Yeah yeah, more shit goes down

So in my recent post I told you about my son dying and all the crap that followed.

Last year the hits just kept coming.
After Thanksgiving my dad died. And in the same week a very dear friend also died.
Cancer sucks.

We're doing okay I guess.
Cat is being cranky.

It's weird. My son and I had been talking about moving back to Pennsylvania, but this is not the way I envisioned it happening. He lived most of his life in Michigan from the age of 10 when we moved there from Pennsylvania.

Now I'm back and there's so many things I want to share with him, but he's gone. Stuck in a fucking urn. It's not fair. April 1st would have been his 38 birthday, but it ended at the age of 36.

They say time heals.
It does NOT.
They lied.