discography <3

shadow w/ disphing & kazuki out now!

NOVEL 500 IS OUT <33

a meeting

tread along the edge
where the sea roar is filling your head
with serene, gentle melodies
but a chasm appears under your feet
in a second you're sinking!
into the swirling abyss, beneath
no use in resisting
your body, limp for the taking

before your eyes start closing
i reach into the deep
and let the light of the moon, wash over you
and bring you back, to safety

so i laid you down softly
but then, you started coughing
i rushed to your side as you opened your eyes
and a weight was lifted from off me
and i vanished so quickly
i was afraid you'd think that you dreamt me!
but know the goddess of the moon watches over you
and in time, you'll be back with me

lunas lament

you're strong alone, don't be afraid!

lyrics:
here i stand alone on my feet
searching for the missing piece of me
i should've taken some time away
let the light illuminate this shady place
now i stand under gray skies
waiting for the next time i can see your face

i know who i am now!
i know what you want
i can finally speak out
wait for the morning to come

ty for listening <3

on my feet

there is no art without the artist <3

the art that you create can take a break
don't force yourself
so rest your weathered hands for a single day
the sun will still rise tomorrow

and it's not weak
it's not anything (at all)
and you're chasing dreams
you'll never make it as you are, so lay your weary head down

listen to me
there's only so much you can take
and that's okay
the joy that you seek
doesn't come from productivity
so cast your worries down and let it be

you need shelter from the snow
and it gets colder still being out there all alone
and somewhere out there there's a light shining on
but you just can't seem to make it, your feet won't pick up the pace

so you fall to your knees and you tremble in the night
the stars aren't above you, the clouds whirling by
so just know that i love you even though we're storms apart
and when the cold nights get so dark, you know the way home in your heart

listen to me
there's only so much you can take
and that's okay
the joy that you seek
doesn't come from productivity
so cast your worries down and listen to me
there's only so much you can take
and that's okay
the joy that you seek doesn't come from productivity
so lay your weary head down

colder still

awaiting

she walks by the side
of the ocean, singing to the tide
she knows what she saw
they say "it's a miracle she's here to tell it at all"
her friends and her family don't believe her
when she says there's something deeper waiting just below the tide
i wish i could tell her, she's looking in the wrong direction
her savior's waiting lonely in the sky

over and over and over again
she waits on the shoreline for the waves to roll in
over and over and over again she tries, to find what's missing
over and over and over again
she waits on the shoreline for the waves to roll in
over and over and over again she tries, to find what's missing

over and over and over again
she waits on the shoreline for the waves to roll in
over and over and over again she tries, to find what's missing
over and over and over again
she waits on the shoreline for the waves to roll in
over and over and over again she tries, to find what's missing

lighthouse

a reunion <3

from the sea, to the stars
a lucent stream of light in my heart
many were the years as i waited for you here
an afterimage sitting restless in your place
i traced fading dotted lines across the vacant night sky
waiting patient for your welcome embrace

from the sea, to the stars

a sundial

tracing your paws along the trees
whispering static out of the creek
nobody around as you walk the path, back home
hum to yourself as you pick up the leafs
falling around you in the autumn breeze
this is something to cherish, something to never let go

someday soon, the wretched world will lay its hands on you
sculpt your soul into a visage, and when you look back on this you'll miss it
somewhere below, a hidden world that you'll never know
so as you grow keep your eyes up to the sky
my little light!

many moons and suns go by, orion dips below the horizon
leaving you alone in the forest in the night
since that autumn its been some time, you're now a person in your own right
as you watch the dawn break against the calloused rock face
there must be something on your mind
you changed somewhere along the line
spending all your days alone in the forest
i know the future seems so far but when you get there it'll get hard
i don't wanna scare you but i just want you to know that

someday soon, the wretched world will lay its hands on you
sculpt your soul into a visage, and when you look back on this you'll miss it
somewhere below, a hidden world that you'll never know
so as you grow keep your eyes up to the sky
my little light!

little light

del mar county fair 2008 (lillybug cover)

in lieu 

you woke up on the shoreline barely breathing in the night as the moonlit sky gave way to the sun
your chest rising and falling like the tide 
should you take this as a sign that someone out there is watching?

do you feel it?
something missing deep within you snatched from the tip of your fingers
can you hear it?
beneath the roaring of the waves 
a timid quiet whisper

so you got up on your feet
said goodbye to the glimmering sea
and thanked the heavens above for your safety
and as the days turned into weeks she told her family all she’d seen but they weren’t too keen on believing
i wish that i couldve said goodbye 
and had the chance to kiss her goodnight 
but the time has come for the curtains to be closed
even though im gone ill be right here
itll only be a few more years 
so worry not my love im with you always

do you feel it?
something missing deep within you snatched from the tip of your fingers
can you hear it?
beneath the roaring of the waves 
a timid quiet whisper

something missing

a passage

"she looked over the ocean one last time, and then she left"

through every broken bone, (album version)

a burning ambition

when i was younger, i thought the world would fall to my feet
but the older i get it seems, the more i know the less i see!
something calling in the distance "run as fast as your legs will carry"
i hear it every night in my dreams, the pull gets stronger whenever i
think about it
should i give it all away? chase the sunrise through the forest to the sea?
search for the missing pieces of myself in the gray? follow the compass in the stars?

i won't make myself let it go! 
the howling wind beckons from the depths of my soul
from the tops of the mountains to the world below
oh i won't make myself let it go!

ohh, can you hear it? the fading echoes in the distance?
ohh, can you feel it? that there must be something more than this
ohh, can you hear it? the fading echoes in the distance?
ohh, can you feel it? that there must be something more than this!

the calling

running will only get you so far (away)

they told you to give it a rest, so you left
walked out the back door on your own
following the light of the moon, does the forest heal you?
tell you things that no one else knows?
and the sky started falling, i ran out of time with you
oh and i knew what i wanted but nothing could save me from the truth

years passed by and you moved on
your old house is gone
you're working somewhere far, far away
tell yourself you've "got enough", put on a brave face
pretend that you didn't throw your life away
and i promise that i never wanted to hurt you again
it's all my fault so i should probably clean up the mess i made

(they told you to give it a rest, so you left
walked out the back door on your own
following the light of the moon, does the forest heal you?
tell you things that no one else knows?)

give it a rest

the vrchat to transfem therian pipeline

a promise

when everything has come to pass
you'll see me waiting here at last
feel the rain fall down your cheek
i'm always with you at the center of everything

center

everything

i'm forever grateful, but i still fucking hate you

you ask what's on my mind
like you even care
you say that i seem "a little distant lately"
all the things i keep from you
carry too much weight to bare
so i say "i'm fine" and turn my face away
(ohhh) and i don't wanna hurt your feelings
(ohhh) no i don't wanna be the reason
(ohhh) that tonight you're barely sleeping

WE CAN TRY IT AGAIN !
JUST LET ME KNOW WHEN !
WE CAN TRY IT AGAIN !
CAUSE I THINK I'M SCARED TO BE ALONE, AGAIN
WE CAN TRY IT AGAIN !
WE CAN TRY IT AGAIN !
CAUSE I THINK I'M SCARED TO BE ALONE, AGAIN

by now you've already given up
wish there was something i could say to make it okay, but there's not
and i hope somewhere out there, you find everything you want
so i'll wish you the best as you wait for something better yet to come
lets go!

WE CAN TRY IT AGAIN !
JUST LET ME KNOW WHEN !
WE CAN TRY IT AGAIN !
CAUSE I THINK I'M SCARED TO BE ALONE, AGAIN
WE CAN TRY IT AGAIN !

lmk !

healing is up to u <3
tysm to tea team for letting me a part of this comp!! plsss go follow them here: https://linktr.ee/teateamdesu

(hey! what should i start this song with?)
(hey! start it with that!)

i think i lost myself, somewhere out there
but i’m finding it now
i’m feeling so much better somehow, yeah
and i don’t need your affirmations
im doing better without your foot in the door
i’ll get along without you waging your wars

oh and this time, i’m finally putting an end before i let it begin all again
and this time? i’m gonna stand with my word and not let you back in
oh and this time, i’m really letting you and you’ll be out on your own from now on
and this time, you’ll finally realize the damage you’ve done

you caught me talking to my walls last night
and the questions you asked have been eating me up inside
and i’ve been stuck in my head my whole life
so trust me i know what it’s like
and you said that you’re scared that nothing will ever stay the same and i said it won’t, but that’s no reason to hide away
if there’s something out there that helps you get up every day then you should chase it, no matter what they say

play_pretend

yeah! yeah! yeah!
made this for https://soundcloud.com/amflara's genre blender vol 2! it’s an honor to get on this hehe thank u guys <3

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lyrics:
ohh my body's aching yet again, i'm throwing caution to the wind
how do i say that i want you without sounding desperate?
i need you to hold my hand
and i've got so much more to tell you, but i don't think you wanna hear
so i'll just keep my mouth closed and wait till this blows over,,,

and i've been running down this same path for so longg
if you look back would you notice i was gone?
and when you get there i hope everything's okay
i'll still be chasing shadows out of the way...

chasing shadows!

jasko was one of the first friends i ever made in the scene back when i first joined the silkenwood server, and he was a truly a talent unlike any other out there. jasko would light up a room whenever he walked into it and you just couldn't help but feel happy around him, i'm so unbelievably lucky to have known him and i will forever cherish every second we spent together. thank you for existing jasko, it was an honor to know you. love and miss you so much, lilly

lyrics:
and i've been tryna find the time to even think
all my patience circling the bottom of the sink
i'm treading water but the current's getting stronger
and i don't know if i'll be okay, tell me it's alright

hello again, it's been a while since you heard from me like this
and i'm tryna be okay without you here but i still miss you
you don't gotta say a thing back in return, i know that's not how this works
it's different now, i started college, quit my job and things are changing
still not sure what i'm really after but i'll face it
in the end, what's up ahead? i don't know but i hope i get to see you again

tell me it's alright (with Jasko)

THA START OF AN ERA. LAY DOWN YA WEAPANS. WE ARE HEYA.

NEVA LEFT

THE INFINITE INCOMPREHENSIBLE SHAPE OF PURE CATACLYSMIC INESCAPABLE AGONY

SWAG

CHUNGUS

hiii ty for listening~
go stream the original!
https://soundcloud.com/sosusmusic/so-sus-shmani-puppy

support so sus: https://soundcloud.com/sosusmusic
support shmani: https://soundcloud.com/shmanii

So Sus & shmani - Puppy (lillybug remix)

here we are !
with love, lilly <3
(free dl btw, enjoy!)

out there

65:07:05 // (1:58:87) 
..everything is, will be, and was..

on otari mx 5050 mk III r2r + tascam 34b r2r
1/4" + 1/2" magnetic tape

(you are blood, you are breathing, you are life)

this is the kind of culmination of the last 10 weeks of my being, i’ve been becoming much more familiar with analog tape and i wanted to make something special that was sort of a duet between me and the machine. i think i truly take for granted how incredibly lucky we are to have such beautiful pieces of machinery available, so take this as an ode to the machine and a collaboration between me and the lovely reel to reel i was able to work with on this

i’m trying to be better about not vaulting my music and if something feels special to just put it out there. music is meant to be shared, and i need to remember that
from lilly, with love

wires-121625

https://soundcloud.com/maae-ko
https://soundcloud.com/disphing
https://soundcloud.com/o-mikamin-o

https://open.spotify.com/artist/4E2TcTjE4vNGZ8eNtMzQ7U
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https://twitter.com/lillybugmusic
https://twitter.com/dsphng
https://twitter.com/kazukiin__

https://bsky.app/profile/dumbdoglilly.bsky.social
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https://www.instagram.com/lillybugmusic/
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https://www.instagram.com/kazoomusic_/

lillybug, Disphing & kazuki - shadow (said and done)

cover art by: @linkedwinters
mixed & mastered by: @xfchiba

since we premiered this chapter live as part of a stream in association with Crossover for Charity, we thought it'd be nice to include a link to the cause we're supporting for CFC2: https://www.pcrf.net/

featured artists in order of appearance:
@shameless_wav
@viznode
@jianmsic
@xfchiba
@whyawe
@dowfimusic
@thisisanthesis 
@linkedwinters
@sapphi31
@paxenimzi
@laxcitymusic
@joonbug_official
@kadenic
@valotunes
@bofflefloffle_music
@miviasmusic
@maae-ko
@dossyx
@eclimusic
@navinor
@euphee
@virtual-riot

vol5. finale_chapter500

for hazel, rest in peace <3

you’d rather live to please
than die a virgin
said you wanna go see the world
but you’re stuck at work

if you could go anywhere, where would you go? 
if you could go anywhere, where would you go?
if you could go anywhere, would you wanna stay here?
if you could go anywhere, where would you go?
if you could go anywhere, where would you go?
if you could go anywhere, would you wanna stay?

when the wind whistles you’ll wake up unlucky again
with none of your things, your bandmates or lovers and friends
you’ll park by the side of the lake and run down to the edge
and you’ll think about everything you want to forget

olympia dream sequence

i will grow, apart from you

well you win, it's your call
so tell me what do you want from me?
i've been too busy chasing my tail to really listen
you're pacing around the room, is there an answer that you seek?
if i had words left for you, then i would say them

i don't think i ask for much, just a bit of tender love and care is all i'd ever want
if you don't feel it, we should break this off
maybe we should both take care of ourselves a little more and then ask for help

oh i don't want to ever be alone, though i think it might be best for us both
could you put your keys back when you're ready to go?
maybe a friend can pick you up and take you back home

i don't think i ask for much, just a bit of tender love and care is all i'd ever want
if you don't feel it, we should break this off
maybe we should both take care of ourselves a little more and then ask for help

don't you ever get tired, of just wondering what could be?
aren't you feeling so sick? being somewhere far away from me
i could keep holding on, but i know this'll never work
i think you gotta let go, pull the rip cord when it hurts

break this off

So, here's a track I whipped up in 45 minutes, not the best but it's decent, took very much inspiration from barnes blvd.  thanks!

i wish it was raining

this song goes out to a special someone

music video: https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=iTB9AtSB1Xs

one lonely night (out now in stores)

together

echo

falling (prologue)

just got a new mic and i figured I'd try it out :)
lyrics:
driving down your street at midnight
i see your face in the passing lights
making me wonder how you're doing
it's been a few years since I've seen you
laying down on the bed in my room
it's making me feel so stupid

cause you're the one thing I knew that I couldn't lose
and I let you slip past me and now I'm doomed
if you would only give me another second chance
i could make things right
yeah we could do it over again

over again
and again
we could do it over
again
again
and again
yeah
and we could do it over again

did you think that really I'd leave you lonely
if you feel the same then come and show me
if you really want this all to last
we can leave everything behind in the past

blurry (out now in stores)

the sun is shining somewhere else 🏳️‍⚧️
fka bug boy

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