would you love me if i
smiled more and stood up straight
or got new clothes and lost some weight
or cut my hair and shaved my face
would you love me if i changed

cause i just wanna 
take your hand and spin you around
and change your plans and make you proud
cause i need your love and you want space
would you love me if i changed

i can’t sleep, i lay in bed just wondering
and idle hope inside my head comes rushing
i can’t sleep cause i’m convinced you’re the one for me
but you disagree

if/then

i’m playing songs that you don’t like but you need to hear,
while you go hide behind that pride and plug your ears
you know it’s gonna keep you up all night
won’t you be with me completely before i disappear?

then i took your hand, we found your guard and we tore it down
we talked bout home, and skipping college and moving out, 
and love, and that’s not exactly what i came for
but you know how i pictured us
not your typical “once” that you hear all about

you get so irrational after dark
and you move in close, now it’s just these clothes keeping us apart
but what now? if you want something better spit it out
but you bit your tongue to a dozen pieces
i want you bad and i thought you could see it
but you missed your chance, see you in a new season
would have been so sweet and now i’m leaving
but i’ll take your sunshine and leave you freezing
i’ll take your good nights stuck staring at the ceiling
i’ll take your blue skies, i’ll take your secrets
i’ll take your heart

i’ll take your blue skies, i’ll take your secrets
i’ll take your heart

songs u don't like

drop me off at her house like dead weight
been a minute since i felt my heart rate
feels sweet but it’s obvious it’s fake
my aspartame
“let’s think this through,” yeah i think a lot
but living complacent’s harder than i thought
idk when it’s time to stop
talking

and i think i wanna start over

count it up like 1 2
only do it cause i have to
if i only do what i want to
why am i sat here looking right past you?
i go hide in the bathroom
text a couple friends all ab you
if you didn’t know then you’re bout to
why i’m sat looking right pastttttt

drop me off at her house like dead weight
been a minute since you raised my heart rate
i act sweet but it’s obvious it’s fake
i’m aspartame
we’ll talk this through, watch me think too much
i’ll keep overthinking til it feels like love
and if it gets too loud and you’ve had enough
shut me up, shut me up

shut me up, shut me up
shut me up, shut me up

let’s pretend we don’t know how it really is
cause what it would change might be irrelevant 
you say you gave it up for a chance
but i know you better than that
(what kind of future doesn’t run from the past)
“we can run together” but that’s no way to live
you said you gotta take what you can get
but baby, i know you could get better

shut me up

blocked your calls for another day
cause i don't wanna talk to you anyway
don't bother me don't bother me
don't bother me don't bother me
can't you tell the way i keep you on DND
can't stand when your face lighting up my screen
don't bother me don't bother me
don't bother me don't bother me

...

checked you off my list yeah i did!!
and babe you said you never gave a shit
but now im gone you wanna pitch a fit?
baby quit switchinggg - tried to warn you
but you never listen so i got some distance
yeah i got some distance cause
i can't stand when you walk my way
but god i love the thought of you a couple hundred miles away

say i can call you later but i don’t need your permission
swear your girl won’t know
but i don’t wanna be the villain again
you’re wasting space in my head i’ll go ghost in the end
cause i don’t wanna fall in love and find out you were pretending
swear you never meant it
i’ll block you for another day to earn your attention
like i don’t have feelings at all and i just wanna call you
but i know you love when i leave

blocked your calls for another day
i don’t wanna talk to you anyway
don’t bother me, don’t bother me
don’t bother me, don’t bother me
can’t you tell the way i leave your messages on read
you’re just wasting space in my head
don’t bother me, don’t bother me
don’t bother me, don’t bother me

don't bother me!!! (w han.irl)

i'm in a fetal position
on my bathroom floor
this kind of love got me wishing
that i could be more

i'll change my hair, change my clothes
girl if you told me who knows what i'd do
to be the perfect boy for you

if you want it, i got it
baby i'm whatever you want til im not it
hate myself til i can't stop crying
you're lying when you say im enough
i know, i know

i hate wishing i was different
look at me like a kid
but it doesn't bother me in the slightest
you get sick when you see me
is my outfit displeasing?
cause i brought another one just in case

i'd change my hair, change my clothes
girl if you told me my nose was too big
i'd cut it off just like this

if you want it, i got it
baby i'm whatever you want til im not it
hate myself til i can't stop crying
you're lying when you say im enough
i know, i know
i know!!

ken song

none too deep

man!

vagrant

hellogoodbye

december

i just want u

lyrics and vocals by @lonemoon

mastered by @frection

free dl: http://bit.ly/2il2Zlw

goin down (ft lonemoon)

@hollowpointcollective

https://theartistunion.com/tracks/86d9f1

[disclaimer: i took out the rap for the first build, seemed a little out of place]

free dl <3

lachesis [OUT ON HOLLOW POINT]

moonwater (atlas in motion x atlantic cover)

off of my upcoming album PERPETUALLY, this is DRIFTED.

listen on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/2d3lfCtBrSAyEkZBgVQbzg

lyrics:
im sitting, stuck in another daze again, i know
staring at this empty space i call my home
things have been silent and it never has been
since you walked out the door

maybe this is the regretting stage
am i keeping my cool or saving face
i thought that it would all be bliss
that after this is an easy fix, guess who's wrong

i couldnt have been more wrong

we drifted away
and thats the way it will stay
you helped me find my place
but we both seem to have faded, faded

away

angelic demeanor with the words of a preacher, thats her
ive always believed her and the truth thats within the things she says
as hard as my head was, as closed as my heart was
she found a way

and maybe this is me saving face
keeping all these thoughts in one place, oh my
the details that you never miss
the feeling of your goodnight kisses

theyre just memories of a stranger that id once known

weve drifted away
(and thats the way it should stay)
you helped me find my place
but we both seem to have faded, faded

away

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credits:

thank you to everyone that helped me make this song happen

i would like to give thanks especially to @vincelubiano, for your beautiful lyrical wisdom, sof, for your constructive criticism, and anyone else who helped me with any small things. (its the little things that make the greatest changes over time.)


thank you for listening; more coming next month

DRIFTED

second single off of my upcoming album PERPETUALLY, this is TOXIC.

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listen on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/443ebKHpoQ37LLyCC5q9ZR?si=ApPuoJLH

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lyrics:
ive been trying for so long idk what to say anymore
solace isn't what i want so if im pushing you away theres something more

well i guess ive been a mess from the start
trying not to fall or maybe even fall apart
jealous when i take another look down at my heart and realize
nothing's really changed, been the same for a long time
been writing down these songs of mine
but is it real anymore?
if not i guess that's alright

because ive been trying for so long idk what to say anymore

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thank you to chloe for the beautiful photography, and to everyone else that contributed with feedback along the way.

TOXIC

third and final single off my upcoming album, PERPETUALLY

this is INSULIN, featuring @adridoesthings

listen on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/79MC9Es4vOhcTuZLpf4mHS?si=4aVSvJqETOuu8TuL7_aCPg

its hard to say im fine 
when all i see is you in my mind
and i dont know why
cause if i spend my life time with you its clear that
a second away just fuels my fear so
im sorry for cutting ties

(i tried)

cause when youre not here i need novocaine or
something else to take the pain away, you
know i think about you every day
because youre so sweet i need insulin, i'm
so down to make plans again, i
just need to know the where and when

its hard to imagine 
that one day you might leave
and i wanna know 
if you feel the same about me
cause im so in love, i cant get enough
if you feel too close, just let me know
and ill take a step back if thats what you need

(what you need, yea)

cause when youre not here i need novocaine or
something else to take the pain away, you
know i think about you every day
because youre so sweet i need insulin, i'm
so down to make plans again, i
just need to know the where and when

cause when youre not here i need novocaine or
something else to take the pain away, you
know i think about you every day
because youre so sweet i need insulin, i'm
so down to make plans again, i
just need to know the where and when

spotify

INSULIN (ft adri)

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it was you on my mind
when i couldn't fall asleep again
you're out there and that's all i'll get
i'm holding onto something
and hoping it sticks throughout time
maybe i moved too slow with these times
you were a heartbreak burgundy
i was nearly gone that night

don't worry bout me any longer my love
it's a cut, i need you but you're out there
and it goes like such, it's a mess i must confess

wary of my confession
wary of my lesson

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released on 6 march 2019
written by griffin h.m.
art by major
mixed and mastered by second flight

//OST//

on spotify

burgundy

@brakence @50landing
_

i dont wanna be well known
just wanna be known well
id rather be lonely
than be by myself
dont wanna go home
or put my pride on the shelf
cause i dont need help
from anyone else

and ive been feeling so low
help me back into character, i was
"reckless kid born and raise in america"
now im a lost cause and truth be told
i lie too much, my bad
trust me im working on it

i thought i'd die young
likes didnt do shit
i know well being well known's useless
ill go to hell too eager to care
im on a screen island where no one stares

i wanna find whats inside me
feel every fiber
done sucking up cause
im no longer a liar
dont know how to be myself sometimes
but whenever i need your help
i always tell you now

i know now
it was all costumes, funny dances
to play my mind
now i need to believe it
and i wont hold onto something familiar
we were kept back from the people we really were
its a start
i just hope i agknowledge the gifts from the past
when we run out of time

i just wanna be known well
not well known
id rather be lonely than be alone
id rather sleep in a hotel
than sleep in my home
but ive been pulling my weight in my thoughts
no matter where i go

ive been feeling so low
help me back into character, i was
"reckless kid born and raise in america"
now im a lost cause and truth be told
i lie too much, my bad

i got a star studded cast of friends
that never answer the phone
no matter when i call
gotta stop trying so hard to try so hard
otherwise ill have nobody at all

im still learning to be direct
cause for years ive been a mess
in '18 i changed address
not the right one but the best
cause my parents are my success
i still need to earn their respect

im just tryna figure it out

theres probably a lot
that i should've done differently
and i, oh i went to hear it out
but i was never listening
i knew that it's not alright
just trying to find the light
summon another spark
or maybe its gone and died
i try to stay out of sight
i gotta leave by the night
i cant seem to clear my mind

but i know now, that it was all
a bad dream, crash scene playing in my mind
and i shouldn't believe it, so i
cant hold onto something familiar
when ive lost sight of the people we really were at the start
and ive started to see it. cause

i dont wanna be well known
i dont wanna be well known

i dont wanna be well known
just wanna be known well
id rather be lonely than be by myself
dont wanna go home or
put my pride on the shelf
cause i dont need help from anyone else
_

thank you to will and graham for the bgv in the second chorus
thank you to the boys, and bekah, and my parents for knowing me well

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