I should be writing a paper, but…

I just had to get this off my chest.

There are some books that are simply great reads. Books tattered and torn, scribbled in and folded, books in which passages are memorized and can be repeated at will. Books that, with every read, simply get better. There’s a frame of the familiar, and within the familiar, there is constant surprise. Whether it’s a new connection, a stunning simile, or simply an image that sits with you differently than it did the first time.

Tom Robbins is the example I typically use for this. His writing is magnificent, even blurbed as a roller coaster of prose. With that, I heartily agree. And yet he has characters that, no matter how many times you pick up the book, never change from the last time you picked it up. Sure, they’re not static within the confines of the paper, but within the book itself, they are as unchanging as the clock in Arizona. But set within a familiar story, new details can and do leap out at you when you least expect it, and often when you’re not looking.

I think a good relationship is like this.

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I’m Going Back to Bed

But first, it’s been a while since I’ve blogged between dreams.

First of all, I’m not breathing quite yet. I have two paper re-writes due this week, one emailed by tomorrow, and one due on Wednesday. The B- one comes first, thank you very much.

Secondly, it looks like I won’t be graduating in May. I think it would bother me more if I weren’t so tired–but it does have its good points as well as its bad. I’ve mentioned that I’d like to get my MA in creative writing, and one of the “strong suggestions” if not requirements (I haven’t talked directly to Dr. Ted yet, just someone else who’s looking to get his is creative writing, too) is that a 200, 300, and 400 level writing classes are under the belt.

I took one, as a lark, over the summer. The 300 level one is being offered this Spring, and the 400 one is not til next Fall, which puts me smack in December of ’08 as graduating.

Which sort of bites, really. There goes the dream of getting some money together while making a portfolio and studying for the GRE. On the other hand, it does mean that I’ll be able to take two classes a semester, AND have the summer off. I’d still be able to study and write while just taking two classes, and I’d be a hell of a lot less stressed.

A whole summer off. I’ve been going straight through since January ’06. I think I could use a break.

Good golly, what would I do with myself?

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About that Break

I think I mentioned that this semester has been educational. I mean that in the most heart-wrenching sort of way possible. The semester is comprised of hours and days and months–not necessarily classes.

With that being said, I’ve churned out four papers, various small projects, and a mid-term. I have one more mid-term tomorrow night, and then I can breathe. My Chesil Beach paper earned an A despite the fact that I didn’t address what made me dislike the book so much. Oh yes, I discovered it, and it was at least in part what was responsible for the, er, moments I had been having. I’ve only gotten one other grade back, and it was a B-. A B-! A big fat minus to add insult to injury. It was on the significance of violence in a slave narrative, with three primary sources. I chose Olaudah Equiano, Harriet Jacobs, and Nat Turner. The point of my paper was to show how the authors believed it was endemic, systemic, and prophetic. I thought I had accomplished that pretty well, but it wasn’t what he was looking for. I’d debate my grade with him, but to be honest, even if he’d given me a B+, I’d still be taking him up on his offer for a re-write.

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Thank You

For your comments, for your emails, and, in certain cases, your phone calls.

I haven’t really responded that much simply because I didn’t trust myself to do so, but every single one of them is greatly appreciated.

It’s been a rough couple of weeks, and most likely won’t be any less rough in the next few weeks to come, but I’ll be updating soon, and, hopefully, with a whole new perspective.

Cause, you know, I can’t stay silent for long. My tongue (and fingers) atrophy, and I go into shock.

For right now, I’ll just say that this semester has been extremely educational, and I appreciate all of your good wishes and thoughts.

With great affection,

Your Fool

Crazy Love

Sherry and Owen are amazingly beautiful people. Two more beautiful people, in fact, I’d be hard pressed to find.

They are such lovely, giving, inspiring people, and I’m so blessed to have met both of them. They’ve been married for as long as I’ve been alive, and their marriage is an awe-inspiring thing.

I really don’t have words to say what I’m looking to say, so I have this. It’s not Van by himself, but I figure if you have to do a duet, Ray Charles isn’t too shabby a partner.

I love you both, and have no words, so I’ll just listen.

Laffy Taffy

Giggling through a senior level American Lit class while race and gender issues are being discussed is juvenile enough, and bad.

Bad enough to make the prof “insecure,” apparently.

Realizing that you’re giggling over Laffy Taffy jokes is  even worse.

Thank God for Laffy Taffy wrappers.

Another Facebook Thingy

So I’m addicted to the music application on Facebook. I am, I am.

One could list his favorite songs, if he were so inclined. (I’ve been reading Keats, so forgive me if I’m a bit formal.) One could even dedicate a song, such as, say “H” by Tool, if one were so inclined. One could, as I have chosen to do, take the music quiz. I have and I have and I have.

And I make no apologies for it. After all, it’s not every day that I am called a “music genius.” The irony is that so much of music is both songs and artists I never heard of, and while my percentage of answers are pretty rotten, I’ve discovered “new” (new in that sense that a tv re-run isn’t a repeat if you haven’t seen it the first time) music, and that’s pretty exciting.

While I love music, I’m sort of closed off about being introduced to “new” stuff. It’s a shame, really.

This application has changed that.

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Wednesday

I woke up far too early to have not gotten anything done this morning, but I say that with the fattest tongue in my cheek possible.

It’s Wednesday. It’s a glorious day.
Small steps, and all that jazz. Taking care of a long, long neglected problem, and starting tutoring in the Writing Center.  I am really looking forward to that, even while I’m wondering how I’m going to manage to accomplish everything that needs to be done while doing it.

I guess I’ll have to work on those time management skills or something.

And then, tonight, the Bear. Maybe my brains and ears won’t shut down like they did last week, causing an “emergency” for which I had to excuse myself from class for fifteen minutes while I walked around, surrounded by nothing but the sounds of crickets and frogs and other students leaving his classroom.

At least I went back.

Good heavens, the man can talk.

But it’s Wednesday, and a glorious day.

And it’s barely beginning.

Back to School

It’s Labor Day, and here I am, sipping coffee and reading Percy Bysshe Shelley.

Right now, Shelley’s not my favorite person, but I’m sure it’s just personal bias. He’s more verbose than I am, and, given the length of the reading assignments, I’m sort of resenting that.

I did a thing, you see. I’m not sure if it’s wise or foolish, crazy or sane, but I did, in fact do a thing.

I dropped out of the Education program.

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Sunday Serendipity and other good Somethings

So there I was, talking on the phone about 3:00 am this morning, in between swallowing big chunks of Shelley and Byron with my not-quite-five-hour-old coffee. All three are better with hazelnut, for the record.

“Are you going to church this morning?” she asked. I knew she wanted to do breakfast.

I told her no. I was wiped. I made my commitment of making every Sunday in August, and it’s been a long (but wonderful) week. I realized as I was walking down the hall that I was actually walking with my eyes closed.

Definitely no church. Unless, I told her, by some divine intervention I happened to wake up in time, because I was crashing as soon as I jumped in the billion-thread-count-sheetless bed.

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