Don't click on the link Smo. Sam either. Or really any Stuey girl in my year.



Ok...I'm really pissed off now. I used to just think, you leave me alone, I'll leave you alone. But ever since that arguement, she's been shutting me out, ignoring me and generally just being a bitch. I can't stand it anymore, but I really don't want to confront her, because I know most people will choose her side. I mean, Sam's already promised that she'd side with me (in a non bitchy way, just matter of fact way) but I don't want to make my friends choose. I don't want this to go beyond her and me.

But of course, she's sucked everyone else in. She's been telling other people horrible things about me, telling them I say all these horrible things about them. And I can't understand why she gave people like invites to who-knows-what. I mean, it didn't really bother me, but then I started to realise just what she was doing and it got me really upset. And by really upset, I mean I was crying to Walsie. You have to be pretty upset to do that. ;p. But what am I supposed to do? I mean, she's shutting me out, pretending I don't exist, and everyone still likes her.

I just don't get it. Why's she want to do that anyway? I mean, isn't it enough for her that I'm so insecure about myself that I wish I was anorexic? Isn't it enough that she (one of the only people to know so much about me) knows all my inner secrets and fears? Isn't it enough that I hate myself so much I wish I was dead?

It just doesn't make sense.

I'm going now.



Going to make icons.