229. Thursday

2012-07-26T10:08:13Z

midsummerly → wondroushaze

225. Monday

2012-06-25T16:34:18Z

ANON MEME :) stolen from the lovely dinah. Comment anonymously and answer the questions below and I'll guess who you are!

1. One secret.
2. One compliment.
3. One non-compliment.
4. One love note, but it does not have to be for me.
5. Lyrics to a song.
6. How old you are.
7. How long we've been friends.
8. And a hint to who you are.

Cas/Dean MixTape

2011-04-05T14:46:48Z

Cas/Dean MixTape The Only Hope For Me Is You

Who dares to love forever

01. Use Somebody - Kings Of Leon
02. I Belong To You - Muse
03. The Only Hope For Me Is You - My Chemical Romance
04. Talking To The Moon - Bruno Mars
05. Who Wants To Live Forever - Queen
06. Cosmic Love - Florence + The Machine

070. Friday

2010-02-26T12:11:04Z

This is my mixtape for the ~challenge at the sweet community lillieandrose. You were supposed to make a soundtrack of your life and include reasons why you chose those songs. I devided my life in three parts: past, present & future. Enjoy.

On my Own

The Past

01. Evanescence - Missing

Am I that unimportant?
Am I so insignificant?
Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?

Yeah, well, as a teenager i was kind of emo and even though i had friends i didn't really think they cared or loved me. and maybe they didn't love me at that moment, but i know now that they cared and that they love me now. hell, was i a messed up emo kiddo LOL

02. Green Day - She's a Rebel

She's a Rebel
She's a saint
She's salt of the earth
And she's dangerous

haha, i wasn't really dangerous, only in my mind ^^. as i was emo, i also totally was a "rebel".
I mean, i never did anything that broke the rule, i didn't even smoke!
but it's the rebel thought that counts, right? ;)

03. The Hush Sound - Momentum

Should I show you me?

All we need is a little bit of momentum
Breakdown these walls that we’ve built around ourselves
All we need is a little bit of inertia
Breakdown and tell ...
Breakdown and tell ...

These rules are made to break
And these walls are built to fall

I had these walls built around me, i don't know why. i was kind of bullied in school, because i was smaller than all the other kids (srsly, so what?) and that kinda hurt, but i didn't want it to hurt, hence the walls so nobody could hurt me.
But with time things got better and I finally destroyed these fucking walls. end of emo-phase YAY!

The Present

04. Kate Nash - Mouthwash

This is my face, I've got a thousand opinions and not the time to explain
And this is my body, and no matter how you try and disable it, I'll still be here
And, this, is my mind, and although you try to infringe you cannot confine

New attitude: this is me and if you don't like it you should just shut the fuck up, i don't care.

05. Katy Perry - Fingerprints

It's my life
and I'm not sitting on the sidewalk
watching it pass me by
I'm leaving you my legacy
I gotta make my mark
I gotta run it hard
I want you to remember me
I'm leaving my fingerprints

I want to enjoy my life now and i want to change things, i want to improve things, i'd love to help people and i want them to remember me.

06. Lea Michele (Glee) - On My Own

On my own
Pretending he's beside me
All alone I walk with him 'til morning
Without him, I feel his arms around me
And when I lose my way, I close my eyes and he has found me

Currently i'm just dreaming about love. I'd really love to have someone on my life. someone who isn't just a friend. But yeah, haven't found that someone yet ;)

07. Foo Fighters - The Pretender

What if I say I'm not like the others?
What if I say I'm not just another one of your plays?
You're the pretender
What if I say that I'll never surrender?

Though I lost my emo-side i didn't lose the rebel-thing ^^ I have my own opinion on things and i have no problem telling others this opinion. i don't want to be the pretender.

The Future

08. ABBA - I have a Dream

If you see the wonder of a fairy tale
You can take the future even if you fail
I believe in angels
Something good in everything I see

I have the dream that my future will bring a lot of good things and i am working hard to get the good things, even though, right now there isn't that much i can do except of concentrating on college.

09. Black Eyed Peas - One Tribe

One Tribe, one time, one planet, one race
It's all one blood, don't care about your face
The color of your eye or the tone of your skin

One tribe ya'll
We are one people
Let's cast amnesia, forget about all that evil

who doesn't want peace?

10. Queen - Find me somebody to love

Anybody find me somebody to love?
Got no feel, I got no rhythm
I just keep losing my beat
I'm ok, I'm alright
I ain't gonna face no defeat
I just gotta get out of this prison cell
Someday I'm gonna be free, lord

I think i don't have to add something, the title pretty much says everything ;)

11. Black Eyed Peas - Imma Be

Imma be takin them pics, lookin' all fly and shit
Imma be the flyest chick, so fly
Imma be spreadin' my wings
Imma be doin' my thang, do it, do it, okay

Imma be livin' that good life, Imma be livin' that good, good

Imma be the shit. OKAY? haha I just had to add this song to my future list ;)

DOWNLOAD THE WHOLE SOUNDTRACK HERE if you want to.

picture credit for the covers: elifkarakoc

the lion hearted girl

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Cas/Dean MixTape

070. Friday