flushed by the oldest remark.

“We’ll have to enter the city by walking. The police station is relatively near,” Yunho explained, as he turned to see the others in the backseat. “Kai and Minho will come with me. We’ll try to find the safest path to the station and then we’ll tell you,” he said handing Kris a walkie-talkie. “If anything happens we’ll stay in contact.”

Minho shook his head. “That’s too risky. Kai and I could try to reach the station using the sewers and the subway lines paths.”

“Walkers could be there and you’ll be screwed with limited ways out,” Kris pointed out.

“From our experience, it’s safer down there than up here. Maybe a few walkers, but not huge hordes like on the main streets,” Kai said seriously, looking up at Yunho. “I remember where the station is, and the sewer should be directly connected to the building.”

“I guess it’s our best choice then.” Yunho sighed. “But I’ll come with you. I have the keys from the place. Even the backdoors and such.”

“No shooting if possible though,” Minho said and the three of them grabbed their weapons and backpacks.

Kai bit his lower lip and looked at Sehun, who opened the door and stepped out of the car to let him do the same. The younger boy smiled at him and mumbled. “Take care.”

He nodded and closed the door right after Sehun was back on the backseat. He went over to the other side of the car to join Yunho and Minho, who were out as well. They started to walk into the city, tightly holding their axes and machetes in hand.

It was early in the morning and the sun shone bright on them as they could hear nothing but silence. It was scary and they were extremely anxious and apprehensive, but it was definitely way better than hissing sounds from walkers.

After almost half an hour of hiding from walkers, killing some and evading others, the little group found a sewer manhole and Kai proceeded to unlock it, loosening it so he could open it up with the help of Minho as they lift the cover and Yunho watched around.

The way through the sewer and into the station, had been surprisingly easy for them. They had just encountered the total of 3 walkers, which they managed to easily put down. The really difficult part had been definitely to stand the hideous smell.

“Can you hurry up a little?” Minho asked as Yunho worked on the steel door that connected the sewer with the station.

“You have the keys, right?” Kai asked this time, eyeing how Yunho was quickly looking for what he thought was the right set of keys as the lasts ones had failed.

“Yup!” Yunho exclaimed happily as he finally opened the door.

They entered the building slowly and silently, stepping carefully and with their senses on the edge, trying to locate anything that would tell them if they were alone or not.

The place was deadly silent and to their surprise, some lights were still on, surely because the emergency generator still worked somehow. Yunho opened the door of the weapons’ storage when suddenly they heard a hiss, followed by some growls and a walker coming for them.

Minho was about to move when Yunho stopped him and grabbed a knife, closing his eyes for a moment, mumbling something and stabbing the rotting and disfigured man right in the forehead with great force.

The walker fell down and it wasn’t until he wasn’t a menace anymore that Kai noticed he was wearing a police uniform, immediately understanding that probably Yunho knew him.

They entered the storage, and Yunho pointed out which guns it was better for them to grab. “Grab grenades and some sniper rifles over there with plenty of ammo,” he commanded as he packed Berettas M9 and Glocks G22 with their respective ammo.

“We better get going and tell the others that it’s clear so they come for more of this stuff,” Minho said, hastily closing one of the bags they had found there for carrying the weapons. They had a lot of ammunition supplies packed.

Yunho and Kai nodded and as soon as Minho turned his back to them to start their way back, Yunho gave Kai one of the handguns, a glock g22 loaded. “This is the safety catch,” he said, showing the youngster what he was talking about, before Kai took it and put it on his back, between himself and his jeans.

Kai wasn’t much a gun’s person, but he knew that maybe someday it could save his life so he gladly accepted the gift before walking behind Minho.

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The Walking Dead / HoMin Edition - 6 (HoMin, SeKai, 2Min)

2013-08-24T02:18:17Z

Title: The Walking Dead (HoMin Edition)
Pairings: HoMin, SeKai, 2Min
Author: monick87 & dc_flag
Length: 6/?
Genre: AU
Warnings: Mpreg, zombies, violence, smut, blood, character death, dark themes, angst
Rate: NC-17
Disclaimer: We do not own The Walking Dead series nor TVXQ.
Summary: What would you do to protect your beloved ones and survive in a world overrun by zombies?

Seis

“Sehun, you’re looking pretty good to join the outside world now,” Boa said, smiling to the young boy, who was sitting on the futon. “Just don’t carry anything too heavy, ok? You still have to gain more nutrients for your body.”

Sehun nodded before watching Boa stand up and leave the medical tent. He sighed, not really wanting to go out to discover what life still had for him. Finally, after some moments of contemplation, he pulled himself together and got up from the futon to exit the tent.

He felt a little wobbly due to laying down most of the time, so he stumbled a little, right when the sun shone over his eyes. However, he felt a pair of arms around his waist.

“Careful there,” Kai said, stabilizing the boy. “Boa just told me you’re free to leave the tent, so I thought about coming to your rescue and introducing you to the rest of the team.”

The pale boy had already meet Seohyun, Tiffany, Boa, Taemin, Kyuhyun, Siwon, Yunho and Kai. He had heard a lot about the others, mostly because Kai would come to his tent and he would talk to him about the day’s activities and what annoyed him, or more like who annoyed him in that particular day. That’s exactly why he dreaded to meet Minho, Kangin and Kris the most.

Sehun blushed as he felt Kai’s warmness on his waist and neck. “Thanks, but get off,” he said, feeling a bit uncomfortable with the closeness of the other’s body.

“Feisty now that you got your strength back. I like that,” Kai joked as he helped the boy walk. “Well let’s go get the firewood for dinner.”

Sehun frowned. “BoA noona said I cannot lift anything heavy,” he said in half a whine, with a slight pout.

“Well, you can carry the sticks and twigs, then.” The older boy smiled, somehow enjoying how Sehun looked kinda annoyed. “Let’s go.”

On their way into the forest, they ran into Minho and Taemin, who looked overly flushed.

“Where are you going?” Taemin asked his brother as Minho rubbed his shoulders. “Oh, he’s up now,” he added after he noticed Sehun right beside Kai.

Kai rolled his eyes. “To get the firewood you didn’t get with me, hyung, due to your other activities,” he said impatiently, trying not to sound too annoyed. He knew Taemin needed time with Minho, but he also wanted some time with his brother. “And yes he is, and we have to go.”

Minho stirred a protesting Taemin out of the way, and let the two young men pass. Taemin looked over his shoulder and called out to make sure Kai had some kind of gun in case they were attacked. Kai held up the knife he had on his belt and kept walking with Sehun as he clearly heard Taemin telling him to ‘take care’ and ‘don’t anything dangerous’.

“He’ll be ok,” Minho told his lover as he kissed his forehead, preventing him to add a surely ‘don’t walk too far from the camp’ to the list of things Taemin constantly reminded his younger brother of 6 minutes.

Taemin nodded, and the two lovebirds went to help with the other things that needed to be done for the day.

****

Kai and Sehun walked in silence for a while until they got to a clearing where there was scattered wood.

“So…that was Minho? Is there a brother complex I feel?” Sehun asked, not really caring if Kai was going to be annoyed or not.

Kai rolled his eyes. “Ha-ha, very funny, brat-hun.” he responded sarcastically.

“He doesn’t seem like a bad guy,” Sehun said referring to Minho, totally ignoring what Kai had just. “I thought he was all bad and cold.”

“You don’t know him like I do,” Kai muttered, picking up a stick. “Can you just shut up so we can actually do what we came to do in first place?”

Sehun let out a soft laugh and started picking up some small sticks. Somehow, every time he spent time with Kai, he was able to feel like smiling again. Maybe this is what he had missed, some kind of human interaction with someone his age. Maybe Kai was right, there was still hope.

Both started to pick up more sticks when Kai started to hum a song for himself, but loud enough for Sehun to catch on.

“I didn’t think you were the type to like ‘a summer place’,” Sehun said, turning to look at the other boy with a raised eyebrow as he recognized the song.

Kai stopped collecting and turned to look at the pale boy. “I don’t. I just know the song because I danced too it some time ago,” he said shrugging. “I was too restless and a few years ago my parents decided to put me and my brother in ballet classes,” he explained after he saw the confused face of the younger boy. “The question is how do you know the song?”

Sehun licked his lower lip. “My mom used to like the song a lot,” he responded, trying to think just about the good memories. The memories of him and his family happily together. “She…I-I failed, you know?”

The older boy didn’t say anything. He just walked to the other boy and put down the sticks he had in his arms to hug Sehun slightly. He knew he had probably touched a soft spot and the pale boy surely needed an emotional release more than ever.

“I lived with my parents and two older siblings on the richer side of Seoul. My dad was a high-ranking military general and my mom was a high profile politician/activist. They weren’t home a lot, so my two brothers raised me. 2 years ago they went to College in the US,” Sehun commented, enjoying how Kai held him, preventing him from breaking down right there. “A few days before all this, my dad got called to Gwanjju, apparently to help lead a police training conference. I never saw him or my brothers again. I don’t even know if they survived over there or not. My mom was all I had left, and I vowed to protect her once we were told about this entire fucking thing. B-but....I failed,” he finished gulping down air as in a attempt to not to cry anymore.

“You didn’t fail, Sehun,” Kai stated, bringing the other guy closer to him. “You did all you could to protect your mom. I bet she is really proud of you.”

Sehun nodded, and looked at Kai, who smiled at him. “It will be ok. Every one of us at the camp, has lost people we loved and cared for…important people. But now we have each other. You’re not alone, Sehun.”

The young boy pulled back, feeling a bit embarrassed and awkward about this whole situation. Kai’s words made him feel uneasy in many ways. “Thanks,” he whispered and then cleared his throat. “So…more firewood?”

Kai laughed, and went back to picking up the logs, while Sehun got the sticks and twigs.

Sehun looked in Kai’s direction as the other boy was walking to get more firewood. The younger boy smiled slightly and went to finish his job.

****

Even though Yunho was the one who had caught almost three whole buckets of fish, he still volunteered to do more. More as in to clean, filet, and cook the fish. Changmin had volunteered as well to help, but as soon as Yunho began cooking them, something in the smell just made him feel nauseating and just plain bad.

“I’ll be right back, “ Changmin groaned and walked away from where Yunho was cooking, covering his mouth in the process. He just needed to get the fuck away from those fishes before he threw up.

He was fanning himself, walking to the other side of the camp as he bumped into Kangin.

“Watch out,” the other man said as he was about to climb the RV latter. “If you get hurt, your boyfriend will go on a rampage.”

“I can take care of myself,” Changmin retorted snobbishly.

Kangin laughed and rolled his eyes. “Even though it’s the end of the world, you still need to call me hyung.”

“I call no one hyung,” Changmin responded shrugging.

Kangin laughed once again and smirked. “Except at night, of course. You do know tents are made of fabric, right?”

With that, the older boy retired to the top of the RV laughing, and a blushing and somehow mortified Changmin made his way to his and Yunho’s shared tent. Damn! He had to make sure to not make a fucking sound while well…fucking. Before he got inside, Sulli handed him 2 twinkies, a can of tuna with vegetables and a bottle of water.

“Yunho oppa said you weren’t feeling all that great,” she said softly. “Hope you feel better soon.”

Changmin took the food, and smiled slightly to thank her. He entered the tent, and sat on the futon. Bambi stared at him, and Changmin stuck his tongue out at her before eating his food. It didn’t take long before he was finished and lounging back on his bed. The moment he closed his eyes, it felt as though a familiar weight was hovering over him. He peeked an eye open, and smiled at Yunho.

“What?” he asked, as a yawn escaped his lips. “How long was I out?”

Yunho pulled him up gently, and kissed him. “You’ve been sleep for over an hour and a half. Come on out to the fire. We have to know each other better,” the older man said, putting Changmin in his heavier police coat. “I know you never liked socializing so much before, but Leeteuk insists we need to interact more. You know how he is with all his activities to keep team closeness, and all that corporation psychology or however it’s called.”

“I know them better than you, Yunho,” Changmin said zipping the jacket up and taking Yunho’s hand. “Well, most of them.”

Yunho smiled and pulled Changmin in close. “I love you,” he whispered on the younger’s lips.

Changmin smiled and pushed him away slightly. “I already told you I loved you once today,” he said pretending to wipe his lips. “Saying it twice is too much. I’ve been rather cloying as it is,” he joked.

He didn’t exactly know why, but his and Yunho relationship had always been that way. Changmin had always been quite a hard to get bitch, but apparently the older man loved it.

Yunho shook his head with a laugh, and they both made their way to the pit fire.

Leeteuk made some space for them with a smile on his face as everybody’s gaze seemed to be on Kyuhyun. Apparently, they were gossiping .

“Well, I heard all this is global, so I’m not sure about that,” Kris said while munching on his fish.

“That doesn’t mean it wasn’t North Korea, you know they had been doing nuclear tests and all that for years,” Kyuhyun retorted. “Who knows what else they were experimenting with?”

“What if all this started in Russia? A meteorite fell there, remember?” Kai suggested this time.

“Well, now that just sounds insane,” Tiffany intervened.

“Yes, because zombies wandering all over has always been the most normal thing in the world,” Sehun said this time.

“They’re not zombies. They are just sick people who need healing,” Siwon tried to reason with them. “It’s a virus, I’m sure someone should be working on a cure in some kind of secret lab.”

“Like Umbrella Corporation,” Kyuhyun said, gasping a little. No one seemed to get a hold of what he was talking about for a moment. “What if it was something like that and this is like the T virus.”

“Care to explain what you’re talking about?” Kris asked.

Changmin rolled his eyes. “A video game. He’s talking about Resident Evil,” he explained. “It’s a game about a corporation that lets out a virus that turns people into zombies.”

“I’m kinda glad that these zombies are not like the ones from 28 days later,” Amber commented, patting on her stomach. She had loved fish and for the first time in days she was full!

“Agree. Ours are more like out from a George Romero movie,” Kai said. Everybody turned to look at him with confused looks and he shrugged. “What? How come any of you don’t know about that dude?! He’s the fucking father of zombie movies! Shame on you!”

Everybody started laughing and some continued eating.

“I was thinking,” Yunho started after some moments, gaining everybody’s attention suddenly. “It wouldn’t be bad if we trained a little. You know, self-defense for these crazy times.”

Kris perked up. “Guns? Explosives?”

Yunho nodded. “We all need proper training with these firearms and such. Only Changmin, Kris, Kangin and myself know how to shoot a gun properly, and I think it’s a good idea to train. You know for the safety of the group,” he continued.

Leeteuk didn’t really look so fond of the idea, but he nodded with a sigh. “You’re right,” he said to the tall man. “But we need to find a place where to do that, safest as possible and out of sound range from the city and the highway.”

“Kangin and I can look for that place tomorrow when it’s Yunho’s turn to watch over the camp,” Kris suggested, looking at everybody.

“So far we have a couple of rifles and guns and a few boxes of ammo. So, we’re gonna need more for sure. Bullets are spent really fast, especially while training.” Yunho observed.

“Where are we going to get more guns and ammo? Half the stores are cleared out of any supplies,” Kai questioned much to Taemin’s dismay.

Yunho thought about it for a moment. “I believe I have your answer,” Yunho said with a smile. “We can go into town. The station is stocked full of guns and ammo and I happen to have a copy of the keys with me.”

Changmin’s eyes widened along with Taemin’s. “No. Yunho! You are not going back into town!”

“We need more supplies, not just ammo, we also need more food and toilet paper,” Kai stated carefully, trying not to get into a fight or argument.

“I have to, Changmin,” Yunho insisted, looking at his boyfriend after what Kai had just said. “We need to be prepared,” he reasoned.

Changmin huffed and stood up. “I’m not discussing this with you,” he spat before walking away towards his tent.

“Changmin!” Yunho called out, but he was ignored. Yunho looked on helpless, and Leeteuk pulled him down to sit again. This was serious business and they needed to talk.

“Let him be for now,” he said. “He is upset and afraid. I’m sure he is not the only one,” Leeteuk added, turning to look a Taemin, who didn’t looked pleased at all. “But you have a good point. We need ammo, and we need to train. Violence is inevitable with the walkers.”

Yunho nodded. “We can move into town tomorrow.”

“Nah,” Minho said shaking his head, and avoiding Taemin’s gaze. “We should move in 2 days or more. Give you and your boyfriend a bit more of time to talk it out.”

Yunho nodded, and BoA came up to him. “If Changmin wants a shot at a decent pregnancy, then he needs to get vitamins and prenatal pills. Get them in a large quantity if they have them,” she said with a serious tone.

He nodded again and smiled at her, thanking her for worrying about their baby. He stood up and waved good night to the group before calling it a night. He walked towards his and Changmin’s tent.

Carefully and with a sigh, he braved himself and went into the tent. Changmin had his back facing him and he sat down right behind him. He saw the younger boy flinch but he knew this was a topic they needed to talk about now.

“Baby,” he whispered. “I have to go to town. We need supplies to feed, cloth, and ammo to protect us. I have to protect you and the baby.”

Changmin turned around and glared at him. “You are going because you want to, Yunho. Not because you have to. You could give the keys to them and they could go.” Part of him felt hypocrite and selfish to no end, but yeah, things were different now that it was Yunho going out there. This was probably how Taemin felt every single time not only his boyfriend, but his brother went out there for supplies for the whole group.

“I know the place and its surroundings more than anyone here. Probably I’m the one that knows more about guns than anyone here, Changmin! I need to go with them! This is for us, and for the team,” Yunho tried to reason with his boyfriend in whispers. The last thing he wanted was the others to know about their argument. “I’m not gonna let them risk their lives, Min. Not when I can help and protect them.”

“What about me? What about our child?” Changmin argued, still too upset about the whole situation.

“You talk as if I’m going to die Min. I’m not! I’ll come back!” Yunho all but shouted.

“What if you don’t?! What if you go and never come back. It’s a probability and you know it! I hated it. I hated it every single fucking time you went to work. I hated to be worried to death whenever I heard there was a shooting or something dangerous had happened!” Changmin exclaimed, feeling his eyes fill with tears. “I thought you were dead, Yunho! I lost you once and I won’t be able to handle it again. Please just stay…” he pleaded between sobs.

Yunho embraced his boyfriend and sighed. “You’re not going to lose me anytime soon, Changmin. I understand, but I really need to go baby. Do you seriously think I would willingly leave your side if it wasn’t really necessary?” He asked, feeling how Changmin relaxed a little. “I love you, Changmin. But we don’t know when this is gonna end or what it is to come and we need to protect ourselves. I need to assure that you and our baby are going to be safe,” he explained carefully, sliding his hands through the soft hair of his lover. “Please understand that I need to go.”

Changmin sighed and looked up at Yunho, still not saying a word. He closed the distance between their lips, enjoying the fluttering feelings he always had whenever they kissed, no matter who initiated it. “I know you. And I know you’re going no matter what I say,” he said, after breaking the kiss. “I’m tired right now and…can we think and talk about it tomorrow? Just let me get used to the idea tomorrow, ok? Right now I want to sleep, and I want you to hold me.”

Yunho nodded and both men laid down to rest properly. They cuddled, and enjoying each other presence for the moment.

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The Walking Dead / HoMin Edition - 5 (HoMin, SeKai, 2Min)

2013-08-18T04:33:04Z

Title: The Walking Dead (HoMin Edition)
Pairings: HoMin, SeKai, 2Min
Author: monick87 & dc_flag
Length: 5/?
Genre: AU
Warnings: Mpreg, zombies, violence, smut, blood, character death, dark themes, angst
Rate: NC-17
Disclaimer: We do not own The Walking Dead series nor TVXQ.
Summary: What would you do to protect your beloved ones and survive in a world overrun by zombies?

Cinco

Changmin smiled as the rod was cast back into the Han River. Yunho was behind him with his hands on the younger’s hands and his chin rested on Changmin’s shoulder. Kangin had pointed that they could try to catch some fish and Yunho had immediately jumped on the chance.

Yunho and his father always went fishing on the weekends back when he was in high school. It had been their bonding time. His father had told Yunho he also did it to calm him down a little since Yunho was too active for his own good. Yunho really cherished those memories. Anytime he could spend with his family had been special.

“Now lean all the way back, and let the reel go flying!” Yunho explained, smiling at his boyfriend.

Changmin tried to do what Yunho said and failed. “This is ridiculous,” he said feeling quite embarrassed at his own fail.

“It’s not!” Yunho said as his hands traveled to Changmin’s stomach. “Baby?” he questioned.

Changmin turned to look at him and raised an eyebrow. “Me or the speck?” he questioned.

“Brat,” Yunho laughed and kissed his cheek. “You of course Changminnie.”

The younger boy put the rod aside and fully turned around. “Hmm?”

“When do you think you’ll begin to show?” Yunho asked the younger boy, as he rubbed circles onto his stomach. “I kinda wanna see you with a expanded belly.”

“I don’t know,” Changmin responded after giving a thought about it. “Last time I went to a doctor for a proper checkup was when I learned I was pregnant. That was the very day this shit broke loose, and when I talked to you on phone,” he explained. “The doctor told me I was 6 weeks more less. So I have to be around 3 months and half. Boa has been checking up on me from time to time, but without the proper equipment I’m not so sure anymore. However, apparently everything’s fine. ”

Yunho smiled and nodded. “Everything indeed will be ok Min. I’ll make sure of that so you don’t worry about anything. Ok?”

“Thanks,” Changmin mumbled. “Sometimes I wish all of this ended soon. I wonder what we’re gonna do bringing a baby into this world. I want our baby to grow up happily and not have to live in constant fear all the time. I don’t want it worrying about being eaten by walkers.”

Yunho tightened his grip on his lover and smiled. “Lets get back to catching fish or we’ll only have beans tonight,” he said, trying to change the subject for a while. It was a talk they had to have, but Yunho thought this was not the moment.

Maybe later.

Changmin hummed in agreement, and handed over the rod to Yunho. He watched as Yunho did his crazy moves, and threw the rod into the river, still talking and trying to explain things to him.

He sat on the rock and pondered. He knew he should be happy that Yunho and he were starting a family. He had been really happy when he learnt he was expecting. He had felt happy when he saw Yunho’s reaction. However, he was beginning to have some doubts. Sometimes he thought about what would it mean to bring a baby to this world. He was willing to fight to keep his baby alive, and he knew Yunho was too, but what if they failed. He didn’t want to bring a baby here just to suffer.

On good days, Changmin felt very high-spirited. The camp had been safe so far; they had spotted few walkers, nothing too dangerous. But on bad days, Changmin felt hopeless. He didn’t know if it was the hormones, but on those days he saw the world as a cruel place with only fear and death to offer.

“Yunho,” Changmin whispered as he was starting to feel a bit down.

Yunho was reeling in a few fish, and turned around. “Yes babe?”

“Do you think about your family?” The younger boy asked. “What really happened over there?” He dared to ask. Changmin had tried to bring the subject of Gwanjju up several times since Yunho arrived, but Yunho had always quickly changed the subject. That was exactly when he knew Yunho’s family didn’t make it.

It had been hard for Changmin as well. He loved Yunho’s family as his own, especially Jihye. However, he knew better and he knew he had to stay strong for his boyfriend.

Yunho sighed. He thought for a second if he should speak now or avoid the subject once more. “I think about them every day, Min. I feel as if I had abandoned them when I left,” he confessed, turning around. “I could have made them come with me. I could have tried harder, and then maybe they would still be alive.”

“Stop beating yourself over things that could or could not have happened,” Changmin said, leaning into Yunho’s shoulder, breathing in his natural scent. “At least you knew they loved you and they knew you loved them. In the end, even if they’re not with you, there are so many good memories to keep you going.”

Yunho nodded and smiled sadly, looking down for a bit.

Changmin gulped, trying to contain his forming tears. His chest tightened and he felt a burning feeling spreading through him like poison. “I-I went to see if they were ok, Yunho. I looked for them! But they are probably dead by now. I saw the blood and something inside me just knew. I lost my parents and I never got to say that I love them. This stupid pride of mine kept me from trying to make them accept our relationship. My sisters tried to convince me, to help me out with them, but I was too blind to see. I just wanted them to apologize to me,” Changmin finally burst out into tears, venting the feelings he had locked up for a while now. “I just wish I could have let them know that no matter what I still loved them so much.”

Yunho turned and hugged his boyfriend, rubbing his back slightly as the other boy sobbed against his neck. “I’m sure they knew, Changmin. They knew how much you loved them and they loved you, too.”

Changmin kept on sobbing, and Yunho sighed. “Remember that time when your sisters said you should date me because you really needed to get laid? They wanted you to date me so that you would stop being such a jerk.” He said softly when he felt Changmin start to calm down.

He leaned back again to separate himself from Yunho and wiped the tears out of his eyes with the back of his hands. Lately Changmin hasn’t been himself. He cried too often for his liking. He didn’t really liked feeling or looking vulnerable.

Changmin nodded with a soft smile, acknowledging what Yunho had just said.

Yunho bumped his shoulder with his Changmin’s before he felt something on the line. He reeled in more fish apparently. “I understand your parents Min. And I know they loved you. They may not have liked me that much but your sisters did, and I’m very grateful for that,” he said with a smile, as he felt Changmin leaning into his shoulder again. “Besides, they were right. I did loosen up your cranky behavior. I bet they would have loved that you were having a baby.”

“I know.” Changmin sighed, looking to the bucket beside him. It was filled with several types of fishes now. Changmin encircled Yunho’s waist with his arms, and leaned his head on his boyfriend’s s shoulders. “Jihye would have loved it, too.”

“I miss her. She was going to visit us in Seoul, remember?” Yunho said more to himself than to his boyfriend. “I miss my parents too, but I really miss her. I regret not going home to see her whenever I had the chance.”

Changmin tightened his hold around Yunho’s waist, and nuzzled his neck, liking the warmth irradiating from his lover’s body. “Regretting doesn’t work, it just hurts. We have to remember the good things and think ahead. I mean, for fuck’s sake, we’re having a baby.” He tried to lighten the mood a little bit.

“A princess or prince. I wonder which one it’s gonna be.” Yunho added turning his head to meet Changmin’s cheeks and finally lips. “I want to be a good father. Better and wiser than ours.”

Changmin kissed Yunho again. Not quite believing how lovey dovey he could be with Yunho sometimes. “You’ll be the perfect father. I know it.”

“And you’ll be a good mommy,” Yunho teased and winked at him.

Changmin growled, rolling his eyes and going back to his old and not so sweet self. “I am NOT a mommy!” He protested, hitting Yunho’s head not so lightly with his hand.

“Hit me but never leave me!” Yunho said over dramatically, still teasing his boyfriend. He loved to see Changmin smiling and not crying.

“Stop being such a jerk.” Changmin pouted until Yunho kissed him. “Kissing me won’t let you back onto my good side anytime soon so you can quit it now.”

Yunho smirked. “Kissing won’t do, but I know what will.”

Changmin rolled his eyes, wondering why he had fallen for such a cheesy, dense, idiotic and just plain perfect guy like Yunho.

****

Taemin was at the campsite helping clean a few things that Leeteuk asked of them. He sighed because he hadn’t seen his boyfriend for some hours. Minho had been acting off for the past couple of days and that bothered him. His mood was obviously going downhill and every time Taemin would ask what was wrong, Minho would say nothing. He had become a little distant and Taemin didn’t really know what to do.

“Hyung,” Kai said, carrying some fire logs. “What’s going on?” He asked, having a feeling that his brother was restless on the inside.

Taemin shook his head. “Nothing, I’m just thinking,” he answered, knowing well that his twin would probably see through his lie.

“About Minho hyung?” Kai asked. He may be 6 minutes younger than his non-identical twin, but he was also smart, especially when it came to his brother’s feelings and happenings. “He just needs time to himself.” He shrugged, trying to dismiss the topic.

Taemin raised an eyebrow. “By not talking to me,” he said, upset and with a tingle of sarcasm.

“You know what day is today?” Kai asked trying to not to be an asshole to his brother for using that tone with him. “It’s Minsuk’s birthday,” he added with a serious tone.

Taemin’s face paled. “I’m an idiot,” he muttered to himself. Today was Minho’s deceased brother’s birthday and he didn’t even remember it. Taemin surely felt like the greatest jerk ever.

With that, Taemin got up and went off into the woods to look for his boyfriend who had apparently volunteered to go hunting with Kangin. However, Kangin had come back already, saying that Minho had wanted to stay out for a whole. He was near the campsite, so there was no need to worry.

He walked into a clearing where the sun was shining, and it didn’t take long until he saw Minho lying on the grass looking at the clouds above him. Taemin walked over and dropped himself next to him, lying down on his chest.

“Took you a while to find me,” Minho smiled sadly.

Taemin snuggled into the warm flesh and let himself being hugged and kissed by the other boy. He really loved Minho.

For Minho, meeting the boy in 2008 was one of the best things that could have ever happened to him. It had been a little hard to begin dating him because of a little boy named Kai that usually acted like the ultimate cockblocker. He knew it was because Kai didn’t want his precious brother to suffer from heartbreak. So he kindly let that pass without hurting the boy.

He tried really hard winning over the parents and the little cockblocker, and finally Taemin agreed to date him one day. Minho loved Taemin with everything he had in him.

When the outbreak happened, the first thing that came into his head was to go and fetch Taemin and that was what he did. By the time he arrived to his boyfriend’s house both of the twins’ parents were killed by zombies and had turned into them. Kai had managed to keep himself and Taemin alive and both decided to go away with Minho.

Unfortunately by the time Minho arrived home, walkers had raided it, it was impossible to even try to enter since there were so many of them. Minho had to accept the worst as he watched from afar how Minsuk walked out of the house all bloody and already being one of those things.

“If I were to lose you, Taemin. I don’t know what I would do,” he whispered.

Taemin leaned up. “You won´t Minho. I’m not going anywhere anytime soon.” He beamed.

Minho smiled and kissed his boyfriend. The kiss started to become more demanding, more passionate but Taemin pushed Minho slightly, searching for his eyes. “You need to promise me something, Minho.”

“Whatever you want, Tae,” Minho said softly, caressing his boyfriend’s cheeks tenderly.

“No matter what happens, you’ll always keep my brother safe. You’ll always protect him, right? Because he and you are what keeps me alive,” Taemin said, looking at Minho with determination. “Because it kills me every time you two have to go out for supplies. I know he is capable of defending himself, but he’s reckless sometimes and I’m the only one that can reason with him. I’m afraid he’ll do something that could get him killed.”

Minho smiled. “I promise I’ll keep your baby brother safe and sound, no matter what.” he said, putting his right hand on his chest.

Right over his heart.

Taemin smiled and rolled onto his lover straddling his waist so he was on top of him. He leaned down and captured the older’s lips with his own as his hands started to unbutton his shirt with desperate movements.

Minho watched his boyfriend unbutton his shirt with dilated pupils, and smiled at the milky white skin being revealed. “You are so beautiful,” he whispered, roaming his hands on the younger boy’s hips.

Taemin yelped as Minho grabbed him and laid him down on the warm grass. He went in-between Taemin’s legs, and pinned his arms above his head, kissing him hungrily, from his neck down to his chest.

“Come on! Hurry up!” Taemin begged, loving the ministrations his lover on top was giving him. Minho buttoned his pants and he got rid of them along with his underwear in no time. “Please…”

“Ok, ok. Calm down Mr. Impatient.” Minho laughed as he undressed himself.

Taemin bucked his hips up for friction, but Minho held them still. “Wait a minute,” he said. “I need to prepare you.”

“Hurry up, Minho! We have to get back to the village to help with dinner and we can’t be out here for too long! You know that!” Taemin reasoned, feeling the need of having his boyfriend inside him right now. “I can take it!”

Minho nodded, feeling the rush of adrenaline as he entered Taemin just with the help of his saliva. Making love in the woods was surely dangerous but Minho trusted his senses.

Taemin panted. He didn’t want to admit that it hurt like hell without the proper precautions but he knew they didn’t have time and both really wanted and needed this.

“Tae! Oh God, you’re so…tight,” Minho grunted out as he slid in and out from the boy beneath him.

“Well, we –shit- haven’t really had sex in a few days,” the younger boy breathed out harshly.

“Let’s not talk about that...just, raise your leg higher. Y-yeah. That’s it,” Minho said as he grabbed Taemin’s leg and put in over his shoulder, making himself go even deeper within the boy, and making him hit his sweet spot dead.

It didn’t take long before both of them came rather hard, trying their best not to raise their voices too much. When they were done, Minho pulled out, and lay next to Taemin.

“That was-” Minho breathed out, still trying to regulate his breathing.

“Nice,” Taemin finished. He got up and immediately started to look for his scattered clothes. “We need to get going or the others will send a group to look for us.”

Minho nodded and both dressed up hastily before walking back to the camp.

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A/N: Hello! Ok, first of all. I would like to apologize for the lack of updates, but well, life's being not so good lately and I've been working on my thesis. Remember when I told you about my beautiful persian cat and his heart disease? Well, I have a gorgeous kitty looking out for me from heaven since he passed recently...

I'll try to update soon, either my stories or the ones with Britney as well. It's good to be back and thanks for encouraging us to update and write more! :)

The Walking Dead / HoMin Edition - 4 (HoMin, SeKai, 2Min)

2013-03-23T17:37:35Z

Title: The Walking Dead (HoMin Edition)
Pairings: HoMin, SeKai, 2Min
Author: monick87 & dc_flag
Length: 4/?
Genre: AU
Warnings: Mpreg, zombies, violence, smut, blood, character death, dark themes, angst
Rate: NC-17
Disclaimer: We do not own The Walking Dead series nor TVXQ.
Summary: What would you do to protect your beloved ones and survive in a world overrun by zombies?

“You’ve been quiet,” Yunho remarked, sitting on Changmin’s futon while holding Bambi. “Are you ok?”

Changmin stared at Yunho and smiled. He just couldn’t believe that his lover was right there in front of him alive. Oh how he had missed those arms around him, the scent of Yunho all over him. He had truly believed Yunho was dead.

He reached over and stroked Yunho’s slightly stubbly chin. Yunho smiled, and rested his cheek in Changmin’s palm.

“I’m fine,” he whispered with a smile. “I-I’m fine.”

Yunho leaned in and finally kissed the lips that he had been dreaming of for so many weeks. Changmin kissed back desperately and pulled Yunho closer to him, never wanting to let him go ever if that was even possible. Yunho was here and was alive. They were together and Changmin was going to make sure they stayed that way.

Changmin pulled away and stared Yunho in the eyes as if he was searching for something.

“Are you sure you’re ok, baby?” Yunho asked, pulling Changmin’s locks off of his face.

Changmin stood up and lifted up his baggy shirt, showing Yunho his stomach.

Yunho stared at his boyfriend and blinked a few times. Was Changmin trying to tell him something?

Changmin rolled his eyes after he saw Yunho’s very confused expression. He had tried to tell his boyfriend he was expecting in a romantic and very novel-like way, but no, Yunho had to be dense as always. “I’m pregnant,” he stated. “Yunho…” The younger man said quietly when his boyfriend didn’t say anything. He just kept on staring at Changmin. “Say something please.”

The older man pulled Changmin closer by his hips and gently placed his lips onto the tender flesh in front of him.

Changmin felt Yunho’s hot breathing on his stomach, and then wetness as Yunho buried his face in it. He heard his boyfriend’s sobs as he mumbled something incomprehensible against it in the process. He smiled and ran his hands in Yunho’s hair softly as his boyfriend kept on crying.

“Min…you’re…” Yunho whispered, finally controlling himself as he peppered the flesh with kisses. “My…our baby.”

Changmin nodded, and held Yunho closer to him. “We’re going to be parents Yunho.”

“When did you find out?” Yunho asked, looking up at Changmin.

Changmin sighed. “The day all of this shit happened. The day we talked on the phone. I was just back from the doctor and I should have told you then… but I wanted to tell you face to face. I wanted it to be a surprise,” he said the last part in a barely audible voice.

Yunho smiled and laid his head on Changmin’s stomach. Changmin let him for a while longer, before pulling his shirt down and sitting on Yunho’s lap.

“I see you took Bambi with you,” Yunho said, tilting Changmin’s chin up before giving him a peck.

Changmin let out a soft laugh. “I couldn’t forget saving our daughter, Yunho. What kind of parent would I be?”

“A great one,” Yunho affirmed, before tasting Changmin and laying him down on the futon. “I can see you teaching our baby a lot of nerdy stuff,” he added as he leaned over his boyfriend.

Changmin laughed. “And you teaching it how to shoot, dance, sports and to annoy me.” He smiled. “I want this baby, Yunho. I really do. But, I’m afraid of bringing our baby into this world.”

“Everything is gonna be ok, baby,” Yunho said seriously. “You fought this long, protecting this child inside of you and now that I’m here with you, I promise you with my life that I will protect you and our baby. You are my life, Shim Changmin, and I love you. We’re gonna make this happen. We’re gonna be a happy family, I promise.”

Changmin gulped, trying hard not to shed tears, and pulled Yunho on top of him, kissing him with all the love and passion his body contained. Yunho ran his hand down Changmin’s neck to his chest and to his abdomen that housed his unborn little baby. Changmin tangled his hand in Yunho’s hair, pulling it rather harshly as he buckled up his hips. Yunho responded immediately with a low tone groan and grounded down onto Changmin.

“Oh, God! Take me,” Changmin whispered, as he broke the kiss, looking at Yunho with dilated pupils and a lustful gaze. “It’s been so long.”

Yunho nodded and kissed Changmin’s neck as he started to strip him, roaming his hands all over the warm flesh of his boyfriend, feeling his heart beat faster and faster out of joy. “Lube?”

Changmin shook his head and frowned. “Well, it’s not like I was planning to fuck with someone here.”

Yunho sighed. “I’m afraid I’ll hurt you,” he confessed.

Changmin shook his head and sighed. “Don’t make me beg, Yunho. I need you so much,” he whispered.

The older man nodded and smiled down at his boyfriend. His spit would do so he coated his fingers with his saliva.

Part of him wanted to make it slow and soft for both of them, but he also didn’t mind if this time was animalistic, quick and wild. He craved to feel all that Changmin could offer to him. He had missed him so much, he had been afraid of the thought of never seeing him again.

Yunho introduced his middle finger slowly. Changmin closed his eyes and spread his legs even further, wanting Yunho to bury even deeper within him.

As soon as he felt Changmin loosen up at the invasion, Yunho added a second finger and soon after a third one, loving how his boyfriend writhed beneath him, letting out soft moans in the process.

When he thought Changmin was ready, he took a breath in and looked down at Changmin as he retreat his fingers. The sight was breathtaking and he was sure it had to be illegal to be so hot. Changmin’s face was flushed and his hair was messy and sticky from the thin layer of sweat on his body, bangs covering his eyes slightly.

He lined himself up and coated his hard length with more spit before pushing in ever so slowly.

“Oh, Y-Yun…” Changmin panted out, closing his eyes as Yunho pushed into him all the way until the base of his cock. “Fuck! Ugh,” he mumbled, trying not to think about the pain. It had been a while since they had had sex and without lube, Changmin really felt as if he was being split in two. The only reason he didn’t allow himself to cry or scream was because he really wanted this. He didn’t want Yunho to stop, thinking that he had hurt him.

“Am I hurting you?” Yunho asked worried, seeing how Changmin bit his lower lip and frowned.

Changmin shook his head, still not able to open his eyes. He wrapped his legs around Yunho’s slim waist, and pulled him in deeper inside. "N-no. Don’t stop,” he said, daring to look up at Yunho with watery eyes. "I missed you,” he added with labored breaths as he tried to relax. “M-move please.”

“Baby, I’ve missed you, too,” Yunho murmured as he began to move slowly. “So, so much. I love you.”

"I-I love you, t-” Changmin whispered back, feeling the pain subdue rather quick. "OH!" He cried out as Yunho hit his prostate dead on.

"Shhh!" Yunho whispered, clamping his hand over his lover’s mouth, "Be quiet or they will hear you!" He exclaimed in a restrained voice, still thrusting in and out of Changmin’s body.

Changmin bit his boyfriend’s hand lightly. He had almost forgotten how good Yunho felt inside him. Tears threatened to overcome him again as his mind recalled those times when he had felt so empty without Yunho. His worst fear now was to lose Yunho. He just couldn’t afford that, not now that they had reunited and were to be a family.

Yunho sensed his boyfriend tense and stopped his movements. "What's wrong, baby?" he asked with concern all over his features, leaning in closely.

Changmin wrapped his arms around Yunho’s neck. "I just...I don't want you to leave my side ever again, no matter what," the boy said, playing with Yunho’s hair. "You were gone for quite a while and I can’t believe that you’re actually here with me again and I just…" Changmin didn’t finish his sentence before tears finally escaped from his eyes.

Yunho looked at Changmin, and kissed him on the lips. "Don’t cry, baby. I’m here now.”

Changmin sobbed some more, until he finally calmed down a little. He looked up, slightly ashamed at his outburst and smiled.

The older man locked eyes with him and leaned down to capture those plush lips again. "You’re so beautiful, Changmin," he muttered, starting to thrust again with full force. "I love you."

Changmin felt every thrust, with an almost unbearable pleasure running within him from head to toe. He knew he would last so much, not now. He let out a quite loud moan as Yunho’s movements started to become erratic. Changmin moved his hips as well, trying to meet his lover’s movements and making everything so much more hot and fascinating.

He arched his back and threw his head on the futon as he reached his climax with a groan. It didn’t take long before Yunho did the same, filling him up.

The two lay there on the futon, catching their breaths when Yunho spoke. "You know, you look really beautiful after being nicely fucked."

Changmin flushed, and licked his dry lips. "Shut up, asshole," he muttered, and playfully punched Yunho on his shoulder.

"Shim Changmin, look at me,” Yunho said, pulling his lover’s face towards his. "I love you."

Changmin’s cheeks got even redder. “I love you, too. But let’s stop being so damn sweet. I’m starting to feel annoyed with myself. It’s rather cloying,” he joked.

“I don’t mind being disgustingly sweet,” Yunho smiled, and both men hugged each other close, snuggling in the warmth that they recreated.

****

Kai rolled his eyes as he walked past Changmin and Yunho’s tent. It didn’t bother him since he knew his older brother and Minho were probably at it as well. But, he surely appreciated if they weren’t so damn loud! Walkers could hear them for fuck’s sake!

As of now, it was dinnertime, and he was elected to take the young boy his portion. He had declined at first but they had insisted that he should try to approach the other boy since they seemed to be the same age.

He sighed. Taemin was better at this making friends stuff, but too bad he was screwing Minho so he was unable to do this. Oh, the things Kai had to do!

Kai looked down at the can of beans he was holding. They had had beans again, and before that, and before that. With a sigh he walked into what was dubbed ‘the medical tent’, that was more of less Boa’s tent since she was the doctor.

Kai gazed over at the sickly looking boy, and frowned. He was sitting on the futon, looking down at his hands on his lap with a blank face.

Kai walked over to the futon and kneeled down. “Dinner,” he whispered carefully, trying not to scare the boy.

The boy slowly turned over, and Kai gasped. His eyes…they had no sparkle, they looked empty and it was somehow scary in a way.

“Thank you, but no thank you,” the other boy whispered still with a blank face. “I’m not hungry,” he declared before looking down again.

Kai shook his head. “No. You have to eat to get your strength back.”

“I said no!” The other said, this time with a firmer and louder voice, but still expressionless, turning to look at Kai again.

Kai frowned deeper and rolled his eyes. “Don’t make me spoon feed you because I can’t leave this tent until you eat the fucking beans!”

“I don’t care what you can or can’t do,” the stubborn boy said. “I’m not eating them.”

Kai placed the can of beans on the floor beside the futon and stood up. “Fine then you fucking brat! Starve!” He exclaimed and was about to turn and walk out of the tent, but

suddenly, he stopped. With a groan, he came back and kneeled down again.

“Why don’t you want to eat?” Kai asked, feeling kinda weird. Part of him wanted to just get the fuck out the tent, but other part wanted to make the brat eat, even if it was forcefully! Not that he cared about the boy; it was just a task he was assigned to.

The younger boy looked at him. “What’s the point really? We’re all going to die,” he mumbled more to himself than to Kai.

“You’re probably right. But’ I’m sure we’ll die old, having fought all this,” Kai said, grabbing the can. “You have to have faith.”

The boy snorted. “Faith? I used to have faith, but that didn’t stop my mother from getting torn apart. Neither is it helping me get rid of this awful emptiness. I just want all this to end. If that means to give up life, so be it. I prefer that than being eaten alive by those things.”

“I can be your friend, and your faith,” Kai whispered, offering the can to the boy again. “I know how hard is to lose your family. We all had been through having to lose someone precious. It is a difficult task, but we have to over come it by believing. Believe that there is something better out there than this. You can trust in me. You don’t have to get through all this mourning alone.”

They younger boy eyed him, still with cold eyes. He sighed and grabbed the can offered to him. “I’ll eat or you won’t leave me alone, right?”

Kai nodded and smiled. “Indeed,” he informed. “I’m Jongin, by the way. But you can call me Kai. What’s your name?”

“Sehun,” the pale boy whispered before starting to eat.

****

Changmin got redressed and looked at Yunho snoring into Bambi’s dirty fur. He didn’t know if to be moved or grossed out. He decided that the first option since he had actually done the same.

He leaned down and kissed his lovers cheek before making his way out for dinner. He walked to the fire pit, and sat down carefully, hissing a little because of the soreness in his ass. Everything from his arms to his legs hurt so bad! He was so out of shape!

“Had a good time?” Kyuhyun asked, wearing a really big smirk.

Changmin rolled his eyes and took the warm can from very red Seohyun. He thanked her, and made sure to slap Kyuhyun over the head before digging into his food.

“I’m just saying because it sounded like you were trying to make a twin in there!” Kyuhyun added shrugging.

Changmin glared and ate rather fast, looking a little annoyed. “I just missed him, ok? Shut up!” He defended himself as he finished his portion.

The older boy laughed, and got up to get his own food. Changmin was staring into the fire, when he felt lips on his neck, and another can pressed into his hand. He looked up and saw Yunho smiling.

“Eat mine,” he said. “Don’t protest, either.”

Changmin scoffed. “I’m ok, Yunho. Eat your portion. These fuckers are making me eat 2 portions anyways,” he said, starting to feel annoyed. It was nice to feel protected, but he really didn’t want Yunho starving because of him. He was going to take care of his pregnancy but that didn’t mean he was some crystal doll or anything like that.

Yunho was about to say something when he saw Hyuna hand another can of beans to his lover. Changmin turned to look at Yunho and raised an eyebrow as if confirming what he had just said. Yunho sighed and gave up, starting to eat. “Oh, before I forget! Here!” He said suddenly, making everyone jump a little at the outburst.

Changmin looked over and saw Yunho holding his ring. The promise ring that Yunho had given him on their first anniversary of being together. It was the ring that symbolized their love in a way. Changmin had thought it was unnecessary and extremely cheesy but he had loved it.

He knew how bad Yunho had wanted to marry him. Changmin was sure Yunho had thought about even bought a engagement ring before the outbreak, but this was all they had now and Changmin was grateful for it. He looked down and frowned as he finally noticed Yunho’s ring finger without his ring.

“I found it in the bedroom under the dresser when I looked for you at home,” Yunho explained with a smile on his face.

Changmin beamed and searched for Yunho’s ring on his necklace. Once he found it, he undid the clasp and slid the silver ring off. The younger boy embraced his lover tightly, and took Yunho’s hand and slid the ring back onto its rightful place.

“I thought I lost my ring when I was rushing to pack,” the young boy said holding his hand out for Yunho to slide his ring onto his finger.

Yunho laughed. “You didn’t forget Bambi, though.”

“We talked about that already. Stop it,” Changmin said before resuming eating.

Yunho nodded with a smirk. “Of course,” he said before standing up after he finished his meal. “Well, I told Leeteuk that I was going to do the watch tonight.”

“Why?” Changmin frowned, feeling disappointed that he wasn’t going to spend the night in his lover’s arms.

Yunho laughed nervously, knowing that maybe Changmin was a bit pissed off by that. “It’s only for a few hours, then Siwon is going to take over.”

Changmin sighed and nodded “Just, be careful, ok?”

“I will,” he replied and kissed Changmin. “Now eat all your food and go to rest, ok?”

Changmin laughed amusedly. “Just got here and already so bossy.”

“You know it, so you better behave,” Yunho said bending down and leaning into Changmin’s ear. “Or I’ll bring out my handcuffs.”

Changmin paled and looked up quickly. “You wouldn’t.”

Yunho just smirked and kissed Changmin one more time before walking away, leaving a slightly flustered and turned on Changmin behind.

Changmin sighed and grumpily munched on the rest of his food. Kyuhyun walked by and made catcalls but ran off screaming as Changmin aim an empty can at his head, nearly missing it. Changmin became satisfied when Kyuhyun ran into a tree, and complained to Leeteuk who just laughed and made him help clean up.

With a full belly of beans and some corn, Changmin decided to go cuddle Bambi until Yunho came back to him.

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A/N: So, here you have some HoMin smut and SeKai interaction! :) I'm sorry this took longer than usual but I've been really sick lately. :(

I said I was going to update the other stories in the middle of this month but I guess you'll have to bear with me a little more. I was ok for like week or so when I got a cold and got a bit complicated with sinusitis. But this 2 weeks are a break from college and I'll definitely write more! :D

Please tell us what you think of this chapter and more will be coming soon! :D yay!

The Walking Dead / HoMin Edition - 3 (HoMin, SeKai, 2Min)

2013-03-08T04:25:44Z

Title: The Walking Dead (HoMin Edition)
Pairings: HoMin, SeKai, 2Min
Author: monick87 & dc_flag
Length: 3/?
Genre: AU
Warnings: Mpreg, zombies, violence, smut, blood, character death, dark themes, angst
Rate: NC-17
Disclaimer: We do not own The Walking Dead series nor TVXQ.
Summary: What would you do to protect your beloved ones and survive in a world overrun by zombies?

::6 weeks since the outbreak::

Changmin sighed as he held the stuffed deer ‘Bambi’ in his arms while laying on the futon. He closed his eyes, clearly remembering that breathtaking smile Yunho had given him when he had introduced him to the little stuffed animal, dubbing her as his ‘little daughter’. Changmin had been 15 years old at that time, so obviously, he had laughed his ass off at the older boy, until he saw the frown on Yunho’s face and how he looked disappointed with his reaction.

To be honest, it had been a little too hard for him to not make fun of Yunho for his abnormal love for his ‘Bambi’. Well, sometimes Changmin did make fun of him, but nothing too serious.

He snuggled the deer closer to his heart. He rested his cheek to the stuffed animal’s head and sniffed it.

It used to smell like Yunho, and that comforted Changmin through hard times, especially these crazy past weeks. Now, it smelled like dirt and sweat, but he swore that Yunho’s lingering essence was still there.

“Yunho, I miss you so much,” Changmin whispered against the stuffed animal. The previous conversation with Taemin had moved feelings inside of him. Feelings that he had foolishly thought he was now able to cope with.

Oh, how wrong he had been.

He smiled and carefully put the stuffed animal beside him on the bed. He rolled to the side, on the futon, so he was now looking at the ceiling of the tent.

The day he had heard on the radio that despite all efforts, Gwanjju had gone down and no one had survived; that day Changmin felt as if part of his soul had been ripped in half. Not only because of Yunho, it was also because of Yunho’s family, the people he once knew. Everything was so fucked up now.

“Changmin! Hyuna recollected some mushrooms and I was wondering if you know if they’re poisonous or not,” Leeteuk commented, suddenly peeking through the tent.

Changmin rolled his eyes. “I’m a teacher, not a fucking encyclopedia! I have no fucking idea. Why don’t you ask Kangin? He knows more about that stuff,” he responded.

Leeteuk laughed softly. “You’re right, I guess. Well, thanks anyways,” he said before leaving the other man all by himself again.

Changmin grabbed his gun and exited the tent after a few minutes. He was thirsty and maybe he could help collect things to eat as well, not just stay in the tent doing nothing.

****

“So,” Kai started, as Yunho came into view. He had been upstairs; packing a spare bag of clothes in his backpack as well as some medicine he had in the cabinet. “How the fuck are we gonna get out of here?” He asked, peeking outside through the curtain in the living room. “There are a lot of them out there.”

Yunho threw himself on the couch as he put the backpack on the floor. “I don’t know. We need to think if we wanna get out of this alive,” he said, turning to look at Minho.

Amber had emptied the kitchen by now, putting what they could use in her backpack. She was now sitting on the floor, near the door. “We could use a car,” she commented.

“It would have to be a SUV or something like that with the numbers of walkers out there.” Minho stated. “I imagine you don’t have a SUV,” he told Yunho.

Yunho shook his head. “Unfortunately, no. Just a simple Honda Civic but it isn’t here anymore.”

“Then we’re trapped here until they go away.” Amber sighed, annoyed at the whole situation.

They did know that this kind of stuff could happen at any time; sneaking into the city for provisions wasn’t really the safest thing to do. But, that didn’t mean she didn’t hate it.

“I saw a construction site before coming to the neighborhood,” Minho mentioned, turning to look at Yunho. “They had trucks, SUVs, and big cars.”

“Construction sites usually leave the keys in the vehicles, but if that’s not the case, I can open them for us,” Kai said, walking towards the others, who were now making a circle in the living room.

Suddenly, a loud noise was heard, making all of them jump in surprise. The alarm of a car some meters away from them had gone off.

“One of those things could have bumped into it,” Yunho explained, trying to calm down the youngsters. He got up from the couch and went to see what had happened through the window.

Indeed, a blue car, 5 houses away was the root of the annoying noise.

“Great! Just what we needed: more fucking walkers!” Kai huffed, rolling his eyes. “They are like fucking dogs. I hate it!” He added exasperatedly.

Then, it suddenly hit Yunho. It was crazy, but still he thought that this was the best idea or option they had at the moment. “So, what if we use a distraction or have a way to pass through them without being noticed.”

“We could act like them. I mean, I don’t think that’s too hard,” Amber suggested, looking at everyone at a time. “They locate us because they can hear us or see us.”

“What about the smell?” Minho asked.

“What about it?” Amber retorted.

“They do smell rotten, and we don’t.” Minho pointed out, now getting totally interested in the subject.

“I have an idea,” Yunho smirked. “I put down 2 of them in the backyard. We could use them to smell like them.”

Kai snorted. “And how exactly…” he managed to say before realization came to him as he widened his eyes and a gasp escaped his mouth. “No, no, no, no! You have to be kidding.”

“It’s the only way now,” Yunho explained, looking directly at a not so happy Kai. “Minho, you and I will go for them and get them in as quick as we can. Amber will keeps the door open and look around for possible danger.”

Kai sighed in defeat and Amber scrunched up her nose in distaste, but all ended up nodding and agreeing to Yunho’s idea.

Amber quickly opened the backdoor and kept it that way as Yunho dragged one body and Kai and Minho dragged the other one. It was true that death weight was not something easy to deal with because it took them a little more time than they had calculated and a couple of walkers saw them, walking towards the backdoor as Amber closed it securely after the boys were back inside safe.

Yunho went upstairs immediately as they heard a couple of knocks on the door. They stood there, grabbing their weapons tightly as he listened to the sound of the zombies that had seem them ram and try to open the door.

By the time Yunho came back, the knocks decreased considerably. He threw them 3 of Changmin’s trench coats (who if were there, would have never them to touch his clothes) as they saw he was wearing one as well. “Put those on,” he instructed as he walked to the kitchen.

He came back with 4 pairs of rubber gloves, thanking the fact that a week before everything started, he had gone grocery shopping with Changmin, who had insisted to buy them to wash the dishes. “Put these on as well.” He handed out the gloves.

Amber kneeled down, and started to search for the corpse’s wallet. When she found it, she did the same with the other. She seemed to start looking for something in the wallets as Yunho sighed and quickly ran to the basement.

“His name was Dong Youngbae,” she started, standing up as Yunho came back with an axe in hand. “He was born on May 18^th of 1988,” she stated, looking at the other’s eyes as she spoke, locking their gazes for a moment before moving to the other. “The name of the other,” she pointed at the other corpse, “was Kim Jaejoong. He was born on January 26^th of 1986.”

They stood there in silence for a minute, and Amber put the wallets down.

“I’m sorry this happened to both of you,” Yunho said sadly as he looked down. He took a deep breath and swung the axe, cutting exactly in the first guy’s abdomen.

Kai and Amber closed their eyes, turning their heads to the side, flinching, and Minho stood there, not quite able to recover from the initial shock. Yes, they had seen plenty of walkers, but nothing like this! They had never mutilated a human body. Maybe, it was because now they knew their names. They were walkers, but they had been people just like them one time and that alone, made everything more vile and crude.

The blood extended on the wooden floor as Yunho continued, this time severing one arm. “Try to put as much blood and guts as you can, but try not to put them directly on your skin, and avoid anything getting into your eyes, ok?” He instructed panting a little, after a few more strikes from his axe.

They all dreaded this so bad! Yunho tried to keep himself collected as he got down and grabbed the guts with his hands before putting them on his trench coat.

It was disgusting and just plain creepy, but they knew they had to do it in order to survive. There was no other choice at the moment.

Kai turned around to throw up after Minho put some intestines on his neck as if he was wearing a necklace.

Minho took the axe from Yunho’s hand, and started with the other body as well.

They continued doing the disturbing task until they decided they were ready. The smell was incredibly nauseating, but they grabbed their weapons and put on their backpacks, deciding to do anything to get out of that place and survive.

Yunho and Minho decided to go first, just in case they had trouble with their plan. They approached 5 walkers and carefully past them, walking slowly and grunting a little bit, acting like if they were one of them.

Both men outside turned their head slowly, sending a look of approval and nodding to Amber before they continued walking, looking to the front.

Amber immediately called Kai, who was pacing back and forth through the living room. He immediately stopped and was about to run to Amber, when something caught his attention. He saw a portrait on the floor, by the fireplace upside down.

He leaned down to grab the portrait but Amber called for him again.

“The fuck are you doing, Kai? C’mon!” Amber exclaimed, trying not to raise her voice so much and motioning for him to move.

Kai he nodded and went to his friend. They opened the door carefully, trying not to be seen and proceeded to walk slowly as Yunho and Minho in front of them were doing.

Minutes walking to the construction site were probably the longest. They had to walk through a horde of those things, smelling horrible and having to stand some of them sniffing at them or bumping them. It was something nerve-wrecking and unbearable.

By the time they arrived to the construction site, just a few walkers were seen. Kai immediately walked to a big SUV that he realized didn’t have the keys. So, he started to work on open it as fast as he could, pulling something out from his pockets. It was easier to just do that instead of going around, looking for a car with the keys.

Walkers started to notice their unusual movements and started to approach them. Kai opened the door after some stressful moments and, Minho and Yunho opened the other doors, inspecting the inside of the vehicle. It was all clear and everybody immediately got rid of his or her coats before coming in with their backpacks

Once he was in the driver seat, Kai pulled out some wires from below the board and started working on them as well.

Walkers approached more and more, and Amber jumped as one rammed against the door. They could see how more and more seemed to come.

Kai laughed softly and turned to glance at them quickly. “Put on your seatbelts because we’re going out of here,” he said before putting his seatbelt after he started the vehicle.

“I don’t even know why you know how to break into houses and steal cars,” Yunho said from the co-pilot seat.

Minho and Amber laughed out loud, now relieved that they were on their way to exit the city and to the camp. Surprisingly, they just had to bump and hit over just a few walkers. They were somehow safe and very glad for that.

“He’s not a bad guy,” Minho stated, looking at Yunho through the mirror.

“Don’t worry, officer. I’ve never stolen a car or broke into a house until now,” Kai trailed off, still looking at the highway. They were now out of the city, and it wouldn’t take them much more to reach the camp. “I was just too restless I guess.”

Yunho nodded and looked outside the window. He had made it outside the city. Now he had to focus on looking for Changmin. Something inside him just told him he was alive and he was waiting for him.

“20 minutes more and we should hit the camp,” Minho mentioned, already eager to see Taemin and the others. Their expedition hadn’t been so successful, but at least they weren’t going to come back empty-handed. Maybe what they managed to recollect would work for 1 or 2, even 3 weeks tops.

Kai turned left, getting out of the highway and into a semi-clearing.

After some minutes more, he finally parked the car. “We’re here!” Kai exclaimed, getting out of the SUV. “We made it!”

The rest of them also got out of the car.

Yunho observed how people started to gather. Their faces showed relief and Yunho was too. He had passed the past days alone and oh how nice it felt to see new faces. Faces of people that was actually alive! Faces that wouldn’t want to approach you just to bite you and eat you alive.

He saw some skinny guy that looked around the same age as Kai, run to him and hug him tightly, repeating ‘Thank God, you’re ok!’ over and over before detaching himself from Kai. He then ran to Minho to do the same, this time adding a quick and very meaningful kiss.

Yunho’s heart sank a little at the sight. He remembered how happy Changmin would be when he got off of work. Especially when he learned by the news that some major crime had happened, worrying for Yunho’s safety and not being able to find peace until he saw Yunho entering the front door of their house.

Some girls embraced Amber as well and Kai turned to look at him.

“We bumped into him when we were running from walkers. He saved us,” Kai said to the others, as Yunho walked towards the group.

“Thank you for helping them,” one guy said with a smile. “I’m Leeteuk, and you are welcome to stay here,” he added with a bow.

Yunho bowed as well. “My name is Yunho. Nice to meet you all.”

“Let me introduce you to the whole group, ok?” Leeteuk said, looking around. He mumbled something about someone not being back again, but he proceeded. “That one over there is Taemin,” he said, pointing at the skinny guy that had hugged Kai and Minho. “He’s Kai’s brother and Minho’s boyfriend.”

The boy bowed. “Thank you Yunho hyung for saving my brother and Minho,” he offered with a smiled.

Yunho shook his hand and Leeteuk continued. “The one over the camper with a rifle is Kris. He spotted you guys when you were coming.”

Kris waved at them and smiled before turning to his task of watching over the camp.

“That over there is Siwon. The one with the serious face is Kangin. The girls are: Hyuna, Seohyun, Sulli and Tiffany,” Leeteuk continued as he signaled each person he was mentioning. He looked around as if looking for someone, when 2 guys suddenly approached, coming into view from behind the camper in what it seemed to be a very interesting conversation.

“Oh, just in time! Those are Kyuhyun and-“

Leeteuk was cut up by Yunho. “Changmin…” he mumbled. His eyes widened and for a second he forgot how to breathe. Yunho wasn’t really sure if this was real or if this was some sick game his mind was playing with him. The man was still looking at Kyuhyun as they talked and walked. “Changmin!” He screamed, desperately walking towards the boy.

Changmin looked up as soon as he recognized that voice calling for him. He gasped and froze as he saw Yunho, his Yunho, approaching him with long steps. His heart started to beat faster and he mentally prayed for this to not end up being a dream. “Y-Yunho!” He stuttered, as he ran towards the arms of the love of his life.

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The Walking Dead / HoMin Edition - 2 (HoMin, SeKai, 2Min)

2013-03-01T02:47:21Z

Title: The Walking Dead (HoMin Edition)
Pairings: HoMin, SeKai, 2Min
Author: monick87 & dc_flag
Length: 2/?
Genre: AU
Warnings: Mpreg, zombies, violence, smut, blood, character death, dark themes, angst
Rate: NC-17
Disclaimer: We do not own The Walking Dead series nor TVXQ.
Summary: What would you do to protect your beloved ones and survive in a world overrun by zombies?

::6 weeks since the outbreak::

After weeks and weeks that felt like years Yunho finally made it to the capital.

From the moment he knew about the virus and how they said that it had spread all around the world, Yunho knew he had to come back home to Changmin. He quickly left his house, hugging and kissing his family, which told him he was insane, that he should stay and wait for the military to act, but he didn’t listen, so he began his journey.

He should have known the moment he stepped outside his family’s house that things were bad. Yunho regretted not coming back and try convincing his parents and sister to come with him. He had been weak, had just thought about himself, and getting back to Changmin. He had been selfish and that was exactly why he felt that he let his family down. He had sensed something was wrong, yet he hadn’t acted upon it.

It was a few days later when he arrived in another small city. He learned that his hometown didn’t existed anymore, and that there weren’t any survivors. His parents and sister were dead and he hadn’t even tried to do something. Maybe he was supposed to be there. Maybe he was supposed to die there with them.

Either way, it hadn’t happened and Yunho had to overcome his loss almost forcefully, not having time to mourn. Remembering that he did have a purpose. He had to find Changmin. It was as if the other man was telling him…begging him to come home.

As he made his way to the capital, he found about the walking dead. He knew that one was scary, but not so dangerous. However, a pack, a horde, that was exactly when you had to be careful and be afraid. He had seen several, taking one person’s life, devouring them until there was nothing but bones and some muscles left. He had even seen them tear a person apart in half, leaving just their upper body. But most importantly, he had seen them come back to life. It had been something intriguing, unbelievable, yet terrifying.

Yunho had made his way to the capital avoiding highways and places with a lot of people. It was exactly there where the dead would come to feed, and that was probably why everything had gone to hell so quickly. It just took one bite, one scratch from them and you were doomed.

He had come across some of them, and even though being a cop and having taking another person’s life, it was completely different. He had never liked to harm people. It was difficult to understand, but that was exactly why he had become a police officer. He wanted to help people live peacefully. And, that was why the first time he had to kill a walker that happened to be a little girl, it affected him so much.

Yunho made his way to his neighborhood with relative ease. He had to run and hide, kill a few walkers and be scared to death, but he finally made it to the front of his house.

He was tired, dirty, drenched in blood and sweat. He hadn’t eaten in 3 days and he barely slept at all. But, nothing really mattered. Not now that he was in home about to hug and kiss Changmin…the only one that kept him alive and fighting.

Yunho looked around. His neighborhood had always been a little silent, but never like this time. It was too quiet and it really creeped him out. He grabbed the handle and twisted carefully. Surprisingly, it wasn’t locked, so he could enter his house trying not to make much noise.

As he entered the white house, Yunho remembered the day they had bought it. Changmin had looked so happy. He had smiled at Yunho in way only he could. It had felt as if he had been punched in the chest because he was sure that not enough air went through his lungs. Yes, that smile left Yunho breathless. He loved the way his lips lifted up and his right eye closed more than the left one.

“Changmin? Baby?” Yunho dared to voice out after he securely closed the door behind him. He moved slowly further into the house as he gripped he gun he had in his right hand. “Baby, it’s me, Yunho!” He tried again.

There was no reply at all and Yunho’s heart sink a little at the sight of their trashed house. He looked around, looking for something, anything that could give him the answer of where Changmin was.

He looked all over the house, and thankfully he hadn’t found any trace of blood or violence. The place was trashed, but it seemed more like Changmin had hastily exited the place.

Yunho smiled as he finished his search in the bedroom. Something both cherished was gone, which only meant his boyfriend had made it! He was alive! He had escaped! He was sure it had been Changmin and no one else entering his house. Only Changmin would take Bambi him with. Only him.

****

“Fucking fuck!” Kai exclaimed as he looked through the bathroom of the house they were in at the moment. “Can’t fucking find the prenatal stuff!” He whispered annoyed.

He, Minho and Amber had been the ones that had volunteered to bring back provisions of food and medication, and even some clothing to the camp.

It wasn’t the first time they did so; actually he had done it 3 times before. They always would sneak into the city silently, killing just a few walkers in the process, until they found an abandoned shop that wasn’t in the actual city. Everything always went relatively well. At least, none of the 3 youngsters had been bitten or wounded in any way.

Today was not the case, though. They snuck into the city just to find that their usual place to raid had more walkers than they could handle…not counting the ones they would surely attract if they attacked them.

So, a plan B was needed. The bad news was that, there wasn’t really a plan B.

And that is exactly why after some minutes of discussion and pondering, the 3 youngsters decided to target a neighborhood instead. They had a few hours more of light and going into the center of the city wasn’t really a good idea with all the walkers there. Not at this hour. Not if they wanted to go back to the camp soon.

They had been in 3 houses already, and had almost 2 backpacks full of items. They had only kill 4 walkers. It seemed that they had made the right choice.

“Let’s go, let’s go, let’s go!” Minho said quickly as he moved his left hand, signaling the other two to come over where he was.

He had been the one in charge of guarding the hallway while Jongin looked in the bathroom and Amber in the bedroom. So that could only mean that walkers may have entered the house.

The good thing was that they had already taken what they had thought was useful from the kitchen. The 3 youngsters decided to peek downstairs to see how many walkers where there.

They could only see 3 walkers wandering around the first floor going to the living room.

Amber turned to look at Kai and nodded, before turning to look at Minho to do the same. They took a deep breath and gripped their weapons tighter.

Kai was the first to come down, putting up his machete in the air, ready to attack at any moment. Then, Amber came down holding her baseball bat, ready to back up her friend. The last one was Minho with an axe in hand.

They snuck into the living room and one of the walkers, a guy that had obviously been bitten on the neck (they could see the bones), attacked Kai in a second, who just swing his machete, incrusting it in the guy’s head.

Amber then moved as well, hitting one particular blond walker with no right hand directly in the head. He fell but kept on moving, so she hit him a few times more, making sure to destroy the head.

Minho, meanwhile, had cut the guy’s face in half with his axe in one single motion.

All of them stood there, a little disgusted by the smell of the now dead corpses. They look at each other, asking with their eyes if everyone was ok. All of them nodded and they decided to go to another house.

“I’ll never get used to the fucking blood,” Amber said as she looked down at her clothes. Apparently she had been the one with more visible red liquid on her shirt. The other two boys had mere drops of it on them, while she was almost drenched.

Kai laughed softly and Minho shook his head in amusement.

They went out of the house and looked around searching for more walkers. Finally they spotted them. There were around 50 or 60 walkers right behind them, and they seemed to have seen them as well, because all of them started to move towards them.

“Run!” Minho said immediately.

They all ran through the empty street, praying for no more walkers to come. They knew they couldn’t keep on like this; they needed to hide and let the horde pass. Walkers didn’t tire themselves, they just a shell after all, but they, the 3 of them did.

They turned right on the next intersection of the street and started to look for houses to open. Kai had the eye for it. He was the one that always managed to open locks with not much effort and it was really good because that way they didn’t have to break windows, or force the entry in a noisy way.

Kai ran turned to look at his left and motioned his friends to come with him. He was about to open start trying to open the door under such great stress, when the door opened and he found himself with a gun pointed at his head.

A tall guy looked at them from head to toe with a gaze that made them freeze in their places. None of them wanted to be shot at the moment because that the guy’s gun would attracted not needed attention from certain walking dead. They waited for the guy to act first.

“Come in quickly,” the tall guy said, putting away the weapon from Kai’s forehead and taking a step aside so the others could come through the door.

He closed the door behind him and turned to look at the 3 youngsters. "Has someone been bitten?” He asked them, eyeing each one of them, especially Amber, who had more blood on her shirt. “How did you end like that?” He asked her.

“By killing walkers,” she responded, feeling a little out of breath. “None of us had been bitten.”

“Thank you for letting us in, and not shooting,” Minho interrupted. “I am Minho,” he said as he bowed a little. “The guy you pointed your gun at is Kai and the girl you just talked to is Amber.”

“You’re welcome. And don’t worry. I wasn’t planning to kill innocent people. I’m a cop. My name is Yunho,” the tall guy finally introduced himself bowing slightly to the youngsters.

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The Walking Dead / HoMin Edition - 1 (HoMin, SeKai, 2Min)

2013-02-26T21:53:47Z

Title: The Walking Dead (HoMin Edition)
Pairings: HoMin, SeKai, 2Min
Author: monick87 & dc_flag
Length: 1/?
Genre: AU
Warnings: Mpreg, zombies, violence, smut, blood, character death, dark themes, angst
Rate: NC-17
Disclaimer: We do not own The Walking Dead series nor TVXQ.
Summary: What would you do to protect your beloved ones and survive in a world overrun by zombies?

::6 weeks since the outbreak::

Changmin woke up sitting up, startled when he felt a hand over his shoulder shaking him slightly. “What happened?” He asked alarmed, as his hand roomed through the floor, beside his futon, trying to find his gun.

Sulli, the young girl that had just woken him up, shook her head vigorously, wearing a guilty expression on his face. “I-I’m sorry I disturbed you, Changmin oppa. But,” she hesitated. “It’s lunch time and we didn’t really want you to skip a meal. Not in your current state,” she explained.

Changmin snorted at the girl’s actions. “Don’t worry. I’ll be out for lunch. Just give me 5 minutes, ok?” He requested with a smile.

She nodded and got up, getting out of the tent Changmin had been sleeping in.

Once she was gone, Changmin sighed. He wasn’t hungry but he knew he had to eat. He had to provide his unborn child some kind of nutrients at least. His hands traveled to his lower stomach and he smiled sadly. He wasn’t sure anymore if he wanted his baby to born in this world. This world was awful, rotten, full of death and damnation.

Finally after some seconds, he grabbed his gun and put it in his back, between his shirt and his pants as he got up from his futon. He could see it was merely past noon through his tent, but still the sunlight caught him by surprise as he stepped out, making him cover his eyes with his right hand.

“So, what’s today’s wonderful menu?” He asked, with too much sarcasm for his own taste, as he approached the bonfire where almost everyone seemed to be gathered.

“Really tasty canned beans! Yum yum!” Kyuhyun responded with a grin as he passed said object to Taemin, who took it and gave it to Siwon, who took is and gave it to Hyuna, who took it and gave it to Changmin.

“Careful, is still a little hot,” the young girl explained as she managed to put a cloth around it.

Changmin took the opened warm can, whispering a soft ‘thank you’ to the girl before seating in between Tiffany and Seohyun.

Seohyun roamed her hands over another cloth until she finally found what she was looking for: a spoon. She gave Changmin the spoon, and everybody started to eat in silence.

“You can have my share,“ Taemin offered, as Changmin put down his now empty can. “You need it more than I do.”

Changmin frowned and shook his head. “You’ve barely eaten, Taemin. What’s wrong?” He asked, eyeing the can that had been offered to him. “Is it because of them?” He dared to voice as he saw the boy look down and bit his lower lip.

“They’re going to be ok.” This time another person on the other side of the bonfire said. “They’ll be back tomorrow. Noon tops and don’t worry.” The person said with a smile on his face.

“Leeteuk’s right Taemin,” Boa tried to reassure the boy as well. “Minho, Amber and Kai are going to come back safe and sound. They know how to take care of themselves.”

“Now eat, before I kick your ass,” Changmin added with a playful grin. “We can’t afford throwing out food just like that.”

Taemin nodded and Boa sighed.

“He’s right about one thing, though,” Boa commented after a few seconds, earning everybody’s attention. “Changmin needs more nutrients, more food…maybe if we c-”

“I do not,” Changmin cut her off. “We’ve discussed this and I’m not gonna have another share while you guys need it as well. End of the story,” he said, grabbing another can of warm canned beans before getting up. “I’m gonna bring this share to Kris. Please excuse me,” he added before turning around and started walking to the camper.

He looked up at the roof of the camper, protecting his eyes from the sun. “I brought you food,” he said, raising his voice a little so the other would hear clearly. “Everything ok?”

The boy on the roof, who was sitting in a folding chair, looked down at him and nodded. “Everything seems normal,” he responded.

Changmin extended his arm with the can in hand as the other boy got up from the chair, walked to the edge of the roof and leaned down to grab it.

“Thanks,” Kris muttered, as he sat again on the chair and started to eat. “Could you tell Kangin to come the fuck up already? I’ve been here the whole fucking day and I can’t stand the fucking sun anymore!”

Changmin rolled his eyes. “Stop being such a wuss. You’ll change shifts when it’s time too,” he said before turning around to the bonfire. He didn’t recall to have seen Kangin. He had only seen Taemin, Kyuhyun, Leeteuk, Hyuna, Tiffany, Sulli, Siwon, Seohyun and Boa. Kris was on the roof, and Minho, Amber and Kai had sneaked into the city for some more provisions…

“Hey, Leeteuk,” Changmin said, interrupting what it seemed like an intense chat between him and Boa. “Do you know where Kangin is?” He asked, trying not to sound so worried. “Is he taking a nap?”

Leeteuk shook his head. “Nah. He insisted on going to hunt for something to eat. You know how he is.”

Changmin sighed in relief and turned to see Sulli, Hyuna and Taemin walking towards other place as they talked very animatedly about something. Tiffany and Seohyun and Siwon were talking on the other side of the camp.

He sat and with a sigh, leaning back on the grass.

“Changmin,” Boa muttered, making Changmin turn to look at her. “Leeteuk and I have been talking about your condition and w-”

“What is it about?” Changmin interrupted coldly.

“We think it’s best for you to have two shares of food instead of one. There are days we have to go by without anything to eat and we don’t wanna jeopardize your pregnancy. We’re afraid your baby will suffer from malnutrition which can be dangerous for you two,” Boa explained with a serious tone.

Changmin closed his eyes. Many thoughts crossed through his mind, and he knew that they were right. He knew that he just couldn’t act as he was like the others because in reality he wasn’t. He was pregnant for fucks sake! And he wanted to have this baby! He needed to have the only thing that still bound him to Yunho! The only thing that kept him going on…

“I’ll only accept that under one condition,” Changmin responded, opening his eyes and looking with determination at Boa and Leeteuk. “Every single one in the group must agree to that. I don’t need arguments to stress me more than I do every fucking day.”

Changmin nodded as well. With a small smile, he decided that he didn’t want to be resting on the ground all afternoon. He got up and walked towards his tent. Maybe he would read one of those books Seohyun brought with her.

He walked around and spotted Taemin, who was sitting near the top of the hill so he could have a good sight of the city far away. He was looking longingly at it and Changmin sighed, as he approached the other boy.

“Still worried, huh?” He asked the younger boy as he sat down beside him. He was glad he wasn’t that far into his pregnancy or this kind of thing would be extremely difficult for him.

“Can’t help not to be,” Taemin responded, not even sparing a look at Changmin. “I’m afraid they won’t come back. I hate every time they go to the city.”

“Minho knows how to protect himself. He’s saved my ass one or two times before, and he won’t let anything harm your brother or Amber,” Changmin said, hoping that he could ease the other boy’s worries somehow. He was just too young to be living like this.

Taemin smiled and nodded, this time actually looking at Changmin. “Thank you,” he whispered.

Changmin shrugged and they sat there for a few moments, deep in thought as silence made the prefect company for them.

“W-when did you know?” Taemin asked, flinching slightly, almost as if he was afraid to do so.

Changmin looked at him with a confused face. “When did I know what?” He asked.

“When did you learn that you were pregnant?” Taemin asked again, still cautiously. Since the group had met Changmin on the highway, trying to get out of the city, the older boy hadn’t really talked about himself so much.

Something flickered through the older man and Taemin wondered if he should have asked or not.

“On the day all this shit started,” Changmin responded, trying to sound collect enough. He hated to talk about what he had labeled as his ‘past life’ because it made him think of him, of how nice life once had been. “I was sent to the doctor after I almost pass out in the classroom,” he explained. “I was a teacher.”

Taemin looked at him intrigued. “How come a teacher knows how to shoot so well?”

Changmin gulped, dreading to answer that, because then there was no choice but to bring him up. And he just…just couldn’t help on mourning again. “My boyfriend was a cop,” he answered in a soft voice. “He would always pester me about taking shooting lessons until I finally agreed.” He let out a soft laugh. “The funny thing is that I would always tell him that I didn’t need guns to defend myself, that I could do it in other way. And, he would always tell me it could save my life one day… and it actually did.”

He closed his eyes, remembering well the day he did so.

It was a couple of days after everything started. He tried to call the police to tell them about he had just seen but the line was dead. He tried to use his cell phone, but with no success whatsoever. All means of communication were cut but the radio, where he heard that there was an outbreak of what it seemed like a new virus. Helicopters flew all over the skies, telling people to not to go out of their home and to not to let anyone outside come in, even if they were injured or in need of help.

There was very little information, but he managed to gather some of it. People infected, those that were bitten, would become some kind of monsters that roamed around with the only purpose of eating people, just like he had seen the evening before.

People rise from the dead; it was surely like the end of the world, like every nightmare. Not matter what you did, you could only put them down if you managed to destroy their brains, or part of it, otherwise they would keep coming for you, wanting to devour you, making you become one of them.

But, Changmin braved himself, decided to go out of his house to look for his parents and sisters, to make sure they were ok. So, he grabbed one of the guns Yunho had in the coffee table book and went out.

He shivered at the thought of being almost bitten when he entered his parents’ house. The place was eerily silent and he started to scream for his family’s names, only to be welcome by one of those things. One of the walking dead people who attacked him immediately, tried to bite him.

Changmin had pulled the trigger without a second thought, and after the walker laid there, stained in blood and dirt, he ran to look for his family.

He was able to find only blood all over the floor and he immediately feared for the worst. The place was a mess, but still Changmin searched in every place possible for them to be.

After some minutes, he heard noises and it was right then when he realized that fire a gun maybe wasn’t the best option.

The walkers weren’t intelligent at all, but they do surely had a good ear.

That day Changmin barely managed to get out of the house alive, and with no hopes of finding his family alive.

“D-Did he know?” Taemin asked, loud enough to make Changmin come back to reality. “Did the father of your baby know about it?”

Changmin shook his head, wearing a sad smile on his face. “He didn’t. I- I wanted to tell him face to face, but he was in a Gwanjju… so no. He didn’t get to know.”

Taemin looked down, feeling extremely guilty for bringing the conversation up. Everyone knew that Gwanjju had been the city where the outbreak seemed to have started. The military had thrown bombs at it, and they had even napalmed it, but without success. After 2 days, they declared on the radio that nobody managed to survive.

“Oh,” Taemin mumbled. “I’m sorry, I didn’t know,” he excused himself, not knowing how to react to the news. “If it helps in anyway… I told Jongin to bring some prenatal pills or whatever they are called,” he offered awkwardly.

Changmin laughed. “Thanks. I- we appreciate it,” he retorted, softly rubbing his stomach.

Taemin was about to say something when they heard a commotion coming from where the others were. They get up abruptly. Taemin grabbed a hard looking stick, while Changmin pulled out his gun.

They saw Kangin putting a very pale and thin boy down on the floor. He was covered in blood and seemed to have passed out.

“I found him in the woods. He was hiding in a cave, he seemed extremely scared, but he managed to kill a walker behind me before he passed out,” Kangin explained. “We need to checked him out thoroughly. Look for bites or anything that could tell us if he’s infected.”

“Boa!” Leeteuk yelled, as he ripped off the unconscious man’s shirt, desperately looking for bite signs.

Boa came rushing out of the back and dropped down on the floor, grabbing the boy’s wrist to check if he had pulse.

“He’s alive,” she declared, turning to look at Changmin, Kangin and Kris, who had their guns pointed at the boy so they could put them down already. “I’m gonna need someone to assist me. He seems to be dehydrated and God knows when the last time he ate. Probably he fainted because of stress, and that his body couldn’t handle it. He should be fine when he wakes up and after we give him food and water. Still, I need to check on him, to see if he doesn’t develop fever.”

Boa was the doctor of the group. So she, unfortunately, knew very well the symptoms before becoming one of the walkers. First you would feel tired and dizzy, your appetite would decrease and you would feel very under the weather, throwing up from time to time. Then, you would feel strange. Your bones would hurt as well as your muscles, and you wouldn’t be able to move that much because of the pain. Then finally, would come the fever. It was a fever that no matter what you did, you wouldn’t be able to lower it. Your temperature will rise high and you would convulse and start to be delirious until death came. Finally, you would open your bloodshot and grey eyes, turning into one of them. You would try to eat anyone near you, not even caring if that person was important or not.

“I’ll do it,” Kyuhyun offered and Boa nodded in agreement. The man surely would be able to kill the boy laying on the floor if he happened to turn into a walker. Not like, Siwon who kept of saying that they were not monsters, that they were merely sick.

Changmin would have refused, telling that he was the one going to do the task. But, he had been pushing his body more than he should. He needed to rest while he could. He really needed to take care of his pregnancy.

Taemin and Siwon helped Boa move the boy to one of the tents as Kyuhyun fetched the baseball bat before entering to the tent where the new boy was.

Everybody knew that this day wasn’t going to be that easy to get through, but they could do nothing but keep on trying to survive.

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A/N: So, here it is chapter one! Please tell us what you think, ok? Are you liking this or not? Just so you know characters are NOT the same as in TWD, though they may have some similarities.

I probably won't be able to update the other stories at least until the middle of March and it is totally my fault and not Brittney's. I managed to evade my health and didn't get a proper treatment for what it looked like a sore throat and I ended up with abscesses filled with pus in my throat and tonsils, so yeah, yesterday I just ended my IV therapy. I've been told I just need to take pills from now on until I'm fine, but there is a chance they have to put the IV again... -_-' Anyways, please, please,please bear with me! With this story we have like 5 chapters already written and the others I need to work on them, so that's why. The stories will be finished I promise! :P

Now I shall leave you, hoping that you like this! :)

The Walking Dead / HoMin Edition - Prologue (HoMin, SeKai, 2Min)

2013-02-22T07:46:40Z

Title: The Walking Dead (HoMin Edition)
Pairings: HoMin, SeKai, 2Min
Author: monick87 & dc_flag
Length: ?
Genre: AU
Warnings: Mpreg, zombies, violence, smut, blood, character death, dark themes, angst
Rate: NC-17
Disclaimer: We do not own The Walking Dead series nor TVXQ.
Summary: What would you do to protect your beloved ones and survive in a world overrun by zombies?

::Prologue - The day of the outbreak::

Changmin was smiling brightly. He just couldn’t be any happier and relieved, but thrilled at the same time.

For the past week he had felt like shit. He had been vomiting mostly in the mornings, not wanting to get up to go to work. He also got really bad headaches from time to time, and he felt tired as fuck all day long.

Finally, and after almost passing out while trying to teach math to his students, he decided to go to the doctor and see what the hell was wrong with him.

Dr. Choi made him give samples of blood and urine and he waited for almost an hour before he got back the results.

****

Changmin happily entered his house, closing the door behind him as he held a white paper in his left hand. It was true, he was pregnant, and he couldn’t wait to tell Yunho about it. He just knew that his lover was going to be literally jumping in happiness at the news.

On cue, his cell phone started to ring so he picked it up quickly as he recognized the ID caller. “Hello?” He answered, trying not to sound so happy and giggly, because he wasn’t usually that way.

“Hi, baby. How are you? Feeling better?” Yunho asked at the other end.

“Yes, I feel great actually,” Changmin responded, walking to the kitchen before throwing his bag to the nearest sofa. He was so hungry! “When are you coming back?” He put his cell phone between his shoulder and cheek and opened the fridge, scanning for food.

“I’ll be heading home the day after tomorrow. I miss you so so much!” Yunho exclaimed, and Changmin could almost imagine him pouting. “By the way, everyone says hi. My mom says you should stop feeding me so much because I’m getting fatter and Jihye asked if she could come over on her next vacations.”

“Did you tell her that there’s no problem, right?” Changmin immediately asked, closing at the fridge door because there wasn’t anything appealing for him to eat at the moment. “Tell them I say hi as well.”

“Yes, don’t worry. I told her we love to have her in Seoul. Though, you know that I don’t like how the neighbor’s son looks at her,” Yunho responded after some seconds and Changmin was sure that it was because probably Yunho had forgotten he was on the phone and had just nodded in response.

Changmin laughed. It was funny how overprotective Yunho was always with Jihye, but he was nowhere as close as Changmin was with his little sisters.

“Ok,” the younger replied, starting his search for food in the cupboard now. “And how was the conference?” He asked genuinely caring about Yunho’s day. He hoped it was worth not having Yunho here when he had important news to share with him.

“It was good. More like a course, you know. It helps me keep updated with the whole legal stuff,” Yunho responded shrugging. “I gotta go, baby. Another conference is starting and I really have to be there.”

Changmin sighed. “Ok. Talk to you tomorrow, Yun. And get back soon because I miss you and I have something important to tell you.” He had decided not to tell the news to his boyfriend by phone. This kind of news needed to be shared face to face, and he really wanted to see Yunho’s reaction. “I love you.”

“Oh, Min! What is it that you have to tell me? Is it good or bad? I didn’t do anything wrong before leaving, did I?” Yunho asked, slightly worried. He was an extremely curious person and he hated to be left hanging like that. He wanted to know now!

“I’ll tell you here,” Changmin insisted, internally enjoying the fact that probably Yunho was going to keep on thinking about what could Changmin wanted to tell him nonstop. “I love you, now go because they’re calling you and I need to go to the grocery to buy some food.”

Yunho sighed loudly, giving up already. He really needed to go. “Ok, ok. I’ll wait. I love you, too. I’ll call you later. Bye, baby!”

“Bye,” Changmin mumbled, before ending the call. He looked around and grabbed his bag and keys again. Apparently, he had run out of a lot of things to eat and he needed to buy more.

****

Changmin opened his eyes slowly. His head hurt and he felt very disoriented. The last thing he remembered was a person getting in his way as he drove back home from the grocery store. He had to get out of the street with a quick move of the steering wheel in order to prevent him from running over that person.

He panicked as he realized that his car had hit a tree. He immediately put his hands over his stomach, praying that his baby was fine. He looked at himself and sighed in relief as the only blood he had found was on the steering wheel which came from his forehead.

Everything, besides feeling really tired, seemed to be ok. He unbuckled the seat belt, grabbed his bag and got out of the car. His first instinct was to call Yunho, but somehow he didn’t want to worry his boyfriend. Maybe he needed to call the police and for an ambulance?

Changmin looked around and he felt a shiver running down his spine. Everything in his neighborhood was quiet. Too quiet. And, somehow he felt that something was very, very wrong.

The sun was threatening to go down, and he started to walk towards his house, which fortunately wasn’t so far. He kept looking around, feeling extremely uneasy. The eerie silence was almost unbearable and when he was just two blocks from his house, he heard something.

Changmin covered his mouth, drowning a gasp, and his eyes widened, as they never had before. He turned to where the sound had just come from.

At the other side of the sidewalk, just beside another abandoned car, where two people hovering over another. Their clothes were filthy and drenched with blood and they didn’t even seem to notice Changmin standing there. Not being able to move as he realized that they were eating the person lying on the floor.

He could see the blood and ripped flesh. He could see how they grabbed the guts, the hand, body parts, and put them in their mouths, desperately biting.

Changmin froze. He wanted to throw up, but the first thing that came to his head was: RUN! And he did it. He ran as fast as he could, not caring to look behind him, praying that they didn’t see him, fearing that those people were behind him.

He arrived to the doorstep of his home and desperately opened his bag. Never in his entire life had he felt so nervous. His hands were shaking uncontrollably and he felt like those people were right behind him as he looked for the keys. It felt like hours of desperation, but Changmin finally managed to open the door and close it behind him immediately, locking it.

He ran towards all the doors and windows in his house and started to check if they were locked properly.

Once Changmin was done, he stopped in front of the window that separated him from the street. He gulped, not really wanting to see what was behind the curtain. The sun had gone down by now, but he was just too scared to put any lights on.

He took a deep breath and walked slowly to the window. He grabbed the edge of the curtain and slowly pulled it, opening it enough to peek outside.

In the dark, he distinguished the neighbor’s dog in the middle of the street. The poor animal had been ripped in half and there was blood all around.

Changmin took a deep breath as he closed the curtain again. His knees gave out and he fell on the floor, still trying to grasp what he had gone through, what he had just witnessed.

He crawled to the couch desperately, still a bit out of himself and rested his back against it. The moment his head touched the couch, he hugged himself and tears starting rolling down his eyes as soft sobs escaped his lips.

That night, Changmin cried himself to sleep.

A/N: Guys, guys! I know I should be updating the other stories but do not worry, I will! :)

I finally managed to get Brittney into TWD, lol! She got hooked up and well, the rest is history since we both love HoMin with all our hearts!

We are super excited about this new one and we really hope you like it! It's gonna be a hell of emotions but please give this a chance! :D Please tell us what you think!

It's Not You, It's Me - Chapter 11 (HoMin)

2013-02-12T02:40:02Z

Title: It's Not You. It's Me.
Pairing: HoMin (Main), YunJae (Side)
Author: monick87
Length: 11/?
Genre: AU
Warnings: Unbeta'd, just a little angst, and bad smut
Rate: R
Disclaimer: Inspired in the movie by the same name, but with twists.
Summary: Yunho meets Changmin, a young man that could be more than just friends with him...if only he could forget Jaejoong.

Chapter 11

For the past 3 days, Changmin had only left Junsu’s apartment for things that were strictly necessary. As were: take out Taepoong and Mangdoong for a walk and going to College. Junsu had suggested him that maybe he needed a distraction, because honestly, he had been moping around and that just worried and crept out Junsu and Kyuhyun.

That was exactly why Changmin decided to go out and walk around, trying to clear his mind a little. But, he never ever expected that while he was at it, he would see Yunho and his fucking still-husband holding hands, through the window of a restaurant!

Changmin didn’t know if to cry and be sad, or scream, or punch someone, or bite someone, or just throw something at Yunho in that moment. Unfortunately, Changmin had never been the kind of person that kept quiet. If something bothered him, he was going to speak up. That was exactly why he found himself walking into the restaurant and over to where Yunho was.

“Am I interrupting something?” Changmin asked, with a serious tone and glaring at Yunho hard.

Yunho immediately let go of Jaejoong’s hand and gulped. He was internally panicking, hoping that Changmin wouldn’t take things out of context.

‘Avoid even the appearance of impropriety.’ He remembered the words his friend had told him a few days ago. Yunho had done it not once, but twice now. He seriously needed stop doing good things that looked like bad things.

“M-Min!” Yunho exclaimed, standing up and trying to reach out for his boyfriend. He was about to put his hand on Changmin’s lower back when he saw the other’s eyes that clearly were saying: don’t fucking even dare to! And, decided not to do it in the end.

Jaejoong’s eyes traveled to Yunho and then to Changmin and he smiled sadly. So, this was the one that Yunho had fallen for.

“Min, this is Jaejoong,” Yunho said as his hand gestured Jaejoong, who stood up. “And Jaejoong, this is Changmin, my boyfriend,” he added, smiling brightly towards Changmin.

Jaejoong bowed down slightly. “Nice to meet you, Changmin.”

The other boy bowed as well and faked a smile. “Can’t say the same,” he muttered under his breath so Yunho and himself were the only ones hearing what he had just said, still smiling.

“I asked Jaejoong to meet with me here because we have to settle things down for the divorce,” Yunho explained to his boyfriend, this time reaching out to hold the other’s hand successfully. “You could join us if you want to. I haven’t touched my apple strudel; you can have it,” he offered.

Changmin looked at him in the eyes for a second before he decline him, shaking his head. “No, thank you. I think you two have to be alone for that and I was just walking, and then I saw you…and I just wanted to tell you that Taepoong is doing fine.” He wanted to kick himself in that moment, because he realized that he had nothing to do there, he just let his jealous side come out, and he had been the one who told Yunho to not look for him until he had de divorce papers in hand. “You can pick him up at Junsu’s if you want to,” he added, lamely trying to sound credible.

Yunho smiled at him again, making Changmin’s heart skip a beat. Damn! He needed to get out of there before he would do something irrational, like kissing Yunho or punching Jaejoong.

“No, I’ll fetch him when I take you back home,” Yunho said, too assertively to Changmin’s taste.

Changmin rolled his eyes. “If you say so.” He locked his eyes to his still boyfriend’s. “Now, I really gotta go.” He turned his gaze to Jaejoong. “It was nice to meet you. Now, excuse me, please.”

He was about to turn around to leave when Yunho suddenly grabbed his arm and pulled him in for a searing kiss. God! He missed so much those lips on his!

Changmin did his best to not to give in and gently pushed him away. “What I told you is still on,” he declared, before turning and exiting the restaurant with a slight bow and no more words, not knowing what the fuck had just happened.

Yunho sat down again, looking at the retreating figure with a huge and hopeful smile creeping on his face. He hoped that the kiss, the explanation, and meeting Jaejoong would ease Changmin’s insecurities in a way. He had wanted to show Changmin and Jaejoong who his heart belonged to now, and give Changmin the place he deserved in front of Jaejoong.

“He seems to have a really strong temperament,” Jaejoong commented, bringing Yunho out of his thoughts and trying to start a conversation.

“He does,” affirmed Yunho, giving now his full attention to the other man sitting in front of him.

There was an awkward moment, and both started to eat their desserts again, thinking about what to talk about next.

“You really love him,” Jaejoong stated, after some minutes. “Does he makes you happier than I did? Do you love him more than you loved me?” He just couldn’t help but ask. No matter how much he was sorry for what he did to Yunho, and wanted him back, he knew it wasn’t happening.

“I can’t answer that, Jae,” Yunho responded, looking up from his strudel to his still husband. “I’m not going to underestimate what I felt for you, because I loved you very, very much. You have no idea how much I loved you, and what I was willing to do for you. But, you managed to kill my love, you buried it, and now it’s just a really nice memory. Because, we did have very happy times together, but that is the past, nothing more,” he explained. “You and Changmin are very different in many ways, and even though at some point I did; I don’t want to compare the two of you. And, as I said to you, I not going to underestimate the love I feel for him either. I thought my world had ended when you left me for Yoochun, that I wasn’t going to be able to love as I loved you again, but he proved me wrong, I slowly fell for him, he made me believe in love again, he helped me put myself together and what I feel for him now is real. He is my present and future.”

“Then, let’s get things settled,” Jaejoong said. He started to finish his dessert and smiled. “I can’t believe we are doing this… that we’re actually going to divorce.”

Yunho let out a soft laugh. “Maybe we should just sell things and split the money,” he suggested.

“That apartment holds many good memories…but I think that you’re right, we should sell it, maybe even with all the furniture,” Jaejoong said. “I’ll call my lawyer to tell him that we’ll settle and agreement for the properties outside the court, or whatever it is, if that’s ok with you.”

“I’ll do the same. If the paperwork is fast, maybe we won’t be married anymore by next week,” Yunho said with a smile as he imagined himself on Junsu’s door, showing the papers to Changmin. He imagined Changmin hugging him, kissing him, coming back to their apartment and fuck! He was so looking so forward for the make up sex!

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A/N: OMG, I hope you liked this chapter! I apologize if it's too short and not as good as you think it would be! :( Please do tell me what do you think! I really love reading about your opinions and such!
Well, have a nice day! The next chapter will be updated soon so stay tuned! Yay! :D

Catch Me - 10 (HoMin, SeKai)

2013-02-10T05:16:40Z

Title:Catch Me
Pairing: HoMin, SeKai
Authors: monick87 & dc_flag
Length: 10/?
Genre: AU
Warnings: Smut, angst, violence, bad language
Rate: NC-17
Disclaimer: Inspired loosely in the anime Elfen Lied.
Summary: Being afraid of what you don´t understand is natural. The secret is in doing your best to understand it.

Zehn

“What’s wrong?”

A 8-year-old version of Yunho flinched slightly because of the sudden voice. He was sitting in “his spot” that was actually under one particular tree, a few meters from the stream into the woods.

He looked up and saw a pair of familiar doe eyes. “N-Nothing, Minnie,” he answered, trying to look normal and forced out a smile.

The other kid sighed and sat right in front of him. “I know you’re sad, Yunnie hyung,” he said in merely a whisper and looking down. “You can tell me and trust me with anything.” He looked up as his tiny hand shyly reached for Yunho’s.

Yunho smiled automatically and squeezed their entwined hands as he nodded. “M-My parents argued today. It was pretty bad and they yelled very hard,” he confessed in a small voice. “I’m scared that…”Yunho just couldn't finish his sentence. So many things were running through his little mind.

He knew that maybe he was exaggerating things, but he had heard a lot about couples fighting and ending up in divorce. It was the first time he had seen his parents in such state. Yelling at each other. He couldn’t help but be very scared for them. It was like the end of the world.

The younger kid didn’t say anything. He carefully got up from the place he had sat, and took a few steps towards Yunho. He leaned down and embraced the older from behind, closing his eyes and trying to somehow erase all of his Yunnie hyung’s worries. Even if it was for a second.

Yunho’s little heart stopped and then started beating faster than normal. He closed his eyes as well and put his hands on the other boy’s arms, squeezing them slightly and smiling at the nice and warm feeling that ran through his body.

****

“Where is he?!” Heejun fumed as he paced his office. “It has been way over 2 months and no word on inmate 180288!”

The young twin was furious! He couldn’t believe that inmate180288 wasn’t back yet! He sent the most dangerous mercenaries out to find him, and nothing. Something was definitely off. Heejun looked up from his pacing when his brother looked at him strangely.

“What?!” He snapped. “Stop looking at me!”

Taejun sighed as he turned a page in his book. “Calm down, brother. We have the best mercenaries on the job, and I don’t want to look at you. You look like a lion in a cage! Calm down, ok?”

Heejun scoffed, ignoring what his brother had just said to him.

“Calm the fuck down!” Taejun raised his voice with an authority tone. “And sit,” he added, using a lower voice.

Heejun huffed but he stopped his actions and took a seat on his brother’s desk.

The older twin rolled his eyes and sat down his book to tell the secretary to get Kyuhyun into the office. When that was finished, he sat back down and stared at his brother with questioning eyes.

“What does inmate 180288 has that is so enticing to you, brother? What’s exactly going on?” he asked.

Heejun frowned. “Nothing is going on.”

“Really?” Taejun questioned. “I think something’s going on,” he insisted. “And I don’t like being lied too.”

Heejun looked around a bit worried, now he knew his brother knew. “Brother, you don’t understand,” he stated with a defeated sigh. “Changmin’s different...”

“Stop it,” Taejun warned. “I don’t even wanna hear about it,” the older twin said in a very serious tone. “He’s very dangerous and you know it! Are you fuckin insane?”

Heejun frowned and stared at his brother. “You don’t understand, Taejun!”

“No, you don’t fucking understand! His mental condition is not good. He has proved to be vicious and very instable. He’s fucked up and you’re making him resent humans! You know what he can do! How much people he can kill! He can kill the whole race if he snaps, for fuck’s sake! And he’s definitely going to kill you if he ever gets his hands on you!” Taejun yelled, shaking his head in disapproval. Sometimes he wondered if his brother was mental or something. “What were you thinking?! Why did you even start this?! Why didn’t I see this sooner?!”

Heejun was about to say something when the secretary knocked on the door.

“Sirs, Cho Kyuhyun is here.” She said bowing slightly.

Heejun sighed, relieved to have a distraction. He stood up quickly, and walked to the door. “Let him in, Soohyun.”

She nodded. Kyuhyun stepped into the room and bowed down. “Goodnight.”

“Skip formalities. Where is inmate 180288, Cho Kyuhyun?” Heejun growled. “You have had months to locate him, kill him or bring him back! What’s taking so long, Cho?!”

Kyuhyun swallowed nervously, and began explaining the so-called ‘roadblocks’ that he and the team were running into. About 70% wasn’t a lie, actually. For some strange reason Chanyeol had felt Changmin’s presence just a couple of times and apparently Kai was just too caught up with Sehun to notice anything at all.

Taejun eyed the young scientist up and down and smiled.

“Cho,” Taejun said, gaining their attention. “How is project Phoenix going?”

Kyuhyun breathed in and out and responded firmly. “Project Phoenix is going really well. He hasn’t developed any kind of psychotic or psychopath tendency as we thought all diclonius eventually did. He acts like a normal teenage boy. And he’s even trying to help me locate inmate 180288, sirs.”

Taejun nodded and looked at Kyuhyun directly in the eyes. “I’m not stupid, Cho. I know that you have something to do with inmate 140194’s escape. If you don’t want me making a big deal out of it to the Government, you better start doing what you were requested. I tolerated these months of nothing, but I demand inmate 180288 back ASAP, understand?!”

Kyuhyun nodded and looked down at his feet. “Yes, sir.”

“Good” Taejun said with a wave of his hand. “Dismissed.”

Kyuhyun bowed low and left the office as quickly as possible. He couldn’t even recall when things got out of hand. How come he let Chanyeol convince him that letting Jongin out was even a good idea!? Thanks to that, now he had bonded with Sehun, his precious cousin. He didn’t really know to what extent, but he knew that that was going to cause problems sooner or later.

So yeah, now he had two unpredictable diclonius out there in the world, and he just hoped he was totally right about their mental state and the diclonius wouldn’t just snap and start exterminating humanity.

Kyuhyun sighed. “What a fucking day...” he whispered to himself.

****

Max sat on the stool as he dried his hair from his shower. He watched Yunho with a fond smile as he whipped up a late lunch, while Madoongie nip around his ankles.

The older man explained what he was doing step by step with overflowing charisma. Max would have believed that the older man actually was a famous chef if it wasn’t for the fact that Yunho is Yunho. He knew Yunho pretty well now and it was a miracle that no food had burned so far. After all, there was a reason why BoA didn’t like him doing more than a sandwich in the kitchen.

“Then you add the sauce,” Yunho proclaimed, pouring the spicy sauce onto the noodles. “And mix it together.”

Max giggled and opened his mouth as Yunho placed a sample taste into his mouth. He moaned as the noodles filled his mouth.

“Good?” Yunho asked, proud of the other’s reaction as he quickly got two bowls out.

Max nodded enthusiastically. “Very good. Thank you.”

Yunho smiled and split the noodles into two servings. Max got the silverware, and set the table as Yunho set the food and drinks on the table.

They started to eat, and Yunho smiled at how happy Max looked in that moment. He was practically bouncing in his chair as he took another mouthful of food.

He turned to the window and was glad that it wasn’t too late yet. Yunho wanted to visit her, but he wasn’t sure if he should bring Max with him. Was it too soon for a thing like this?

Yunho had debated about it for 3 days straight, and had finally come to the conclusion of just go with the flow. He may not know a lot about Max, but that didn’t mean he was going to keep himself in the dark.

“What’s wrong?” a soft voice asked.

Yunho jumped slightly, because of the sudden question from his boyfriend, who was now looking at him with worry in his eyes.

“You know, in a way…I am like you,” Yunho said, putting down his chopsticks on the table.

Max titled his head and looked at him utterly confused.

“There are a lot of things that you don’t know about me,” Yunho started. “I’m not gonna force you to remember, but at least I want you to know about me.”

Max nodded and smiled shyly, encouraging the other to keep going.

“You know my name is Jung Yunho and I am a painter. But, you don’t know that I have a father that lives in Gwanjju but we don’t talk to each other as much as I liked to,” Yunho said with a sad smile on his face. “My mother died a few years ago, and… my cousin, whom I loved as my little sister, died in my arms when both were too young. Today is the anniversary of her death and I-“ He stopped talking as he felt hands encircling him from behind.

Looking up from over his shoulder, he saw Max embracing him with closed eyes and facial gestures that irradiated love. It was Yunho who always initiated physical contact with the other boy.

“I love you,” Max whispered, and Yunho noticed something different in his tone that he just couldn’t place. That something made him feel warm and loved, complete and happy, but at the same time, it made him slightly anxious.

Yunho closed his eyes as well, and smiled as his hands squeezed the arms around him.

They stayed like that until they heard a grumble coming from Max’s stomach.

“I think I might be still hungry,” Max said shyly as they broke the hug.

Yunho smiled. “Here, you can have this too,” he said offering what was left on this plate.

Max scrunched up his nose and shook his head. “No, thank you. Not hungry anymore.”

****

“Oh, fuck,” Sehun grunted as Jongin slammed back inside him with great force. His right leg was slightly bent and on Jongin’s shoulder and the other was around the diclonius’ waist, as if trying to encourage him to go even deeper inside.

Jongin attached his plush lips to that pale neck skin he loved so much and he felt Sehun pull his hair to have a kiss on the lips.

Both kissed in desperation as Jongin’s thrusts became erratic and wild, not caring at all that the bed was creaking and hitting against the wall.

“I’m close, so close,” Sehun moaned with closed eyes. His hand made his way to his hard cock and started pumping it vigorously as Jongin moved his hips just in the way Sehun loved, hitting his prostate dead on over and over again.

“Gonna come,” Jongin announced seconds before he came hard inside of Sehun.

Sehun came as well, as Jongin milked his orgasm with a few thrusts more.

Jongin collapsed on top of Sehun after he helped Sehun move his leg from his shoulder to the side of his waist. “This is where I belong,” he declared as soon as his breathing stabilized. “Inside you and in between your legs,” he added with a smirk.

Sehun laughed and hit him in the shoulder. “Stop being so disgusting and get off and out of me. It’s not that comfortable and I need to take a bath.”

Jongin pouted, but reluctantly did as told. He looked how Sehun winced slightly as he sat on the bed and laughed.

“Fuck you, Jongin! Why you had to be so damn reckless?! I told you I was going to go to a friend’s house to do a project for school!” Sehun grunted as he reached out for his bottoms.

“Hey! I just did what you told me. You kept on saying that you wanted it faster, stronger, deeper so I just obeyed you,” Jongin defended himself with a smirk.

Sehun just blushed and proceeded to walk towards the bathroom because he barely had 45 minutes to be on time.

The diclonius didn’t like the fact that Sehun was going to be away from him, but he was a human and had school stuff to do that was apparently too important for his life.

After some minutes, Sehun came out, still very naked and drying his hair with a towel. “You should put on some clothes as well,” he commented while taking out fresh boxers. “And take a bath. Kyu hyung’s gonna be here soon and you smell like sex.”

“You know, Sehuna. Your Kyu hyung should just get over the fact that we fuck, and very often I’d say,” Jongin responded before a yawn escaped from his mouth. “But I guess I should indeed dress,” he added.

Sehun shook his head and smiled. “What am I gonna do with you?” He walked over Jongin and leaned down to kiss him on the lips.

“Love me?” Jongin answered right away.

Sehun rolled his eyes once he was fully dressed and ready. “Stop being disgusting, please.” He walked to the door and turned to look at Jongin again. “I’ll be back in a couple of hours. Love ya!” He said before closing the door behind him with a wink.

After a few minutes, Jongin decided to dress because he was starting to get hungry and maybe he could hang out with Chanyeol until Sehun came back.

He stepped out of the room and was about to enter the living room where Chanyeol was relaxing on the couch reading the new issue of “The Walking Dead”. Jongin heard the door open and close in a hurry. His instincts immediately told him to wait there.

“Chanyeol! Where are the others?” Kyuhyun said as he sits in front of the teenager, who had now put his comic book on the coffee table.

Chanyeol smiled at his hyung. “Well, Sehun went out to do something for his school and Jongin is somewhere around,” he responded. “Why?”

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Kyuhyun sighed. “I had a talk with the twins and…we really need to find Changmin ASAP,” he commented looking at Chanyeol intently. “This little dream you are living in now, must end. Changmin is going back to the corp as well as Jongin. And I’ll make sure Sehun visits him enough so there will be no pain for him,” he added in a serious tone. “But I need you to help me, Chanyeol. I know you think they are normal, but I believe that because of what they’ve been through, it’s just a matter of time before the killing spree starts. Please, trust me.”

Chanyeol turned to look at the hallway and then back at Kyuhyun. “But, what if… Kyu hyung, I won’t be able to control Jongin, and he’s my friend…” the tall diclonius whispered lowering his gaze.

“I can’t lose you, Chanyeol,” Kyuhyun confessed. “They’ve made it clear that it’s you or them... and I can’t lock you up. You’re too important for me. You’re not just an experiment, Chanyeol. You’re my family, like a son to me.”

Chanyeol gulped, trying to prevent tears for falling from his eyes. He felt torn, he didn’t want to give his friend up, because who knows how much they suffered in that place, but it was for the very same reason that he didn’t want to be the one in there. He had always been free, he was glad to have Kyuhyun and Sehun. He didn’t wanna lose that. He still wanted to be able to find love before dying.

The room went silent, and Jongin closed his eyes as he thought about what he had just heard. He carefully and silently went back to the room, even though he was sure Chanyeol knew he was there and knew everything now.

Jongin didn’t really know what was going to happen or what he was going to do. But, if he was sure of one thing was that neither him nor Changmin would go back to that hell no matter what or who tried to make them.

****

Yunho kissed up Max’s neck leaving love bites in his trail. He smiled as Max giggled and squirmed on the soft sheets.

“What’s with you?” Yunho asked his boyfriend with a smile. “You usually don’t…umm…giggle when I do this,” he questioned.

Max looked up with his smiling mismatched eyes. “It tickles,” he said shyly.

“Tickles,” Yunho said with curiosity in his voice. “Well…”

The younger man smiled. “I like it, though,” he said quickly. “Continue, please?”

With that Max guided Yunho’s head back to his neck, and exposed even more of it to the older man.

As Yunho marked the boy, Max ran his hand up and down the well-defined back. He loved the feeling of Yunho on top of him. Basically, he loved Yunho. The way the older man took care of him not caring a bit about his lost memory. He wanted to stay with Yunho forever, even if he didn’t remember his past life.

“I love you,” Yunho whispered to Max, as he felt the younger man wrap his legs around his waist. “Oh, we’re eager, huh?”

Max nodded, and sat up to unbutton Yunho’s shirt. Yunho watched as Max’s hand undid all the buttons on his white shirt. Soft hands slid down his shoulders, taking the shirt with him. The older man felt the hands lift up his wife beater, and slip it over his head.

“You’re beautiful, Yunho,” Max whispered looking into his boyfriends’ eyes. “I love you so much.”

Yunho cupped Max’s warm cheek, and smiled. “I love you, too.”

Max smiled and slid his hand down Yunho’s taunt stomach, stopping at the top of his jeans.

Yunho watched as Max tugged on his jeans and boxers. He lifted up and Max slid the items to the floor. The younger man slowly got Yunho hard, and smiled up at the man. He lightly kissed the tip of Yunho’s penis, before engulfing it. Yunho panted and leaned back on his arms, staring at the ceiling before closing his eyes at the amazing feeling of his boyfriend’s mouth sucking him off.

“Is this ok?” Max asked, as he took his mouth off of Yunho’s member.

Yunho looked at him and nodded. “Y-Yes.”

Max stroked Yunho and licked the head before going down again. Yunho watched amazed as Max tried to take him to the base, but stopping after his gag reflex came into the picture. The young man picked up the pace, and Yunho gripped his hair tight. Max moaned from the pain, and picked up the pace even more. Yunho was close, and Max knew it. He worked even harder to bring his lover over the edge.

“Almost there,” Yunho panted and looked at Max. “Close…”

Max nodded, and was about to say something, but he stopped short because suddenly, they heard a knocking on the door.

“Dude!” A loud voice said though the bedroom door. It was Donghae, and Yunho groaned at the sound of his friend’s voice. “DUDE!”

Max stopped his ministrations much to Yunho disliking and pulled his member out of his mouth. “It might be urgent.”

“No, it isn’t,” Yunho groaned.

“Jung Yunho!” Donghae yelled. “It’s important!”

The knocking and pounding didn’t stop, and Yunho was slowly losing his erection. Max looked up confused as the hard member was becoming soft in his hands.

“Should we stop?” he asked Yunho.

Unfortunately, Yunho nodded. “Yes.” He sighed, annoyed.

“Want to just stick it in to finish yourself off?” Max asked innocently and began unbuttoning his pants, and pulling them down. “I don’t mind.”

Yunho looked scandalized. “Max! Don’t say that! Ever! I’ll never do that to you,” he stated as he stopped Max’s hands.

“I just gave you permission,” he said confused.

Yunho was about to say something, when the knocking got louder. Yunho groaned and pulled up his pants. Max redressed, and headed to the bathroom to brush his teeth.

Yunho pulled on his discarded shirt, and almost tore the door off the frame.

“You better be dying!” Yunho said looking at his friend with a murderous glare.

Donghae smiled. “Boa agreed to a date with me! A date bro!”

Yunho looked at him with incredulous eyes for a few seconds until he could come to his senses and grasped the whole situation. He punched Donghae in the arm. “That’s all?!”

“Isn’t it great Yunho?” The younger man said rubbing his arm. “After years of pinning after her, she finally said yes!”

Yunho couldn’t believe what he was hearing! He was about to get some with his boyfriend, and his idiot of a beast friend interrupted him over a fucking date! You’ve got to be serious!

“What am I going to wear?” Donghae suddenly panicked. “Dude! Let me borrow your black Armani suit?! Please!”

Yunho was still shocked when he felt arms wrap around his waist, and teeth nibbling at his neck. He shivered slightly, and looked behind him to see Max smiling at him. He was about to say something, when he saw Max’s eyes flash, and his grip tighten.

“Max,” Yunho said turning around. “Baby?”

Changmin looked at Yunho, and felt the presence again. He kissed Yunho’s cheek, and made his way out of the apartment. He walked down the stairs on high alert, and passed the parking spaces.

As he turned the corner, his vectors were out and ready to attack. He walked down the street, and to a deserted park. It was real quiet for a Friday afternoon, as though it was an ominous sign. He was about to attack, when he felt the presence again, this time being able to recognize it: it was Kai and he seemed to be perturbed.

“Jongin?” Changmin questioned. “What are you doing?” The younger boy looked worried and upset. “What happened?”

Jongin looked up. “Kyu hyung talked with the twins, and they are really upset. As you know, they have the toughest mercenaries looking for us, and if they can’t catch us…Chanyeol hyung is gonna be in trouble. I won’t go back, hyung… but he’s my friend.”

Changmin nodded. He knew his dongsaeng felt conflicted right now, but if he had to choose between Jongin and Chanyeol, he would choose Jongin in a heartbeat. And, he knew Kai would eventually do the same

They just couldn’t go back to that place. Not now, not ever. And the only way out was killing the twins.

“I understand, Jongin. Believe me,” Changmin said before his eyes started flaring. “But, I’m not going back to that hell hole.” Jongin shivered as the cold wind picked up. “You’re not either. We’re gonna kill them.”

The two diclonius stared at each other before their line of thought was broken by a voice in a distance.

“Max!” The voice yelled. “Max, baby?! Where are you?!”

Jongin looked in the direction of the voice. “Your hyung is calling you.” Jongin raised an eyebrow as he noticed Changmin sighing loudly. “Is everything alright?”

Changmin nodded slightly. “Yes, it will be after I get to talk to Yunho and tell him everything.”

Jongin smiled at him. “Even if everything goes to hell, you still have me, hyung. And you always will.” He gave his hyung a quick hug. “I gotta go now. I’ll come to see you tomorrow, ok?” He said as he ran off quickly.

“MAX!” The voice got louder before coming through a clearing. “There you are!” Yunho said rushing to the boy. “What’s going on?”

Changmin looked at Yunho and blinked a few times. “Nothing,” he said a little unsure. He realized Max hadn’t surfaced and didn’t really know if to be glad or not. Would Yunho notice the difference?

Yunho stared at the boy. “Are you sure? You’re sweating?”

“Make love to me,” Changmin said bluntly, but his eyes showed real need. “Please?”

Yunho frowned. “What? Where is this coming from?” He asked, trying to figure out if this as a joke or not.

“Yunho, please?” Changmin pleaded. “Please?”

Yunho nodded and began pulling Changmin in the direction of their home.

However Changmin stopped short. “Here. Right now.”

The older man looked around suspiciously. “Here? In the park?” He whispered in case someone was near even though he hadn’t seen anyone.

“Yes,” the younger boy whispered. “Right here, please?”

Yunho decided to give in as he looked into his lover’s eyes. Those eyes show so much affection and need that he felt like in some kind of spell to do anything in his hands to make the other happy. ‘This feels…different,’ Yunho thought as he attached his lips to the other boy’s ones. ‘Different yet so familiar…’ There was a feeling lingering through his body that he just couldn’t name.

So, under the cool winter wind, and under the new falling snow, Yunho and Changmin slowly, sweetly and perfectly became one once again. Both cherished every single part of their bodies, as if trying to memorize every move, every muscle, and every scar in them. They wanted to know each other in and out completely.

They were so into each other that neither of them noticed that someone witnessed their exchange of caresses and love with a smirk on their face.

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/N: So, we're getting closer to the climax! What do you guys think, huh? Are you liking this or not? Please tell us what do you think! :) Next chapter will be up I guess that maybe in a week or so... but I can't promise anything since we've been kinda busy.

It's Not You, It's Me - Chapter 10 (HoMin)

2013-02-04T22:10:01Z

Title: It's Not You. It's Me.
Pairing: HoMin (Main), YunJae (Side)
Author: monick87
Length: 10/?
Genre: AU
Warnings: Unbeta'd, just a little angst, and bad smut
Rate: R
Disclaimer: Inspired in the movie by the same name, but with twists.
Summary: Yunho meets Changmin, a young man that could be more than just friends with him...if only he could forget Jaejoong.

Chapter 10

“Are you stupid? Or insane? Or both?” Heechul exclaimed, trying to contain himself from punching Yunho. He really deserved it in his eyes!

He had come to check up on his friend, and make fun of Changmin’s hangover in the process, but when he arrived, he found a miserable looking Yunho and Changmin nowhere to be seen.

He had asked his friend what was wrong and Yunho immediately told him everything, from Jaejoong’s call to Changmin leaving.

“Look, I know that you care about the Kim family, but you had nothing to do over there. You care about Sooyoung, and I’m happy that she is ok, but they’re not your family and by going, you insulted Changmin, you didn’t give him his place as your partner,” Heechul explained to his friend, sitting beside him again on the loveseat. “And I totally understand him, because Yunho… are you sure that you don’t love Jaejoong anymore? Because to me, it does look like you still feel something.”

Yunho shook his head hastily. “No, God, no!” He responded right away, looking at his friend. “To be honest, I was worried that I would feel something when I saw him, but I didn’t. I was glad to see he was ok and worried about Sooyoung, but nothing more, I swear!”

Heechul smiled sadly. “Avoid even the appearance of impropriety.” He sighed. “Always remember that, my friend.”

Yunho nodded. “Now I know that what I did was not the proper thing to do. I shouldn’t have left Min’s side at all. Just a call to know Sooyung was ok was more than enough. My place is supporting Changmin, not Jaejoong,” he said more to himself than for his friend. He gulped, preventing himself from crying and continued. “I don’t know how I’m gonna fix this, Hee. I called my lawyer, and he said I needed to reach an agreement with Jaejoong about our properties, because of the fucking community property thing. But… I don’t know.”

Heechul raised an eyebrow. “What exactly you don’t know?”

Yunho took a deep breath and leaned back against the loveseat, turning to look at the ceiling. “I know Jaejoong, you know him, too. He’s the type of fighting for what he wants, and I’m afraid the ultimatum Min gave me is going to expire before I can manage to settle an arrangement with him.”

“Why don’t you talk to him and worry later?” Heechul suggested nonchalantly.

“You’re right. I’m making a storm in a glass of water,” Yunho mumbled with a small smile on his face. “I’m gonna call him to meet up and settle everything.”

*****

“Don’t you think that maybe you were a little too harsh on him?” Junsu asked carefully. Changmin had arrived to his home in a not-so-good state and had told him what his problem was. Junsu didn’t even know if his friend was crying out of sadness or anger.

The younger man looked up at his hyung and glared hard at him. “Are you fucking kidding me?!” He said, raising his voice. “He fucking went when he had nothing to do there! It’s as if he forgot about me! He can’t fucking cut those strings that bound him to Jaejoong, Junsu! And I’m really tired of feeling this! Scared, betrayed, because he…he can leave me for his husband in any moment. This makes me feel as if I’m doing something wrong by loving him, because he is still married and… I don’t know what to think anymore,” he finished lowering his voice again, looking down and feeling extremely miserable. There were many thoughts passing through Changmin’s head at the moment, and he hated that to no end.

Junsu smiled sympathetically and patted his friend’s back slighty. “Yunho loves you, Changmin. Don’t ever doubt that,” he tried to reassure the other man. “He’s just… too nice sometimes. He told you what happened, that Jaejoong kissed him and he rejected him, and that means he wants to be honest with you. If he was another kind of guy, he could have just kept quiet… damn, he could have just cheated on you without telling anything about it. But, he told you, he deserves some credit for that.”

Changmin let out a soft laugh. “I can’t believe I’m saying this, but I guess you have a good point. I have to give him some credit for telling me what happened.”

Junsu smiled, hoping that maybe this fight would be forgotten soon and his friend would go back to his boyfriend in no time.

“But that doesn’t mean that what he did wasn’t wrong, and God! I feel bad at myself because I know he cares for the girl like a sister, but at the same time I want him to stay away from anything related to Jaejoong,” Changmin said, putting his hands on his face and groaning a little. “And, maybe, just maybe I should be less proud, because I know he did it because he is genuinely a good person, and maybe we should talk this out…” He felt like he didn’t know what to do anymore.

It had been hours since the fight, and as time passed, Changmin felt like his anger started to subdue. Part of him wanted to go to Yunho and talk to work things out, because he hated to be like this, but other part of him was too proud to do so, since it had been Yunho who was wrong. So, obviously it was him to had to come to him first.

“Oh, fuck this!” Changmin exclaimed annoyed. He closed his eyes and suddenly felt something on his lap.

Mangdoong had just jumped on him and was looking at him with worried eyes. She barked as if asking if everything was ok, and Changmin laughed sadly, petting his little friend who had just made him feel way better.

It seemed that Mangdoong’s barks had woken up Taepoong, who had been sleeping in the bedroom of Junsu when he came in, because the dog was now beside him as well, licking his hands worriedly.

Changmin petted the Siberian Husky and smiled, remembering how stupidly in love he was with his stupid owner.

*****

Yunho had decided to invite Jaejoong to a restaurant for lunch so they could finally talk face to face about the divorce and settle an agreement about who’s got to keep what. It had been 3 days since the whole incident and he missed Changmin like crazy.

They had chit chat a little. Yunho had asked about Sooyoung’s health and Jaejoong had responded that she had been progressing quite well, and he was glad to hear the news.

When they were on the dessert, Yunho brought up the subject about their divorce. Jaejoong immediately stopped eating and he looked up at Yunho with begging eyes.

“Let’s not talk about that, ok?” He asked hopefully. “Let’s try to make this marriage work. I know I did some mistakes, but I know we can get over this. I love you, Yunho. And I don’t wanna lose you!” Jaejoong exclaimed.

Yunho could see right through him and he felt bad because he knew his ex-lover was being very honest. His face really reflected regret.

“Please, Yunho. I’ll do anything you ask me to for you to forgive me, to prove you how sorry I am for all the pain I caused you,” he said hastily, as he grabbed Yunho’s hand over the table.

Yunho put his other hand over Jaejoong’s and smiled. “I’m sorry, Jae. I’m really sorry,” he said carefully, trying his best to choose his words. “It’s not you, it’s me. I’m madly in love with another person. This marriage is finished and you have to accept that,” he continued. "I was deeply hurt for what you did, and I was angry at you, but not anymore. I forgive you, Jae. I really do. Now, let’s end this without fights and hatred, in a civilized way, ok?”

Both locked their eyes and Jaejoong nodded slightly, realizing that there was no way he could make Yunho change his mind. He saw how Yunho’s eyes brightened at the mention of that other person he loved now and knew immediately that he had lost him for good

“Am I interrupting something?” A voice suddenly asked, making both jump slightly.

Yunho recognized the voice and turned to face the person he loved so much. He could see hurt and anger in Changmin’s eyes and it was right then when he realized that his boyfriend’s eyes were on his and Jaejoong’s hands, which were still entwined.

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A/N: I told you I was going to update soon, didn't I?! :P Here it is and I really hope you guys like it! Bear with me if it's a little crappy or has many typos, ok? If someone wants to be my beta, then let me know! :)

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It's Not You, It's Me - Chapter 9 (HoMin)

2013-02-02T05:40:09Z

Title: It's Not You. It's Me.
Pairing: HoMin (Main), YunJae (Side)
Author: monick87
Length: 9/?
Genre: AU
Warnings: Unbeta'd, just a little angst, and bad smut
Rate: NC-17
Disclaimer: Inspired in the movie by the same name, but with twists.
Summary: Yunho meets Changmin, a young man that could be more than just friends with him...if only he could forget Jaejoong.

Chapter 9

After 20 minutes, Yunho finally arrived at the Hospital. He prayed for Sooyoung to be just fine. She had been like his older sister for the past years and that would never change for Yunho, no matter how things ended up with him and her brother.

He entered ER and looked for information about the girl. Fortunately, a nurse heard him ask and told him that she was in surgery and all her family was in the waiting room.

Yunho wasted no time in going there, running as he worried even more about his friend/ex-sister-in-law.

The moment he entered the waiting room, he felt all eyes on him. The Kim Family was there, looking at him with a mixture of confusion and relief in their eyes.

He was about to ask what exactly had happened when he felt arms around him, pulling him into a tight embrace. “Thank you for coming.” Yunho heard Jaejoong say against his neck as he sobbed.

Yunho’s body went rigid, and he didn’t know what to do. He knew Jaejoong needed support, needed for him to tell him everything was going to be ok, but it felt wrong in many ways.

“Everything’s going to be ok,” Yunho said, pushing Jaejoong slightly to have some space between them.

Jaejoong looked up at him with hurt in his eyes and nodded.

It was then when finally Yunho focused his attention on Jaejoong. It had been almost a year and a half since they had last seen each other, and Yunho thought he looked just the same as before, if it wasn’t for the fact that his hair was now longer and black.

“She’s on surgery, Yunho,” Jaejoong started, as they walked to take a seat on the couches. “It was right after she picked me up from the airport and left me in my parent’s house. A drunk guy…Gosh! If it wasn’t for me… she…” he said, trying not to cry.

Yunho bit his lower lip and patted him on the back. “It’s not your fault, ok? Don’t ever think this is because of you. Shit happens, Jaejoong. And there is no use in dwelling on bad things. What’s done it’s done and you can’t do anything about it. You must stay strong and do whatever you can for Sooyoung, for your family.”

Jaejoong smiled sadly. “Thank you, Yunho,” he said, looking down. “I’m really sorry for all the shit I put you through.”

“Don’t worry about it, Jae,” Yunho responded with a kind voice as he watched the distress in which his ex-lover was at the moment. “We should concentrate on Sooyoung’s health.”

Jaejoong nodded and both stayed silent for some minutes.

“Sooyoung told me you were dating someone, some days ago,” Jaejoong broke the silence. “She also told me that he’s gorgeous,” he added with a tone that Yunho couldn’t recognize.

“He is gorgeous, indeed,” Yunho affirmed, nodding in the process and smiling as he thought about coming back to sleep in Changmin’s arms as soon as he knew Sooyoung was ok.

“I’ve decided to come back to Korea, you know,” Jaejoong said, slightly changing the subject. “I’ve missed my country and the people…”

“Good for you,” Yunho commented, feeling a bit awkward about the whole conversation. He was partly glad that Jaejoong was back in Korea. He had sent some papers to him in Japan, and they had been lost, so the paperwork for their divorce would be definitely easier with Jaejoong near.

Yunho would be lying if he didn’t accept the fact that he was dying to ask about Jaejoong and Dr. Park, but he contained himself. He didn’t want Jaejoong or his family to have the wrong impression.

Yes, he had loved Jaejoong with all his might, and he was sure that Jaejoong would always have a special place in his life, but that didn’t mean he was still in love with him.

Yunho had realized now that he had faced Jaejoong, that his feelings for Changmin were true. They were strong and he was happy, even happier that he ever was with Jaejoong.

Suddenly, Yunho found himself in the middle of a conversation with the Kim’s for a couple of hours. The sun was threatening to go up, and a doctor had been coming out for the operating room to let them know how the surgery had been progressing from time to time. Sooyoung was stable now and she had had some ribs, an arm and a leg broken, but he was totally out of danger and if things progressed as they should, she would be able to get of the hospital in 3 weeks or so.

“Well, I gotta go now. I don’t want Min to be worried about me and I need some sleep,” Yunho commented, getting up and bowing at the whole family. “It’s been nice to see you all, and please tell Sooyoung that I’ll visit her soon.” He turned to leave when someone called his name.

“Yunho, I’m sorry to bother you, but…could you take Jaejoong and drop him in our house?” Mrs. Kim asked with a nervous smile and fidgeting with her blouse. “He’s been a little under the weather these days and I think he needs to rest a little,” she quickly added, as if trying to excuse herself.

Jaejoong shook his head. “Mom, I don’t think this is th-“

“It’s ok, Mrs. Kim. I’ll drop Jae off, so don’t worry,” Yunho said, interrupting Jaejoong. “C’mon,” he told his ex-lover before exiting the room.

They took the elevator and walked to the parking lot. Both entered Yunho’s gray car and he immediately started the engine.

Neither of them spoke a single word in the whole ride. It wasn’t that Yunho didn’t want to talk to Jaejoong, it was more likely he didn’t know what to talk to Jaejoong about. Yes, he wanted to talk about the divorce, but it wasn’t really the best time since he probably just wanted to get home and sleep. But, well, tomorrow is always another day.

“You know, you didn’t have to do this,” Jaejoong said as Yunho parked right in front of the Kim’s house.

“No problem, Jae. Now go get some rest so you can be there when Sooyoung wakes up,” Yunho responded with a smile and a pat on Jaejoong’s shoulder.

Jaejoong looked up at Yunho and locked their gazes. “I broke up with Yoochun,” he suddenly said.

“Well, I’m sor-“

“No,” Jaejoong cut Yunho off. “Don’t be sorry,” he added with a serious tone in his voice. “Look… I broke up with him because I realized how much I love you, Yunho.”

Yunho widened his eyes in surprise. He opened and closed his mouth a couple of times, trying to sink in what the hell was happening.

Jaejoong grabbed Yunho’s hand. “When my sister told me you were with someone else, and then your lawyer called about the divorce... I-I just realized how much you mean to me, Yunho. How much of a fool I had been,” he said as he desperately leaned onto the other man. “You are the reason why I decided to go back to Korea, because we should give ‘us’ another chance. And, I’m willing to do anything for you to forgive me, Yunho. I love you…I love you so so much.”

Yunho felt some familiar lips on his. It took him a few seconds to grasp what was happening: Jaejoong was kissing him. Those lips felt so wrong on his own, they felt cold and empty, and in his mind immediately flashed an image of Changmin, wearing that smile that he loved so much, eyes going mismatched and looking as gorgeous as the first day they met.

****

Changmin woke up around noon, thanks to his headache. He sat on the bed and immediately regretted it as he felt dizzy and with the urge to puke. “I’m never drinking again,” he whispered as he looked around. He spotted his boyfriend standing in the doorway, with a glass of water in one hand, and some pills on the other.

“Here. Take these,” Yunho commanded, with worry in his voice and face. He handed his boyfriend the pills and water, and took a seat on the bed. “Rest a little so you can feel better soon.”

The student did as told. “Have you picked up Taepoong and Mangdoongie?” He asked, after not seeing both dogs step into the room and jump on the bed, wanting to make him get out of bed so he could play with them.

“No, they’re still at Junsu’s,” Yunho responded. They had left the dogs with Junsu while they moved into the new apartment until they were completely settled, or at least after the party was finished.

“Maybe we should go get them in a couple of hours, or at least until my hangover passes a little,” Changmin said, laying back again, closing his eyes and grunting at the pain in his head. “That Heechul is gonna suffer. I’ll make sure of that.”

A few seconds of silence passed and Changmin opened his eyes again, turning to look at Yunho, who looked anxious and worried. Immediately Changmin knew something was wrong. He was about to ask why Yunho was acting like that when Yunho beat him at it.

“Yesterday, after you fell asleep, I received a call,“ Yunho started, finally looking at his boyfriend in the eyes. “It was Jaejoong. He called me because Sooyoung, his sister, had a car accident…and I went… because I care for them, his family. They always treated me well, as a part of the family so I went to see how she was. But then, I was asked to drop Jaejoong off to their house because he was feeling bad…and he said that he loved me and he kissed me.”

Yunho stood there, waiting for Changmin to say something, anything. He was worried because now he saw that what he had done had been wrong. He couldn’t imagine how Changmin would feel to know that he sneaked out practically, to see the family of the person you used to love and above all, that said person kissed you.

Yunho prayed, he just prayed for Changmin to comprehend, for Changmin to not be mad at him. Because God knows if Changmin would have done something similar, he would have felt hurt and betrayed to some extent. But Yunho wanted to be honest with his boyfriend, no matter what. Honesty and communication were essential in any relationship and Yunho didn’t want to damage that. He preferred Changmin knowing because of him, and not because of someone else.

Changmin suddenly got up, and started to pick up his clothes, not even bothering to look at his boyfriend.

Fear and desperation started to take over Yunho slowly. “I swear I pushed him away from me and I immediately came home, Min. I love you and only you.”

Changmin finally turned to look at him, but Yunho would have preferred that he didn’t. He looked hurt, disappointed and angry; it was too much for Yunho to handle. He hated himself in that moment for making Changmin look like that.

“You know, Yunho,” the younger boy said as he started to dress himself quickly. He breathed in and out, trying not to cry. “I think you seriously need to fucking decide who you love, if Jaejoong or me! I can’t believe you just fucking ran to him because he called you! I can understand that you were worried about his sister, but you also gave him a ride to his house?! And, above all that you’re still fucking married to him so I’m the fucking third person in here!” Changmin snapped.

“Min, I swear I’m gonna divorce! I’m gonna talk to my lawyer so we can sign the papers soon! I’m just waiting this whole Sooyoung thing to pass a little, I swear.” Yunho defended himself. “Don’t ever think you’re the third here, Min. Please, I love you.”

“I-I don’t feel well and I need to think right now, Yunho,” Changmin declared as he grabbed his cellphone and wallet. “I’ll be at Junsu’s or Kyuhyun’s,” he said walking towards the door. “And don’t want to fucking see you unless you bring the divorce papers with you. You have 3 weeks, and if after those weeks I don’t hear from you, that would mean you chose Jaejoong and we’ll never see each other again.”

Yunho watched as Changmin closed the door and stayed there, thinking about what the fuck had just happened. He didn’t know what to do. He felt like suffocating, it was like something heavy was pressed against his chest and he couldn’t have enough air.

He started to cry, hoping that after some hours, Changmin would see things in his perspective because, he had been wrong, but Yunho never ever meant to hurt him.

Yunho grabbed his cellphone and dialed immediately the number of his lawyer. He knew that a paper wasn’t going to be enough to prove himself and his love for Changmin, but it was start.

He was decided: no matter what he was going to have Changmin back.

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A/N: Hi guys! I'm very very sorry for the extremely late update, but well, college stuff and well, the thesis is almost done now! :D Hope you remember this fic and that this chapter doesn't turn out to be as crappy as I think it is! :(
This will probably have around 2 or 3 chapters more and I'll be able to update regularly! Yay! :)
Anyways, hope you enjoy this and please do tell me what you think! :D

A/N2: I am obsessed with The Walking Dead, so, I was wondering what do you guys think. I was thinking that after finishing this story, I could start one HoMin based on TWD... Do you guys have ideas? Would you like SeKai in it as well? Other pairings? :P

Catch Me - 9 (HoMin, SeKai)

2013-01-30T06:02:18Z

Title:Catch Me
Pairing: HoMin, SeKai
Authors: monick87 & dc_flag
Length: 9/?
Genre: AU
Warnings: Smut, angst, violence, bad language
Rate: NC-17
Disclaimer: Inspired loosely in the anime Elfen Lied.
Summary: Being afraid of what you don´t understand is natural. The secret is in doing your best to understand it.

Neun

“Hyung, I need you to try to hide your presence right now.”

Changmin recognized that voice as he rubbed his temples and opened his eyes. “This is getting really old,” he said after he realized he didn’t know where the fuck he was.

He saw Kai looking intently at him.

“Hyung, try to hide it right now and hopefully Chanyeol is in such emotional distress that he won’t notice you’re here,” Kai explained.

Changmin did as told. “I’m thirsty,” he said, licking his lips. “What the fuck happened?” He asked his dongsaeng as he still held his head in his hands.

Kai smiled. “Hyung, you’re back!” He exclaimed, hugging Changmin slightly, who froze but smiled as well, patting Kai’s back.

“Yeah, yeah. Now, care to explain things to me?” Changmin asked, wanting to know whatever Kai had to tell him now. “My head hurts like hell! The last thing I remember was my Yunnie hyung in and on top of me.”

Max.

Something clicked inside Changmin’s head, and he looked at his friend. “Who the fuck is Max?”

Kai sighed. “Well, apparently the corp really fucked you up or something and you developed another personality called Max,” he explained carefully. “So Max is you.”

Changmin looked at him with unreadable eyes. “You’re fucking with me, right?” He laughed. “Now, seriously, tell me what the fuck is this happening to me? Why I can’t fucking seem to remember anything?!”

“I told you. Because apparently you have another personality called Max. I’ve seen it myself!” Kai argued. “He isn’t like you. I’ve seen him interact with your hyung, and he seems almost stupidly naïve.”

“No, no. There must be another kind of explanation. I can’t have another personality!” Changmin exclaimed. “There must be another reason why Yunho had called me Max. I must’ve found him in another way, and I just forgot, somehow…” he stopped. It all made sense: the blackouts, the memory lost, the headaches, the dizziness, the confusion, the way Yunho seemed to adore him so much.

Of course Yunho wouldn’t love a monster like him.

Changmin laughed sadly. Yes, he had bonded with his love one, but he didn’t own Yunho’s heart. What would Yunho think when he knew that Max wasn’t Max? That he was just a part of Changmin’s self. “I guess it was too good to be true,” he mumbled. “Tell me, Kai. Do I…no. Does Max look happy?”

Kai looked up at the sky and sighed. “I guess he does. He’s innocent, happy and just has this special aura, or feeling around him, a harmless one. I think he doesn’t even know what he is and what you had gone through. You could say that ignorance is a bliss,” he explained. “I guess that’s why the corp still hasn’t found you. They can’t track Max’s presence as he believes he is human, and only I seem to locate you because of our bond.”

Changmin frowned. He had gone through a lot before, but never has his psyche had the need of recurring to someone else. It just happen now that he had found Yunho…

Could it be that?

“I’m in charge to locate and capture you,” Kai explained with a smirk. “Heejun is surely desperate to have you back as soon as possible, but we could think about a good plan for escaping or killing him.”

Changmin smiled, trying to get a hold of his emotions. “So, it would be like the old times, Jongin?” He asked with a smirk. “Me protecting your ass from getting caught or killed?”

Kai rolled his eyes. “I’m not a child anymore!”

Changmin snorted. “Of course you aren’t! You’ve imprinted and mated! I can totally see it and feel it in you and that Sehun, who’s not far away.”

“Well, same goes for you and Yunho hyung,” Kai retorted, raising an eyebrow. “So, have you guys passed the 48 hours?”

Changmin froze. Dammit! If he was going to stay as himself then it was alright. However, if Max came back he needed to warn him about the 48 rule. That he and Yunho needed to mate as much as possible in that time, and that his instincts and protectiveness will be stronger and could be deadly.

“I-I don’t know. I’m not sure,” Changmin responded, trying to remember something that could tell him that he and Yunho had already gone through that or not. “I need to find a way to communicate with my other self, if that’s even possible.”

“Maybe I could explain things to him when he comes back?” Kai suggested. “Or at least I could try.”

Changmin sighed. “I don’t know…I guess.”

“Are you planning to tell your hyung everything? “

Changmin’s insides twisted at Kai’s words. He bit his lower lip and frowned. “He doesn’t seem to remember me at all…” he mumbled in a sad tone. “But I have to. I have to apo-“ He turned his head and saw a familiar person approaching. “Argh, my fucking head,” he said as he closed his eyes.

Kai put one hand on Changmin’s back and turned to see at the person that had surely made Max come back. His senses sharpened as he looked back at Changmin. “Are you ok?” He asked, still seeing that person approached them with the corner of his eye.

Max opened his eyes and looked around confused. He saw Jongin in front of him, wearing an honest smile on his face.

“Are you ok?” Kai asked again, as he rubbed Max’s back slightly.

Max nodded. “Yes. I just felt a little dizzy,” he responded. He turned to see Donghae almost in front of them….looking weirdly at Jongin.

“Is everything ok?” Donghae asked, looking intently at Kai and his hand on the back of Max. “Are you ok, Max? Where’s Yunho?”

“Yes, I am. Yunho went to get water but he’s taking forver, and Jongin is keeping me company,” Max explained, pouting a little as he looked around one more time to see if Yunho was in sight. He wasn’t, though.

Kai didn’t know if this man was ok to trust or not. Max seemed to know him though. “I’m Jongin. Nice to meet you,” he said, bowing slightly with his head and extending his free hand.

Donghae bowed back and took the other’s hand before shaking it. “I’m Donghae.”

There was an awkward moment of silence in which Kai just stared at Donghae, when two more people approached them.

“Yunho!” Max squealed as he launched himself to the older man, with a huge smile. “Where were you?” he asked pouting. It was only then he noticed another person behind Yunho. A person he didn’t like too much.

“I was buying water when I bumped into Jaejoong, and I invited him to come along with us,” Yunho explained as Max removed himself from the older man and frowned a little.

Kai observed Max’s body language and decided to stay for a little more. What could happen if Max got extremely jealous? How would he react? What would he do?

The young diclonius got up and Yunho noticed him in that moment. “Oh, sorry. I didn’t see you. Who are you?” He asked, with curiosity.

“He’s Jongin!” Max responded enthusiastically.

Yunho’s felt something rise inside him. He didn’t like this at all.

Donghae rolled his eyes. “Hi, JJ,” he greeted the almost forgotten man. “Why don’t we keep on walking or something?”

At the mention of the man, Max tightened his grip on Yunho’s arm. “Hi, Jaejoong,” he greeted nonchalantly.

“Hi,” Jaejoong greeted back. “And nice to meet you, Jongin. I’m Jaejoong,” he said, turning to look at Kai, who seemed very amused by the whole situation. He got a hold of Yunho’s free arm and pulled it a little. “Let’s go see that stand I told you about,” he told Yunho with a smile.

Max froze. He glared at Jaejoong and Kai immediately tensed up. If he didn’t do something now, Jaejoong would end up in pieces, literally.

“Can I join?” Kai interrupted, walking in between Yunho and Jaejoong and grabbing the shorter man’s arm. “I’m kinda bored,” he added, mentally wondering why he was even doing this. Normally, he would have let Max or well, Changmin kill whoever he wanted, but something told him that this couldn’t be the case. Apparently this Jaejoong was a good friend of Changmin’s mate.

Jaejoong nodded, a bit shocked by the young boy’s actions and they started to keep on walking.

Kai glanced at Max quickly and saw that he had relaxed noticeable. He sighed in relief, not noticing at all that he was still holding Jaejoong’s arm.

Suddenly, Kai squealed, pushing away Jaejoong as far as he could. He had just felt it, and he was screwed.

Kai turned around, closing his eyes in fear. “I can explain,” he said, making everybody turn around as well, to see what was happening.

A very pale young boy was standing there glaring at Kai and Jaejoong. “Mate for a lifetime my ass!” He spat. “First, you didn’t fix anything with Chanyeol and now I find you happily walking around with someone that isn’t me!”

Kai flinched. He knew he needed to explain that he went away just to talk to Changmin, but he couldn’t at the moment! What should he do?! “Sehun…baby. I can explain, I swear!” He said, hoping Sehun wouldn’t be too upset to understand the tone of his voice.

Donghae was thoroughly amused by the whole show in front of him, as Jaejoong carefully walked towards him.

Sehun was about to say something when he noticed Changmin holding another man’s arm. He gulped, feeling anxious suddenly. He remembered how near to death he had felt that time when Changmin had caught him. “Is this some kind of reunion or what?”

Max titled his head, feeling something familiar in this guy.

Before anything else happened, Kai went to Sehun’s side. “Everybody, this is my boyfriend Sehun. Sehun, those are Donghae, Jaejoong, Yunho and Max,” he said, emphasizing Max’s name.

It took a few seconds to Sehun to actually understand the situation as he remembered that he had seen the man next to Changmin before and had called him Max. So, that was all about!

“Well, it was nice to meet you all, and we’re sorry we can’t stay more time, but we need to get going. We have a lot of things to do, bye!” Kai said hastily as he grabbed Sehun’s hand and waved with the other.

His shirt moved a little by the neck and Donghae noticed something black peeking out of it just a bit. He narrowed his eyes and widened his eyes as he realized that this guy had black scales, just like Max’s.

Kai caught him staring as his scales and sent him a warning look astheir eyes locked for a second.

Donghae gulped as he saw Kai and Sehun walk away hand in hand. Those eyes, the look that Kai had sent him felt extremely dangerous and he couldn’t help but think that meant just one thing: Don’t even think about saying a word about what you’ve just seen.

*****

The HoMin couple -as Donghae had dubbed them- walked into the cool apartment. Yunho flipped on the lights, and Mangdongie scurried to her master. Max picked her up and started to pet her lovingly.

Max was so innocent, and that was something that Yunho loved about him. Yunho felt as if he knew Max inside out, when that wasn’t true. He wondered about Max’s past, his life. Was Max his real name? Where he was from? Who were his parents? Did he have siblings? How was it like in the life he had before?

Yunho dreaded the answer, but he also wondered if Max used to have a relationship with someone else before? What if Yunho was taking Max away from the person he loved and cherished, a person that really knew him?

In times like this Yunho wanted to hit himself in the head, he hated the feeling of confusion, of not knowing. Maybe, part of him really didn’t want to know, since everything he wanted was right in front of him.

“Max,” Yunho called softly. “Baby…”

The younger man turned around, and smiled at his boyfriend. “Yes, Yunho?” he smiled. “Darling?”

Yunho chuckled. “Let’s talk for a while,” he said, as he motioned for the couch. “Come, sit down.”

“OK,” the young man said. “What for?”

Yunho took his hand in his and entwined their fingers and started to stroke the other’s hand tenderly. He smiled encouragingly and looked right into Max’s eyes. “Have you remembered something about your past?” He asked with curiosity.

Max frowned and suddenly started to feel pressured. He focused his eyes on the floor as he tried to find something, anything inside of his head that could help him.

The image of Kai suddenly came to him, and he shook it. He needed memories, not the image of someone he had just met. “I don’t know,” he whispered with desperation as he started to feel frustrated. “I can’t remember anything from before meeting you,” he mumbled as he looked back at Yunho with teared-eyes, starting to feel suddenly that something in him wasn’t right.

Who was he? What was he? Did he have beloved ones that missed him?

“Don’t cry, please,” Yunho said hastily, as he wiped the salty tears off of Max’s cheeks. “Don’t feel pressured, baby. It’s ok if you don’t remember.”

Max nodded and put Yunho’s hands away from his face before wiping his remaining tears with the back of his hands. “I want to remember but there’s nothing.” He got up from the couch and took a step before Yunho stopped him by grabbing his wrist.

“Where you going?” He asked, panicking a little. Maybe Max felt upset about his questions?

Max smiled innocently. “To wash up my face,” he explained, as if it was the most logical thing in the world.

“The ever so proper Max,” Yunho mumbled, as he smiled up at his lover, feeling relieved by the boy’s answer. “Kiss?” He asked for.

Max smiled shyly and leaned down to peck Yunho’s cheek cutely.

When he pulled back, Yunho was pouting and Max laughed at that. He just loved when Yunho was very cute and affectionate with him, demanding more skin to skin contact.

“What was that?” Yunho protested.

“A kiss,” Max answered, titling his head slightly. “Why’d you ask that?”

Yunho laughed at Max’s little confusion and pulled him down, making the younger boy fall on his lap. “This is a proper kiss,” Yunho said before connecting his lips with Max’s.

Max straddled the older man out of instinct. Yunho smiled into the kiss, and wrapped his arms around Max’s waist, bringing him even closer.

Yunho pushed Max slightly, breaking the kiss and both pressed their foreheads together, looking into each other’s eyes, letting themselves communicate with them and not just words.

“Let me love you again,” Yunho whispered in a low tone. “I love you,” he declared, running his hands up Max’s back and under his shirt. “I need you.”

Max smiled shyly and blushed, making Yunho want to take him right there. “Love me…” he approved.

That was all Yunho needed to hear before he attacked Max’s lips with his own. He could feel how their lips moved in unison, as if they were made just for this. Yunho pushed Max down on the couch and hands started to roam underneath the clothes they were wearing.

Yunho stripped out of his clothes in no time, while Max watched blushing hardly. This was new to him, so he didn’t really know what to do. The sight of Yunho’s naked body made Max felt something warm spread inside him and straight to him groin.

Max moaned as Yunho started to strip him as well as their eyes locked once again.

Once Max was fully naked, he couldn’t help but feel both scared and excited. He didn’t know what was next, but he was sure Yunho would never hurt him in any way.

‘Is this loving?’ He asked himself as he felt Yunho’s warm hands on his skin. The very touch made him feel things he hadn’t felt ever before.

The moment Yunho’s hand went down to Max’s crotch, the younger’s toes curled. The older wanted to be inside the young body again so bad.

“Y-Yunho…” Max moaned as Yunho finished leaving marks all over his body that made the younger tremble delightfully. “What’s next?”

He older man looked down at his lover. “Let me get the lube,” he said as he went to reach the tube.

Max nodded, suddenly feeling scared. What if whatever Yunho was about to do would him hurt?

‘It wont.’ A voice said in his head. ‘Just relax your muscles.’

Max frowned and looked around. “What?”

‘Just trust me,’ the familiar voice said.

Max found the voice oddly reassuring. Finally after what felt like forever, Yunho came back with lube and a condom.

“What’s that?” Max pointed to the small square foil.

Yunho looked at him and then at the wrapper. “Something we should have used the first time.”

“What’s that supposed to mean?” Max asked, truly confuse by now.

Yunho stared at him. “Nothing baby,” he explained, starting to feel a bit uncomfortable with Max’s naivety. “I just want to protect you even though I’m clean.”

“Sorry,” Max whispered ashamed. He felt that this was something he should know. Sometimes he wanted to remember everything so bad. “I didn’t know.”

Yunho smiled at him and kissed him. “It’s ok, but we need to use it.”

Max just nodded, and watched with wondering eyes as Yunho stroked himself. The condom was rolled down Yunho hard length, and drizzled with lube. Max reached out and touched the erection, looking up at Yunho with dark but somehow unsure eyes.

“Your turn,” Yunho whispered with a reassuring smile and laid Max down on the couch. He carefully prepped the young man slowly. One finger turned into two and into three later. Max was panting heavily as Yunho shoved all three fingers in and out in a steady and slow pace. “Ready?”

Max nodded. “Yes…” He whispered.

Finally, after raising Max’s ass to level it with a pillow underneath it, Yunho kneeled as he pinned his lover’s thighs to his torso as best as he could. He slowly guided his now throbbing member in to Max’s tight hole.

“Ah!” Max gritted out from the stabbing paint that ran through his body as Yunho entered him carefully.

He breathed in and out a couple of times with eyebrows furrowed and eyes closed tightly for some seconds that felt like minutes.

Yunho moved out once Max was relaxed enough and he pushed part way in again, he paused to feel the involuntary squeezing against his swollen tip. This provided Max an opportunity to relax even more and accept his lover’s length deep inside of him as Yunho started to rock in an out slowly.

“So fucking tight,” Yunho groaned, almost out of breath.

“Is that bad?” Max asked finally opening his eyes and looking at Yunho with a mixture of curiosity and shame.

Yunho leaned down and captured Max’s lips in a desperate kiss as they moved in unison . “It’s good, baby…so good.”

Yunho kissed down Max’s neck, as the younger man smiled and wrapped his arms around the older man’s neck.

Without Yunho completely withdrawing from Max, somehow they found themselves on their sides. Yunho’s body was spooned against Max’s, with the boy’s top leg propped up in the air, and Yunho’s hand clutching the back of his knee.

“Wow,” Max moaned and laid his head onto Yunho’s out stretched arm.

Yunho didn’t response and only pumped furiously into Max from behind. Suddenly, after a while, his thrusts stopped.

“Max,” he panted. “Want t-to be on top?”

The young man frowned at the sudden halt of pleasure. “Why did you stop?” he asked upset. “On top of what?”

“Of me, silly,” Yunho said smiling as he pulled out and lay on the couch. “Sit on top of me, and I’ll do the rest.”

Max looked at him strangely but did as he said. Max came up on top of Yunho and the older man rose up his narrow hips and hovered him over his large dick. Max looked on curiously as Yunho slowly started inserting him onto his dick.

“Now, slowly go up and down.” Yunho instructed.

Max raised himself up, and grabbed onto Yunho’s shoulders for leverage. He slowly sunk onto Yunho and panted.

“So large,” Max breathed. “Feels good.”

Yunho chuckled and held tightly onto Max.

Finally, Max was all the way down on Yunho. He didn’t start thrusting yet because this was a new position for Max, and he wanted the boy to get used to having him inside his body like this.

After a while Max nodded his head. “Move, p-please, move…”

As Yunho started moving in and out quickly, he reached up in front of him and took Max’s dick in his hands.

“Yunnie, oh! Ugh, I-I…” Max whined and grabbed his shoulders hard. “Oh!”

‘Yunnie,’ Yunho thought,feeling a strange pressure in his heart. ‘So familiar…’

It didn’t take long, because of the combination of Yunho inside of Max and Max stroking his dick, for both to come really hard.

They both rode out their orgasms, and Yunho stayed inside Max as long as possible, but eventually slipped out. Max got off of Yunho, and collapsed practically on top of him.

“Yunho?” Max whispered and rolled over to face his lover.

Yunho smiled sleepily. “Yeah?” He asked, wrapping an arm around the boy’s waist.

Max leaned closer and kissed the older man passionately. “I love you,” he whispered.

Yunho kissed him again, and again. “Love you, too.”

“I’m sore Yunho.” Max moaned with a frown. “It’s pounding with pain.”

Yunho leaned down and stroked the hole he violated for the past hour. He looked up and smiled down at Max.

“Better?” he asked.

Max nodded and beamed. “Best fucking sex ever.” He grinned.

Yunho laughed out loud at his use of words.

“What?” He asked, titling his head slightly.

“That was funny,” Yunho laughed. “But it was the best ever…and it’s going to get much better.”

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A/N: We're very sorry for the delay but we had been busy with college and life in general. But well, we are in another writing spree, so don't worry because we are definitely finishing this soon.

Hope you like this chapter and please tell us what you think! :D

Domestic Life - Part 9 (HoMin)

2012-11-09T06:27:45Z

Series: Family
Title: Domestic Life - Part 9
Pairing: HoMin
Authors: monick87 & dc_flag
Length: One big ass one-shot
Genre: AU
Warnings: Mpreg, explicit sex
Rate: NC- 17
Disclaimer: Don't own anything but the plot
Summary: Maybe being so domestic it isn't so easy for Yunho and Changmin.

A/N: I promise I'll organize everything as soon as I have time! *hides*

1. Surprise...You're Pregnant!
2. The Baby Years - Newborn
3. The Baby Years - 3 Months
4. The Baby Years - 6 Months
5. The Baby Years - 9 Months
6-1. The Baby Years - 12 Months
6-2. The Baby Years - 12 Months
7. The Wedding
8. Honeymoon
9-1. Domestic Life - 1
9-2. Domestic Life - 2
9-3. Domestic Life - 3
9-4. Domestic Life - 4
9-5. Domestic Life - 5
9-6. Domestic Life - 6
9-7. Domestic Life - 7
9-8. Domestic Life - 8

::7 Months Later in Japan::

::July 2017::

Since both he and Changmin had work in Japan for a few days, they decided to bring all three children. For tonight, they were all out at one of Changmin’s favorite Japanese restaurant for dinner. Changmin was holding a 9-month-old JiMin, who just smiled at everyone. She was so fidgety, and loved to move everywhere. The young man stood her up on his lap, and she clapped her hands.

“Daddy, can we go look at the big fish?” JiYool asked in perfect Japanese.

Yunho placed his chopsticks down, and wiped his mouth on his napkin. “Yeah, but stay were appa and I can see you, princess.”

She nodded, and took ChinHae’s hand in hers. They walked over to the fish tank, and looked at all the fishes inside. Yunho reached over for JiMin, and Changmin handed her over quickly.

Changmin was extremely happy too, because he could finally began eating his spicy ramen, and rice. Yunho was opening up his fortune cookie, and tried to keep the plastic away from JiMin’s grabby hands.

“Little princess.” He smiled at his daughter. “This isn’t for you.” JiMin grunted and reached for the plastic again. “No, my love.”

Changmin held open his hand, and Yunho placed the cookie into it. He sat his own pair of chopsticks down, and opened it.

“What the fortune say, baby?” Yunho asked as he held the baby girl up under her arms, as he passed her bottle.

Changmin looked at it, and read it aloud. “Even though times get hard, and the journey is long, don’t stop believing. Your prize awaits you at the end.”

Yunho sat JiMin in his lap and opened the other one. “Within the next few years, you will overcome obstacles, to strengthen your relationship.”

“Nonsense,” Changmin said before finishing eating his food.

Yunho smiled. “Yeah, but I’m keeping them,” he said taking both small papers.

“Why?” Changmin questioned.

Yunho looked at him. “Because, I believe in them.”

“Sap,” Changmin joked, as he wiped JiMin’s drooly mouth. “Your daddy is an emotional sap, little princess.”

The older man blushed. “I’m a sap for true love,” he answered back, as he leaned forward to kiss his husband on his lips. “It found me you, Minnie.”

“Oh God! Your sappiness makes me want to throw up!” Changmin said, pretending to be horrified.

“Love you, too.” Yunho whispered back.

Changmin smiled, and looked over at his family. His 2 little girls, his little boy, and his handsome husband: Jung Yunho.

Changmin never believed in true love, but Yunho managed to change that the moment he insulted him all those years ago. Who would have known that the ice cold teenager he met, would become the love of his life, and father of his three children.

Changmin sighed contently, and smiled even more to himself.

“What is it, Min?” Yunho asked, taking his husbands hand.

“Just thinking,” Changmin answered.

Yunho nodded. “About?”

“Our family.” The younger smiled.

Yunho smiled back at his husband, and looked over at JiYool, and ChinHae. Their daughter turned back to face their table, and waved at her parents. ChinHae turned back and made the heart sign to his parents and little sister. Yunho blew a kiss to them, and waved back.

“Our family is perfect.” Yunho smiled.

Changmin nodded. “Thanks to me.”

“Thanks to us baby,” Yunho said with a smile, and a kiss to JiMin’s cheek. “Thanks for giving them to me.”

Changmin smiled this time. “Sap, but you’re welcomed.”

Yunho laughed and buried his face in his daughter soft hair. “Our journey is just beginning, Min.”

Changmin nodded, and held out his beer cup. “To our family and journey.”

“To our family and journey,” Yunho repeated back, and smiled at his husband. JiMin made a protest, which caused her parent to laugh. “We love you, too, little princess.”

With that said, the family of five spent the rest of the day together, and enjoyed each other presence.

A/N: It's officially over! :) This is the last part of this universe stories and we're both sad and glad about that! Tell us what you think! :D

I've been very sick thanks to drinking too much spicy food and coffee so I've been having the worst gastritis pain and such. I might not be able to be online as much as I used to thanks to that because I need to rest and don't stress and a lot of things, so yeah.
Chapter 9 of Catch Me is gonna be up soon, I hope! :D And well, my other stories, please bear a little more~ *makes puppy eyes*

Thank you so much for everything! :D

Domestic Life - Part 8

2012-11-09T06:21:00Z

Series: Family
Title: Domestic Life - Part 8
Pairing: HoMin
Authors: monick87 & dc_flag
Length: One big ass one-shot
Genre: AU
Warnings: Mpreg, explicit sex
Rate: NC- 17
Disclaimer: Don't own anything but the plot
Summary: Maybe being so domestic it isn't so easy for Yunho and Changmin.

A/N: I promise I'll organize everything as soon as I have time! *hides*

1. Surprise...You're Pregnant!
2. The Baby Years - Newborn
3. The Baby Years - 3 Months
4. The Baby Years - 6 Months
5. The Baby Years - 9 Months
6-1. The Baby Years - 12 Months
6-2. The Baby Years - 12 Months
7. The Wedding
8. Honeymoon
9-1. Domestic Life - 1
9-2. Domestic Life - 2
9-3. Domestic Life - 3
9-4. Domestic Life - 4
9-5. Domestic Life - 5
9-6. Domestic Life - 6
9-7. Domestic Life - 7

:: 1 Week later::

Yunho was waiting at the entrance of the elementary school auditorium with JiMin, looking for his husband. Earlier today, Changmin flew in from Japan but Yunho still hadn’t seen him. They both talked throughout the day, and the younger man said that he would pick up ChinHae from the nursery school.

Tonight was JiYool’s first ballet recital, and it was important for both parents to be there. JiYool was known from her random temper-tantrums and both Yunho and Changmin knew that she would have thrown a pure diva-fit if Changmin wasn't there. While her Min appa was gone, she kept on asking Yunho if he was going to make it home on time. Yunho patiently told her the same answer, he told her every day.

‘He wouldn’t miss it for the world.’

That always kept her hope up, until the next day rolled around. Even before the recital was about to start, JiYool asked Yunho again and he promised her the same answer. Yunho knew Changmin wouldn’t break his promise to his little girl.

“Come on, Min,” the older man whispered to myself, as he looked around again, and tried to keep JiMin from moving all over the place.

Right then, Yunho spotted Changmin hurrying up the stairs, carrying ChinHae in his arms. When he saw his older husband, Changmin rushed over and kissed his cheeks, before kissing his lips.

“Sorry,” he smiled and sat ChinHae on the ground. “The prince wanted to make JiYool a macaroni necklace at school.” Changmin said fixing ChinHae’s wind-blown hair. “Well…shall we?” he finished as he opened his arms for JiMin to go into.

Yunho nodded and scooped up ChinHae and took Changmin’s hand in his, as the family made their way down to the front row. Yunho let Changmin go first, and he sat by his mom and dad, who were carrying pink roses for JiYool. She smiled at JiMin, and ChinHae was waving to get her attention.

“Halmoni!” ChinHae said loudly. “Hi!”

Changmin’s mom smiled, and handed ChinHae a small bag of animal crackers that were shaped as dinosaurs. Before ChinHae was about to start talking again, Changmin shushed him gently as the ballet instructor, Taemin, introduced the first dance. Yunho got the camera set up, and began filming. Both parents and grandparents watched with glee as their little girl came out with her class.

“JiYoolie!” ChinHae screamed and clapped. “Daddy! Appa! It's noona!”

Changmin kissed his cheeks and quieted him down once again. Everyone watched the class dance, and when it came time for JiYool’s little solo, she froze up completely. She looked at Taemin, and then out towards the audience.

“Oh no.” Yunho whispered, and stopped filming when he and Changmin saw their princess lip quiver. “Min...”

Taemin gently took her hand and walked her off stage, and the dance resumed. After the dance, everyone all stood up, and walked into the hallways. Parents were congratulating their children, but Yunho and Changmin couldn’t find their daughter.

Yunho saw Taemin talking to some parents, and tapped him on the shoulder. “Excuse me Taemin, but have you seen JiYool?”

Taemin smiled and excused herself from the other parents. “Yes. She’s in the classroom.” He said smiling and showing them where to go.

They walked for a while, and stopped at room 5. Changmin opened the door and went in first. “Appa!” JiYool whined and went Changmin.

“You did fine.” Changmin bent down, and wiped her tears. “It’s ok princess”.

“No! I sucked!” She said burying her face in Changmin’s jacket. “I practiced really hard and forever! I wanted it to be perfect for you guys!”

“You did a good job JiYool.” Changmin said standing up. “I’m proud of you. Your daddy is proud of you. We all are and you did wonderful.”

“Yeah?” She asked.

Yunho nodded. “Yes, princess,” he told her as he sat ChinHae down and walked over to his oldest daughter. “You just had stage fright.”

She sniffed. “Oh. That’s what that was.”

Changmin laughed and Yunho smiled. “You’re going to be the best ballet dancer.”

“Really?” She smiled, while Changmin and Yunho nodded. “Daddy?”

“Huh?” Yunho said bending down while putting on her jacket.

She looked at him with her light brown eyes she inherited from Changmin. “Can I show you my dance later on?”

Yunho looked at Changmin and he smiled down at JiYool. “Of course,” Yunho told her as he picked her up. Yunho was careful not to ruin her tutu ruffles…she was serious about her tutus. “Let’s get some McDonalds for dinner.”

ChinHae agreed and explained that he wanted a happy meal. Changmin nodded and zipped up his jacket along with JiMin’s, and the little family was off get dinner.

****

::2 Weeks Later::

It had been two weeks since JiYool had a little stage fright during her ballet recital. Yunho helped her plan another recital that was to be held in their back yard. He, Junsu, and Yoochun built a little stage while Jaejoong supervised. Later, Yunho hung a few old curtains that Changmin found in storage.

They sat mats on the freshly trimmed grass and arranged the seating. JiYool designed the invitation and Changmin distributed them out to all of their family and friends by email. Both grandmothers helped Changmin and Jaejoong cook a small lunch to serve, and JiYool had to taste test everything to make sure it was perfect.

A few hours before the recital was suppose to start, JiYool was locked up in her room practicing and practicing her dance. After Changmin left to get her a new tutu that she begged for, she didn’t come out for anything but food and to use the bathroom. She even locked ChinHae out, which caused the three year old to whine and pout.

“Princess, are you finished yet?” Yunho asked her through her bedroom. She yelled that she wasn’t, and turned the music back up loud. Her father sighed and shrugged at ChinHae, who was still by the door. “Sorry little prince. JiYoolie isn’t finished yet.”

“Open the door!” he demanded. “Noona!”

Yunho picked him up and took ChinHae into the living room. He explained to his son the best way he could that JiYool was practicing her dance for this afternoon. He whined but stopped as the door handle jiggled. Yunho and ChinHae looked behind them and saw ChinHae walked in with JiMin looking stressed.

“Hey babe,” Yunho said leaning back over the couch for a kiss.

Changmin leaned down, and kissed him on the lips, and then kissed ChinHae’s cheeks before putting JiMin on Yunho’s stomach. “Where’s JiYool?” he asked me placing JiMin’s diaper bag on the couch along with a dance store bag. “Don’t tell me she’s still in her room?”

“Ok.” Yunho smiled at JiMin was trying to get his glasses. “I won’t.”

“Did she at least eat?” Changmin shoved his husband. “You fed her right? And when I mean fed I mean actual food.”

Yunho nodded, but ChinHae patted Changmin’s arm. “Tell noona to come out, appa!” The little boy yelled.

Changmin smiled and suddenly they heard the upstairs bedroom door opened with a loud bang. “Appa! You’re home finally!”

“Yes, I am,” Changmin said opening his arms for her to hug him. “Ready to finish setting up?”

She nodded excitedly, and Yunho stood up with JiMin in his arms. “Well, let’s hurry.”

Changmin dressed the kids, and JiYool made sure she had her tutu on. Changmin even bought little JiMin a matching tutu to go over her pink onesie. After everyone was dressed, Changmin placed all the food on the table outside along with drinks, napkins and silverware. It didn’t take long before everyone was arriving. ChinHae and Yunho handed out the programs.

“All of this for a recital?” Heechul said to his fiancé Hangeng.

Yunho punched him in the shoulder playfully and smiled. “Yes, hyung all of this for a recital.”

“Don’t you think it’s a bit much?” He asked as Hangeng took his jacket.

Yunho shrugged. “You’ll understand when you have kids, hyung,” he explained. “You’ll do anything to make them happy.”

“I guess,” Heechul said and followed Yunho to the backyard. “There’s booze right?”

Yunho stared at his hyung and laughed. “Of course.”

Everyone else arrived and brought their children. Yoochun brought his son Kwan, Key and Jonghyun brought their little boy Ren and Jaejoong’s new wife and her daughter EunMi showed up. Taemin and Minho showed up at the same time as Siwon, Kyuhyun and an excited AeCha. She even had a big bouquet of roses in her arms along with a present for her best friend.

“We couldn’t leave the store without the toy,” Siwon said taking Kyuhyun’s and their daughter’s jacket. “She’s very persistent.”

Yunho smiled as AeCha handed him the gifts. “Thank you. JiYool will love it,” he told her and the little girl smiled and ran to the backyard.

*****

A little while later, Yunho helped put the cd in the portable stereo. “There you go, princess,” he said, smiling. “Ready?”

She ran and got into position with Taemin oppa. The music started, and JiYool begins twirling, and jumping around the stage with Taemin. Changmin clapped JiMin’s hands with the beat music that he and Kyu produced for the recital. Yunho filmed the entire thing again. Everyone watched as it got to the solo part where JiYool got her stage fright last time. Changmin grabbed Yunho’s hand and looked at him with worry. The older man rubbed his knuckles, and watched as their little girl breezed through it. JiYool finished with a turn, and bowed. Everyone got up and clapped for the little girl.

Changmin got up with JiMin and clapped. “You did wonderful princess.”

“Really?” She said hugging Changmin. “You liked it? Both of you?”

Yunho nodded. “You did a real good job.” JiYool shrieked with joy, and spun ChinHae around in a circle making him laugh. “Just remember that you can never give up. Ok?" Yunho told his daughter.

JiYool nodded and went to greet her guests and thank them for coming, before going to serve them lunch beside Jaejoong oppa.

“So proud of her.” Yunho smiled. Changmin cuddled into his husband, and sighed with content. “I love you,” he whispered to Yunho.

“Love you, too,” Yunho told him back and both men went to celebrate with their little girl.

Domestic Life - Part 7 (HoMin)

2012-11-09T06:10:57Z

Series: Family
Title: Domestic Life - Part 7
Pairing: HoMin
Authors: monick87 & dc_flag
Length: One big ass one-shot
Genre: AU
Warnings: Mpreg, explicit sex
Rate: NC- 17
Disclaimer: Don't own anything but the plot
Summary: Maybe being so domestic it isn't so easy for Yunho and Changmin.

A/N: I promise I'll organize everything as soon as I have time! *hides*

1. Surprise...You're Pregnant!
2. The Baby Years - Newborn
3. The Baby Years - 3 Months
4. The Baby Years - 6 Months
5. The Baby Years - 9 Months
6-1. The Baby Years - 12 Months
6-2. The Baby Years - 12 Months
7. The Wedding
8. Honeymoon
9-1. Domestic Life - 1
9-2. Domestic Life - 2
9-3. Domestic Life - 3
9-4. Domestic Life - 4
9-5. Domestic Life - 5
9-6. Domestic Life - 6

Changmin and Yunho finished at the doctors about half hour ago, and JiMin was actually following her naptime schedule for once. So instead of getting their eldest children like promised, they took advantage of the partial alone time in the best way they knew how.

“Fuck ,Yun! Ugh, right there…yes!” Changmin moaned into Yunho’s neck.

Yunho was pounding into him hard, and Changmin loved it. Especially even more since Yunho had his vasectomy operation about three weeks ago. He was clear of active sperm, and they didn’t have to worry about anymore-unplanned pregnancies.

“I’m close, Yunho!” Changmin breathed out. “Ooooh!”

Yunho leaned back and rotated his hips more. “Yeah,” he said as he speeded up. “Me too, Min.”

Both men were about to reach orgasm, when Yunho’s phone rung. Yunho groaned loudly, as he reached for Changmin’s spot again.

It kept ringing and ringing, and Changmin was about to break it in two. The younger man was about to reach over and get the phone, when Yunho stopped him.

“No, no, Min! Leave it. Fuck, yessss!” Yunho grunted loud. “Shit!”

Changmin arched his back. “Yun-Yunho…” he stuttered.

Yunho groaned into his husband’s neck, and he finally came inside Changmin, while the younger boy came over their stomachs. After a few seconds, Changmin reached for the phone again. The younger man cleared his voice, and let out a breathy hello.

“Yunho!” Jaejoong said in a hurried tone.

Changmin groaned loudly. “What do you want, Jae?” The lack of a good comeback from the older man was not normal, and he had the hunch that something wasn’t ok. Changmin stopped Yunho from moving slightly, and leaned up on his elbows. “What happened?” He asked carefully.

‘Well, Changmin…there’s nothing to worry about that much, but there had been a small accident with JiYool,’ he whispered.

“What?!” Changmin exclaimed, and Yunho instantly pulled out Changmin’s body, as he winced. “What accident? What happened? Is she ok?!”

‘EunMi and JiYool were playing tag in the back yard. When suddenly I heard a scream, and EunMi told me that JiYool fell and apparently she broke her arm.’ Jaejoong informed.

“Where are you?” Changmin asked hastily, as he got off the bed and pulled on his clothes. “Is ChinHae with you?”

‘Yes, he’s with me along with EunMi, AeCha, and JiYool. We’re at the he hospital that is near my house. Now, could you fax over her information?’ Jaejoong

“I’m coming over there as fast as I can!” Changmin said as he threw Yunho’s clothes at him, signaling him that he should get dress up quickly.

‘Can’t you send the papers before you come? The more time we wait, the more time she’s in pain,’ Jaejoong commented.

He knew Changmin would want to be there as soon as possible. After all, it was Yunho and his little girl and it was perfectly understandable.

Changmin sighed. “I’m on the way, now. We’ll waste more time if I fax them.” he explained to Jaejoong. “I’ll be there in a second, ok!” he added before hanging up.

Yunho raised an eyebrow and immediately Changmin explained to him what had just happened.

“I’ll go and fetch her while you stay with JiMin, ok? No need to wake her up and have one girl in pain and another moody as hell,” Yunho told his husband. “I’ll call you to let you know how is she and everything as soon as I get there.”

Changmin nodded, and sighed. He really wanted to be there with JiYool, but Yunho was right.

“But tell me the truth and call me if anything, as little as it is happens!” Changmin demanded and Yunho kissed him before making his way out of their house, leaving a very worried Changmin behind.

*****

::Few Hours Later::

It was late in the evening, and JiYool had a bright pink cast on her right arm. Yunho thanked Jaejoong for taking care of their babies and bring JiYool to the hospital as soon as he could.

Indeed, JiYool had been always an independent girl somehow, but this time she had hugged her daddy tightly the moment he laid her doe eyes on him, not wanting Yunho to let her go even for a second.

He carried the little girl to the car, since JiYool was still sobbing quietly after telling Yunho how the accident had happened and how much it hurt. Her father placed her in the back seat, and buckled her and ChinHae in.

Yunho started the engine to go back home, and waved goodbye at Jaejoong, EunMi and AeCha. When they got home, Yunho made sure JiYool was comfortable, and had everything she needed. ChinHae kept on asking JiYool over and over if it hurt and showed Changmin continuously the pink cast. He even had said that a dinosaur had bit his precious noona.

Yunho wanted to sign her cast, but JiYool rejected her daddy, and said that ChinHae had to sign it first.

“But why?!” Yunho pretended to cry.

JiYool smiled. “Because he’s the little prince!”

“But I’m your daddy!” The older man pouted. “I made you!”

She looked at him, and smiled. “I know daddy, and you can sign it after he’s done.”

Yunho sniffed, and wiped his fake tears. “Ok, JiYoolie. I see you’re on Min appa’s side as well!”

Changmin smiled, and he waited patiently for his turn as he carried JiMin, who was very busy sucking on her pacifier as she watched everyone. Once ChinHae was done signing his name the best way a 2 and a half-year-old could, Yunho signed his name. He even added 3 hearts around it. Finally, Changmin signed his and JiMin’s name, and put a heart next to their name. The young man looked at the clock and noticed it was 8:30pm.

“It’s bedtime, my little monsters. Come on,” Changmin said standing up, and heading to place JiMin in their bedroom for the night.

There was no argument for once, and they followed their appa to their own bedrooms. Yunho helped JiYool into her nightclothes, and ChinHae elected to do his own by himself, failing inevitable. Once both children were in bed, they both got their night kisses from both parents, and night-lights cut on. Changmin cracked their doors, and him and his husband retired into their own room to entertain their youngest daughter.

*****

::Next Morning::

JiYool woke up to the smell of something good. She sat up, and rubbed her eyes, before getting out of bed and petting her puppy. A few minutes later, Yunho peeked into his oldest daughter’s room, and smiled as he saw JiYool struggling to put on her pink striped dress.

She let out a whine, and Yunho laughed. “Let daddy help you,” Yunho smiled.

“No! I-I got it.” JiYool frowned. “I can do it daddy.”

Yunho smiled more, and unbuttoned the back of the dress. JiYool sighed in defeat, and stepped into the dress, before put her arms into the sleeves. Yunho buttoned up the back.

“There,” Yunho said holding out her purple leggings as she stepped into them.

She smiled and hugged Yunho. “Thanks daddy!”

“You’re welcome,” Yunho said patting her bed head. “Now, brush your teeth.”

She bounced out the room, and went into the bathroom to do as told. When she was done, the little girl walked down the stairs, and went into the dining room.

“Come here, princess.” Changmin said holding a tube of ointment. “I have to put this on your cuts.”

JiYool walked closer, and Changmin placed the ointment on her face.

She kept flinching. “It stings! Stop!”

“I know baby, but remember the doctor said we have to, so it doesn’t get infected. Remember?” Changmin reminded.

She shook her head. “But I don’t want too! It stings too much!” She cried out.

Changmin sighed. “Well, if you don’t want this, maybe an injection would do…” he commented.

JiYool’s eyes opened. “Ok, this doesn’t actually stings that much…” she said, immediately letting Changmin to apply the substance.

ChinHae got down from his chair, and went over to hold JiYool’s hand. “It ok, noona,” he said.

She looked at her little brother, and smiled. Yunho sat ChinHae and JiYool down, and Changmin placed their kid sized plates of rice with vegetables and kimchi chigae in front of them. ChinHae reached over to grab his sippy cup, but unfortunately knocked over JiYool’s cup of milk onto Yunho’s contracts.

“ChinHae!” Yunho shouted.

The little boy recoiled in his chair, and looked at his daddy. “I sorry!”

Yunho looked at him, and sighed. “Be careful, little prince.”

“It was an accident.” Changmin came over, and kissed ChinHae’s head. “It’s ok baby.”

JiYool leaned over, and wiped his tears on a napkin, while Changmin cleaned up the mess. When he calmed down, he asked if his daddy was mad at him.

“No ChinHae,” Yunho smiled reassuringly at his son. “Daddy isn’t mad.”

He nodded, and Changmin refilled JiYool’s glass before getting his second breakfast and Yunho’s first.

*****

After breakfast, Yunho told Changmin that he was going to take the kids to the park along with Taepung, while he stayed with JiMin. Changmin agreed, and got out JiYool’s and ChinHae jackets.

ChinHae started running around, the moment they stepped outside.

“Yah! Jung-Shim ChinHae! Stop now!” Yunho yelled at the little boy.

ChinHae stopped and waited for his sister, and dad. When they caught up, Yunho took his son’s hand in his, and gripped Taepung’s leash tighter. When they reached the park, both kids started running around and playing with each other and their dog, while Yunho observed them with a smile.

After a few minutes, he decided to join them and the three started to play. Yunho was a dinosaur as ChinHae had stated, and they were running for their lives. Taepung barked and joined in on the fun as well.

A few seconds later, ChinHae ran up to him and pointed at an ice cream cart.

“It’s a little too cold for ice cream little prince,” Yunho said putting up ChinHae’s hood. The little boy pouted. “Fine! But don’t tell appa.”

ChinHae smiled and ran to his noona. The three went to get the so wanted ice cream and sat down on a bench before eating it. Taepung looked at his family eating the ice cream, and Yunho reached into his jacket pocket, and pulled out a flavored dog treat. He tossed it, and Taepung ran for it. ChinHae finished his ice cream really fast, and held his little hands up to Yunho.

“Hands, daddy!” He told the older man like with a distressed face. Yes, ChinHae was hyperactive boy. However if there was something he didn’t like at all, it was to have his hands dirty.

JiYool finished, and took his hand in her good one. She walked him along with Yunho and Taepung to the park bathrooms. Once they were there, JiYool decided to take ChinHae to the lady’s bathroom to help him wash his hands while Yunho waited outside with the dog. After both washed their hands, they went back to happily play together.

*****

::1 Month Later::

Changmin had been procrastinating for 2 days now. He had to make some arrangements for a song due the next week and he hadn’t even started it.

He, ChinHae and JiMin were feeling really lazy because the three of them were on Changmin’s bed while watching TV. Lately, ChinHae had spent more time with the little baby girl, and the jealous fits had decreased a lot. ChinHae showed a lot of love towards his little sister, but not as much as he showed for JiYool. The little boy admired his older sister, and tried to be around her as much as he could.

JiYool loved her siblings with all her heart, but recently she had become more interested in learning ballet. She had seen a Barbie movie about ballerinas and she decided to try it out.

At first Changmin had doubt if to sign her into classes or not, but since Yunho’s hidden passion was dance as well, they decided to let her try and see if she liked it.

Not only she liked it. She loved it!

Now JiYool goes to ballet classes near Yunho’s job, and that was exactly why the older man was the chosen for dropping off and picking little JiYool from her classes.

Everything was nice and normal until one day Minho came to their home, demanding Changmin to tell Yunho to be less awesome, leaving a confused Yunho and Changmin behind, after his request.

“How does that affect you?” Changmin had asked, starting to get worried about his friend’s sanity. “Who’s Taemin?”

Minho groaned. “Taemin just can’t shut up about how awesome he is and it’s annoying. I’m his boyfriend! He shouldn’t admire Yunho! He should admire me!” Minho had answered. “I mean we just started dating a month ago officially! I should be the one on his mind! Not your husband!”

“Oh! You know Tae oppa?” JiYool has asked when she heard the name of her ballet teacher. “He’s so pretty!” She squealed. “I love his hair! It’s long like mine!”

That got Changmin’s attention immediately, and he turned to see Yunho, who gulped. “How pretty he is, princess?” He asked his daughter.

“Very, very, very, very, VERY pretty! He looks like a china doll!” She exclaimed happily. “And he’s very nice to me! After class, he and daddy always chat a little and we go for an ice cream on Wednesdays!” JiYool added, clapping her hands.

Yunho didn’t know by whose hands he would be killed: Changmin’s or Minho’s.

“I swear we’re just friends! I knew he had a boyfriend and he knows I’m in love with my husband!” Yunho explained hastily, repeating over and over in his head that he needed to stop doing good things that could look bad.

Luckily for Yunho, JiYool had supported his words, telling Minho and Changmin that Yunho often talked about family and especially about his beloved Changmin, and Taemin would just smile and tell Yunho what an amazing family they seemed to have. He had also told Yunho how much he would like to meet all of them.

That made Changmin’s heart start beating faster than normal. Worry fading away immediately and realizing once more, how disgustingly in love both were of each other…

A/N: I'm hating lj right now, for telling me this is too long!

Domestic Life - Part 6 (HoMin)

2012-11-09T06:00:21Z

Series: Family
Title: Domestic Life - Part 6
Pairing: HoMin
Authors: monick87 & dc_flag
Length: One big ass one-shot
Genre: AU
Warnings: Mpreg, explicit sex
Rate: NC- 17
Disclaimer: Don't own anything but the plot
Summary: Maybe being so domestic it isn't so easy for Yunho and Changmin.

A/N: I promise I'll organize everything as soon as I have time! *hides*

1. Surprise...You're Pregnant!
2. The Baby Years - Newborn
3. The Baby Years - 3 Months
4. The Baby Years - 6 Months
5. The Baby Years - 9 Months
6-1. The Baby Years - 12 Months
6-2. The Baby Years - 12 Months
7. The Wedding
8. Honeymoon
9-1. Domestic Life - 1
9-2. Domestic Life - 2
9-3. Domestic Life - 3
9-4. Domestic Life - 4
9-5. Domestic Life - 5

::2 Months Later::

::December 2016::

“Appa!” ChinHae yelled at the top of his lungs. “Appa! Appa!”

He was following Changmin around the living room as he held JiMin in his arms, trying to get her down for bedtime. The little girl was fighting sleep, and was getting more agitated as her older brother yelled for their father.

“Appa dino book!” ChinHae screamed while hitting his father’s legs with his dinosaur picture book. “Book please!”

Changmin sighed loudly, and turned on his son to snatch the book from him. “Not now ChinHae.” Changmin said as he tossed the book onto the couch. “Later.”

The little boy frowned and started to cry silently. He walked over to where his favorite book was placed, and held it to his chest as in trying to protect it from any more harm.

Changmin stared at his son and sighed. Lately, he had been feeling like such a bad parent. He had been taking care of JiMin, but somehow he missed ChinHae. He knew the boy felt the same since he was always trying to get his appa’s attention.

It wasn’t like Changmin loved him more than JiMin or JiYool, but it was different. JiMin was a little baby so she needed as much of him as possible. JiYool, on the other side, was more independent. She did want Changmin’s attention as well, but not as much as ChinHae. Maybe it was because JiYool had always been more close to Yunho. However ChinHae was having a seriously bad time.

At first, the little boy was all excitement and curious about little JiMin, but slowly that faded away little by little. He would always want Changmin to carry him whenever he saw Changmin was carrying JiMin or would make baby noises, trying to imitate JiMin, which made Changmin smile but at the same time feel bad for his baby boy.

“Appa, please read?” ChinHae tried again. “Please?”

Changmin adjusted JiMin in his arms. “After little sister goes to sleep prince. I promise.”

“No!” ChinHae cried.

At that moment, Yunho and JiYool walked through the door. ChinHae turned from Changmin and ran to where Yunho stood.

“My prince,” Yunho stated as he picked up his distressed son. “What’s the matter?”

The little boy pointed to Changmin. “Appa no read to me!” He cried into Yunho’s suit jacket. “I can’t sleep with appa no read to me!”

Changmin sighed and sat on the couch. Yunho placed their son on the floor and wiped his tears. “He’ll read to you when JiMin is asleep. She needs to sleep a lot. She’s still a baby and babies need to sleep to grow.”

“No!” The little boy cried more. “No! No! No!”

Yunho sighed and JiYool walked over to where Changmin sat with the baby. “I think it’s bedtime for you also.”

“Min appa story!” ChinHae cried. “No sleep yet, daddy!”

With that Yunho picked up the crying little boy. “Daddy will read you your dino story, ok?”

“No daddy!” ChinHae cried.

Yunho held his son tightly and started to whisper soothing words to him as the other boy was still sobbing, explaining why Changmin had to make little JiMin to sleep first and why he had to take care of JiMin as well as him and JiYool.

JiYool petted JiMin’s soft brown hair as Changmin rocked her in his arms gently. “Did you eat?” He asked his five-year-old girl quietly.

“Yes, appa,” she said smiling up at him. “Jaejoong oppa made dinner for us and his new girlfriend.”

The little girl then puckered up her lips, and Changmin leaned down and gave her a kiss. “Brush your teeth, and bedtime. Alright?” He said.

JiYool nodded and made her way up the stairs. Changmin watched JiYool disappeared down the hall, before looking down at JiMin, to see that she was finally asleep.

The young man thanked all the deities he could think of, and slowly stood up. He walked up the stairs, and made a right into JiMin’s room. Changmin gently laid her into her crib, and covered her up. Next he turned on the baby monitor, and nightlight near the door.

“She’s finally asleep?” Yunho asked his husband.

The youngest nodded. “Thank God,” he whispered. “Took longer than usual.”

Yunho smiled and kissed Changmin’s cheek. “ChinHae wants you.”

“I feel so bad, Yun,” Changmin confessed sadly. “You should have seen his face. I feel like I’ve been neglecting him so much!”

Yunho smiled. “You aren’t neglecting him in any way, Min. Don’t even think that. He had always had all your attention and is not used to sharing you, but don’t ever doubt your parenting skills. You’re a good father. He knows you love him and that is all that matters.”

He would never understand the strong ‘mother’ and child bond that Changmin and their children shared.

“Go see him,” Yunho said holding Changmin’s face in his hands, and stroking his cheeks. “He’s watching dinosaur videos on my iPad. You know that he won’t fall asleep unless you hug him.”

Changmin nodded, and walked down the opposite hall and turned into his son’s room. He watched the little boy sitting as he skillfully choose his favorite dinosaur videos. The young man walked into the room, and sat on his son’s bed.

“Appa is so sorry little prince,” Changmin whispered as placed Yunho’s iPad on the nightstand. “Forgive me?” he asked as he reached for ChinHae’s hand.

The little boy crawled into his appa’s lap, and hugged his father tightly. “Yes, but Min appa mine.”

Changmin smiled, and caressed his boy’s head. ”Yes, prince. I’m yours,” he hugged back his son. “But I’m JiMin’s and JiYool’s as well. They are princesses and we need to take care of them a lot.”

“Yes! We protect princesses!” ChinHae exclaimed excitedly and started making dinosaur noises. “Rawr!”

Changmin smiled and kissed his son’s forehead. “Let me tell you a secret, baby. I have two princesses, JiYool and JiMin…but I only have one prince, and that’s you!” He said in a whisper and with a smile on his face.

“And daddy?” Chinhae asked with doe eyes.

“Daddy is not a prince, baby,” Changmin answered. “Far from that…” he added for himself as he laughed.

“Appa is mine? No daddy?” ChinHae asked happily. “My appa?”

“Yes, prince. I just belong to one man….or little boy and that’s you!” Changmin answered smiling widely. “My little prince.”

“Yay!” The little boy exclaimed, raising himself up to grab his appa’s cheeks. His father smiled again, and stood up with ChinHae in his arms. “Where we going?”

The young father leaned down and kissed his son’s head. “Appa wants to show you something.”

Changmin walked out of ChinHae’s room, and was about to cross into his and Yunho’s room when JiYool walked out of her room.

“Can’t sleep, appa!” She said attaching herself to Changmin’s leg.

Changmin took her hand and walked into his bedroom, only to be greeted with Yunho holding a wide-awake JiMin in his arms.

“Don’t tell me,” Changmin said sighing. “She couldn’t sleep as well.”

Yunho smiled. “Something like that,” he said and made room from his older two children as Changmin went into his side of the massive walk in closet. “What are you doing, Minnie?”

“One second,” he said within the depths of the closet.

When he came out, he held a large box that Yunho recognized instantly. “Pictures.”

“Oooh!” JiYool said as she leaning to look inside the box. “Baby pictures?”

Changmin nodded, and pulled out a couple random ones. “This is when we brought you home, princess.” He smiled down at the picture and handed it to her. “You were so little, and already a brat.”

“I’m a nice girl!” JiYool argued. “Not a brat!”

Changmin laughed. “You’ve always been a good girl, with a terrible character at times…” he answered.

“I remember taking that,” Yunho said smiling at the picture also.

ChinHae reached in and grabbed one. “This?”

His father took the picture, and turned it to face him. “This is you inside my stomach.”

“That me?” The little boy questioned as he looked closer. “That’s not prince!” He exclaimed, clearly now calling himself a prince instead of baby as he used to.

Yunho laughed hard. “Yes, that’s you prince. You were in Min appa’s stomach,” he smiled at his little prince. “So was JiYool and JiMin. I should know because I put all of you guys there.”

“Huh, daddy?” JiYool questioned Yunho as she tore her gaze away from the photo in her hand. “You put us in appa’s stomach? How’d you do that?”

Changmin looked up quickly from his own photo in his hand, as Yunho was about to explain to their 5-year-old daughter how she ended up in his stomach. “Shut up!” He hissed, and hit Yunho on his thigh.

“I-I…um…” he fumbled as he laid JiMin on his shoulder. “I-I wished really, really hard for you guys, and one day you appeared there in Min appa’s stomach, waiting to be born.”

JiYool gave Yunho her curious look, and Yunho just knew he was screwed. Now JiYool wouldn’t stop asking about how that exactly happened. She had always been extremely curious and whenever she was interested in something, you would never hear the end of her interrogations.

For the next few minutes, the family went through all the pictures and Yunho and Changmin explained them to JiYool and ChinHae. The pictures ranged from newborn/toddler status, to baths, to outings, to them sleeping, random shots, with family and friends, and etc.

Changmin smiled at each picture and couldn’t believe how big his children were getting each and every day and feeling quite old to be honest. His daydream was broken as JiYool tapped his leg.

“Appa! Appa why are you almost nudie?” She asked, holding the picture to Changmin’s face. “What were you doing here?”

Changmin snatched the photo from her and looked down to see that ChinHae and JiYool had opened the smaller box that was labeled ‘Private’.

“Ok, bedtime for you two now,” Changmin said standing up after handing Yunho the smaller box. “Come on.”

Both kids groaned, but followed their appa out of the room.

Yunho looked to the side to hear JiMin even breath indicating that she was asleep again. He stood up, and placed her in the bassinet on his side of the bed, before cleaning off the bed covered in picture. He made sure to keep the smaller box out, as he placed the lid onto the bigger box.

When Changmin came back into the bedroom, Yunho grabbed him, and placed him on the bed.

“So…you belong to only one man, huh?” He said kissing on his husband’s neck. “Who is that man?”

Changmin smiled and gave Yunho more flesh to kiss. “ChinHae. Who else?” He groaned as Yunho bite down.

“What about me? You are mine,” Yunho stated in a low voice. “Get it?” He added after giving his husband a heated kiss.

Changmin laughed.

“Don’t laugh!” Yunho exclaimed, this time fighting a pout.

The younger man blinked and laughed even harder. “Yunho! Are you seriously jealous of your son?” He asked amused.

Yunho nodded in defeat. “You’ve abandoned me for him!” He teased.

“Then let me show you how much I love you…” Changmin purred, crashing his lips to Yunho’s.

*****

::2 Weeks Later::

::JaeJoong’s House::

Yunho and Changmin had to take JiMin to the doctors for another set of shots, and Siwon and Kyuhyun were invited by Siwon’s parents to go to a day spa. This meant that Jaejoong had baby-sitting duties for a few hours.

JiYool and AeCha along with Jaejoong’s girlfriend’s daughter were playing tag inside of his house. EunMi was it, and she hated being it. She began chasing JiYool, because AeCha gave up, and went to play with her Barbie dolls.

The little girls were running all over the place, bumping into things, and being too loud to where they would wake a sleeping ChinHae. Jaejoong told them to play in the backyard, and be careful of the stairs as he prepared lunch. Both girls didn’t want to disobey him, so they went outside to finish the game.

“I’m going to get you!” EunMi yelled

JiYool stuck her tongue out. “No, you’re not!”

They keep running, and JiYool didn’t see the steps leading down into the small garden. EunMi ran faster and thought that she tagged her, but instead of tagging JiYool, she lightly shoved her. EunMi stopped running, and watched in horror as her friend fell down eight stairs.

She heard a loud cry, and panicked. “JiYoolie!”

The little girl went down the stairs and saw JiYool lying on her right arm. EunMi went over to her, and tried to pull it from under her, but JiYool screamed louder. Her face had a few small cuts on it, and her nose was lightly bleeding. EunMi bent down and tried to wipe the blood away, but stopped instantly when JiYool cried out.

“It hurts!” She cried. “Don’t touch it!

EunMi didn’t know what to do, so she yelled out for Jaejoong.

“Jaejoong oppa! Jaejoong oppa!” She screamed, while JiYool was cradling her arm, and crying.

Jaejoong came rushing out with AeCha behind him, looking frighten and worried.

“What happened?!” He exclaimed, and bent down to look at JiYool.

“She fell down the stairs!” EunMi frowned. “I’m sorry!”

Jaejoong looked at the injured little girl. “Changmin is going to kill me,” he said to himself. “Please come here, JiYoolie. Oppa won’t hurt you.”

She walked over to Jaejoong, and he looked at her arm. She pulled it back instantly, and glared at him with new tears in her eyes. He wiped her nose the best he could, and got off most of the blood.

He took her arm again, but she cried. “Don’t touch it!”

“Baby, I think it’s broken. We need to go to the hospital to fix it,” he told her gently.

She cried more, and AeCha patted her other hand in comfort. Jaejoong took the girls back in the house, and bundled them up in their winter coats. He went to get ChinHae from the guest room, then loaded them all into his car, and drove to the hospital.

JiYool cried for her Min appa and daddy the whole time, while ChinHae looked at his sister with confused and worried eyes.

“Yoolie? Hurt?” ChinHae asked concerned. He gave one of his tiny dinosaurs he always carried to his sister so she would stop crying. “Take tops.”

JiYool smiled at his brother and stopped crying.

When they reached the hospital, ChinHae, AeCha, and EunMi had to wait in the children’s room while JiYool got checked out. In the examination room, JiYool had to take some nasty white milk stuff. She cried more for her parents before getting pictures taking of her arm by a nurse. Jaejoong had to coax her with a lot of hugs to let him step outside the room to call Yunho and Changmin.

“I want my appa and daddy!” JiYool cried loudly, as the nurse moved her broken arm into another position. “I want them now!”

“They will be here sweetie. Don’t cry,” she told the little girl.

JiYool sniffed as the nice nurse hugged her. She then lifted the little girl onto the floor, and gave her a red lollipop. She walked JiYool into another room, while Jaejoong was on the phone, and followed behind them.

A/N: I know it's been a while, but I totally forgot we had already finished this series and I just needed a reminder of having to post this, so here it is! :D

Catch Me - 8 (HoMin, SeKai)

2012-10-25T22:51:22Z

Title:Catch Me
Pairing: HoMin, SeKai
Authors: monick87 & dc_flag
Length: 8/?
Genre: AU
Warnings: Smut, angst, violence, bad language
Rate: NC-17
Disclaimer: Inspired loosely in the anime Elfen Lied.
Summary: Being afraid of what you don´t understand is natural. The secret is in doing your best to understand it.

Ach

He was crying. Parents were supposed to love you and understand you. Not fear you if you happened to be different. So he sat there, letting all the tears pour down from his insides.

He just wanted to be loved, accepted and happy.

The boy heard some bushes move suddenly, and he stopped crying as fear overcame him. Two adult men approached him.

“Oh, what is this pretty boy doing here all alone?” One of the men said as he sat beside the little boy. He was wearing a smirk that the boy didn’t like at all.

The little boy just gulped, not finding his voice. The man put a hand on the little boy’s knee and caressed it.

He just couldn’t understand, his insides were screaming that this was wrong. That this man was no good, but he just looked up at the man. Maybe this man would accept him.

Suddenly the other man grabbed him by the wrist and put a hand over his mouth. That is when the boy knew this wasn’t good. Neither of them cared for him. They just wanted to hurt him.

The little boy sighed as he watched the man in front of him died in a matter of seconds. He was pulled up by the neck by some kind of invisible force. He tried to fight, but suddenly his neck was broken and he fell on the ground.

Before the man that had been holding the boy could do something, the same thing happened to him.

The little boy sat again on the bench, and put his legs up, bending them so he could hugged them as his chin rested on them. He closed his eyes and more tears fell down from his eyes.

All he asked was for someone to care, for someone to trust, for someone to love. He wanted to call someone dad, mom, noona or hyung and be treated with respect.

He felt something warm on his shoulders and he opened his eyes immediately, looking up.

His puffy eyes met mismatched ones. The little boy felt warmth run all over his little body. His heart swells as he watched an older boy look down at him with a smile as he put a jacket over the little boy’s shoulder.

“You must be really cold,” the older boy said. He looked around 12 years old. “I saw what you did to those men,” he finished.

The little boy flinched, getting ready for hatred and disrespect, for pain and harsh words wishing for him to be dead, telling him how he wasn’t worth it, that he was better off dead to let people live happily because he was a monster.

The older boy smiled at him and showed him his collarbones. “I’m not gonna hurt you,” he said.

The little boy widened his eyes at the sight of red scales. This boy was like him. He wasn’t alone. Suddenly hope rose inside him and he threw himself on the older boy, hugging him as tightly as he could as more tears and sobs escaped from his little plush lips.

The older boy wrapped his arms around the little boy and patted his head softly, trying to comfort the little boy. “It’s ok. I’m not gonna let anything bad happen to you.”

The little boy broke the hug and sat straight again, drying his remaining tears with his hands. “Thank you,” he mumbled.

The older boy nodded, and patted the boy’s head slightly. “My name is Changmin. What’s yours?” He asked.

“J-Jongin,” the little boy answered, trying to smile.

“Well, Jongin, you’re lucky that I was passing by. I’m hungry, and you must be as well. Want something to eat?” Changmin asked. He offered his hand to the little boy.

Jongin nodded happily, and took Changmin’s hand.

Both boys walked away, not even looking back at the bodies on the floor.

“What are you thinking about, Kai?”

Kai suddenly was pulled out of his memories. He blinked a few times, looking at Sehun, who looked at him expectantly as they lay naked on the bed. “I’m sorry. What?”

Sehun laughed. “You obviously weren’t here. So, where were you?” He asked, raising one eyebrow. “I don’t like when you ignore me for whatever that is in your head.” He pouted.

“I was just remembering how I met Changmin,” Kai responded.

Sehun stayed silent for a few seconds. “You must have a strong bond…” he spat, feeling jealousy rising inside him. “You seem to care for him a lot.”

Kai laughed. “Well, I love him as my hyung, nothing more,” Kai explained, feeling somehow happy and proud that Sehun seemed to be jealous of Changmin. “He took care of me when I was a child, and protected me when we lived on the streets. He was the only person that cared for me,” he said in a serious tone, looking directly at Sehun. “He taught me the good and the bad from this world, and that’s why I owe him so much.”

“You sound like you’re in love with him,” Sehun mumbled, pouting as he looked down. “I don’t like him, he tried to kill me,” he added.

Kai reached for Sehun’s chin and made him look up at him. “It was just a misunderstanding,” he started. “Changmin’s instincts led him to you because he could feel a diclonius presence in you, but not quite since we hadn’t had completed the process back then. So he was confused, and you were near, so all his senses went on alert.”

“You better arrive sooner if he gets closer again,” Sehun commanded, punching Kai’s arm slightly. “It’s not funny to pass out, believing you’re gonna die and wake up, knowing your boyfriend didn’t even punch the one who did that to you.”

“That won’t happen again,” Kai reassured his lover as he rubbed his arm. Sehun seemed to punch quite hard. “We’ve mated now. All diclonius should be able to feel that you belong to me and that you’re just a human. But…what’s a boyfriend?”

Sehun rolled his eyes and huffed in annoyance. How come he got himself into this?!

“What we are. You are my boyfriend now and I’m your boyfriend,” Sehun explained carefully. “You are only able to have one boyfriend and be loyal to him. You have to make him happy and buy him lots of stuff with the money Kyuhyun or Chanyeol give you.”

Kai nodded. “So, why don’t we go out later? Maybe go for that thing you like to drink a lot,” he suggested, getting excited at the thought.

“As in a date?” Sehun asked, trying not to blush.

“Date? I don’t know what day is today…” Kai was confused now. Sometimes it was as if Chanyeol and Sehun talked in another language.

“Dating is what boyfriends do. You go out and have a good time,” Sehun explained as best as he could. It was hard to explain something that usually was common sense and everybody just knew.

“Oh,” Kai nodded in understanding. “But, can we mate again before going out on a date?” He asked, already pinning Sehun beneath him.

Sehun didn’t respond. He just pulled Kai down on a fiery kiss.

****

Max didn’t know what to do. He was scared and confused, and he didn’t know what to think about the whole situation. Why he couldn’t remember a single thing? What had he and Yunho done?

He walked towards the bed and sat on it, wincing as he felt his ass sore for some reason. He made his way under the covers, and sighed. What is possible that Yunho had been the one causing him this pain?

Max shook his head. That was insane; Yunho would never ever hurt him in any way. He lay down, looking at the ceiling, feeling suddenly very tired, like if he had been walking for hours and hours. His inner thighs ached as well.

He heard Yunho knock on the door, asking for permission to come inside even though he hadn’t locked it. Max stared at the closed door and bit his lip, trying to decide his next words.

“Come in,” Max finally said, trying not to sound so insecure.

Yunho opened the door and closed it behind him, searching for Max’s expression. He didn’t really know what he had done wrong. He was sure Max had wanted it. He had even told Yunho that he needed him, and wanted to have him.

What the fuck then?

Why had Max looked so confused afterwards? Maybe, maybe he was sick or felt bad. Yunho didn’t really know what to think anymore.

“Are you ok?” Yunho asked, making his way to the bed and sitting on it, just beside Max. “Look…I’m sorry if I did something wrong. I just…I love you. A lot. And…I’m sorry if I fo-“

He was interrupted by Max, who kissed him softly. It was merely a peck, but it was enough to reassure and shut Yunho up.

Max yawned and he got fully under the covers of the bed. “Sleep, now,” he said, before laying down and turning around so his back was facing Yunho. “Night.”

Yunho just stayed there, trying to think about what the hell has just happened. He was beyond confused now. Sighing, he decided that maybe he should go to sleep as well and see what thing will bring tomorrow.

****

The next morning the bedroom door finally opened. Kai stepped out, smiling along with Sehun, who was happy to be out of the place. Even though he loved Kai, and loved how he could make his body feel, he missed the outside world and his beloved PS3.

“I’m really hungry,” the younger mentioned as Kai led him into the kitchen.

They reached the enormous kitchen and stopped when they saw Chanyeol sitting at the island counter with Kyu hyung. They looked like they were having a serious conversation.

Kyu hyung was explaining something to Chanyeol using hand gestures, and Chanyeol looked a bit upset. Sehun was really curious and he dared to talk himself into the conversation.

“Channie,” Sehun said carefully. “How are you this morning?”

Chanyeol smiled at Sehun and greeted him back. He turned to glare at Kai and got up, going to put his plate in the sink, before leaving the kitchen without another word.

Kyuhyun observed the interaction and frowned. He finished his coffee in one sip and turned to look at his cousin. “What’s going on?” He asked the two remaining teens. “I got a call from Chanyeol two days ago, and he seemed really upset.”

Sehun gulped. He had just realized that probably Kyuhyun knew now what he and Kai had done.

The older man seemed to read his cousin easily, because he focused on Sehun. “We’ll talk about that later,” he warned. “I wanna know what happened with Chanyeol.”

“I don’t know,” Sehun responded hastily. He turned to see Kai, who yawned. Suddenly, he remembered the glare that Chanyeol directed to his boyfriend. “What did you do?”

“Huh?” Kai looked confused. “What did I do about what?”

“Did you make Chanyeol angry?” Sehun asked, starting to feel annoyed. “He glared at you.”

“I didn’t do anything!” Kai defended himself. “He’s just being fucking weird!”

Kyuhyun stood up and walked over to them. “Whatever the fuck is going on in this house better get fixed before I come back this evening. I will not have Chanyeol upset and erratic. His emotional waves will attract the attention of the corp, and you…” he said pointing at Kai. “You will be captured along with him. So whatever is going on fix it!”

Kyuhyun walked out, before popping back in to glare at the teens. “And find Changmin now! The twins, more so Heejun, are breathing down my neck about him. If you don’t get a move on it, I’ll take matters in my own hands and find him myself. The endnote won’t be pretty. Do you understand me?”

Kai and Kyuhyun stared at each other until Kai rolled his eyes. “I understand,” he groaned, trying not to look as annoyed as he felt.

If only Kyuhyun wasn’t someone so important to Sehun…

Sehun looked at Kai, and shook his head. “You better fix all of this before we go out on a date Kai. I’m serious and so is Kyu hyung.”

“Fine!” He exclaimed, visibly upset now. “I’ll fix it and we’ll all go out to lunch.”

Sehun narrowed his eyes. “And if you don’t…just think about all the things I won’t let you do to me,” he warned.

Kai groaned out loud. So great for not being hungry anymore.

****

Max woke up to something that smelled delicious from the kitchen. His tummy was making noises out of hunger. He sat up and rubbed his eyes, yawning in the process.

He looked around, trying to spot Yunho, but failed. He got up from the bed, and went to the closet to grab some of the clothes BoA had bought for him, before heading to the bathroom to take a shower.

Max looked at the shower, and remembered what Yunho had shown him. He turned on the hot water, and got in the shower, still half asleep.

“Ah!” He screamed as he stepped out of it water stream.

There were footsteps coming into the bedroom, and the bathroom door being slammed open.

“Max!” Yunho screamed and pulled open the shower curtain. “What happened? Are you ok?” He asked concerned.

Max pointed to the water. “Too hot!”

Yunho looked at him and snorted, shaking his head a little. “You forgot the cold water,” he said turning the tap.

Max nodded, blushing slightly at how stupid he felt. He stuck out a hand carefully to feel the water warm up. “Good.”

Yunho laughed and leaned in to press a small kiss to Max’s wet shoulder. “Hurry up and come out. Donghae is here and he brought breakfast.”

The young man nodded. “Ok.”

Yunho smiled, and closed the curtain and bathroom door. Max finished up –not without getting shampoo in his eyes- and got out. He dried himself off, put on his clothes and brushed his teeth.

Once he was finished, he stepped back into the bedroom to drop off his clothes, and saw Mangdoogie sitting on his pillow. She barked when she saw him and waddled over to him.

“Morning,” he said picking her up and petting her gently.

He walked out into the living room to see Donghae and Yunho watching the news. They were reporting on the brutal killing of three teenagers a few days ago. Apparently the boys had been dismembered, and they were trying to identify them.

Something stirred inside Max, and the little puppy barked at the TV. Both men jumped at the noise as they turned to look at Max and Mangdongie.

“This is crazy,” Yunho said, shaking his head in disbelief. “Who could be sick enough to do that?”

“Maybe the mafia, drug cartels or a serial killer,” Donghae suggested. “I just hope no serial killer is on the loose.”

Max looked confused, and was about to ask a question, when Donghae waved him over.

“Come get breakfast, Max!” Donghae said pulling out a chair.

Max walked over and sat down after the little puppy jumped off his lap. Yunho served him a plate of sweet egg sandwich, and kissed his forehead.

“Ok,” Donghae said after chewing. “You’re kissing him now. What did I miss?”

Yunho blushed. “N-Nothing.”

“Really?” Donghae said with an eyebrow raised. “Are you guys sleeping together or something?”

No one said anything for different reasons: Max for stuffing his face with the apparently delicious breakfast, and Yunho for blushing.

“Oh My God, you have!” Donghae exclaimed after looking at his friend reaction. He just couldn’t believe it! Oh, Yunho was so gonna get teased from now on! “Was it good? Were you on top Yun?”

Yunho fanned himself, and Max looked up confused. “Huh?”

“It’s none of your business, Hae!” Yunho scolded him.

“It is my business,” Donghae declared, smiling deviously. “You guys are fucking! You’re boyfriends!”

Max swallowed what he was munching and looked at Donghae. “Boyfriends?” He asked titling his head a bit. “What is that?”

Yunho and Donghae looked at him for a few seconds. “You don’t know what a boyfriend is?” They asked at the same time.

“No, I don’t know,” the younger said quietly. “But, it’s good right? Boyfriends?” He asked, hoping that it would mean as much as Yunho meant to him.

“Yeah Max,” Yunho said, nodding. He smiled at the boy, and looked at him with love and devotion. “It means we care for each other, and love each other.”

“Love...” Max tried out with a smile. “Max loves Yunho!” He said, clapping his hands excitedly. “Kiss!”

Yunho leaned down and placed a kiss onto Max plush lips. It was soft and chaste, but both men smiled before being broken away by Donghae’s presence.

Donghae made gaging sounds. “You guys, I’m eating! Stop being so nauseatingly cute!”

Both smiled, and everyone continued their breakfast until Max noticed something. “Where’s BoA?” He asked.

Yunho looked around. “I don’t know. She had a date yesterday.”

“She did?” Donghae asked, frowning.

Yunho sighed. “Yes, she did and get over your crush, dude! She’s way out of your league.” He told his friend, patting his back slightly.

“Where is she?” Max asked worried for his friend.

Yunho shrugged and pulled out his phone. “I’ll call her and find out.”

“I hope she didn’t spend the night with that douche bag,” the other said highly upset that his crush over three years went on a date. “What does he have that I don’t have?”

“A high paying doctor job?” Yunho responded with a smirk. “A good looking face?” He continued.

Donghae gave Yunho a middle finger, as they continued with their breakfast.

****

Kai, Chanyeol, and Sehun walked around the farmers market. Chanyeol walked way behind the couple, and Sehun kept looking back at his friend.

“Talk to him now!” Sehun hissed breaking himself out of Kai’s grip.

Sehun made his way to the bubble tea stand, glaring at Kai the whole way. Kai just sighed as he watched his boyfriend walk away. Chanyeol was about to walk in the other direction, when he felt one of Kai’s vectors encircle his wrist.

“Let’s talk,” Kai finally said.

Chanyeol looked at him with deadly eyes, and Kai immediately removed his vectors not really wanting to start a fight right now.

“Don’t touch me,” Chanyeol spat.

“Why are you so hostile?” Kai asked confused. “What the fuck is wrong with you?”

The older teen looked at Kai and frowned. “It’s nothing.”

“Are you jealous of me and Sehun mating or something?” Kai asked, getting really tired of the older diclonius attitude. Why didn’t he just tell him what was wrong or what he had done?! Chanyeol stayed silent for a few seconds and Kai laughed. “You are! I can’t believe y-” he stopped as he saw Chanyeol look down with hurt in his eyes. “Hyung…”

The older boy looked up at him. “You don’t have to rub your relationship in my face. Just because I haven’t found my mate and am a little slow at the whole imprinting thing doesn’t mean I’m different or not normal.”

“I didn’t mean it, Chanyeol,” Kai said quietly, knowing that all this was about that time when Chanyeol interrupted him and Sehun mating, that Kai ended up snapping at him and slamming the door closed on his face. “You will find your mate, eventually.”

The older boy frowned. “You don’t have to worry about me being around anymore. I asked Kyu Hyung if I can go back to the corp when he comes down again.”

“Can you stop being a pain in the ass? I apologize! Are you happy now?” Kai asked, getting upset at the other’s attitude. “You can’t leave! Sehun would blame this all on me!”

Chanyeol frowned more. “Is that all you care about?”

“He’s my mate,” Kai said plainly.

Chanyeol was hurt. He didn’t exactly know what he was feeling at the moment. It was just that something was bothering him. “Well, then I don’t care!”

Kai rolled his eyes. “I’ll talk to you when you stop acting like a fucking spoiled brat,” he said before walking off, leaving him alone.

“Whatever,” Chanyeol groaned, and went to search for Sehun.

****

Kai looked around. He could feel Changmin somehow. He was sure no other diclonius could feel him since his presence felt completely different, as if it wasn’t a diclonius at all. But Kai knew. He just knew this was his hyung’s presence.

‘Where is he?’ He thought, trying to spot him. He needed to talk to him as soon as possible about some interesting and important things.

****

Max, Yunho, and Donghae went to the local farmers market after they finished their breakfast. They had called BoA, asking if she wanted to come along, but she told them that she was going to spend a couple of days with their parents. Apparently, her mom wasn’t feeling so well since yesterday night.

At the market, Max tried a lot of different foods. He looked like a kid in a candy store as he squealed almost over everything food related. He seemed really happy and comfortable.

Yunho fed him chocolate covered strawberries, and kissed him at any given chance.

Max would blush at every single kiss, feeling his heart beat faster at any shown of affection from Yunho.

“What do you want to try now, Max?” Yunho asked, squeezing slightly on Max’s hand in his.

Max looked deep in thought. “Water,” he responded after a while, looking a bit embarrassed.

Yunho laughed. “You’re thirsty,” he affirmed. “Want me to buy a bottle of water after we find somewhere to sit?”

Max nodded. They walked by a few stands, until they saw a bench on the side. Max sat on it as Yunho smiled down at him. “I’ll be right back, and please don’t move because I was so worried the other time.”

“I won’t,” Max responded. Yunho leaned down to kiss him before going to buy the water.

Not even a minute passed, when a young looking guy approached him. His skin was tanned and his eye smile was too familiar for Max. “Hello, can I sit here?” The young boy asked, pointing at seat beside Max.

Max didn’t know what to do. Should he save the spot for Yunho, or let the boy sit.

“Yes, you can,” Max responded after some inner battle. He guessed that making new friends wouldn’t be that bad.

The young boy sat down and sighed, resting on the back of the chair as he stirred his arms upwards. “So, you’re Max, right?” He asked, turning to look intently at Max, with a smile on his face.

Max widened his eyes. How? How did this boy know his name? “Yes, my name is Max. What’s yours?” Yunho and BoA had told him to be careful around people, but for some reason this boy made his trust in him. It was as if he knew him. “And how do you know my name?”

The boy laughed. “Let’s say I’m a friend of a friend of yours,” the boy said. “And my name is Jongin. Nice to meet you,” he added, extended a hand for Max to take.

Max’s chest tightened. So, this guy knew him from before or he was a friend of Yunho, Donghae or BoA? There were so many questions in his head. “Nice to meet you, Jongin,” he said, taking the other boy’s hand, for a shake.

Jongin smiled. “You can call me Kai,” he said, shaking their hands. “But, can you let me talk to Changmin for a moment? I need to tell him something important.”

Max looked up at him with confusion in his eyes. Suddenly, his head started to ache, and he started to feel dizzy.

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A/N: A little bit of Kai and Changmin's past! Yay! :P Hope you guys like this chapter as well, next chapter is gonna take more to update since we're both kinda busy but I beg for your comprehension.

Also, am I the only one here dying for more HoMin stories?!

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Catch Me - 7.3 (HoMin, SeKai)

2012-10-17T18:27:47Z

Title:Catch Me
Pairing: HoMin, SeKai
Authors: monick87 & dc_flag
Length: 7.3/?
Genre: AU
Warnings: Smut, angst, violence, bad language
Rate: NC-17
Disclaimer: Inspired loosely in the anime Elfen Lied.
Summary: Being afraid of what you don´t understand is natural. The secret is in doing your best to understand it.

Sieben - 3

“Touch,” Changmin said breathing hard, as Yunho’s calloused hand slipped in between his legs.

Yunho didn’t have to be asked twice. He reached inside Changmin’s shorts, and bypassed his needy private area to make a detour to another section.

Changmin gasped, grunting as he felt Yunho’s finger teasing him. It moved in between his butt cheeks, circling his entrance. Yunho slid his finger into Changmin, and Changmin closed his eyes tightly.

It felt weird, but it definitely didn’t hurt as he had expected it to.

‘So this is how it’s supposed to feel to make love,’ he thought, sighing. ‘Please, Yunho. Erase all the past with your touch.’

Yunho was tender as ever with his probing, he was caring and Changmin felt on fire. He slipped another finger in, and began sliding it in and out at a steady pace.

“I-I need to go find some kind of lubrication,” Yunho explained, still moving his fingers deliciously inside and out of the younger man.

Changmin nodded. He wasn’t sure why or what was Yunho talking about, but he nodded. Yunho was the only person that was allowed to touch Changmin like this without being killed right away.

Yunho slid his finger out and sprung on his feet. He walked inside the bathroom quickly and got back with lotion on his hand. “This will do. I don’t want to hurt you.”

He didn’t deserve Yunho, he really didn’t at all. Not after everything he had done what he had become.

Changmin watched Yunho place some of that substance on his fingers, telling himself that thoughts had to come later, not now.

Yunho, who was now above him, again, slipped a finger inside of Changmin’s body again. This time it didn’t feel as weird as before. It was like it belonged there.

“Oh…” Changmin mumbled, gripping Yunho’s neck tightly. “So good!” He said, looking up at Yunho with lust filled eyes.

Yunho lubed up a second and third finger. He pressed his forehead against Changmin’s looking into those marvelous and filled with emotions eyes, as his fingers found their way into the body beneath him.

Both started to pant as Yunho worked his fingers in and out from the body. Their stares were so intense that Yunho had to break it for a second. There was something so unique and familiar in those eyes that intrigued him to no end.

“Ready?” Yunho said, in a deep voice.

Changmin nodded shyly. “Yes,” he moaned before pulling Yunho down for a kiss. This time it was a sweet one, one that represented how Changmin felt right now.

Yunho smiled into the kiss and broke it so he could lube up his cock. “Are you sure about this?” He asked one last time, he just needed to be sure.

The young man nodded. “Yeah…”

Yunho looked down at a flustered Changmin and took a deep breath for what he was going to do. He grabbed his arousal and carefully positioned it in between Changmin’s ass cheeks.

Changmin spread his legs wider, one up on the back of the couch, and the other bent and resting on the floor. The cold substance felt extremely good against his hot body.

“Hurry…” Changmin breathed out. One of his hands traveled to his own scales, caressing them and feeling all the sensations multiply at least 10 times. “I need you.”

Yunho moved the head of his throbbing hardness to Changmin’s tight entrance and pushed in slowly.

Changmin watched him concentrate, and let out a mixture of a moan and a groan as he felt the head go in, stretching him sinfully. It felt different, being this full and actually wanting it so bad. He clenched the cushions despite that there was no pain going through him, or at least not as the one he had been used to. But Yunho brushed his spot barely as he pushed in all the way.

Yunho grabbed both of Changmin’s legs and lifted them up to his shoulders, allowing himself further into the other’s deliciously tight body.

"You’re amazing," Yunho said, daring to start moving in and out as slowly as he could. “Are you ok?” He asked as he placed a hand on Changmin’s tender stomach and rubbed it soothingly. “Is this a good pace?”

Changmin’s ability of speaking didn’t seem to work so he just nodded. He let a particular loud moan escape from his throat as Yunho thrust in, in an angle that made all his senses collapse out of pleasure.

He let out a loud moan as Yunho found his spot again. “Y-yes…” Changmin panted, closing his eyes to be able to do nothing but to feel the way moved his hips. He wondered for a brief moment how was possible that something so simple could feel this good. Maybe Yunho was experienced at this, but he pushed that thought at the back of his head, feeling jealousy crawl on his chest for a moment.

No, he had imprinted in Yunho and after this they were going to belong to each other. It was going to be just Yunho and Changmin bonded, no one else. “Touch me here,” Changmin said in what it seemed like a plea, grabbing Yunho’s hand and moving it from the couch arm to his scales. “Please.”

Yunho did as told, he touched the scales with his fingertips before massaging the collarbones with his hand, as the other had a tight grip on Changmin’s hips, pushing himself in and out with a faster pace.

Changmin cried out, feeling that his body was having too many emotions and sensations. It was borderline painful. His whole body trembled in pleasure.

“I love you,” Yuhno whispered and stopped touching the scales to get a firmer grip on Changmin’s hips. He quickened the pace and looked down. “So much,” he added with eyes full of said feeling.

Changmin’s heart stopped for a second: he was wanted and loved by Yunho. If he could choose a right time to die, this probably would be it. This chest felt heavy, and there was this tingling all over his body. “I love you, too,” he declared, drowning in those eyes that looked down at him so lovely. “Always have.”

This time it was Changmin who looked away. There was this not so pleasant feeling crawling into his heart as he saw Yunho’s devotion for him in those eyes.

Changmin didn’t deserve it. It was something he craved for, something that was supposed to be just that, something he wanted, something unreachable: just a nice dream.

Yunho started to hit Changmin’s sweet spot over and over as his thrusts quickened, pulling Changmin out of his mind to keep on experiencing heaven, even if it was for a bit.

Changmin clawed the back of the couch, throwing his head back and almost writhing as Yunho moved faster in and out, managing to hit his prostate dead on with every single thrust.

For a moment, just the sounds of skin moving against skin and ragged breathings were the only things that could be heard in the room as the air became thicker and thicker.

"I’m going to cum," Yunho moaned.

Changmin held tightly onto Yunho, almost sure that there was going to be bruises and scratches on the other’s man the next day. “Me too.”

Yunho’s thrust became erratic and animalistic. It didn’t take long before he finally came hard inside of Changmin.

“Fuck,” he cursed as he rode out his orgasm.

Still inside Changmin, Yunho grabbed the man’s cock and started pumping it as one of his hands caressed the scales, knowing by now that this was such a sensitive spot for the other.

Changmin screamed, closing his eyes and fisting the cushions as he came on Yunho’s chest and all over his stomach, panting hard at the intensity of it all.

Both stood still, looking at each other as they tried to come down from his post orgasm state. It had been mind-blowingly awesome.

Yunho finally wrapped his arms around Changmin as he practically crushed the boy beneath him and hummed happily.

Changmin smiled, not even caring that Yunho was still inside him and was quite heavy.

“I love you so much, Max,” Yunho declared again.

‘Who’s Max?’ Changmin thought immediately. Suddenly, he groaned and held his head. “Argh,” he moaned this time out of pain.

Yunho’s internal alarms ranged at that moment. He pulled out of Changmin and kneeled beside him. “Are you ok, Max?” He asked worriedly. “What’s wrong?”

Changmin closed his eyes, and Max opened them almost immediately, looking up at Yunho.

He looked down at himself and Yunho and blushed after he noticed they were naked. Max sat up and he felt something seeping out of his ass. He looked up at Yunho with confused eyes and tried to cover himself with his hands.

“W-what?” He asked himself with a whisper, as he tried to tie loose ends about the situation.

The last thing he remembered was getting up, not being able to sleep, to have a glass of water from the kitchen when something in the window caught his attention.

Yunho looked confused and tried to reach out for Max, but the latter just evaded it, flinching slightly.

“What happened?” Yunho asked, scared that he had done something wrong. “Max?”

Max stood up abruptly and walked to their room without uttering a single word, leaving a very confused and worried Yunho behind.

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A/N: I'm so sorry for making you guys wait for so long. This chapter was already written but Brittney and I had some doubts to solve about the whole story. Also, thank you for all for everything! This chapter gives some answers and formulate more questions! But we're getting to the breaking point of the whole story!

Momo was tested and the cardiologist told me he can virtually have a normal life, he just needs to take some medication from now on, and probably he won't be able to play and run, and all the other things most kittens do because of his heart, but well, I'll just try to do the best for him from now on...

Btw, more HoMin action coming soon!

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Catch Me - 7.2 (HoMin, SeKai)

2012-10-17T18:19:52Z

Title:Catch Me
Pairing: HoMin, SeKai
Authors: monick87 & dc_flag
Length: 7.2/?
Genre: AU
Warnings: Smut, angst, violence, bad language
Rate: NC-17
Disclaimer: Inspired loosely in the anime Elfen Lied.
Summary: Being afraid of what you don´t understand is natural. The secret is in doing your best to understand it.

Sieben - 2

When Changmin came to his senses, he was looking outside through an open window in the apparently 3^rd floor of a building. The wind was cold and he shivered slightly. He didn’t know how he arrived there, the only thing he knew was that before blacking out he saw Kai.

Changmin turned to see his surroundings, the lights were off but it seemed like he was in a living room. “Maybe it’s Kai’s,” he whispered. He focused, trying to feel Kai but realized the boy was far from him.

‘Where the fuck am I?’

‘Oh, Changmin hyung!’

‘Last time I remember I was with you.’

‘Let’s meet. I have something to tell you.’

Changmin sighed; apparently he wasn’t at Kai’s.

So where the fuck he was?

He knew he had to be extremely careful or the Steel Corporation would capture him and take him back, which he couldn’t allow, not this time.

Changmin suddenly started to feel dizzy again.

‘No! Not now! I need to find him,’ he thought before everything went black.

****

Chanyeol covered his ears and prayed for an early death because he was dead tired! Kai and Sehun had finally mated and they have been at it for 4 straight hours.

Chanyeol had always known that Sehun had quite high pitched voice, but he didn’t he had heard Sehun being so loud.

“Shut up!” He yelled and flung the covers off.

He threw the door open and marched down the hall were the noise grew louder. The teen banged on the door, but no one answered.

“Kai!” He yelled, as he banged more. “Some people actually want to sleep.”

There was rustling and the door cracked open to reveal a new Kai, this Kai seemed more determined. Chanyeol even really feared him for a few seconds when he saw Kai’s eyes dilated. “Well, we don’t and don’t plan to for 48 hours.”

“Seriously?!” Chanyeol groaned.

How could he forget about the 48-hour rule?

Kai laughed. “Seriously. Only diclonius virgins who haven’t mated have to sleep.”

“What’s that supposed to mean?” Chanyeol whispered, feeling a little hurt at the remark.

Kai just raised his eyebrow and scoffed, slamming the door in Chanyeol’s face.

Chanyeol stood there, feeling slightly jealous of Kai. Not that he wanted Sehun. The guy had grown up with him so he saw him like a little brother, but he wanted someone like that, someone who would accept him and love him like a lover even though he wasn’t human.

He had never felt so alone in all his life, and he hated that feeling.

****

Changmin slowly came to his senses as he felt something licking his face. He opened his eyes and the first thing he saw was a little white fluffy ball on him, looking at him expectantly. He jumped back surprised.

“The hell?!” The young man squealed not-so-manly and sat up.

The puppy happily barked and Changmin glared. The little thing jumped on Changmin’s legs and made itself comfortable.

“Oh no,” Changmin said using his vectors to pick up the dog and putting it down on the floor. “Don’t even think about it.”

The dog barked and jumped back on Changmin’s lap. It wiggled its little tail in joy and Changmin widened his eyes. This dog was very persistent!

He looked at the dog and let out a small smile. “You remind me of someone…” He said in a whisper as he put his hand tentatively on the dog’s head. “Someone I loved a long time ago.”

The dog wiggled happily while looking at him. Changmin sighed and picked her up, holding it close to his chest as the dog sniffed him.

He was petting the puppy, when a shadow stood over him. He looked up ready to strike, but stopped short.

This person…it was him. It was his Yunnie hyung.

His hyung looked gorgeous as always, even though there were dark circles under his eyes and his hair was messy.

This was the time; Changmin knew what he was supposed to do, but he just couldn’t find the words, they seemed to have stuck on his throat.

The little puppy jumped out of Changmin’s lap and started walking towards the kitchen.

Yunho and Changmin stared at each other for a while, before Yunho looked away. Changmin’s eyes dilated and his breathe picked up. His vectors moved to Yunho’s chest and touched him lightly.

Fuck! This was happening. Changmin wasn’t supposed to do this! He wasn’t supposed to imprint on him!

Yunho blinked a few times and gasped. He had just felt something touch him on the chest. Looking around, he found nothing.

“Hey,” Yunho said sighing. “I’m sorry for earlier. I didn’t mean to push you away… but, it’s just that I don’t want to take advantage of you in your state,” he finished nervously.

What the hell was happening right now?

Changmin blinked a few times, trying to understand why his hyung was telling him these things. Just when he stood up to say something, he felt soft lips on his.

Almost instantly his eyes closed, and a soft hand was on his cheek. A tongue prodded his lips asking for entrance, which he granted to the older man. Changmin felt something warm spread all over his body and he smiled internally. He had missed his hyung so so much! His chest ached, and felt as if his soul was being spilt inside him.

“I want you,” Changmin whispered when he and Yunho broke the kiss. “I want you so bad.”

Yunho pushed him away slightly. “You have me,” he stated.

Changmin crashed their lips together in a desperate and steamy kiss. He wanted to cry, but fought against it, there were so many emotions that he was starting to feel dizzy. Finally, he decided not to think and just to feel, concentrating on how wonderful Yunho’s lips felt at the moment.

Yunho picked him up and wrapped the younger’s leg around his waist. He stumbled with the added weight and they both crashed on the couch.

“Touch me,” Changmin whispered as Yunho placed his fingers on the younger man’s scales. “Please?” Changmin closed his eyes in ecstasy. His body was so responsive, and the way Yunho touched his scales sent shivers down his spine.

Yunho leaned down and ran his tongue over Changmin’s scales and up to his jugular vein, laying a wet kiss on it. Changmin’s hands moved down Yunho’s back clawing at his shirt, offended that a layers of fabric were still in between their bodies. He wanted contact so he wanted that shirt off.

Yunho got the hint immediately. He wanted the other man that is was almost scary. He leaned up and pulled off his shirt, discarding it to the floor hastily.

“Want yours off, too?” he asked, pulling Changmin up and off of his nightshirt. “You are so beautiful,” he declared, mesmerized by Changmin’s beauty.

Changmin smirked, liking the words that left Yunho’s mouth. No one ever had told him such things with a voice full of caring and devotion. He pulled Yunho back on top of him a little forcefully to steal another kiss from the older.

Yunho let his hands roam all over the other’s torso and still clothed hips. Instincts were leading everything and Changmin started to grind onto Yunho, his body wanted and needed this more than anything.

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A/N: The hell with LJ, seriously! Sorry for cutting the smut, but LJ is being a bitch!