lyssafan

Disney LIMS

lyssafan — Mon, 07 Jul 2008 18:44:01 GMT

I decided i wanted to enter a LIMS thingy recently and thought what better than to enter a DISNEY ONE!
Here's the link to it if anyone else wants to join ;) wd_lims May the games begin!!

8/100 & close to puppyhood

lyssafan — Wed, 02 Apr 2008 15:40:19 GMT

8/100 now, you know the drill, click for the review

I've now got it narrowed down to a couple of golden retriever breeders, seeing as my mum is totally rasict on the Siberian husky front.

I have new name idea's too ;)

So i had; Cora, Addie, Izzie.
& these are newer ones; Marley, Maisie/Maizie, Sage, Kamryn, Phoebe, Ashley.

Anyone would think i'm naming a kid for gosh sakes with the fuss!

oh my crackers!

lyssafan — Tue, 01 Apr 2008 14:18:03 GMT

I need a tattoo/t shirt with this written on it.

IF YOU PATRONISE ME, I WILL KILL YOU!

7/100 books & etc.

lyssafan — Tue, 01 Apr 2008 09:42:22 GMT

Finished god old number 7, i'm really roaring through them this month....well last month now haha! click HERE to read my review on Queen Of Babble In The Big City.

Also, i want to know what the frickin' deal is with people trying to make decisions on MY dog. My mum's got some sort of rasict thing going on about siberian huskies. My cousin seems to think she rules the world and know's everything - i quote "u will b silly if u do, nvr gd temperment" - FACK OFF! I will get what I want, it will afterall be MINE! I'm so sick of her thinking just because she left school after her GCSE's and did a animal nursing assistent course, she is better than me. She already has 2 dogs, let me get on with it.

Also i love this song, Capri by Colbie Caillat.
Colbie Caillat is a saint! I want this T-Shirt from her shop CLICK, it is awesome! On the back it's Bubbly lyrics. MY FAVOURITE SONG EVER!

balancing on one fine wire...

lyssafan — Sun, 30 Mar 2008 21:51:07 GMT

Another weekend @ work over, onto the next week. It's really annoying that by the time i get home i'm usually so shattered, i don't do anything fun like. Then the weekend is over, and back to school. Quite depressing i would say. Another 4 days (3 that i am actually going to bother going in for) then its "Easter" holidays....two weeks of pure bliss, fun, sleep, fun, and more fun! Sure i should be "revising" but i have seriously given up and couldn't give a monkey's. After April/May, it's all over, and i get to spend days doing what i LOVE, looking after animals!

I tried to get some work for the holiday weeks but there wasn't any going. Which sucks a tad seeing as i'd quite like the cash but fair do's. Cinema/shopping time it is!

I havn't got much farther on the puppy name front except i like the name Bruce if it does turn out to be a boy.
....also i have seen 3 siberian husky puppies this weekend and was talking to B about them and i now want one! I LOVE THEM! They are the cutest.
Now to persuade the mother figure ;)
I can't wait to have Izzie/Addie/Cora/Bruce/Keia..........i need more names to pick from....though i suppose having few names makes it easier. & i am quite set on Izzie unless she doesn't "look" like one...

I need to make me a new icon....s'getting old!

6/100 & puppies!

lyssafan — Thu, 27 Mar 2008 18:47:17 GMT

I have now read 6//100 of the books for the year! Only 94 left to read :P Click HERE for my review of the newer ones (Trust Me, I'm a (junior) Doctor & The Notebook)

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By the way. I have the biggest news, ever possible, something i thought would never happen!
Samantha is allowed a dog!
A real life dog!
One that walks and everything, not one of those stuffed animal types (she checked ;) )

It has to be a puppy because of Ella and Ryan coming round all the time, but i have settled on something like a Springer Spaniel/Field Spaniel or a cross-breed from the dogs trust. I'm not spending insane amounts. I just want my puppy already!

I want a girl, i am loving the name Izzie....just because if she's naughty, how fun would it be to yell ISOBELLLLLLLL?!
I have a couple names i'm picking through;
Izzie
Addie
Cora
...........i don't think i can really choose for certain til i SEE her but those are 3 i've been mulling over.

& because i'm such a sad case and obviously have NO life! I want one of these awesome personalized collars for her. Teehee! Click HERE to see.

That's enough for now i reckon,
toodles!
xx

lyssafan — Thu, 20 Mar 2008 07:51:12 GMT

I GOT PAID!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
my god it's an amazing feeling!!!!
Shopping trip today!!!!

xXx

rice crispies + chocolate = yumminess!

lyssafan — Mon, 17 Mar 2008 18:24:45 GMT

Right here we go! 4/100 books read ;) I finished my forth one yesterday, click here for my review ;)

Duuude can you belive that Sally has a twin brother?! Milco is real teehee! It was really cute....

Anyway, went back to school today and i get greeted with "that wasn't a flash grade was it Sam" by my Applied Science teacher. Stupid shitty cow!

Anyway's laters
xox

when times are hard, you put on a happy face and drown inside instead...

lyssafan — Fri, 14 Mar 2008 19:13:30 GMT

Christine called me less than 15 minutes ago, It amazes me how after all this time, she know's me so well, so when i say "yep i'm good" its FUCK OFF "your not are you.."

It's going to be a god awful week next week. I'll be chased by teachers, questioned by my form tutor. But even though there'll be so many people wanting a piece of me. I'm going to feel so alone. Not looking forward to it at all.

Though i'm only going to be there Mon, Tues, Wed, Thurs. Friday is the long weekend and then down to Devon. Where i can be myself. Why is it that my friends here just aren't my actual friends. Gah.

life can be so cold...

lyssafan — Fri, 14 Mar 2008 15:14:54 GMT

I just found out that my old learning mentor is leaving. Its because of her i passed my GCSE's, quite frankly its because of her that i'm alive and sane.

I havn't been in school again this week and now i find out she's leaving. I can't put into words how upset i am. Just knowing she's at school available for me to drop into her made me feel better, to know i could go pick up some biscuits and take them and have a good chat. Now i'll be alone again.

She took my sister under her wing this year when she was being damn lazy and got chucked off her art course, she yelled at her when she refused to go into school, i had said to her i'm so happy you never yelled at me like that and what she said mademe feel so proud/hapy whatever "I never had to" however awkward i was, she was proud of me. She's not only an authoritive figure, she's my friend. I don't know why she didn't tell me which makes me a little confused...
She's moving to Dubai..which is like millions of miles away.
She wants to keep in contact by email (i taught her how to use the computer LOL which was the deal for her to get me out of PE) & she's going to call me later.
I hope i don't cry. How embarrassing would that be!!

So here's to Christine!
xXx

this is what it means to be held....

lyssafan — Fri, 07 Mar 2008 19:19:20 GMT

~~Comment and I'll give you a letter; then you have to~~ list 10 things you love that begin with that letter~~. Afterwards, post this in your journal and give out some letters of your own.~~

My dear lover "beseeched" upon me the letter F. Thanks a bunch! *grumbles*

1. "Frappuccino's". Best thing Starbucks has ever done!
2. "The Fray". Just LOVE them, amazingness!
3. FRIENDS.  My first TV love, anyone who say's they didn't like it IS LYING!
4. Fromage. Ha look at me going all french! I like it best on my jacket potato!
5. Faith Dever.  One of the Dever twins, such a sweet-ums!
6. Fencing. It always seemed to be such a cool thing to be able to do! Parent Trap does that to you!
7. Florida.  Move over Haven, Florida is the best place on earth.
8. Fog.  Such a mysterious thing!
9. "Full Circle" by Cate Tiernan.  My favourite book out of the "wicca" series!
10. Frazer. One half of my duck squad :

HAH! Did it! I must be smart afterall!

Ciao xox

100 BOOKS IN 2008

lyssafan — Fri, 07 Mar 2008 11:28:53 GMT

003/100

Private #6 "Legacy"
click on the main 100 books in 2008 to read my review :)

no sudden healing..

lyssafan — Thu, 06 Mar 2008 17:30:02 GMT

Soo...results day 2008.

that went well. NOT.

well slightly.

I was retaking 2 units of Geography and 1 of Applied Science.
My original grades/ adjusted grades;

Subject	Old result	New result
Human Geography	D	B
Physical Geography	E	D
Applied Science	U	D

So...two grades up for Human but only one for Physical making my overall grades B,B,D --need to figure out what that is together..
That i'm quite happy with, i'm not redoing it a second time so the D is sticking...

Its the Applied Science that i'm so upset with. I came out of that exam thinking i'd aced it, i knew all the questions and everything. Plus the bitch who is also in my class (theres only 2 of us) got a C....i listen more and am there more. WTF is going on. I had to leave, i came home and totally bawled, completely embarrassing! So it comes out with a B,C,D ....that's gotta make it a C right? I hope. Please.
My teacher is going to screw......she thought i'd do great the second time round, she was helping me so much. i feel like i let her down.

Anyway, reading Private #6, fucking best book series i've ever read in my life! I am not looking forward to waiting til May for #7!
Also i am getting pissed with having only a few user pic's. i need to get paid. i want that 100 userpics...i deserve to spoil myself...</div>
I'm going to take my userpic to heart and smile :).....xox

didn't i, didn't i, didn't i see you cryin'....

lyssafan — Fri, 29 Feb 2008 16:28:55 GMT

NEW LAYOUT! I was getting bored with the last and with the strike happening and all, i decided to actually buy the Scrubs DVD Set that i was meaning to buy for ages and am now scrubs-obsessed.

So new layout features;
+ Sarah Chalke.
+ Kook's lyrics, "She Moves In Her Own Way" - song of the summer 2 years ago!
made by myself :) sporting experimental colouring....tell me what you think ;)

lyssafan

I'm thinking of re-doing my profile picture thingy too, might stick with Kate Walsh or a total do over...havn't decided yet.

Anyway, stole this off of xian (wreckhead) & the star rating off Val (_euphory)

100* Books in 2008
*was 50 books in 2008 but i read more than watching movies.
** means a re-read.
starting - 29/02/2008

Rules and Guidelines:

1. I read 100 (or more) books in 2008.
2. I keep track of how many I read in this post.
3. I review every book I read on a 1-5 star basis.

brilliant
neat
so-so
blah
hideous

FEBRUARY

001. Perfect Match by Jane Moore Heartwarming tale of a couples struggle with a ill son and the knowledge that that son is another mans child. For Ben to survive his illness, he needs the bone marrow from his biological father...and if not a match...Karen would have to carry a second child who is not her husbands for 9 months. Simply amazing! (finished 25/02/08)

002.
003.
004.

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001/100

Hold on hope...

lyssafan — Thu, 28 Feb 2008 23:00:49 GMT

I really need to get a hold of myself. I havn't been in school since tuesday, i don't know why, i just can't bring myself to go. I got to the gates wednesday and physically couldn't go in...

I really need to sort out my anger, i'm screaming and blinding over the littlest things, my throat is killing me and i'm running out of strepsils...

I really need to get a hold of my emotions surrounding my weight too, i know im not overweight as such but obviously more than what i should be...seeing as my sister like to bring up the fact that i am infact a "fat bitch...fat ugly cow...fat fat fat...."

I really need to find out why i get into these holes and then take so long to get out of them.

I just need to get back on track and cannot deal with my mother yelling at me every second and my sister being frankly a bitch.

I need to get used to us not having any money and just deal with it. I'll have my own money next month....but it makes me feel so rotten to think about....

I am just so mixed up...

god what a sob story ....

loves her momma's lemonade, hates the sound that goodbyes make...

lyssafan — Sat, 23 Feb 2008 20:56:03 GMT

101. Do you want to be in a relationship?
Wouldn't mind one haha.

100. What's your profile song and why?
myspace quiz much?

99. Do you have a job?
CLUB WATERSTONES!

98. Last person you were in a car with?
Kourtnai...never again, shes leathal!

97. Do you have a crush on someone?
Maybe....who said what?!

96. Lied in the last 24 hours?
Um..about 6 trillion times.

95. What is your current ring tone?
Colbie Caillat | Bubbly

94. Where was the last place you took a plane to?
America last year....

93. What is the last movie you watched, with who?
Penelope, with Neesh, Jadie and some others.

92. What makes you mad?
People who ask if we sell "tv guides, memory sticks, mobile phones, dvds," or say to you "im looking for a book" of course you are you prat your in a BOOK SHOP!

91 Whats your middle name?
..wondering why lover laughed at this...
Louise

90. Last text you sent?
"How is you, lee and my gorgeous cousin, the Libster? O bought me a waffle squeee xXx" She sent me back a new picture of Libster CUUUUTE!

89. What time did you wake up this morning?
7.30 am. nearly killed me!

88. Do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to?
Nope.

87. What are you doing?
Sticking the stickers that came with the sticker book, the old man my mum cleans for bought for me....apparently 17 means 5 in his mind!

86. When's your birthday?
23/07/1990

85. Does it bug you when people delete questions from surveys?
Why would they? That's stupid...
Is that why theres sometimes a missing number?

84. Are you afraid of growing old?
No, it means hours and hours of reading time and tv time! + i'll get an OAP discount!

83. Are you happy right now?
Meh so so.

82. What is sitting to your right?
Cup of tea.

81. What's your favorite sport to watch?
Sports are crap.

80. Do you have any kids?
Yeah, a set of twins and then 4 more....they're called Tim, Tom, Tonka, Teresa, Tessa, Tia.......puhleese.

79. Do you have a favorite stuffed animal?
WHO TOLD YOU?!

78. Did you go trick-or-treating this year?
Nope.

77. Do you know who Mr. Mistoffelees is?
He's the magic cat from "Cats" isnt he? Sam went to see that in Yr 6, was cute.

76. What song are you listening to?
Anna Nalick | Breathe

75. Do you sing in the shower?
Who doesnt?

74. Can you Crank Dat?
Can you ask me again in english??

73. Did you have a valentine this year?
Nope, its a pukey day and everyone who bought a rose deserves to die.

71. What do you think of the song Boom, boom, boom, boom by Vengaboys?
HAHA I LOVE IT!

70. Do you laugh at your own jokes?
Yes! I make myself laugh more than others!

69. Where do you want to live when you grow up?
In a cardboard box...what do you think? Idiot quiz person

68. How tall are you?
I'm not.....Colin is going to get me stilts ;)

67. How many drugs are in your system?
a hundred zillion...........again idiot quiz person.

66. What are you wearing at the moment?
Dotty PJ bottoms and a Tee.

64. Last person to comment you?
my lover i think...

63. Do you sing?
yes...well?...no...

62. Screamo or country?
Country!! TaylorSwiftCarrieUnderwoodLOVE!

61. Rock or Rap?
Rock.

60. Do you like cheese?
Cheddar.

59. Who called you last?
Kourtnai....then she nearly killed me in her car

58. Last item you purchased?
Book "Trust Me I'm a (junior) Doctor.

57. What jewelry do you wear constantly?
Bracelet that Ella bought me - it says my name on it ;)

56. Are you a crazy person?
Yep, im completely insane. I should be locked away...

55. Who was the last person you hugged?
Nisha.

54. What candidate do you support running for president?
i don't know, i dont do politics.

53. Are you a fast typer?
kinda.

52. What time is it?
20:43

51. What do you smell?
the weird air freshner my mum thinks smells nice.

50. Is anything bothering you right now?
too many things!
i think im depressed...
i need some money more than anything..

49. Where did you take your profile picture?
stupid myspace thingy

48. What are you doing today/tomorrow?
today :Work.
tomorrow : work ...English coursework, english essay...

47. What's your favorite subject in school?
none, im hating school.

46. What's your worst grade that you currently have & what subject is it in?
D in Applied Science.

45. Do you believe in celebrating anniversaries?
meh alright.

44. If you died right now, is there something you'd want to say to someone?
bloody buy a dog and stick him by my grave for ever and ever. call him Tarzan

43. How many friends do you have on myspace?
Don't care.

42. Who's one person you cannot stand?
my stupid sister.

41. What's your opinion on same sex marriage?
Whatever floats their boat.

40. Do you miss anyone right now?
*sighs* yep.

39. What foreign language do/did you study?
Studied French and German.

38. Does it take a lot to earn your trust?
I guess so.

37. Do you think you're attractive?
No, i have 8 arms and hairy fingers........stupid quiz person

36. Describe your life in one word?
OK.

35. The 2nd person on your top, what's their mother's name?
myspace stupid quiz

34. What shampoo do you use?
Herbal Essences

33. What do you want right now?
a Dog.

32. Jeans or sweatpants?
Jeans.

31. What should you be doing now?
English work.

30. Are you going to do it?
Maybe....

29. Do you have socks on?
Yep..

28. Do you own sunglasses?
nup.

27. Have you ever cried so hard, you made yourself sick?
Yuck no.

26. Do you like techno?
Who the heck are you with your crappy questions?

25. Do you get nervous in front of large groups of people?
Yes, heart starts beating like a big brass band!

24. What was your kindergarten teacher's name?
Mrs Morson-Hill. *squish*

23. Who was your first best friend?
In "kindergarten"? Danielle.

22. Plans for Saturday?
Work....story of my life...

21. Do you like your penmanship?
Yes, its cute ;)

20. Do you like the school you currently attend?
No, wish i went to one where there were normal people and people who were ACTUALLY my friends

19. Favorite TV show
Cant pick..

18. Do you like '80s movies?
Diehard was in the 90's right?
Pass.

17. Do you like "The Goonies"?
YES! HEY YOU GUYYYYYYYYYS

16. What's your favorite food?
Pancakes, why are there no IHOPS in the UK?

15. Where do you live?
London, UK.

14. Last person you kissed?
My ducker, on the tippy top of his head teehee

13. Current problem?
NO MONEY.

12. Been to London?
Yuh...live there, not so exciting...

11. Can you lick your toe?
WTF, you are some seriously freak-arse person.

10. Who's the most photogenic person you know?
Hmm....Nisha

9. Been to college?
6th form...same thing.

8. Ever been given a breathalizer test?
No.

7. Favorite time of day?
a sane time :)

6. Ever licked someone's cheek?
Yeah lol...got a problem?

5. What are you looking forward to?
my book coming, the 20th of March MONEY

4. Have you ever ran from the police?
No

3. Ever gotten lost in the dark?
No.

2. What do you think of the last person who posted this?
My lover rocks, she makes me laugh lots of times a day, we are quite scarily in common.

1. Are you wanting something you cant have?
Yes...though i will get a dog, whether i have to steal one or not.
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thanks lover for this pass time ;)

not so pay day...

lyssafan — Thu, 21 Feb 2008 17:59:42 GMT

Yesterday i was supposed to get paid for the first time, but i found out today i won't get paid til next month...why did no one tell me this before?!
I spent too much money this month thinking i'd be alright when i got paid and now im not going to and i have £40 in my bank.
My nan insisted that she lends me £100 but i don't want to use it, its got to last me a whole month.....fuck knows how im going to pay for food when im working and during the week and go places...i hate this.

PS. i need someone who is willing to kill someones gf for me!
Thats all,
xXx

starts in my toes, and i crinkle my toes...

lyssafan — Wed, 30 Jan 2008 22:04:58 GMT

Got tagged by amblpfan22

A. List seven habits/quirks/facts about yourself.
B. Tag seven people to do the same.
C. Do not tag the person who tagged you or say that you tag "whoever wants to do it"

1. I obsess over everything.
2. I sometimes fall asleep in the middle of my English classes.
3. I have wonky toes
4. I'm obsessed with eBay.
5. I'm left handed.
7. sometimes when i pirouette...i fall over.

Tagging:
anyone who's not been tagged already!

It's my lover's birthday!

lyssafan — Mon, 21 Jan 2008 18:13:22 GMT

IOHHHHHHHHHHHHH LOVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ITS YOUR BIRTHDAY ITS YOUR BIRTHDAY!!!!
What's 18 feel like?
Do you feel really old :P
Did you find a grey hair?! :P

Just so its up and where you can bring it to show me as blackmail.
I OWE YOU: 1 birthday present!

In case you are unsure, you are infact xxxpippyxxx

another new layout...

lyssafan — Sun, 20 Jan 2008 20:10:53 GMT

I just updated my graphic journal and loved the layout so much i decided it was time for a change!! I just changed the header into a little picture and added the text underneath lol. Not much of a change.

Check out my profile too, i have an all new info/table!

Also, visit my graphic community for details on my new little business

- xfairietalesx designs

xfairietalesx designs

lyssafan — Sat, 19 Jan 2008 21:14:23 GMT

Some of you may know this as my graphic community but i'm going to host my small new business there too. Please visit and graphical requests are welcome.

New Layout and other news

lyssafan — Fri, 18 Jan 2008 15:32:49 GMT

Well christmas is long gone so obviously i was in desperate need of a new header!!
Lovely layout of Kate Walsh, who is LOVE!

Early this morning, my mum and me took one of our cats to the vet, she was fitting and being sick, so at 2:45am she was put to sleep. Kind of sucks cos she was so sweet but good because she was so very sick, detached retina's (blood pressure was sky high so the blood vessels burst, detaching them), thuroid problems, kidneys failing. Not so good really.

Then we get home, i go back up to bed and i am awoken at 9:19 by my mum going "Saaaaaam, your alarm, your alarm didnt go off......your EXAMMM"
Thats when i knew. I'd slept straight through the alarm and slept a further 2 and a bit hours! thus missed the first 20minutes of my exam. Thus meaning i am to get an X on my certificate thingy. EEK.

On the other hand, Paisley is very much on the road to recovery. With his broken pelvis, he is slowly getting better, attempting to stand now. We are no longer feeding him the mixture and he is pigging out of yucky things like mealworms and bloodworms. He is putting on a bit of weight and is looking a lot brighter!

anyway, check out the layout.
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Paisley's recovery Day 2

lyssafan — Sat, 05 Jan 2008 18:54:09 GMT

GREAT NEWS!

Well two great new's, Paisley is still alive and well, he's know broken the 48 hour mark so should survive, the second is that the bite wounds did NOT get to his spine and/or lungs which is a HUGE relief, the reason he is not walking however is due to a fracture high up in his leg...which the vet says will heal on it's own!
I was soo relieved to hear that he weren't paralysed or whatever, on the otherhand he isn't eating so is being fed through a tube which could cause problems in the long run with him getting lazy but we'll have to deal with that if the problem arises.
According to the vet he is very swollen, obviously from the bites and the leg fracture.

ALL OF WHICH MY OWN VET DID NOT NOTICE.
BECAUSE SHE IS A TWAT.

So if all goes according to plan, he should be home monday, where he will take up residence probably in my bedroom in my big ferret cage allowing him space to open his wings and also to not over-exert himself once he does start to walk again.
But at the minute we are looking at the prospect of a sitting duck.
I've never actually had a bird with a broken leg before so i dont know how i go about rehaliitating that leg...all of which i get to ask the vet on monday...MUST remember.

Oh Oh, since i'm feeling more upbeat today, i'll share the story which happened at the vets, the receptionist (from S. Africa and had a HOT accent) totally chatted up my mum! He was like "did you two sisters have a good christmas" to which i was like thats a bloody big insult isn't it, his reply was "well it was a compliment to you though wasn't it" AHAHA, it was quite funny.

Paisley's recovery Day 1

lyssafan — Fri, 04 Jan 2008 15:30:15 GMT

Ok, my brave little fighter surrived through the night, he'd managed to remove the dressing and babygro we stuck over his wings, so obviously he's his normal little wotsit self. He was however still not standing, but on the good side he was quacking...my mum wasn't too happy at that at 5 this morning lol.

I phoned around a couple other vets this morning and finally found one that deals with exotics (apparently ducks fall under that lol) So we went up to mr CJ Hall's clinic -which by the way was majorly freaking posh - and he checked him out.

So this is whats up;
+puncture wounds under right wing x4
+puncture wound under left wing x1
+unknown damage to lungs from puncture wounds
+possible spinal damage from puncture wounds - thus explaining why he isn't walking.

The vet told us that the first 48 hours are most important, if he just is being awkward and lazy and not standing and theres nothing wrong then it could be infection that would kill him, because foxes have (and i quote CJ Hall) "filthy mouths" -which made me giggle a little bit.

So he's staying there, they gave him painkillers while we were there (of which the vet did not do yesterday to which he looked quite disguisted) including something that apparently - i repeat apparently - is like heroin. lovely, my ducks a junkie. Anyway, he's going to be treated for further shock and x-rayed to take a look-see at his spine.
Plus stay etc..

Came to £330....i am literally going to die.
I can't afford that, mum put it on nan's barclay card but i so shit worried about how i can pay that off, no way can mum do it. i worked out i could have at least £160 by the end of the month. Mum said that we'll just tell nan that it cost £150 (deposit) and then pay the rest in cash...hello mum. i just had a ginormous spending spree on ebay, im poor.
I'm so incredibly screwed its underbelievable, I am just so wishing he doesnt die now because my christ will my mum be angry or annoyed or whatever.
Also for the fact that the vet told us that ducks mate for life.....WHAT ABOUT FRAZER?! She is going to be so lonely, she's outside now (with me watching, im not taking my eyes off her) standing on the compost mound calling for him. She's breaking my heart.

Do you reckon you can get loans for vet bills?
"Hi, i need a loan cos' my duck is costing me £330" maybe i'm mad for agreeing to treat him..i don't know..i just know i love him and he's just awesome, for the past 7 months i've been caring for them, taming them, at first just to prove to my cousin that ducks can be tame, but after a while i enjoyed it, he is so loving, will eat out of my hand and everything. i just know i'll miss him like mad if he has to go..you know...pass...whatever you call it.

Yeah so thats day 1.

Paisley

lyssafan — Thu, 03 Jan 2008 21:25:50 GMT

Ok so i'm not religious at all, most of you know that but it seems to help when people pray for things.
& i know there are probably so many better things to pray for in life but..
the fox got my duck, he's hanging on at the moment but he has 3 small puncture wounds under his right wing which the vet said she wasn't sure if it has punctured his lung or not. She was a prat, she couldn't do nothing.
We're treating him for shock and everything but things are obviously touch and go the first 24 hours...so i guess i'm asking if you do pray, think of Paisley, if you don't just think of him maybe?

http://i224.photobucket.com/albums/dd262/x-x-reallifefairytale-x-x/Me/475838029a5342761304l.jpg
there he is on the left - before he grew up and looked more pretty!
He is gorgeous now.