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Quiet BPD: Part ll
Many of the core issues that I identified with in Quiet BPD could otherwise be explained by AuDHD - the self-image issues, the impulsivity, the…
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Chapter 4: Lotus
As much as I wanted to run, I couldn’t. I was frozen to that section of the dance floor, poorly dancing on autopilot.
Jan 2
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Staying sober in a new state.
I don't have a desire to relapse, but that shouldn't stop me from taking preventative measures.
Dec 22, 2025
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Sophomore
My brand new experimental electronic album is now streaming on all major platforms.
Dec 12, 2025
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The Power of Processing Trauma through Art
Gaining that misdiagnosis is what ignited my deep obsession with disordered minds and my incessant need to solve the puzzle of my own.
Dec 5, 2025
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Chapter 3: Caterpillar in a Cocoon
I was on the verge of becoming a butterfly, I could feel it.
Dec 1, 2025
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Chapter 2: Hungover
I tried to pray to God but I couldn’t get through, so I desperately prayed to Britney Spears.
Nov 7, 2025
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Chapter 1: Orange Juice
“Rule number one, Matty,” Jacob said, “try to take your pill with orange juice. The Vitamin C makes the high come faster and hit harder.”
Oct 1, 2025
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Quiet BPD: Part l
The often overlooked and misdiagnosed subtype of Borderline Personality Disorder.
Sep 1, 2025
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Price of Happiness
In the end, it all comes down to money and experiences. When the end comes, which will you wish you made more time for?
Aug 1, 2025
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Temperament as a Trauma Response
As LGBTQIA+ Pride month comes to a close, I sit here reflecting on how different my temperament might be if I had not grown up in a homophobic world.
Jul 2, 2025
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Panic
My vision narrowed and it appeared to have darkened around the edges, as if I was looking through a tunnel. My thoughts became jumbled and I grew…
Jun 1, 2025
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