former life. this album was created, mixed, and mastered by myself. 

the album cover was hand-drawn by Xavier Judd, follow his art here: https://xavierjudd.com

I could not have completed this album without these people:
God, family, Lucy, Xavier, Skylar, Rob, Michael, AJ, Justin, Zane, Ben, Luke, Seth, Derek, Jaden, Micah, Eli, Jacob, Gavin, so many more…thank you for every one of you listening💜

former life

a compilation of every single release i have done, ever.

discography

reminiscing gave me butterflies.

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---
A song came on my phone tonight
That reminded me of you
I guess I had more tears to cry
But I swore that they were through

The devil plays his tricks on me
When I stay up at night
The memories just stick to me
Like glue covers my mind

And it's stuck in place
The memories will never erase

And it's stuck in place
The memories will never erase

Thought of you (stuck in place)

you make me fall, in love.

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---
Fall
You make me fall
You make me fall
Fall, fall, fall, fall
Oh, You make me fall
You make me fall
Oh, you make me fall
You make me fall
Fall
You make me fall
You make me fall
You make me fall
Fall, fall, fall, fall
Oh, you make me fall
You make me fall
Oh, you make me fall
You make me fall
Fall

You make me fall
You make me fall
Fall, fall, fall, fall
Oh, you make me fall
You make me fall
Oh, you make me fall
You make me fall

You
Make me fall
Into love
Love
You
Make me fall
In love
Love
Fall
Fall
Fall
Fall
Fall
Fall

Fall
Fall
Fall
Yeah

divine devotion

listen elsewhere <3

fall (w/ ezshi)

when life stretches you to new places, grow with it.

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i have an album coming out soon, much like this music. stay tuned <3

stretch

all the world i wish i could give you.

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---
have you ever stopped to think about this?
do you know what it all means?
is there something in the unseen?
are there answers to the questions that you seek?

i wish i could be the one to answer
but i'm looking for my own way
is it worth the price that i pay?
you're my savior now

more for you is a wish i pray for
all the world i wish i could give you
nothing less is what i want for us
could you see yourself as more?

could you see yourself as more?
could you see yourself as more?

could you see yourself as more?

why do i only see the surface?

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---
Who am I?
Why am I here?
Where do I go when I disappear?
Who am I?
What is my purpose?
Why do I only see the surface?

Only see the surface
I can't find my purpose
Can't find my worth
Tell me, can this work out
Feeling like a misfit
Always in the mix, nothing ever sticks
This will never work out
So filled with jealousy
I need a remedy
Or something I can do to set me free
I need your company
Better yet, I need your love in me
Cause I can only see the surface

I only see the surface
I need to find my purpose
I only see the surface
And I need to find where my soul is
I only see the surface
And I need to find my purpose

I never see the best in myself
It seems like all these people got it figured out
I'm just tryna learn where I need to go
Cuz lately I've been feeling like I'm all alone
I cry to you God, tell me where you are
Will you answer please? Life's been getting hard
I'm just tryna learn where I need to go
Cause I just need a place that I can call home

surface

i want to forget

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---
My legs are sore from running from my problems
But when I rest, my problems catch back up to me
So when I wake, I try to make distance between them
I ran so fast I almost felt I was set free
But I'm not
I'm stuck
I'm stuck in my head
I want to break right out of this mess
They're in my head
I wanna forget
I can't
I can't
I can't
I can't
I'm stuck
I'm stuck in my head
I want to break right out of this mess
They're in my head
I wanna forget my problems

But I'm stuck, I'm stuck in my head
I wanna break out
Get out of this mess
I wanna forget
But I'm stuck, I'm stuck in my head
I wanna break out
Get out of this mess
I wanna forget

But I'm stuck, I'm stuck in my head
I wanna break out
Get out of this mess
I wanna forget
But I'm stuck, I'm stuck in my head
I wanna break out
Get out of this mess
I wanna forget

I wanna break-

breakout

I realized I can be anything...

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realization of self

I cannot find my purpose here...

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---
Can anyone tell me about the time
Before all these humans were alive
Before the destruction and all the corruption
I know that our ignorance is our demise
But no one accepts that and they never will
Because the truth is a hard to swallow pill
But why's it so easy for kids to take Xanax?
And all of that oxy and mescaline tablets

It makes me wanna take a drive, get caught in traffic
Live fast, die young three digits on the dash, bitch
Semi to my head and you know I'm bouta blast it
The only way I'll find my peace is when I'm in the casket
Mama thought that I was good, but I'm falling under
All these thoughts up in my head make me start to wonder
Why the fuck am I here? Please tell me my purpose
Cause people only care about what lies on the surface

I cannot find my purpose here
Drowning myself in all this doubt and fear
You've pushed me out about a thousand times
But now I can see through all your lies
My heart is filled with all this hate and shame
But this time, my darling, you're taking the blame
The pain you've put on me, I can't forgive
It's got to the point where I don't wanna live

I cannot find my purpose here
I'm stuck in my head because of all the fear, yeah
I've tried to change about a thousand times
But changing myself has brought me my demise, yeah
My heart is filled with all this hate and shame
I'm sick of playing all these fucking games, yeah
I can't believe you got the best of me
Now it feels like you're my enemy, yeah

existential turmoil (feat. 6hostworld)

nothing to strive for or hold on to...

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floating aimlessly

waiting for the day that I can say that this the moment.

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---
I keep dreaming, I keep hoping
Waiting for the day that I can say that this the moment
I keep seeing all the broken
Waiting for the day that I can throw out my emotions, but
I keep dreaming, I keep hoping
Waiting for the day that I can say that this the moment
I keep seeing all the broken
Waiting for the day that I can throw out my emotions

I been drinking, I been smoking
Waiting for the day that I can let out my emotion
You playing with my heart but there's no point because it's broken
These bitches always searching for the way but you're the token, yeah
I tell my people that I'm just joking
Cause they don't get the meaning so then I'm just left unspoken
I know this time you're really gone so I'll just let it soak in
No distance is too much because so far you are the chosen one

Adjusting position
I know that my baby ain't trippin
They hate to see that I'm winning
I pull up Detroit with the pistons, yeah
No game, it's a scrimmage
You know that I'm living exquisite
I know you're with it
I know you're with it
Adjusting position
You know I be out here I'm livin
Got God on my side so I'm winning
Me and my team, you can get it, yeah
No change making millions
Me enesai we be killin
I know you're with it
I know you're with it yeah

I keep dreaming, I keep hoping
Waiting for the day that I can say that this the moment
I keep seeing all the broken
Waiting for the day that I can throw out my emotions, but
I keep dreaming, I keep hoping
Waiting for the day that I can say that this the moment
I keep seeing all the broken
Waiting for the day that I can throw out my emotions

the moment (feat. itsyaboyrobg)

it feels like I could love you for a lifetime.

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---
All I wanna do is feel at home with you
I'm just sick of feeling so alone and used
I just wish that you could always stay with me
But it's looking like another rainy day for me
I just need something to keep me safe from the storm
And when I'm by your side you got me feeling so warm
I just wish that you could always stay with me
But it's looking like another rainy day for me, rainy day for me

I'm getting fed up with holding back all my thoughts
Cuz lately I've been feeling so lost
And you don't help me, all you do is stress me out
Cuz I'm falling for you like the rain coming down
But you seem like you're not reciprocating
You got me crying tears, precipitating
And you got my head spinning, thoughts be racing and racing
So now it's time to face it
I fall in love too quick, then I get my heart split
Fall in love with these chicks that make me feel like shit
I needed a vacation, so I went and split
Now I wish I could've stayed cause I kinda liked it
But I love you more and I think that's my curse
Cause my love gets turned to dust and it makes me feel worse
Knowing nothing lasts forever makes my soul hurt
Cause it feels like I could love you for a lifetime

(Cause it feels like I could love you for a lifetime)
Yeah it feels like I could love you for a lifetime
(Cause it feels like I could love you for a lifetime)
Yeah it feels like I could love you for a lifetime
(Cause it feels like I could love you for a lifetime)
Yeah it feels like I could love you for a lifetime

Nah, it feels like I could love you forever
Yeah it feels like I could love you forever

So just stay with me
Cause my heart it falls for you
Like the rain, like the rain
Shelter me from the storm
Shelter me, shelter me
When I need you

rainy day

there must be a way to break out.

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---
After every rainy day
I sit in a silent space
Waiting for something to happen
For something to change my life
My head begins to spin with the possibilities
Which slowly turns to fear
Failure being the only option for me
My shortcomings being the only trait present
So I pause, and wait again
Memories begin to creep into every corner of my mind
A better past is all I see now
Hindering me from moving forward
I'm stuck here

I need to get out of this empty space in which I lie and call comfort
I need to get out of my head, a place never fully understood, yet remaining undiscovered
I need to get out of this impossible perfection in which I place myself
There must be a way to break out of all of this

I just haven't found it yet

impasse

come back to the light...

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---
When I'm alone
Everything fades away
The worries of tomorrow
Pass like yesterday
But you told me
Everything is okay
I get lost in thought
Why does my mind work this way?

Cuz you were right here the whole time
And I can see the pain in your eyes
I wish I could tell you that I'm sorry
But if I said that I'd be lying

I'd be lying if I said I won't go
Cuz it's better for me when I'm alone
And I know you said you need to be close to me
I guess I got detachment issues, I'll say that openly
I'd be lying if I said I won't go
Cuz your heart is something that I can't hold
Yeah I know you really wanna be close with me
I guess I got detachment issues, don't take it personally

This can't be everything you ever wanted
This lack of solidarity will only leave you haunted
This won't fix your broken heart or soul
To be alone will only make you want more
And I know you're fighting a war
At least it's something worth fighting for
So come back to the light cause you need to
You ran away even if you didn't mean to

So come back to the light cuz you need to
There's nothing worth chasing cuz it'll leave you
So come back to the light and don't detach now
Whatever's lost in your heart will be found
And I'll be there with you, I won't leave you, child
I've been there every second
So come back to the light cuz I need you
You'll find your way with me, I'll help you see through the dark

detachment w/ vastful

tell me where you are...

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---
Tell me where you are
I can only get so far without you here
I need you near me
So tell me where you are
I stumble in the dark to find you, dear
I need you here please

Tell me that I can go on
It feels like I can't go on
My world is breaking around me and I have fear
That you aren't here to save me
So tell me that I can move on
Cuz it feels like I can't move on
My mind is stuck in a million places at once
It feels like it's going to break me

a prayer

my soul was lost and it must be found...

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---
Brokenness surrounds me and I can't find myself
I drifted away and I need help
Save me tonight cuz I need you
The space between us is the only issue
I want you here with me right now
And I want to reach out but I don't know how
My thoughts are stuck in the past now
My soul was lost and it must be found

My soul was lost behind a curtain of uncertainties
I know if I let go I'll find a way for me to be free
I can't keep holding on forever to my past mistakes
I have to forgive everything that brought me to this place
I think I'm better than I was yesterday but I'm not certain
I see myself in mirrors but am I really that person?
Reflecting back at me it seems to be a shadow
I wish the war of flesh and soul wasn't a never-ending battle

War of flesh and soul was never-ending, never-ending
War of flesh and soul was never-ending, never-ending
War of flesh and soul was never-ending
War of flesh and soul was never-ending, never-ending

Brokenness surrounds me and I just want to help
Cuz there's people so lost in this world and I know cuz its something I've dealt with myself
You saved me that night now I'm with you
And I know I've got a long way to go but the space is no longer an issue
So I pray for the future
I pray for us all
I pray we don't miss You, that we answer the call
I pray for the lost
And I pray for the found
I pray for the one that wandered off from the crowd
To come home
Come home
Come home
Come home

persistence

the entire album start to finish. this album was created to be a soundtrack. I hope you enjoy, thank you for your support. I love you all <3

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timestamps: TBD

former life [full album]

this song spoke to me. this is why i remixed it. thank you Will for your amazing talent.
check out the original here: https://soundcloud.com/dull_machine/prism

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free download! <3

dull machine - prism (enesai remix)

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after 7 months of back and forth producing, i would like to present to you a song that was one of the hardest, yet most fun to work with. notthatcold, or hope, is a wonderful person. even when i told her im taking a few months break from the song, she never got angry. so, i hope you enjoy, and be sure to stay tuned for next weeks release.
i love you all
-nate

Fix My Heart (feat. notthatcold)

unfortunately, the vocalist that was originally supposed to be on this track flaked out early, so enjoy this track with MY vocals instead.
i think it sounds just as good:)
thank you for the support on the EP so far, 2 more tracks to come after this, or is it 2 ;)
stay tuned for more :3

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Riverside Letdown

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is my song holy shit let’s go let’s go I’m literally typing with my voice dude I’m using voice to type I don’t even know if it’s gonna work but I’m freaking hyped oh my God let’s go!

enesai, Knoir & eliderp - The Fall

original: https://soundcloud.com/itstooscar/drive-thru

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To Oscar - Drive-Thru (enesai remix)

i can change your whole life no counterfeit.

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---
i just wanna get high with you
take you back into the crib and make it right with you
talk smooth while we listening to purpp in the coop
roll the windows down and vibe, then we high whats the move

touchdown in the driveway im lookin at you
cant help it cuz you're pretty like the sky when it's blue
make a bad day turn into a good one it's true
darling i think i might be in love with you (love with you)

im catching feelings even tho i dont even see the feelings
you're in my head when you're gone cuz you're one in a million
thinking about you when im dreaming cuz you're all in my head
think about the times we used to just talk in my bed

take it back to the first time we met
wouldn't change it for a second if i had to go back
we were both so young but the vibes were on check
now i miss the days when nothing was even bringing me stress

but this shits different now
things change and im cool wit it
we just gotta go a roll wit it, if you're down for it
i can change your whole life no counterfeit
but the shits different nothings changed and im cool wit it
we just gotta go a roll wit it, if you're down for it
i can change your whole life no counterfeit

counterfeit

original: https://soundcloud.com/pierrebourne/ballad?in=pierrebourne/sets/the-life-of-pierre-4-1

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Pi'erre Bourne - Ballad (enesai flip)

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patience

that takes away a part of me.

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---
who am i, who do i wanna be?
what am i suppose to be doing here?
why does it feel like it's a game?
who am i, who am i?

who am i, who do i wanna be?
what am i suppose to be doing here?
why does it feel like it's a game?
who am i, who am i?

who am i, who do i wanna be?
what am i suppose to be doing here?
why does it feel like it's a game?
who am i, who am i?

feels like
but that takes away from me
take away all i’ve seen
now i’ve become

i don’t wanna know what it feels like

that takes away from me, 
takes away all i’ve seen, 
takes away apart of me
how do i be, 
the person i am today, without the past?

transcending, spiraling, 
i don’t know where to begin
fake it till i make it, 
feels like i'm living in a lie, sometimes 
it can be amazing and other times it can just be all up in my own head, 
all in my own head

takes away (feat. kira noelle)

tell my friends that i'm sorry for the mess that i have made.

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---
used to be 2D, now we 3D
got me feelin like bruce lee with ADHD
i been thinking bout you lately even though you hate me
these narcotics in my stomach got me dying slowly

yes i take a hit and im floating even thoguh my lungs are iching
paranoia and anxiety both got my fingers twitching
when i think of you i feel like im that much closer to death
feel like i'd be better off by putting lead inside my head

but fuck that bitch walk your way up silent hill
where the trees all have eyes and there's nothing left to feel
welcome to the underworld the only place where i feel safe
cuz it helps me forget all of the pain i felt yesterday

put me 6 feet under where my body's meant to lay
where the long lasting memory of my last day will fade
where my body meets the earth and kills off all my fucking pain
tell my friends that i'm sorry for the mess that i have made

i know that you hate me
you think i'm two different people
say i'm fucking crazy
say i'm fucking evil

i know that you hate me
you think i'm two different people
you say i'm fucking crazy
you say i'm fucking evil

i know that you hate me
you think i'm two different people
say i'm fucking crazy
say i'm fucking evil

i know that you hate me
you think i'm two different people
say i'm fucking crazy
say i'm fucking evil

fuck

i know that you hate me
and i'm sorry for what i said
but i can't change who i am
even though it's all in my head

so give me a reason
to wake up and get out of bed
cuz right now i feel like
you think i'm better off gone or dead

so please tell me differently
give me a sign
i'm lost at the crossroad
choose the path cuz i'm running out of time

please just forgive me
i'll say it for the last time
if i can't be yours
then why the fuck should you be mine?

2 different people (feat. 6hostworld)

i had the vision but i couldn't see you.

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you, you broke my heart
my heart fell right apart
you left me all alone, i can't get very far
don't pick up the phone
you know how that shit go
leave me with regret or feeling that you'll never know
she was the one and now she's gone
when i think about her i just wish i was the one, but we're done
at least that what you said to me a couple million times 
and i can hear the words so easily

i saw you in my dream
you were looking through a mirror at me
every move i made you matched perfectly
i saw you in my dream
you we're looking through a mirror at me
i had the vision but i couldn't see you

you, you broke my heart
my heart fell right apart
you left me all alone, i can't get very far
don't pick up the phone
you know how that shit go
leave me with regret or feeling that you'll never know
she was the one and now she's gone
when i think about her i just wish i was the one, but we're done
at least that what you said to me a couple million times 
and i can hear the words so easily

i saw you, i saw you
through the mirror at me
every move i made you matched perfectly
i saw you in my dream
you we're looking through a mirror at me
i had the vision but i couldn't see you

see you

i just wanna go back to the way it was before.

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and i just wanna go back, back
i just want to go back, back to when it was before
i just want to go back, go back
i just wanna go back, back

i just want to go back, to the way it was before
i just want to change my life, but i don't know what for

i just want to go back, go back
i just want to go back, back

go back

i just want to go back, go back
i just want to go back, back

people around me but i don't feel them here
pass by the day but it feels like a year
go through the motions to get by
feel so low but I feel so high

and i just wanna go back, go back

i just want to go back, go back
i just want to go back, back

i just wanna go back

made this in 3 consecutive nights being up too late. i think too much.

original: https://soundcloud.com/postmalone/i-fall-apart-1

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don't forget my album comes out on April 10th, very soon.
presave the album here: https://t.co/i6H8aUE2cS?amp=1  :))

post malone - i fall apart (enesai remix)

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enesai & yandrel - artificial affection

i thought it would be over. and now it is over.

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you take me off the ground

a song created tonight in an attempt to cure an incurable stagnation. full project coming soon. i love you all.

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a song for incurable stagnation (w/ ezshi)

• over-thinker by heart
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